Well, it's Monday yet again.  I feel tired although I think I got plenty of sleep last night, and I even took my Narcolepsy meds on time this morning, not sure what's going on?

Alan called me last night when he got back home.  He had a crummy day.   I wish I could help Alan but right this moment there isn't much I can do except let him know I am here if he needs me. (Which I have done)  I keep telling him that I care and that I don't want him to get hurt, and that all I want is for him to be happy.  I really wish I could do more for him, but right now, I just can't.  Hopefully, the small things I am able to do will count for something.  Only time will tell.

Not much else going on, excepting that I am now juggling my own finances this month due to my gullibility.  It's my own damn fault and I know I'd better not let my Household suffer due to my own doormat-like nature.  So I will get Cole the $$ for the rent/bills plus an extra bit to cover the larger than normal power bill and then I will have to just scrape myself by for the rest of the month.  I gotta stop loaning people money.  I care about my friends, but they have to learn to live within their own means and take care of themsleves, I can't pay for their lives.