Well I'm back at work this morning after having yesterday off.  My Halloween party went well although I only had 6 people show up we all still had a great time.  I didn't take any pictures, so don't ask .

Yesterday, I rested most of the day and went out to the Tomato Street Grill (an italian restraunt) with Rob yesterday evening.  The food was excellent and talking with Rob was, as always, fun and interesting.  Sometimes I can get him to creep out of his shell a little bit and I learn more about him.  I enjoy listening to him and hope that things go well between us.  I will admit that I am starting to "more than like" him, this scares me a bit because I worry about falling in Love.  Scared I will do something stupid all over again.   On the other hand, I remember the ONE thing my EX told me that actually rings true, he said "Feelings aren't right or wrong, they just are, it is only your actions you can control."  And he's right about that.  But sometimes it's very hard to control your actions when your emotions run high. . . 

I only hope Rob actually cares about me similarly.  Of this I am not sure.  Since I truly haven't gotten much out of him on the whole relationship thing, I think I should just let things go and see what happens.  Mostly, it's up to him, I can't decide for him whether or not he will allow himself to be close to me.  I can't make anyone fall in love with me.  It all depends on him. (don't mean to be putting Rob on the spot, but I want him to make whatever move gets made, if any. . .)