My life was unemotional
I didn't really care
The anger was consuming me
The pain was hard to bear
Then I met you again
Seeing you, touching you, kissing you
Memories of our past came rushing in
I was torn, what should I do
Should I just open up myself to you
Or should I stay unemotional
We've been down this road before
It seemed like reliving our past again
I told myself don't get involved
Don't open up and let you back in
Having to share your life with another
Like when we first were dating each other
I really tried just to stay out of reach
Where it was safe for me to be
It seemed to be working out just fine
Until I realized you really were'nt mine
Then you were again ripped out of my life
I lost you twice in one lifetime
I thought to myself what did I do
To keep loving and loosing you
Three months passed without a single word
Then fate took control and lent a hand
The person on the other line was you
And I was so scared
I didn't know what to do
Should I hang up or talk to you
I made the right choice to stay on the line
And everything turned out just fine
I knew when we hung up that night
That I wanted you back in my life
So I invited you to come out one night
And the moment I saw you I knew
That forever I would be in love with you
Our lives took a different road this time
For the first time you were really mine
No more sharing your love with another
Just the two of us finally alone together
As the days and nights with you swept by
My heart opened up and let you inside
Day by day I fell deeper in love with you
And soon I knew what I had to do
To share my days, my nights, my life
So I asked you Honey to be my wife
Our lives are just beginning anew
I've waited seven long years to marry you

Written for Dawn
by Tj