On the eve of my 21st birthday I was sloshing happily around a party at Brad and Jeremy's and I managed a brief but shocking dialog with DJ Cinder. The first moment we spoke to each other was an eerie glimpse into something beautiful and deep that I did not realize was the definative begining. Everytime I saw him I felt a sensation that I always passed off for nervousness, it was a good feeling but scary. That sensation belongs only to these memories of him. No one has ever effected me the way he does. I adored him from the begining: his boyish charm and silent stoicness, his punky silliness, scientific obsessions, his gentleness. There is no one on earth like my husband.
(coming soon)