14.2.2002 thursday

just another lonely day away. what more can i say 2day! i worked i drive by bus i cleaned the kitchen, creeped on the floor. listen 2 kissFM...goin wild goin blind. these two ah what...i wont talk bout it. this house seemed to fall damn    these fuckers from lankwitz... the street gurlz they hollad at me like every night.luv tham dnt know why. i was in my new flat and came one hour too late to work...damn im sorry time is trippin. my flat is nice i bring my bible there and lighten some candles-pac on post up. whatever its too late to talk about my d. and this gg. 4:44am good nite see U at ur crib

15.2.2002 friday

yeah i lost the last piece of my teeth... as you can see here>>>>>>>>>>>yeh its pfull. that was another bad day in my life. another lonely day in my life. another day i wished i could die. another day i was goin crazay. another day i felt shady. another day i asked myself why? cant you see i fall cant you c i loose my faith. cant u see they dont want to see me? cant u make a end 4 me, i made a beginning. cant u see all i do is pain4you? let me go home don´t hurt me anymore there is nothing left for me...you don´t trust me anymore all i got is pain all i see is rain. lord have mercy on a broken man         let me go   all you do to me is proof me for what? igot proove from above let me go

17.2.2002 sunday

You in supway at 21:50 U7. That was You Domino i was listening i was wrong not to ask You or say something. Call me 016098001985 or mail me, if U want 2 please. We will see Us again! I must be out of Our mind. I dont know what to say, wish i could go back there - they know You they know Me

dont take the words for real, take the moment for real it was an hour later when i recodnized You there i dont evan know what it was...what da hufk is up with me You got something for me. Its a wonder to me if You read this. You are beautiful. I need to know the truth im in some trouble now and You seemed to feel me like no other here i need You im ignorant and lost please understand. There is no excuse for that what i have done to You

28.2.2002 thursday

what a nite. Yor really got your body. I know i look messed up but inside You know you find the same man u used to know. this book is really a timetable. Somehow You hate me and You are angry about your brother he cant come close to You evan if he want You for good. I still love You, can You believe that thogether in another sphere we compare.

My adress Warthestraße 73 Berlin Neuköln, Germany my cell 016098001985 dont be afraid to mail me i must be happy bout. You r left behind me... see You tomorrow            change bodys? whatever im too tired to say some against this if it makes us get together Aight you got me

guess what You talk to me believe it!

12.10.2002 saturday

So this is my last day in trouble? i dnt think so but, there could be something more for me than letters i mean touches... touch me right and dont worry bout i will love you always no madder what or how i do confuse sometimes i love you and i cant stop it belive it we will.

is it possible to take a voyage to an silent lovely warm place for a while or for eva... to get that mind right and relax this body from pressure and lonelynes come and take me away far away clother to what home is

its over...

that thanG

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