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Cassidy woke up, surprised that
"Kids, you'd better sit," she said firmly. Even in her
seventies,
"Oh no..."
Cassidy smiled a bit at her daughter. "Don't break me now, dear. He
died peacefully."
"Are you okay, Mom?"
"I will be, eventually."
And
The phone rang, but no one in the
room seemed to notice. Not until ten-year old
She took the phone and walked over
to the sink with her cup. "Hello?"
"
"Zack?"
"Yeah. I... Chels,
"
"He's dead? Are you
sure?"
"Yeah... Mom found him."
"Oh God..." She sob
quietly.
She turned the phone off and
turned to him. "My dad...."
She wiped her eyes. "I...I
have to go...I need to go over there..."
"I'll drive you."
~*~*~*~
Gavin was motionless.
"Mom? What was that
noise?"
"Hello?" Zack answered groggily.
"Zack?"
"
"Zack, it's...it's dad."
"What happened to
"He's gone..."
"He... shit, I'll be right over."
Zack came through the door a few minutes later and pulled her into a hug.
"Did you call
She shook her head. "I only
called you...Mom's up there with him..."
Zack kissed her forehead. "Come on... I'll talk to Mom." He
went upstairs.
She followed him.
"Mom... are you okay?" Zack began.
Grace looked up at Zack.
"He's...he..." But she couldn't bring herself to say the words.
Zack lifted her to her feet gently and hugged her. "Shh, Mom... it's
okay..."
Grace shook her head and sat back
down. "No...I need to stay..."
"No... he's gone Mom, it won't do any good."
"Zack...Zack I have to
stay...if he wakes up..."
"He's not waking up, Mom." Zack forced her to her feet.
"No..." She sobbed.
He hugged her. "Shh..."
"Zachary...Zack...he needs
me..."
"Shh... it's okay, Mom,
"He's not...he's not
fine..."
"Shh. It's okay."
"He's dead." She choked
back a sob.
"I know, Mom. I know. It's okay, you can cry..."
"How could he leave...?"
"He didn't leave you, Mom...
let's... let's go to Aunt Cass and Uncle Garrett's..."
Grace shook her head. "I have
to stay..."
"I'll call them... stay with
Mom," Zack instructed Becky.
She nodded and approached her
mother, carefully avoiding her father's body.
~*~*~*~
Not ten minutes after they'd hung
up, Garrett and Chelsea burst through the front door. "Zack?" Chelsea
called.
"Upstairs!"
Chelsea fairly charged up the
stairs. "Zack, where's mom?"
"Still with
Chelsea looked into the room and
clasped a hand over her mouth, trying to fight the tears threatening to spill.
Garrett enveloped her in a hug for
the ten or twelfth time of the day. "Shh."
Chelsea walked into the bedroom.
"Zack, you and Garrett take mom...put her...put her in the study for
now..." Chelsea told them with a bit of a tremble in her voice.
Zack looked into the room and felt
himself welling up as well, but he gently lifted his mother's dead form and
placed it not in the study, but next to her husband. "I think she'd like
that better, Chels."
Chelsea wiped her eyes and nodded.
"At least they're together." She hugged her sister, who had sank to
the floor and was sobbing openly.
Zack lifted Becky to her feet.
"Shh. It's okay, Becky, it's okay." He squeezed her gently.
She just cried even harder.
Chelsea practically collapsed into
Garrett's arms.
"Hey... it's okay... think
about how devastated Mom was... this is better for them." Zack rocked her
gently.
Garrett led her from the room and
practically forced her to sit. "Shh... I know, Chelsea... I know."
Rebecca nodded. "I don't
understand....why did they have to die?"
"It's not fair,
Garrett...."
"I know." Garrett
couldn't help the twinge that she'd not asked once how he was feeling, but
decided it was probably better that way.
"It was their time, Becky,
that's all."
"But they weren't even
sick..." Becky replied. "I was talking to them last night...."
"They were old, Becky. I know
you never thought of them that way but it was a long time before they had
us."
Chelsea looked at him through
teary eyes. "I'm sorry...I'm...you didnt even get to react...we left so
quickly..."
She nodded. "Zack...what are
we supposed to do without them?"
"Shh. I'll have time
later."
"We'll be alright. I
promise."
Rebecca wiped her eyes and walked
over to the bed, pulling the covers over them.
"Garrett...I'm sorry..."
"Shh, baby," Garrett
said simply, holding her close, but then his cell phone rang...
Chelsea looked at him.
"Garrett?"
"Mom..." He bit his lip.
~*~*~*~
Cassidy went upstairs slowly, with
a sense of melancholy. The two Spencers gone... and something else twinged in
her heart, suddenly making her think of Grace. "All of them..." She
said quietly, continuing up the stairs. She knew it, somehow, Grace had died as
well, and she was alone. But maybe not for long... "Garrett, everyone
left... I might just have to come along too." She'd wanted just a little
while alone with him, as she'd told the kids, but maybe fate would be kind to
her and let her go too... She gently laid down on the bed, as if she was afraid
to disturb him, and reached out to take his cold stiff hand in her own... she
felt tired, suddenly... maybe a nap would be in order, it had been a long
morning...
Ivy found her about an hour later.
~*~*~*~
The funeral procession was long.
Four coffins being brought into the church rather than those of the two Spencer
brothers. After the coffins, the children of the dead, all grown with their own
families slowly walked in.
The Spencer family had grown so
big they took up the first two rows of pews. The service was short, none of
them wanted it to drag on... During the service, Chelsea had a feeling that
they were being spied on...that someone might try to ruin the peacefulness of
their sleeping parents. She turned her head and looked to the back of the
church.
Kayla was in the back, wearing a
black hat so as to avoid recognition, and next to her stood Chad. Three
children sat in the pew with them, one boy blonde and another dark haired, and
between them a little girl with her red hair in pigtails.
Chelsea thought she recognized a
woman in the back, but turned her attention back to the service, squeezing
Garrett's hand.
Garrett gently squeezed back.
After the service, Kayla and her
little family went to speak to the Spencers absolutely last... just in case, as
Kayla had told Chad, just in case they make a scene...
Ivy had to restrain Ella from
walking up to their sister and slapping her in the face.
"You don't belong here."
Nathan told her coldly. "You've caused our parents enough pain, let them
rest."
Kayla lifted her daughter as if to
protect her. "I have as much right as you to say goodbye." It had to
be Nathan, that tall young man standing beside Garrett.
Chelsea let go of Garrett's hand
and followed Michael, who'd wandered over to the gravestones.
"You have no right to say
goodbye. After all, you said it a long time ago, didn't you?" Ella hissed.
Chris kept an arm around her to restrain her just in case.
"Nice to see you too,"
Kayla shot back.
"Ella? Who is that?"
Rebecca asked her cousin.
"My filthy betraying
sister," Ella told her.
It was Garrett who finally spoke
up. "Do you really think this is what Mom and
"Michael?" Chelsea
approached the ten year old. "Michael, what are you doing?"
There was a moment's silence.
Kayla noted to herself how exactly like their father her brother was.
"Just looking... Mom, who's
buried there?" He asked, pointing at another grave in the Spencer family
plot.
"It's been years,
Garrett...she has no contact where her own family for decades! And she doesn't
bother to come back until they're dead! How are we supposed to act?"
Nathan asked.
"You're supposed to embrace
the fact that she came at all."
Chelsea looked at the inscription.
"That was...your father's younger brother...he would have been your
uncle."
"What happened?"
"He died."
Michael nodded.
She hugged her son. "You were
named after him."
"That's why I noticed
it..."
"There are a lot of people
buried in this plot..." Chelsea said, looking around as if realizing for
the first time.
"Yeah... I kinda think that
stuff's interesting, Mom... not dead people but like, family trees... I think I
wanna try hunting stuff up."
"Well... this would kind of
be the best place to start, wouldn't it?"
"Yeah."
"Want me to look around here
with you?"
"Yeah, if you don't
mind." He smiled.
She nodded. "Alright...where
do you want to start?"
"Well we know Grandma & Grandpa
and Great Aunt Cass and Great Uncle Garrett... are Grandpa's parents here?"
Chelsea nodded.
"They're...over here." She pointed to two adjoined stones.
"Nathan - is that who they
named Uncle Nathan for? - and Holly..."
Chelsea nodded. "Actually,
you have another Uncle Nathan."
"I do?"
She nodded and led him over to a
smaller stone. "My brother..."
"He died young..."
"He was four or five..."
"Oh."
Chelsea nodded.
"We'll have to come back
sometime, when I have like paper or something and keep track... cause we kinda
have a really big family..."
She nodded, her attention drawn to
a bunch of smaller markers. "I...I don't know who these are..."
"They're little," he
noted.
"That's...they're just little
memorials..." She looked down at them.
"Lots of people have died in
this family..."
"Maybe we'd be a bit warmer
if she came before Mom and
Chelsea nodded.
"Probably. But I wouldn't put
it past Mom to come back after us if we aren't friendly."
Nathan crossed his arms.
"You've really got a lot of nerve, Kayla. It's one thing to come back
now...but to bring *him*..."
"He's my husband."
"He stole you!"
"I chose to stay."
"You broke their hearts,
Kayla." Nathan said coldly. "You broke them."
"But we're lucky, Michael,
we've got a big family." Chelsea pointed out.
"I fell in love. And if
they'd thought it through they'd have understood."
Nathan shook his head. "No,
because we didn't realize it was possible to fall in love with scum."
"Shut up."
"No."
"Mama I don't like
them," the child in Kayla's arms declared.
"Yeah... we do." Michael
smiled.
"Do you want to get back?
Looks like we're missing something over there." Chelsea looked over her
shoulder.
"Yeah... okay," Michael
followed his mother back.
Chelsea and Michael walked back
over. She rested her chin on Garrett's shoulder. "What's going on?"
"My siblings aren't wild
about Kayla's arrival," he said quietly. "And apparently I'm just not
as assertive as my dad."
"You are...but everyone's so
emotional right now..." She whispered.
"This wouldn't be a problem
with him..."
"But you're not him,
Garrett..." She pointed out. "You're you."
"And we need him. Not
me."
"We need you. Especially
now...but...maybe it'd be better to let them fight...let them get whatever
residual anger they may have out....but not here. Don't let them do it
here."
"I won't let them do it,
period."
She nodded. "Make them leave
the cemetery, then. Our parents don't deserve this."
Garrett nodded and shooed his
siblings toward the car.
~*~*~*~
Kayla sighed as she sat down.
Chad squeezed her shoulder.
"You sure you want to do this?"
"Yes. I am."
He nodded.
Ella walked into the room a few
minutes later and stood against the back wall, simply glaring at her sister.
She returned the look, looking
rather like her mother. "Look, Ella, clearly you have a problem, so why
don't you just get out in the open?"
"Kayla, it would be one thing
if you had come back before they died...but you were just asking for it when
you come back after they're buried."
"I came to pay my respects to
them. Not to you."
"Well it's too late, either
way."
"I don't need your
forgiveness or your approval. I'd like to have it, but I'll do just fine
without," she said sharply.
"Both of you knock it
off," Garrett ordered.
Ella looked at her brother.
"Garrett...how can you let her in the house?"
"She's our blood, Ella."
"She's no sister of
mine."
"Do you really think that
would be what Mom or
"She broke their hearts! She
betrayed this family!"
"And they still considered
her every bit their child, now SHUT UP!" Garrett roared.
Ella took a step back.
"Look, Ella... I don't want
to yell at you... I just don't want this family crumbling again," Garrett
said with a sigh. "And I don't know how to fix it. But it feels wrong to
me to sit here and yell at Kayla."
"Maybe you should be the one
yelling at her." Ella told him. "She came back and we've been
bickering and yelling and it's not right, Garrett."
"We're all going to stop
bickering and yelling," he said firmly. "And we're going to stop now.
I know as well as you how it broke Mom and
"And you're just going to
forgive her?"
"I'm sure as hell going to
listen to her."
"And you're going to let
*that* stay in the house?" Ella shot a disapproving look at Chad.
"Downstairs, yes."
Ella glared at Kayla.
Kayla returned the look.
Michael pushed the door open.
"
"Tell her sure,
Michael." Garrett smiled at his son.
He nodded and left the room.
Garrett sighed.
Ella walked over to him. "Are
you going to handle this?"
"Excuse me?"
"You're in charge now,
Garrett." Ella said. "Are you going to handle her?"
"I heard you. I'd like to
know what you mean by handling."
"It's pretty obvious that
none of us want her in this house, Garrett."
"*You* don't."
"Nathan doesn't,
either."
"Nathan doesn't know
Kayla."
"And whose fault is
that?"
"Ella, don't start."
"Don't start what?
Garrett?"
"I know your side of the
story already."
"So?"
"So it's hers I need to
hear."
"Then you'll be the only one.
I'm going to see if Chris has gotten the kids fed yet." She left the room
in a bit of a huff.
Garrett sighed and headed to the
kitchen, hoping to find Chelsea.
Chelsea looked up. "Hey, I
saved a plate for you." She handed it to him.
"Thanks." He kissed her
softly before taking the plate.
"You alright?" She sat
next to him.
"I guess..."
"Everything's squared away
with Kayla?"
"No."
"Oh."
"I don't know what to do,
Chels."
"What do you want to
do?"
"I want to forgive her... I
mean I know she won't stay long anyway."
"Do you want her to
stay?"
"I guess. But it'll be easier
if she doesn't.
"Maybe you could get them to
do what my parents did...stay close by, but not in the house...that way she can
try and fix her relationships with everyone." Chelsea suggested.
"Maybe. I'll talk to
her."
She rubbed his shoulders.
He sighed. "It's just... I
don't like seeing the family this way... can't help but think
"Your dad would be proud of
the way you're handling it."
"I guess... I don't
know."
She leaned over and kissed his
cheek. "This was just...really unexpected..."
"I know..."
Chelsea sighed. "There's
something else...something really unexpected..."
"What is it, Chels? Are you
okay??"
She nodded. "I'm
fine..." She trailed off.
"What is it, honey?"
"I'm pregnant."
"That's great... are we happy
about this?"
She nodded. "I just found
out...I was going to wait until later to tell you..."
"No, I'm glad you told
me." He smiled at her.
She kissed him.
He kissed back.
Chelsea smiled a bit. "I'm
sorry it came up at such an inappropriate time..."
"I don't think anyone's
parents would be too ticked off about it."
"No..."
He pulled her close. "I love
you, Chels."
"I love you too, baby."
"We're gonna have to tell
Michael."
She nodded. "I'm sure he'll
be happy to have a little miracle sibling."
"Bet it's a girl."
"You want a girl?"
"Yeah, I do."
Chelsea smiled. "That'd be
nice..."
"I think so too."
She kissed him again. "You
need to eat."
"Yeah."
"Sit down and eat."
"I *am* eating."
"Good." She smiled.
"It is good," he agreed.
She nodded and rubbed his
shoulders.
He smiled up at her.
"You okay?"
"Yeah. I will be."
"Good."
He smiled.
"We'll be fine..."
"I know we will. It'll take
us some time... but everything will be fine."
"Yeah..." She paused.
"Things...things are safer...now, right?"
"Things'll be alright."
"But..." She hesitated.
"At the cemetery...Garrett....Michael and I were looking at the grave
stones..."
"Yeah?"
"I don't want us to go
through what our parents went through...I don't want to have to bury our
children before they reach high school..."
"We won't, Chels. I
promise."
"I think it might have
startled him...to see that Michael died at such a young age....it scared me to
realize that it could happen again..."
"He's the right age..."
She nodded, looking a bit
uncertain.
"But he'll be fine."
"I hope so."
"He will."
"And the little one?"
"Will be fine too."
Chelsea nodded. "I hope
so."
"We will. We'll be
fine." He kissed her gently.
She kissed back.
"Hey, I thought I was
supposed to be eating," he teased.
"You are." She smiled.
"You kissed me, remember?"
"You started it.
Somehow."
She smirked. "That's because
you're so handsome."
"Oh am I?"
She nodded.
"Well yay for me."
She kissed him again.
He kissed back.
"Everything will work
out."
"I know."
"Finish eating."
"Well yes ma'am."
~*~*~*~
Nathaniel Spencer jumped over the
fence. The house on the hill hadn't changed at all externally, even in nearly a
hundred years. Inside it was updated, of course, but his family had always been
a bit obsessive about tradition. He walked down the street. You'd think, he
mused, that being an international power and all they'd have better security,
but he wouldn't complain about just having to jump the iron fence rather than
other elaborate stuff. He suddenly noticed a dark haired girl sitting on a
bench not far from the house. Brushing his own red hair out of his face (red
hair appeared in the family every once in a while), he approached her.
"Hi."
She looked up, squinting a bit
from the sun. "Hi."
"Can I sit here?"
She nodded, moving over a bit and
closing her book. Erica was almost grateful for the company...her family was,
in her opinion, over the top in finding out about her friends. "I'm
Erica."
"Nathaniel." He smiled.
"I don't think I've seen you
around that much before."
"Nah... admittedly, I don't
get out much... My full name's Nathaniel Spencer," he said by way of
explanation.