A frozen breath,
a tortured heart,
a longing to belong,
not to be apart

Two souls merge,
a spirit to cry,
wanting only to hold,
never saying goodbye.

Depression will come,
confusion, regret,
trying too hard,
but I don't want to forget.

Too drained to acknowledge,
too ignorant to see,
too eager to stop,
I'm only angry at me.

So pure, so beautiful,
for the first time I believed,
I believed in life and love,
even happiness I could see.

Now it's been torn apart,
destroyed to the core,
my soul has been raped,
there's no meaning anymore.

I want to feel again,
I want my life,
I want to value it,
not take it with a knife.

I want you to feel,
I want you to see,
I want you to talk,
you can believe.

Black and white,
high and low,
opposite minds
but it doesn't have to go.

Identical souls,
to connect and become,
just like a balance of us,
combined into one.

But I don't know what you want,
I can't see into your heart,
all I know is I don't
want us to be apart.

I can't scream,
I can't die,
I can't fall,
but I'll cry.

It's only you I knew,
and only you I could see,
but now it's all gone and it's over
and it'll just have to be.

So quick
and so fast,
like the joyous pain
of the glass.

But nothing will come close,
nothing can compare,
nothing will compete,
it's never been so unfair.

I don't want to feel,
I don't want to breath,
I don't want to see,
I can no longer believe.

It's over it's gone,
I've never felt so drained,
a bullet to the head
wouldn't bring this much pain.

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