Messages To The 2 Patricks, - Oct.
22, 2002 (Part 1 of 2 for Oct. 22)
Joyce Lang
Dec 6, 2002
Tuesday 22 October 2002
Patrick:
Jesus, You said I have not got Truth within my heart. I think these Words
hurt my pride. If Truth be told, I am thinking of the people who are going
to read this and what will they think of me! They will think, “oh, look at
him, he is supposed to be receiving Messages from Jesus and he hasn't even
got Truth within his heart!” I know I should not be thinking this, Jesus,
but it is there.
Jesus:
My little son, I smile when I look at you. There are not many of My Prophets
who would be willing to take these Words. There are not many who would be
willing to reveal their hearts to others. It is true, there are still darknesses
within your heart but much of your heart is full of My Light. That is how
these Words can flow so freely through you into this world. You are on the
journey of Truth, My son, you will learn much about yourself and so will My
children learn much about themselves. If We were to only speak of the good,
how would they know what the true path of dying to self was about? It is
only by looking at the darkness within the heart that true dying to self
can take place. This is Truth. I Love you.
Patrick:
Jesus, if You want to know the Truth, I am scared senseless at what You
might say next because I know You can see everything within me. I know I
cannot hide from You. I know You are the Way, the Truth and the Life. You
are God.
Jesus:
This is true, My son, but I am also your Friend. I will not take you to
places that will cause you pain. I will only guide you, My son, for you must
find the darkness within your own heart. Then you can destroy it with My
Light. I will not force you or any of My children. I cannot force, I am Love.
So do not let fear come between Us for this is a ploy of the evil one. he
uses fear to stop My children journeying along the path of Truth. I Love
you. When you find the darkness, the untruth, within your heart, it will
not cause pain, for you, yourself, will have found it. There will be no one
to stand and accuse you. I shall be there to hold you, to nurse you through
the darkness, the letting go. I am always at your side. Do not fear the journey
of Truth for it is My Gift to you and My children. I Love you.
Patrick:
Jesus, I know deep within my heart it is my greatest desire to die totally
to myself, to become a warrior of Your Truth, with no fear of anything. I
think it is fear that holds me back from doing much of Your Work. I would
love to be able to overcome this. It just seems so difficult. I know I have
many Spiritual Friends like Your Mother, and the Angels and Saints, who are
only too willing to help me. But when self raises its ugly head, I do not
want to call on them. It is like I blind myself and I do not want to acknowledge
their presence. It is easier to follow the path of sin, to ignore the Truth;
yes, it is so much easier. Although I can see a great change in my life from
I got to know You, sin does not hold such a great power over me. When I look
back, I can see that You have changed much within my life, Jesus. I used to
get angry with my mother and many other people when they would talk about
You. So I know I must be changing a little. It gives me joy to talk about
You now, the anger has gone. When me and my brother talk to Your children,
I hear many of them getting angry, not outwardly but within their hearts,
when we speak about the Truth that You have given to us. It does not bother
me, for I know I was there at one time myself. I know what they feel. These
Words used to make me angry and very bitter. I know they believe they can
see the Truth and the Words that we speak are harsh and unjust. I also know
the reason I used to get angry was because deep down in my heart I knew the
real Truth. This is where my anger came from, that someone would have the
audacity to tell me something that I did not want to hear. I pray, Jesus,
that as You open my heart, You will also open their hearts, so that they also
can discover You and the great Friend that You really are. I think most people
look at You in the wrong way. They see You as this God that is invisible,
more like a myth. I am lucky to know You in this way. I can feel Your happiness,
Your sadness, Your Pain, Your power, Your might, when You allow me to. Yet,
I know I still deny You in many ways, even though You allow me to feel all
these things. But, behind it all, I do love You, Jesus.
Jesus:
The relationship that both you and your brother have with Me is open to
all My children. If you have a willingness to die to yourself, a willingness
to follow in My Footsteps, a willingness to accept Truth into your life, then
I cannot ignore that soul. The more you die to yourself and the more you
offer to Me in sacrifice, the more Graces I can give to My children, the
more chances they have of coming to Me. My children, look at this piece of
Scripture and understand the Truth of My Words:
23 Then He said to them all, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him
deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow Me. 24 For whoever desires
to save his life will lose it but whoever loses his life for My sake will
save it. 25 For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world and
is himself destroyed or lost? 26 For whoever is ashamed of Me and My Words,
of him the Son of Man will be ashamed when He comes in His own glory, and
in His Father's, and of the holy Angels.
Luke 9:23-26
This is Truth, My children. What can this world give you? You live for a
short time upon this earth. What does it gain you to gather wealth upon this
earth? Whereas, you can gather great wealth in My Father's Kingdom, wealth,
that will suffice you for all Eternity. Look in Truth, My children, at these
Words. Does wealth bring you happiness? Is it not true, as you gain more wealth,
you are never happy, you simply desire more and more. Look, children, look
at the Truth. This world cannot give you happiness, it is but a valley of
tears, a place where you must make up your mind in free will, whether you
want to live in My Father's Kingdom or not? Can you not see this, children?
Can you not see the ploy of the evil one is to take you away from Me? You
cannot have peace upon this earth for peace is not its gift to give. Peace
can only be found in My Truth when you follow Me. It is true this earth is
a harsh and unyielding place. It is not the way that I created it to be but,
through your free will, you have listened to the lies of lucifer and have
allowed him the power to change My creation. As I have told you, I created
this earth to be a place of Peace, a place of Love, a place where you in your
free will could make a decision to follow Me or not. Love is My Way, children,
Love is not the way of this earth. I call you now to take up your cross every
day and follow Me. Follow Me into the dark places of this earth, where no
Light can shine. Take My Light in so that My little ones can be freed from
the chains of darkness that the evil one has spread throughout this earth.
Many of My children are bound in the lies of lucifer. They are innocent for
they have never known My Truth, they have never been taught My Ways, My Love.
These little ones of Mine are smeared in the darkness of sin. It is up to
you, My children, to take My Love into these dark places so that they can
be freed from the snares of lucifer. I Love you. I Love you, My children,
and I call you in these Words to come back to Me. To come back to Me and My
Truth and the Ways of Love, for there is little time left. This world can
neither see Me nor know Me. Look around you! Look, children! Look and see
the Truth. I speak in this way as a father would call to his child who is
in great danger of being swept away by a great flood. Can you not hear the
urgency of My Words? You are in great danger, children, yet you cannot see
it. You refuse to see, you are too caught up in the lies of lucifer. You
have become comfortable, children, in his untruth. I call to you now, in
these last moments of your time, to turn away from his lies. Turn back to
Me, children. I am your Father, I will hold you safe and carry you through
these dark times. I cannot convince you of what is about to happen upon this
earth. I cannot force you to believe that you have released the beast from
the flaming pit. Oh, My children, how I desire that you be with Me. How I
desire that finally you will open your eyes and see the Truth of what is about
to happen. My children, this world that you see and feel is not all that
it seems to be, unless you can see with spiritual eyes, you are helpless.
This world that you believe in, it is but mist. It is not solid, children,
in the way that you believe it to be. It will pass away, whereas My Kingdom
shall never pass away. I-Am-Who-I-Am and I tell you to return to the Ways
of Truth. I am with you, children, and I tell you to come back. I beg of you
upon My Knees to return to Me before it is too late. I Love you.
Patrick:
Jesus, I was reading through Your Scriptures last night and came upon these
Words:
12 These men are blemishes at your love feasts, eating with you without
the slightest qualm - shepherds who feed only themselves. They are clouds
without rain, blown along by the wind; autumn trees, without fruit and uprooted
- twice dead. 13 They are wild waves of the sea, foaming up their shame;
wandering stars, for whom blackest darkness has been reserved for ever. 14
Enoch, the seventh from Adam, prophesied about these men: "See, the Lord
is coming with thousands upon thousands of his holy ones 15 to judge everyone,
and to convict all the ungodly of all the ungodly acts they have done in
the ungodly way, and of all the harsh words ungodly sinners have spoken against
Him." 16 These men are grumblers and fault-finders; they follow their own
evil desires; they boast about themselves and flatter others for their own
advantage. 17 But, dear friends, remember what the Apostles of our Lord Jesus
Christ foretold. 18 They said to you, "In the last times there will be scoffers
who will follow their own ungodly desires." 19 These are the men who divide
you, who follow mere natural instincts and do not have the Spirit. Jude 1:
12-19
It is as if they were written for this time that we now live in. They talk
so clearly about the false teachings within Your Church 12 These men are blemishes
at your love feasts, eating with you without the slightest qualm - shepherds
who feed only themselves. They are clouds without rain, blown along by the
wind; autumn trees, without fruit and uprooted - twice dead. When a priest
celebrates the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, it is a Feast of Love or, as it
says here in Scripture, "love feasts." When one of these new-age priests
or, new thinkers, as they would call themselves, get up and change Your Scripture
and say things like, ‘Your Eucharist is only a symbol’ and also telling the
people that the Altar is the most important thing. Is this not, “eating with
you without the slightest qualm” and, as You would say in Scripture, “shepherds
who feed only themselves.” I know, Jesus, You have told us there is nothing
new in the Messages. But I found this quite incredible to see these Words
written down within Your Scripture. Here is another piece: 16 These men are
grumblers and fault-finders; they follow their own evil desires. When we
look at the theologians, so-called doctors of theology, the way that they
find fault with the Scriptures, these Words say it all: (16) they boast about
themselves and flatter others for their own advantage tells us what is happening.
We never hear about sin from the pulpit anymore but they always tell us how
good we are and what a beautiful and brilliant congregation we are. I have
heard it many times myself. As You have said, Jesus, saying beautiful things
will not get us into Heaven, whereas Truth will.
Then, when a good priest gets up and tells us about sin, the people think
he is harsh and begin to complain about him and, as we know, a priest is only
a man. If enough people complain, he will begin to get fearful about telling
the Real Truth, as we would, for he knows that if he speaks out he could
very well be called before the bishop and told not to be so harsh with the
people. This has happened many times. We have talked to priests who have told
us that we are lucky as lay people that we can speak the Truth. One priest
in particular, told us that he was told he would have to go for psychoanalysis
for telling people about the Truth. It is sad that the world has come to this.
This is why I believe that Jesus tells us to pray much for his priests because
the attacks that they are under are immense.
Jesus:
My children, look always to the Truth for Truth is the path that leads to
My Heart. Do not look to the ways of this world for you will not find Me and
My Truth in this world. The world first hated Me and will also hate you if
you desire to follow Me. Love is My Way, Truth is My Way. I say, Love one
another and you shall find this. Look around you children, and see the truth
that you now live in. It is the truth of this world that My Truth is all
but dead. lucifer and his henchmen control the greatest majority of all that
happens upon this earth. he begins to act openly, advertising sin to all
upon the evil box, that you call television. It is a false prophet, children,
it prophesies to you every day and you believe its lies. Adultery has become
an accepted part of your lives. You do not see the pain of your brother or
sister whom this grievous act of evil is committed against. You believe that
these persons have fallen in love. In reality, children, it is the evil one
who has built this false love within the hearts of the fallen. It is lust.
Your generation has become so blind that it can no longer see the Truth. It
walks blindly into the traps of lucifer. It is time to wake up, children.
It is time to see the Truth, the reality of the world that you live in. The
lies of lucifer have infiltrated into every part of your lives. he has infiltrated
into My Church. he has been welcomed by those who only think of themselves,
who are not My followers but followers of this world. Yes, children, there
are those of My servants who are still loyal to Me, who still hold My Truth
within their hearts. These servants of Mine are persecuted much. They are
looked upon as being old-fashioned, they are looked upon with pitiful eyes,
for they are seen as blind, cranky men, who are living in the dark ages. This,
you may think, children, but I tell you in Truth, the persecution that you
have laid upon them will be laid upon you a thousand fold when you come into
your father's kingdom, the kingdom of lucifer, for it is his lies that you
are listening to. No longer, children, can you see the Truth. No longer do
you walk in My Footsteps but it is the footsteps of this world that you follow.
Come away from your lies and open your eyes to what you are doing. I Love
you.
Patrick:
A new day has begun and with it is the urge to listen to my Lord. The Messages
of last night are still with me and I feel the strength of Jesus’ Words. There
is so much darkness in this world that it is difficult to think of my life
without Jesus. What would I do without Him? I am glad that He is my Lord
and Saviour.
The Words that He speaks are strong and will upset many but, as He says,
if we are blind then the Truth will hurt us. The Truth burns inside us and
if there is self buried there we must allow the Truth to penetrate no matter
how painful it is. Self is the enemy and we must use all methods to get rid
of it, if we wish to be followers of Jesus. If my pride holds me and in it,
I cannot see the truth of the situation, then I must apply humility - which
is part of the Truth - to break down my pride. Even if I am right in the situation,
it matters little. Pride can take my feeling ‘right’ and turn it into self-righteousness
and the spirits of hell can have a field day. I must always be aware of the
cunningness of self. It will tear me down, if it can, goaded on by spirits.
In these days, if you mention an evil spirit, you are laughed at, ridiculed
and even a priest would send you for psychological help because the spirits
have been so well played down that they no longer exist. But if we are to
believe in the Word of God, given to us in the Bible, then we must also believe
in evil spirits. Jesus cast them out so they must exist. Jesus has told us
that lucifer is the ‘deceiver’ and by this we know that he will use any method
to bring us to hell. Jesus, I believe that evil spirits are all around us.
Many times I have been attacked by them, not only in temptations that would
bring me away from You, but in other ways. I have no doubt that they exist
and are always trying to bring us away from You. I know that they use the
things that we already have within us to make us fall. You said when You
were on earth:
16 "Are you still so dull?" Jesus asked them. 17 "Don't you see that whatever
enters the mouth goes into the stomach and then out of the body? 18 But the
things that come out of the mouth come from the heart, and these make a man
'unclean.' 19 For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual
immorality, theft, false testimony, slander. 20 These are what make a man
'unclean'; but eating with unwashed hands does not make him 'unclean.'" Matt
15:16-20.
You have told us, in this statement, that there are inherent evils within
us and it is these that make us sinners. If we are to get rid of them and
be able to walk in Your Ways, then we must die to them, lose them, not allow
them to use us. This, I believe, is where You tell us to die to self. These
in-built things are a part of us and will stop us on the path to perfection.
Each one of us have our own group of sins and each of us must face ourselves
in Truth, with You holding our hand, and see the things that make us sin.
When we see ourselves as we really are then we can begin to die to these evils
within us.
Jesus:
This is correct, My servant, these are the Teachings that I have given to
you and your brother since I first called you. There are inherent evils within
the heart and these are very strong. In dying to self, the soul must take
these evils and recognise the damage that they do to the soul and fight against
them. These cannot be covered up for, like an oozing wound, they will return
and even stronger. The soul must face what is within the heart, no matter
how embarrassing or hurtful it is for, once recognised, it can be fought against.
It is these very things that the evil ones use against the soul and, when
they have succeeded in causing the soul to fall, they will use other things
such as guilt to keep the soul a prisoner. When I Died upon the Cross, I
opened the door of the prison that these inherent evils keep the soul in.
Many have not understood this. I have opened the door of the prison and it
will never close again for I am the Door and nothing can withstand Me. The
way that mankind must come is through Me but the spirits play their part
in this. They make the soul believe that the door is closed, that it cannot
remove itself from the prison. But I tell you, when the soul begins to deny
that the door is closed then this is the beginning of dying to self for they
have believed what I have told them, that the door is opened. No longer are
you a prisoner for the Son of Man has made you free, free to believe in Me
and the things that I tell you. You have heard Me say: believe in Me, trust
in Me, come to Me. These are the Words that I use to let you understand that
I speak the Truth. The evil ones show the soul its guilt and use that guilt
to keep it imprisoned. The soul must take the evil within it and realise that
it is capable of committing any and every sin. Each heart has its own sin
that it is drawn to because of the evil within it. This evil is what I have
told you before. It is the legacy of the Nephilim. I have explained to you,
that from before I caused the Great Flood, that mankind is tainted by the
Nephilim and these things have been passed on, slowly at first, in all generations.
In the past few centuries they have been accelerated by the loss of Me in
the world. In these days, as I am pushed out more and more, these inherent
evils become more apparent. No one can face Me and tell Me that this is not
so for if they do then they are blind. This world, as it is, is not the way
I created it to be. I created a peaceful, loving world, one in which all
mankind would love one another. But the inherent evil that is within the
heart of mankind, coupled with the temptations of lucifer's army, has brought
it to this. There are many who follow Me who speak of chastisements. They
do not even realise why I will Come. They continually look for excitement
and sensationalism and, by this, they are blinded from the real Truth. Many
have placed Me in a mould of their own making and they place limits upon Me.
I tell the world now, I HAVE NO LIMITS. Soon I will show this world the real
Truth. For now, I speak these Words in order to show the world the evil that
is within it. I point all these things out to let it see the evil. I let
mankind see how much he follows lucifer.
Patrick:
Thank You, Jesus, for this explanation. I know that, while I was trying
to explain what I could feel, I was making a mess of it. I am so glad that
You are here.
Jesus:
I am always here, My servant, I never leave you. I tell you that I speak
so many Words in these days so that the world can be prepared for what is
coming. Many seals have already been opened for My Church has gone so far
away from Me now that there is little reason left to keep them closed. You
see, these seals were placed upon these punishments to give mankind a chance,
in free will, to remain obedient to his God. Many scientists of these days
wonder what civilisations lived before the Great Flood. I tell you that these
people were greater in wisdom than any of today. This was because My Spirit
rested upon them through the Nephilim. But they tainted My Spirit and I removed
it.
It is recorded, yet not believed, what I said. Place the Words of My Scripture
here so that men may believe that I speak the Truth:
1 When men began to increase in number on the earth and daughters were born
to them, 2 the sons of God saw that the daughters of men were beautiful, and
they married any of them they chose. 3 Then the Lord said, "My Spirit will
not contend (struggle or deal with something: to fight with, struggle against,
or deal with somebody or something) with man forever, for he is mortal; his
days will be a hundred and twenty years." 4 The Nephilim were on the earth
in those days - and also afterward - when the sons of God went to the daughters
of men and had children by them. They were the heroes of old, men of renown.
5 The Lord saw how great man's wickedness on the earth had become, and that
every inclination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil all the time.
6 The Lord was grieved that he had made man on the earth, and his heart was
filled with pain. 7 So the Lord said, "I will wipe mankind, whom I have created,
from the face of the earth - men and animals, and creatures that move along
the ground, and birds of the air - for I am grieved that I have made them."
8 But Noah found favour in the Eyes of the Lord. 9 This is the account of
Noah. Noah was a righteous man, blameless among the people of his time, and
he walked with God. 10 Noah had three sons: Shem, Ham and Japheth. 11 Now
the earth was corrupt in Gods sight and was full of violence. 12 God saw
how corrupt the earth had become, for all the people on earth had corrupted
their ways. 13 So God said to Noah, "I am going to put an end to all people,
for the earth is filled with violence because of them. I am surely going
to destroy both them and the earth. 14 So make yourself an ark of cypress
wood; make rooms in it and coat it with pitch inside and out. 15 This is
how you are to build it: The ark is to be four hundred and fifty feet long,
seventy five feet wide and forty five feet high. 16 Make a roof for it and
finish the ark to within eighteen inches of the top. Put a door in the side
of the ark and make lower, middle and upper decks.
17 I am going to bring floodwaters on the earth to destroy all life under
the heavens, every creature that has the breath of life in it. Everything
on earth will perish. 18 But I will establish My Covenant with you, and you
will enter the ark - you and your sons and your wife and your sons' wives
with you. 19 You are to bring into the ark two of all living creatures, male
and female, to keep them alive with you. 20 Two of every kind of bird, of
every kind of animal and of every kind of creature that moves along the ground
will come to you to be kept alive. 21 You are to take every kind of food that
is to be eaten and store it away as food for you and for them." 22 Noah did
everything just as God commanded him. Gen 6:1 - 22.
This is My proof to the world that I speak the Truth.