It was three years before anything changed.
Cassidy was sitting on the grass of the high school’s field,
just enjoying a nice day with friends. Friends. A miracle
that she’d found any – that people liked her, that people actually wanted to
hang around with her. She liked school;
here at least, she could pretend to be a normal fourteen-year-old girl, who
complained about math class and always wanted to go to the mall and had a crush
on a certain hot junior (not that she was the only one by any means)… “Oh, no…”
“What?” One of her
friends asked.
“
“Mom was supposed to pick me up, but she never showed…and I
missed the bus…”
“Well… come on, you can sit with us or something. I usually hitch a ride with someone anyway…”
“Thanks.”
“Well…Cassidy, is it? If you and her
need a ride home, I think I could manage.
I had to stay after for detention anyway.” a voice said next to her.
Several of Cassidy’s friends glanced at her – some jealous,
others amazed, and Cassidy knew the phone would ring off the hook tonight. “Yeah, it’s Cassidy. That’d be great.” She flashed a smile at
“Hey there,” the boy replied, clearly assuming that everyone
who walked the face of the earth wanted him.
“I haven’t seen you around… Grace, right, if you’re Cassidy’s sister.”
“Yeah…I’m a year younger than her, so I don’t go to high
school yet.”
“So…Cassidy…where do you live?”
“Well that’s just a crying shame,”
Cassidy got up to sit next to
“
“Yeah… you know, Cassidy’s sister
and I knew your name was
Cassidy smiled. “I
really do appreciate it, you know. It’s
awful nice of you to drop us off.”
“It’s not really a problem.”
“Yeah…”
“Uh oh, the middle schooler’s got
a crush on the big freshman,” Cassidy muttered with a grin.
“Look who’s talking, Miss ‘I’m obsessed with the hot junior’,”
Cassidy’s eyes narrowed.
“Shut the fuck up.”
“You don’t ever tell me to fuck!”
Cassidy was certain she’d just turned about four shades of
purple. “You stinking
little…” But she made no attempt to
move, passing the moment off as shock.
“Just tell me when we’re leaving.”
Cassidy sighed with exasperation… though she still didn’t
move. “Sorry about that,” was all she
said to
“I know where you’re coming from, and it’s not like I’m
complaining.” came his reply.
She simply grinned.
Probably a half hour later, Cassidy called out to her
sister. “Hey Gracey, we’re leaving!”
“Don’t call me that.
I hate it when you call me that.” She replied, following them.
“Yeah… I know. Gavin,
that’s
“Hi.”
“Hi,” he replied with a smile.
“Who’s got shotgun?”
“Cassidy can,” Gavin said immediately.
Cassidy smirked at
Gavin made a face at the back of
“Where the hell have you two been?”
Cassidy looked positively furious as she stomped up the
stairs, shoving
“N..no.”
“Good,” he replied, cracking her over the head with his
belt.
“Go up, I’ll come get you,” he snarled, catching hold of her
again. The beating began in earnest.
Cassidy stood upstairs, silent. No matter what the events of the day might
have been,
“Not nice, Gracey,” he spat, grabbing his pistol from the
desk drawer.
“Away from the door,” he barked, approaching it himself and
thus cornering her in the study.
“I told you to stay the fuck away from her.”
“You want her dead?”
Cassidy couldn’t stand it, the noise and the threats… and
she *knew* what was going on, for she’d faced it herself… just from their
mother. She headed downstairs.
“I want you dead.”
Cassidy charged to the study just in time to watch her
father fall to the ground dead, her mother still holding the smoking gun. “Dad…”
The one who had occasionally asked what grade she was in (often twice in
the same week)… who had once given her a stuffed teddy bear and a box of
cookies when her mother saw her worthy only of abuse… “I FUCKING HATE
YOU!” She bellowed at
“Go to your room, Cassidy,”
Cassidy whirled on
“I saw him fall to the floor while my fucking schitzo of a mother stood there with her gun!” Cassidy yelled.
“SHUT THE HELL UP! Cassidy, I told you to go to your
room. Now go!”
“Fuck you,” Cassidy managed, storming from the room but
instead fleeing the house, running down the street barefoot and jacketless.