Scott's Poetry
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Alone at Bar
Dreams
Illusions
Love
Me Poem
Alone at Bar
its all anyone ever wanted
don't want to be alone
this sick world is twisted
maybe they should've just stayed home
the pain inside is released
true thoughts are realized
tis the worst part of all
not being wanted
everyone around is happy
always having a good time
sitting on a stool
what does the future hold?
past feelings come rushing back
just want to be left alone
amazed by others that don't care
its just not fair, not fair at all
a smile on his face, how can this be
someone has made it all worthwhile
what will tomorrow bring?
pain and sorrow or happiness and joy
not sure where to turn to
walls are closing in
the end has come
yet there is so much that needs to be done
Dreams
Meandering down the road, wondering what has happened
Not sure where to turn or what to do
Falling deeper and deeper into darkness
The end is coming
Tossing and turning, fight as you may
You can't escape the icy grasp
Sucked in for all eternity, to breathe no more
A lifeless soul in the everlasting pool of the damned
You sit up, your eyes wide open
Body covered in droplets of sweat
Its just a dream you say, feigning fright
Don't want to believe what lies ahead
An arm reaches out to touch you, and u melt
You know it was just a dream, as u are drawn in
The embrace that follows calms
Life will continue
Illusions
A need surfaces
No clue as to what it entails
A yearning so deep
The Loch does not compare
For at night, weeping is heard
Its a common occurence
Subsiding in due time
Only to come back
All is happy and well
Birds are chirping
The sun shining from the heavens
Dark clouds loom on the horizon
You can feel it coming
Sensing it deep inside
A premonition of whats to come
Dark and gloomy lies ahead
This world is filled with lies and false hopes
Joys of sorror and pain
Its all an illusion, even love
You think...maybe I am meant to be alone
Love
And the birds chirped in delight as the sun rose over the horizon.
The meadows swayed to and fro in the gentle breeze.
The water, a mirror so slight.
The stars echoed their approval, the universes inundated with glee.
My angel has come back to me.
The villagers walked with a spring in their step.
And the moutains were just a little greener.
The clouds a little puffier.
And the air so crisp.
The town was alive and well, as they very well should be.
My angel has come back to me.
Bells are a ringing.
They are heard thoughout the land.
The valley sings its praise.
Worlds collide, galaxies formed.
All life as we know it has changed, love is set free.
My angel has come back to me.
The children dance and play.
Their parents watch in delight.
A new family is formed.
As though time revolves around them, in perfect harmony.
This I promise you.
If u spend ur life with me.
Me Poem
He feels so vulnerable, so insignificant, so minute
These feelings inside well up till they overtake them
He is at their mercy
Is this reality? Or just paranoia?
He is not sure
Not sure what to think anymore
She says she loves him, fills him with joy
But he knows it isn't true, wish as he may
Constant worrying, unraveling him
Slowly it penetrates his skin, its starting again
What is love?
This can't be, it is hard to believe
Its gets worse, this sodden story
He doesn't deserve this
His life, his body, his soul, a lifetime of pain
It is not the grand life he dreamed
Better off dead he feels, but lives for love
What is love?
Feelings of insecurity overwhelm
He is not equal to others
His only desire is to please, but how can that be
Failure is all he sees