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A/N: Again, massive delays… I started a few major projects in other fandoms and lost track of some of these fine works!  On the plus side, I’ve rediscovered them now, so hopefully stuff will be forthcoming.  For those reading it, Padfoot’s Journal is now completed… Anyway, thanks to all the kindly reviews that came forth!  It was rereading all of those that really inspired me to keep writing.  Thanks!

 

And as usual, the Potterverse doesn’t belong to me.  (Though if JKR no longer wants Sirius, I’ll take him…)

 

This chapter: Meeting the parents, a few last pranks, and the end of Padfoot’s Journal with graduation! 

 

There *is* the possibility of a sequel – this time from Lyri’s point of view – opinions on that idea very much appreciated!

 

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May 4th, 1979

 

N.E.W.T.s are coming, with alarming speed.  And after getting into the program, getting kicked out of it wouldn’t go over so well.  Especially not since Lyria told her parents but they want to take us to dinner on the next Hogsmeade weekend…

 

It might be a good time to mention that Lyri’s dad scares the shit out of me.  He has since I was about four and I was playing catch on the sidewalk and the ball went over the fence and hit him in the back of the head.  He laughed it off and brought the ball back and asked if my dad knew I was playing that far from my house, but the man makes *me* look short and if my dad’s strict, he’s a Nazi.  Lyri’s his youngest child and quite obviously his favorite, and she’s always been her dad’s little girl.  And now, the boy down the street proposed to that little girl, and he doesn’t like me so much.  As far as a girl’s father goes, Mr. Strider is about the worst there is. 

 

And even worse, I never even owled to ask if he objected to me marrying Lyri, which *my* dad pointed out would have been the gentlemanly thing to do.  (Which Lyri said is probably why I didn’t think of it.  Honestly, she’s lucky I love her.) 

 

So I’m facing interrogation which is only slight less terrifying than actually *asking* Lyria was, and this time I’ve got her to back me up. 

 

More if I live through the weekend…

 

May 6th, 1979

 

My girl’s father hates me.

 

Dinner was a massive disaster which Prongs assured me was even worse than when he met Lily’s parents.  It started nice enough, but then Mrs. Strider asked if we’d set a date…

 

“We’re going to wait a little bit,” Lyria told her, squeezing my hand gently under the table.  I squeezed back with a smile at her.

 

“Why’s that?”  Mr. Strider seemed almost suspicious.

 

Daddy – “ Lyria began.

 

“Does this boy of yours speak, Lyria?”  He cut her off.

 

A look of alarm crossed my face - I say alarm, but I suppose it was something more like sheer terror.  “Yes, sir, Lyria and I think it might be best to give ourselves a little time… we realize we’re awfully young and while we know we want to spend our lives together – “

 

“You don’t actually want to do it,” he supplied.

 

“That’s not what I was going to say, sir – “

 

“If you dishonor my daughter, boy…”

 

Daddy, leave Sirius alone.”

 

While I could have kissed Lyri for the request (if her father hadn’t already been looking at me like he wanted to castrate me), hiding behind her would probably not make a good impression.  “It’s alright, Lyri.”

 

“If you dishonor her,” he continued as if he hadn’t been interrupted, “I will see to it you pay for it.”

 

“I’m quite certain they’re careful, dear,” Lyria’s mother said, placing a hand on his shoulder as if to restrain him.

 

However, clearly he hadn’t gone so far in his thinking yet as she had.  He was suddenly expressionless, and it was scarier than his rage. 

 

“Mother!” Lyria had turned about four shades of red in the past thirty seconds. 

 

“Lyria, have you slept with this… this… mongrel?”  Mr. Strider demanded.

 

His word choice didn’t help my nerves much.  Mr. Strider, you’ve got no idea… but Lyria wouldn’t lie to him, I knew that much.  Which meant I was in even more trouble.

 

Lyria mumbled something to the table.

 

“Speak *clearly,* child,” he said, but his glare was already fixed on me.  I’d just learned who Lyri had inherited the Look of Death from.

 

“Yes, I have, and I don’t regret that.”  She squeezed my hand again – at least, I think she did.  I’m pretty sure I was cutting off circulation in a few of her fingers.

 

He got to his feet.  I let out an eep of terror and nearly wet myself.

 

“Sit down, you’re making a spectacle of yourself,” Mrs. Strider said firmly.  He sat, but he was flexing his fingers as if he’d like nothing more than to wrap them around my throat.

 

And then Lyria gently turned my head to face her and kissed me softly, something I would have enjoyed more if I hadn’t been afraid of instant death when we broke the kiss. 

 

The glass in Mr. Strider’s hand shattered when he slammed it down on the table.

 

Needless to say conversation was a little strained after that…

 

 

May 14th, 1979

 

Apparently Lyri’s mum thought I was ‘such a sweet boy’ that she’s intervening on my behalf with Lyri’s dad.  Thank God.

 

Anniversary of something like a hundred months.  I lost count.

 

May 20th, 1979

 

The war keeps getting worse.  And I feel somehow abnormally aware of the passing of time… I think it’s because as things get worse, I get closer to graduating. 

 

And I just feel like… things are going so fast, passing in such a rush.  So much so that I’m reconsidering waiting to marry Lyri.  I mean, I don’t plan to do it tomorrow or anything, but I just… I guess I’m starting to agree with her dad.  Why are we waiting, if we know that’s what we want to do anyway? 

 

At least we aren’t disgusting like Lily and Prongs still are.  Speaking of things getting worse, blech.

 

May 27th, 1979

 

December 14th.  We set a date.

 

June 1st, 1979

 

N.E.W.T.s have come from nowhere and are busily kicking my ass.  Would write, but absolutely no time.

 

June 6th, 1979

 

It’s a very, very strange day.  Today, we’re going to board the Hogwarts Express to go home, and we won’t be coming back in the fall.

 

It’s strange to think that we’ve graduated, that we’re done here, and it would be even a little bit scary if there weren’t so many things to look forward to.  There’s two weddings – one of which will be mine, which I *do* find a little scary – and Auror training (I’m pretty sure the N.E.W.T.s were successful, although painful).  Lyri and I will have our first Christmas together married this year, and I suppose eventually there’ll be kids (though we both agree that the first baby had damn well better be Prongs and Lily’s, because neither of us knows what to do with kids).  And yeah, there’s the war, but somehow even that doesn’t seem quite as scary as it did even a few days ago right now.  I feel like we can take on pretty much anything that gets thrown at us.  Even a dark lord. 

 

Lyria put it best when she pointed out that they don’t call it graduation, they call it Commencement – a beginning instead of an end.  Well, it’s both (now there’s a paradox to make your brain hurt), but I think as much as it’s an end to good things, it’s a beginning to something that may even turn out better…

 

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