Messages To The 2 Patricks, - Oct. 22, 2002 (Part 1 of 2 for Oct. 22)
Joyce Lang
Dec 6, 2002

Tuesday 22 October 2002

Patrick:

Jesus, You said I have not got Truth within my heart. I think these Words hurt my pride. If Truth be told, I am thinking of the people who are going to read this and what will they think of me! They will think, “oh, look at him, he is supposed to be receiving Messages from Jesus and he hasn't even got Truth within his heart!” I know I should not be thinking this, Jesus, but it is there.

Jesus:

My little son, I smile when I look at you. There are not many of My Prophets who would be willing to take these Words. There are not many who would be willing to reveal their hearts to others. It is true, there are still darknesses within your heart but much of your heart is full of My Light. That is how these Words can flow so freely through you into this world. You are on the journey of Truth, My son, you will learn much about yourself and so will My children learn much about themselves. If We were to only speak of the good, how would they know what the true path of dying to self was about? It is only by looking at the darkness within the heart that true dying to self can take place. This is Truth. I Love you.


Patrick:


Jesus, if You want to know the Truth, I am scared senseless at what You might say next because I know You can see everything within me. I know I cannot hide from You. I know You are the Way, the Truth and the Life. You are God.

Jesus:

This is true, My son, but I am also your Friend. I will not take you to places that will cause you pain. I will only guide you, My son, for you must find the darkness within your own heart. Then you can destroy it with My Light. I will not force you or any of My children. I cannot force, I am Love. So do not let fear come between Us for this is a ploy of the evil one. he uses fear to stop My children journeying along the path of Truth. I Love you. When you find the darkness, the untruth, within your heart, it will not cause pain, for you, yourself, will have found it. There will be no one to stand and accuse you. I shall be there to hold you, to nurse you through the darkness, the letting go. I am always at your side. Do not fear the journey of Truth for it is My Gift to you and My children. I Love you.

Patrick:

Jesus, I know deep within my heart it is my greatest desire to die totally to myself, to become a warrior of Your Truth, with no fear of anything. I think it is fear that holds me back from doing much of Your Work. I would love to be able to overcome this. It just seems so difficult. I know I have many Spiritual Friends like Your Mother, and the Angels and Saints, who are only too willing to help me. But when self raises its ugly head, I do not want to call on them. It is like I blind myself and I do not want to acknowledge their presence. It is easier to follow the path of sin, to ignore the Truth; yes, it is so much easier. Although I can see a great change in my life from I got to know You, sin does not hold such a great power over me. When I look back, I can see that You have changed much within my life, Jesus. I used to get angry with my mother and many other people when they would talk about You. So I know I must be changing a little. It gives me joy to talk about You now, the anger has gone. When me and my brother talk to Your children, I hear many of them getting angry, not outwardly but within their hearts, when we speak about the Truth that You have given to us. It does not bother me, for I know I was there at one time myself. I know what they feel. These Words used to make me angry and very bitter. I know they believe they can see the Truth and the Words that we speak are harsh and unjust. I also know the reason I used to get angry was because deep down in my heart I knew the real Truth. This is where my anger came from, that someone would have the audacity to tell me something that I did not want to hear. I pray, Jesus, that as You open my heart, You will also open their hearts, so that they also can discover You and the great Friend that You really are. I think most people look at You in the wrong way. They see You as this God that is invisible, more like a myth. I am lucky to know You in this way. I can feel Your happiness, Your sadness, Your Pain, Your power, Your might, when You allow me to. Yet, I know I still deny You in many ways, even though You allow me to feel all these things. But, behind it all, I do love You, Jesus.


Jesus:


The relationship that both you and your brother have with Me is open to all My children. If you have a willingness to die to yourself, a willingness to follow in My Footsteps, a willingness to accept Truth into your life, then I cannot ignore that soul. The more you die to yourself and the more you offer to Me in sacrifice, the more Graces I can give to My children, the more chances they have of coming to Me. My children, look at this piece of Scripture and understand the Truth of My Words:


23 Then He said to them all, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow Me. 24 For whoever desires to save his life will lose it but whoever loses his life for My sake will save it. 25 For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world and is himself destroyed or lost? 26 For whoever is ashamed of Me and My Words, of him the Son of Man will be ashamed when He comes in His own glory, and in His Father's, and of the holy Angels.
Luke 9:23-26


This is Truth, My children. What can this world give you? You live for a short time upon this earth. What does it gain you to gather wealth upon this earth? Whereas, you can gather great wealth in My Father's Kingdom, wealth, that will suffice you for all Eternity. Look in Truth, My children, at these Words. Does wealth bring you happiness? Is it not true, as you gain more wealth, you are never happy, you simply desire more and more. Look, children, look at the Truth. This world cannot give you happiness, it is but a valley of tears, a place where you must make up your mind in free will, whether you want to live in My Father's Kingdom or not? Can you not see this, children? Can you not see the ploy of the evil one is to take you away from Me? You cannot have peace upon this earth for peace is not its gift to give. Peace can only be found in My Truth when you follow Me. It is true this earth is a harsh and unyielding place. It is not the way that I created it to be but, through your free will, you have listened to the lies of lucifer and have allowed him the power to change My creation. As I have told you, I created this earth to be a place of Peace, a place of Love, a place where you in your free will could make a decision to follow Me or not. Love is My Way, children, Love is not the way of this earth. I call you now to take up your cross every day and follow Me. Follow Me into the dark places of this earth, where no Light can shine. Take My Light in so that My little ones can be freed from the chains of darkness that the evil one has spread throughout this earth. Many of My children are bound in the lies of lucifer. They are innocent for they have never known My Truth, they have never been taught My Ways, My Love.
These little ones of Mine are smeared in the darkness of sin. It is up to you, My children, to take My Love into these dark places so that they can be freed from the snares of lucifer. I Love you. I Love you, My children, and I call you in these Words to come back to Me. To come back to Me and My Truth and the Ways of Love, for there is little time left. This world can neither see Me nor know Me. Look around you! Look, children! Look and see the Truth. I speak in this way as a father would call to his child who is in great danger of being swept away by a great flood. Can you not hear the urgency of My Words? You are in great danger, children, yet you cannot see it. You refuse to see, you are too caught up in the lies of lucifer. You have become comfortable, children, in his untruth. I call to you now, in these last moments of your time, to turn away from his lies. Turn back to Me, children. I am your Father, I will hold you safe and carry you through these dark times. I cannot convince you of what is about to happen upon this earth. I cannot force you to believe that you have released the beast from the flaming pit. Oh, My children, how I desire that you be with Me. How I desire that finally you will open your eyes and see the Truth of what is about to happen. My children, this world that you see and feel is not all that it seems to be, unless you can see with spiritual eyes, you are helpless. This world that you believe in, it is but mist. It is not solid, children, in the way that you believe it to be. It will pass away, whereas My Kingdom shall never pass away. I-Am-Who-I-Am and I tell you to return to the Ways of Truth. I am with you, children, and I tell you to come back. I beg of you upon My Knees to return to Me before it is too late. I Love you.


Patrick:


Jesus, I was reading through Your Scriptures last night and came upon these Words:


12 These men are blemishes at your love feasts, eating with you without the slightest qualm - shepherds who feed only themselves. They are clouds without rain, blown along by the wind; autumn trees, without fruit and uprooted - twice dead. 13 They are wild waves of the sea, foaming up their shame; wandering stars, for whom blackest darkness has been reserved for ever. 14 Enoch, the seventh from Adam, prophesied about these men: "See, the Lord is coming with thousands upon thousands of his holy ones 15 to judge everyone, and to convict all the ungodly of all the ungodly acts they have done in the ungodly way, and of all the harsh words ungodly sinners have spoken against Him." 16 These men are grumblers and fault-finders; they follow their own evil desires; they boast about themselves and flatter others for their own advantage. 17 But, dear friends, remember what the Apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ foretold. 18 They said to you, "In the last times there will be scoffers who will follow their own ungodly desires." 19 These are the men who divide you, who follow mere natural instincts and do not have the Spirit. Jude 1: 12-19



It is as if they were written for this time that we now live in. They talk so clearly about the false teachings within Your Church 12 These men are blemishes at your love feasts, eating with you without the slightest qualm - shepherds who feed only themselves. They are clouds without rain, blown along by the wind; autumn trees, without fruit and uprooted - twice dead. When a priest celebrates the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, it is a Feast of Love or, as it says here in Scripture, "love feasts." When one of these new-age priests or, new thinkers, as they would call themselves, get up and change Your Scripture and say things like, ‘Your Eucharist is only a symbol’ and also telling the people that the Altar is the most important thing. Is this not, “eating with you without the slightest qualm” and, as You would say in Scripture, “shepherds who feed only themselves.” I know, Jesus, You have told us there is nothing new in the Messages. But I found this quite incredible to see these Words written down within Your Scripture. Here is another piece: 16 These men are grumblers and fault-finders; they follow their own evil desires. When we look at the theologians, so-called doctors of theology, the way that they find fault with the Scriptures, these Words say it all: (16) they boast about themselves and flatter others for their own advantage tells us what is happening. We never hear about sin from the pulpit anymore but they always tell us how good we are and what a beautiful and brilliant congregation we are. I have heard it many times myself. As You have said, Jesus, saying beautiful things will not get us into Heaven, whereas Truth will.
Then, when a good priest gets up and tells us about sin, the people think he is harsh and begin to complain about him and, as we know, a priest is only a man. If enough people complain, he will begin to get fearful about telling the Real Truth, as we would, for he knows that if he speaks out he could very well be called before the bishop and told not to be so harsh with the people. This has happened many times. We have talked to priests who have told us that we are lucky as lay people that we can speak the Truth. One priest in particular, told us that he was told he would have to go for psychoanalysis for telling people about the Truth. It is sad that the world has come to this. This is why I believe that Jesus tells us to pray much for his priests because the attacks that they are under are immense.


Jesus:


My children, look always to the Truth for Truth is the path that leads to My Heart. Do not look to the ways of this world for you will not find Me and My Truth in this world. The world first hated Me and will also hate you if you desire to follow Me. Love is My Way, Truth is My Way. I say, Love one another and you shall find this. Look around you children, and see the truth that you now live in. It is the truth of this world that My Truth is all but dead. lucifer and his henchmen control the greatest majority of all that happens upon this earth. he begins to act openly, advertising sin to all upon the evil box, that you call television. It is a false prophet, children, it prophesies to you every day and you believe its lies. Adultery has become an accepted part of your lives. You do not see the pain of your brother or sister whom this grievous act of evil is committed against. You believe that these persons have fallen in love. In reality, children, it is the evil one who has built this false love within the hearts of the fallen. It is lust. Your generation has become so blind that it can no longer see the Truth. It walks blindly into the traps of lucifer. It is time to wake up, children. It is time to see the Truth, the reality of the world that you live in. The lies of lucifer have infiltrated into every part of your lives. he has infiltrated into My Church. he has been welcomed by those who only think of themselves, who are not My followers but followers of this world. Yes, children, there are those of My servants who are still loyal to Me, who still hold My Truth within their hearts. These servants of Mine are persecuted much. They are looked upon as being old-fashioned, they are looked upon with pitiful eyes, for they are seen as blind, cranky men, who are living in the dark ages. This, you may think, children, but I tell you in Truth, the persecution that you have laid upon them will be laid upon you a thousand fold when you come into your father's kingdom, the kingdom of lucifer, for it is his lies that you are listening to. No longer, children, can you see the Truth. No longer do you walk in My Footsteps but it is the footsteps of this world that you follow. Come away from your lies and open your eyes to what you are doing. I Love you.


Patrick:


A new day has begun and with it is the urge to listen to my Lord. The Messages of last night are still with me and I feel the strength of Jesus’ Words. There is so much darkness in this world that it is difficult to think of my life without Jesus. What would I do without Him? I am glad that He is my Lord and Saviour.
The Words that He speaks are strong and will upset many but, as He says, if we are blind then the Truth will hurt us. The Truth burns inside us and if there is self buried there we must allow the Truth to penetrate no matter how painful it is. Self is the enemy and we must use all methods to get rid of it, if we wish to be followers of Jesus. If my pride holds me and in it, I cannot see the truth of the situation, then I must apply humility - which is part of the Truth - to break down my pride. Even if I am right in the situation, it matters little. Pride can take my feeling ‘right’ and turn it into self-righteousness and the spirits of hell can have a field day. I must always be aware of the cunningness of self. It will tear me down, if it can, goaded on by spirits. In these days, if you mention an evil spirit, you are laughed at, ridiculed and even a priest would send you for psychological help because the spirits have been so well played down that they no longer exist. But if we are to believe in the Word of God, given to us in the Bible, then we must also believe in evil spirits. Jesus cast them out so they must exist. Jesus has told us that lucifer is the ‘deceiver’ and by this we know that he will use any method to bring us to hell. Jesus, I believe that evil spirits are all around us. Many times I have been attacked by them, not only in temptations that would bring me away from You, but in other ways. I have no doubt that they exist and are always trying to bring us away from You. I know that they use the things that we already have within us to make us fall. You said when You were on earth:


16 "Are you still so dull?" Jesus asked them. 17 "Don't you see that whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and then out of the body? 18 But the things that come out of the mouth come from the heart, and these make a man 'unclean.' 19 For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander. 20 These are what make a man 'unclean'; but eating with unwashed hands does not make him 'unclean.'" Matt 15:16-20.


You have told us, in this statement, that there are inherent evils within us and it is these that make us sinners. If we are to get rid of them and be able to walk in Your Ways, then we must die to them, lose them, not allow them to use us. This, I believe, is where You tell us to die to self. These in-built things are a part of us and will stop us on the path to perfection. Each one of us have our own group of sins and each of us must face ourselves in Truth, with You holding our hand, and see the things that make us sin. When we see ourselves as we really are then we can begin to die to these evils within us.


Jesus:


This is correct, My servant, these are the Teachings that I have given to you and your brother since I first called you. There are inherent evils within the heart and these are very strong. In dying to self, the soul must take these evils and recognise the damage that they do to the soul and fight against them. These cannot be covered up for, like an oozing wound, they will return and even stronger. The soul must face what is within the heart, no matter how embarrassing or hurtful it is for, once recognised, it can be fought against. It is these very things that the evil ones use against the soul and, when they have succeeded in causing the soul to fall, they will use other things such as guilt to keep the soul a prisoner. When I Died upon the Cross, I opened the door of the prison that these inherent evils keep the soul in. Many have not understood this. I have opened the door of the prison and it will never close again for I am the Door and nothing can withstand Me. The way that mankind must come is through Me but the spirits play their part in this. They make the soul believe that the door is closed, that it cannot remove itself from the prison. But I tell you, when the soul begins to deny that the door is closed then this is the beginning of dying to self for they have believed what I have told them, that the door is opened. No longer are you a prisoner for the Son of Man has made you free, free to believe in Me and the things that I tell you. You have heard Me say: believe in Me, trust in Me, come to Me. These are the Words that I use to let you understand that I speak the Truth. The evil ones show the soul its guilt and use that guilt to keep it imprisoned. The soul must take the evil within it and realise that it is capable of committing any and every sin. Each heart has its own sin that it is drawn to because of the evil within it. This evil is what I have told you before. It is the legacy of the Nephilim. I have explained to you, that from before I caused the Great Flood, that mankind is tainted by the Nephilim and these things have been passed on, slowly at first, in all generations. In the past few centuries they have been accelerated by the loss of Me in the world. In these days, as I am pushed out more and more, these inherent evils become more apparent. No one can face Me and tell Me that this is not so for if they do then they are blind. This world, as it is, is not the way I created it to be. I created a peaceful, loving world, one in which all mankind would love one another. But the inherent evil that is within the heart of mankind, coupled with the temptations of lucifer's army, has brought it to this. There are many who follow Me who speak of chastisements. They do not even realise why I will Come. They continually look for excitement and sensationalism and, by this, they are blinded from the real Truth. Many have placed Me in a mould of their own making and they place limits upon Me. I tell the world now, I HAVE NO LIMITS. Soon I will show this world the real Truth. For now, I speak these Words in order to show the world the evil that is within it. I point all these things out to let it see the evil. I let mankind see how much he follows lucifer.


Patrick:


Thank You, Jesus, for this explanation. I know that, while I was trying to explain what I could feel, I was making a mess of it. I am so glad that You are here.


Jesus:


I am always here, My servant, I never leave you. I tell you that I speak so many Words in these days so that the world can be prepared for what is coming. Many seals have already been opened for My Church has gone so far away from Me now that there is little reason left to keep them closed. You see, these seals were placed upon these punishments to give mankind a chance, in free will, to remain obedient to his God. Many scientists of these days wonder what civilisations lived before the Great Flood. I tell you that these people were greater in wisdom than any of today. This was because My Spirit rested upon them through the Nephilim. But they tainted My Spirit and I removed it.
It is recorded, yet not believed, what I said. Place the Words of My Scripture here so that men may believe that I speak the Truth:


1 When men began to increase in number on the earth and daughters were born to them, 2 the sons of God saw that the daughters of men were beautiful, and they married any of them they chose. 3 Then the Lord said, "My Spirit will not contend (struggle or deal with something: to fight with, struggle against, or deal with somebody or something) with man forever, for he is mortal; his days will be a hundred and twenty years." 4 The Nephilim were on the earth in those days - and also afterward - when the sons of God went to the daughters of men and had children by them. They were the heroes of old, men of renown. 5 The Lord saw how great man's wickedness on the earth had become, and that every inclination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil all the time. 6 The Lord was grieved that he had made man on the earth, and his heart was filled with pain. 7 So the Lord said, "I will wipe mankind, whom I have created, from the face of the earth - men and animals, and creatures that move along the ground, and birds of the air - for I am grieved that I have made them." 8 But Noah found favour in the Eyes of the Lord. 9 This is the account of Noah. Noah was a righteous man, blameless among the people of his time, and he walked with God. 10 Noah had three sons: Shem, Ham and Japheth. 11 Now the earth was corrupt in Gods sight and was full of violence. 12 God saw how corrupt the earth had become, for all the people on earth had corrupted their ways. 13 So God said to Noah, "I am going to put an end to all people, for the earth is filled with violence because of them. I am surely going to destroy both them and the earth. 14 So make yourself an ark of cypress wood; make rooms in it and coat it with pitch inside and out. 15 This is how you are to build it: The ark is to be four hundred and fifty feet long, seventy five feet wide and forty five feet high. 16 Make a roof for it and finish the ark to within eighteen inches of the top. Put a door in the side of the ark and make lower, middle and upper decks.
17 I am going to bring floodwaters on the earth to destroy all life under the heavens, every creature that has the breath of life in it. Everything on earth will perish. 18 But I will establish My Covenant with you, and you will enter the ark - you and your sons and your wife and your sons' wives with you. 19 You are to bring into the ark two of all living creatures, male and female, to keep them alive with you. 20 Two of every kind of bird, of every kind of animal and of every kind of creature that moves along the ground will come to you to be kept alive. 21 You are to take every kind of food that is to be eaten and store it away as food for you and for them." 22 Noah did everything just as God commanded him. Gen 6:1 - 22.



This is My proof to the world that I speak the Truth.