Why

When did the love stop?
Where did our love go?
Aimlessly I search for the answers.

Love is gone and emptiness fills my heart.
I sit and think about you and wonder.

What happened to the love we once shared?
We had so many good times.

Laughter and joy filled our days so long ago.
The strength of oneness was so consuming.

Yet, all the bonds and ties unraveled
and we drifted apart.

Our lives fell into seperate ways.
Our happiness dulled to somberness.

Our love faded into unemotional existance.
The once noticeable glow around us faded to darkness.
Was this our destiny?

To love so deep until we could love no more.
My heart stops feeling emotion.

No one can enter for my heart is sealed.
It closed forever when you left my world.

Now I just sit and think about yesterday.
I feel the pain surging through my body.

The ache is sometimes unbearable
and all I seek is the answer:

Why?

I can still see you,
so vivid in my memories.

I can still feel the softness
and curves of your body.

I still smell your scent
in the air of our room.

Love that was so good,
turned so bad.
and I still wonder:


Why?

In my dreams you come to me
and we are lovers once again.
Connected as we once were.

Making love to each other
with the same passion we shared.

I can still remember the love,
the passion, the oneness,

but then I feel the pain,
the heartache, and the loneliness.

Missing you as I do.
I am left still wondering:


Why? Why? Why?

Written By:
Tj