Ok, so like, a lot of folks watched the SuperBowl and did everyone notice that the Refs seemed to be rooting for the Steelers, even to the point of robbing the Seahawks of 2 touchdowns they should have had and GIVING the Steelers a touchdown they SHOULD NOT have had!!!  What complete BS!  Someone should go beat those Refs sensless!!!

Well, in other news, it's yet another Monday.  I, of course, cheated over the weekend and ate a lot but I'm back on track today.  I have my fruit for breakfast and lunch and will do my best to eat sensibly for dinner.  I started walking to work last week since I only live a mile away and am doing well with that.  I brought my gym clothes today and am going after work.  I hope I can keep this up so I lose weight. 

I think maybe if I could lose weight and dress more feminine that guys might actually notice me.  Right now, I'm such a tomboy and a geek that I end up just being "another one of the guys," and I am tired of not being seen as a Lady.  I know I need some companionship in this world because I am becoming increasingly lonely, so I'm going to put some effort into "getting back my girlish figure" and see if that helps the situation.

This is going to blow my sisters mind's but I even had my eyebrows waxed the other day!  (By the way, OUCH, that hurt!)  I am trying to learn how to do something with my hair and just be more girly.  Apparently guys want girly girls.  So, to get a good guy to like me, I guess I have to do that too . 

I still think it's a shame that guys can't like me for who I am.  I have a great personality.  I'm funny and fun to be with!  I'm kind hearted and giving.  I'm very smart!  I truly care about others and am sympathetic to people.  I invest a lot into the special people in my life that I care about.  I just don't think I'll ever understand why those things aren't enough to attract a man who could love me the rest of his life.