Since You're
Gone
By Julie
D. Strongson
Since You’re
Gone
Everything
seems so much more important
and so much
more insignificant
Everything
has so much more meaning
yet nothing
makes any sense
People seem
so much more vulnerable
yet I’ve never
seen them so strong
My heart feels
so much emptier
yet it has
grown leaps and bounds
Words escape
me
yet I cherish
every one
My memories
seem to fade
yet they intensify
in color and clarity
Tears burn
greater and deeper
yet I long
for their precious pain
Life seems
less worth living
yet its blessings
shine all the more brightly
This pain is
a gift
yet it is
a burden
These memories
are a joy
yet they stab
at my heart
Time manages
to somehow ease the pain
yet brings
me further away from you
The future
seems daunting
yet promising
My mission
here on Earth seems suddenly twofold
yet I do not
want this awesome responsibility
.
I am at the
mercy of the universe
yet yearn
to take control
My world has
been thrown into a dizzying spin
yet has come
all the more into focus
I long to be
with you
yet I know
I must be patient
I appreciate
you more
yet you are
gone
I love you
more than ever
but cannot
tell you
I miss you
more than I thought possible
and yet you
shall never return.
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