A New Hope


I'm confined in the darkness of my own mind. Every word you said,circling through my head like a neverending song.

The courage to tell you how I felt has left me, the will to feel has broken.

Three wasted years, three meaningless words.

How could I have let myself fall for you?

I thought I was special, I thought I had been set aside like I set you aside so long ago.

But thoughts can be misleading.

Can I make it through without you? Can I go on without you? Where will I get the strength to carry on?

You were my rock, my source of strength, support, of love. But you've crumbled away.

I watched you turn to leave, I watched you walk away.

I thought I wanted you back, I think I still need you.

But you don't need me anymore, so why do I feel I still need you?

You said it yourself, I can't have you back, I can't call you mine.

You plunged me into this darkness, you've trapped me in this state of emptiness.

Will I be released from this death-like sentence?

Thoughts of you remind me of my happiness, remind me of what I used to be.

I miss the warmth of your embrace, I miss your tender touch.

But I can't stay stuck in yesterday, I must live out today.

I'll make it through somehow, because there's still hope for me.I believe I can do this, I believe I'll make it through.

And then you'll just be a memory, a reminder of the sorrow I've left behind.

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