Being a child of the New Orleans streets, Remy hadseen many things that
most people would never believeor understand. Remy had never told anyone
the thingshe had succumb to, from being raped to stealingwallets. Now things
were starting to catch up to him.Night after night Remy had been having
nightmaresabout his past. "Non, please, non stop!" Remy woke in a cold
sweat.Looking over, he could see Logan staring at him. "You and I, we need
to talk," Logan growled. "This hasgone on long enough." He said placing
his hand onRemy's shoulder. "I'm ok, chere, go on back to sleep, Remy fine."
Loganmumbled and turned over facing the nightstand andseeing that it was
1:30 in the morning. "Please Logandon't be upset with me.""Yeah, yeah,
whatever." Logan grumbled and turnedback over facing a very drowned Remy,
he noticed thescars on Remy's back. Logan traced the scars on theyoung
man's back trying to figure out where and how hegot those scars. "What
are you not telling me kid ?Let me help you", Logan thought as he started
driftingback to sleep. 6:45a.m. Logan reached over to touch Remy, who wasgone.
"I smell you Cajun, where are you?" Logan said.He got up and smelled for
the scent that led him to acorner where the demon eyes just looked at him.
"Comeon Gumbo," as Logan approached him he smelledsomething else.... fear.
"You ok kid?" "Please m'sieur, I'll do what you want, please don'thurt
me again. I'll do what you want, please." Logan picked him up from the
floor. Remy was shakingviolently in Logan's arms. Placing him on the bed.Remy
started to climb towards the backboard. "Sir whatyou want done to ya? A
blow job or on all fours?""Hey wait a damn minute Remy, its Logan. Snap
out ofit, kid.""How you know my name?" "It's Logan." "Non stay away!" Remy
screamed. Remy ran passedLogan to the door and downstairs where some of
theteam were gathered for breakfast." Remy is something wrong?" Ororo ask
withconcern. Logan was behind him." Help me calm him down Ro!"He grabbed
her hand, both chasing after Remy. "Remy stop, please before you hurt yourself,
"Ororo pleading to Remy. Hearing her voice had clamed down a little, enoughthat
he hind in a corner away from them. "Pleasedon't hurt me," Remy repeated
over again and again. Logan tried to cover Remy with a blanket, but heflinched
when Logan tried to grab him. After Ororocalmed Remy down a little further,
Logan carried himto Professor X office. "Chuck!" Logan shouted as he ran
in the officewith Remy in his arms. The professor nodded to Logan."I know,
Logan.Please place him down on the couch."//Remy, please let me in.// //Please
m'sieur don't// //My god, child, what is going on in your head?// //Non
stay away// "Professor are you ok?" Ororo ask with aconcern look. "Fine,
but Remy on the other hand."" I know he isn't himself Professor." Ororostated.
All three looked over to see Remy shakingviolently with his head on his
knees. //Don't shut me out Remy// The professor had gainedaccess into his
mind. He was now in New Orleans, atthe back of an alley. He saw Remy being
chase by aman. To the professor, Remy was no more than 7 or 8years old.
"Come back here!" the man yelled. "Leave me alone, non go way." Remy ran
intothe dead end alley. The man at the entrance of the alley blocked the
boyin." Hey I just want to talk to you," the mancoming closer to the young
boy said. "Leave me alone!" Remy screamed back. "You ever suck off a man
before kid?" the mansneered rubbing the front of his pants. "Non, leave
now! "Remy shouted." You ever fucked by one, kid? ""Non leave me alone,
please!" Remy pleaded. The man grabbed him and pinned Remy to the ground."Well
you are about to find out how to. I can't believeI got a virgin, it's going
to be fun kid," the mansaid. "Stop, please!"" If you shut up I'll leave
you something, now bevery quite."The man promised as he ripped offRemy's
shirt and pants, the boy laid there nakedbreathing hard under the man.
"Please let this end quickly," Remy pleaded. "It's going to hurt now, but
it will be bettersoon,"the man promised. The man made Remyget on all fours
and the man entered the small childwith no lube causing great pain. Remy
pass out as theman thrusted in and out of him until he came.Professor X
put his he down and started crying for theyoung boy, he also noticed blood
coming from betweenyoung Remy's legs. The man looked over the unconscious
boy."You werereal good kid, I'll see you again I bet,"The manlaugh as he
left the alley. "My god," Professor X whispered.After an hour or so, Remy
woke, gathered what clotheswere left and found a hundred-dollar bill. Remy
cried,slowly putting his clothes on before walking out thealley. "Professor,"Ororo
called out to him. "Yes, Ororo."" How is he?""I'm surprised he let me in,
I figure it is becausehe is in this child like state. The information I'mabout
to give you both is because you two are hiscloses friend and because I
know you all won't betrayhis," the professor calmly stated. "Remy wasbrutally
raped when he was very young, but I believethat this is just the beginning."Remy
was starting to come out from his daze."What...how I get here?""You ok,
Remy?" Ororo asked, she placed her armsaround him." I'm fine, just a little
warn out. I'm leaving now,got to get dress."" Hey wait a damn minute, Gumbo."
Logan yelled."Drop it, Logan, I'm fine! "Remy finally snapping at his lover.
"Remy your memories are resurfacing, we need todiscuss this, find a way
for you to handle your pastso it won't damage your future,"Professor pleaded.
"I'll think about it, ok."The following night, Remy was drifting off to
sleepand Logan was taking a shower. Suddenly Logan felt ahard on not knowing
why. " I can't believe I'm sohorny," Logan thought. "Maybe if I jerk off"...andLogan's
hand started to palm his cock. "I'm notcoming" and Logan continued for
20 minutes more andnothing. "I hope Remy doesn't see my hard on", Loganpleaded.
Logan drape a towel around his waist, stillwanting to get rid of his erection.
He look atthe bathroom mirror and saw himself, in thebackground he saw
Remy watching the young mantossing and turning in the bed. Logan wentinto
the bedroom to try to wake Remy, but insteadjumped on top of a naked Remy.
Logan unwrapped histowel, pinned Remy's arms down and startedviolently
kissing Remy on his neck and chest. Remy started to cry, realizing that
his uncontrollablecharm power had taken affect on Logan. Remy let Logando
whatever he wanted to do with him. He just prayedfor it to be over soon.
Logan thrusted in and out ofhim before he finally came, but his healing
factorcaused him to get hard again and the assaultcontinued for another
hour. Remy laid silent in the dark only hearing the heavybreathing from
Logan. Logan woke to find Remy's body battered and bruise.Remy was shaking
from Logan's touch. He realized thebruising came from him. "What have I
done?" Loganwhispering. He turned Remy over and saw his face wascovered
with bruise, his lips and ears were bitten.His left eye blackened. Remy
placed a hand on Logan's face, "its ok, chere.I'll heal. I'll cover them
up some type of the way. I'm going to take a shower and get dress."Logan
still in disbelief, he was so gentle with Remywhen they made love. He knew
Remy was always force tohave sex and thought it had to hurt for him to
pleasea partner. "I did that to you!" Logan roaring in anger andstormed
out the room. "It'll be ok. "Remy ran into the bathroom, lockedthe door
and examined himself while he was crying. As Remy entered the bathroom,
Logan grabbed hisclothes got dress and decided to go to the Professoroffice
to get help, because of his incident with Remy."Chuck can I come in?" Logan
asked. "Yes Logan please.""Chuck, I don't know what I did. I can't believe
Iraped and beat him like that! It was like I couldn'tcontrol myself. I
couldn't stop. He just stared at me,he never screamed, just cried. I can't
face him. Idon't know where he is." Logan said crying." I called for him,"
Professor X said.
"I'llhelp him and you. It was his charm power; he stillcan't control
it." Professor X said. Two hours later, Remy returned to the mansion stillhiding
his face, he went to the professor'soffice. Logan looked at the door as
Remy came in. "I'm sosorry Remy I couldn't control myself, I'm sosorry...please
forgive me."" I'm ok, chere all forgiven."Logan was clearly not convince.
"Professor I feel you in there, don't, it is not anice place." Remy stated
out loud." You want toknow if it happens again...well it does, before Iturned
15. I was always force into having sex,"Remyturned looking at Logan. "It's
ok Logan you showedme it didn't have to hurt," Remy stated to Logan andthe
professor. "I'll be ok." Remy starting torub Logan's shoulders to comfort
him."You want in Professor, fine. "// Remy, thank you // //Sure, whatever,
you get to most things I wouldn'tlet people like you see// The professor
looks around the room he was in now. Ahotel room filled with five men and
Remy lying in thebed. He look to the professor, who saw Remy wasdrugged.
The men's attention turned to Remy who wasnaked. Their hands and mouth
touching and licking allover the young man brutally. The first man startedthrusting
in and out of Remy's rectum, another oneshoving his cock into his mouth
and the other men werejerking off and relieving themselves on the youngman's
body. It continued for hours. All the men had aturned in Remy's rectum
and his mouth. //That's enough, Professor.// //It took weeks for me to
recover, some bag lady helpme get well. I just turned 15 and they paid
me. Icouldn't stop them. To scared to use my powers. I wasso scared. //
//Logan loves you//, the professor told him. //Yes, I know// //Let me help
you // //Not sure. I'm so scared// Remy broke the link to the professor
and him. ["]Your nightmares and experiences are interfering inyour life
and causing your charm power to make Loganreact what happen to you so long
ago. You only keptthe attacks that really hurt you. You have to learn tolove
Remy."" I do. I have Logan."
"No, Remy your love is different. You think sex islove and the only
way to get attention."" That is all I know, but Logan is helping me." Helooked
at Logan, "What's wrong, chere?""I'm moving out!""What you mean?""Your
nightmares turn into the real thing when I'maround. I'm scared I'm going
to hurt you again.""I'm fine, I know you don't mean it. Please don'tleave
me.""I suggest you both get some rest it is very lateand Remy you must
be drained.""Yeah a little." Remy confessed.
"Rest and I'll see you two tomorrow."Remy's nightmares started again.
This time Sinisterwas standing over him. "Non, this not happeningagain."The
pain of the attack was so real to him. Sinisterhad no emotions so he felt
nothing of what he wasdoing unless he was under the charm power. The screams
of the young man went unheard. To Remy, Sinister was the least most painful
attack,at least he use some lube. His cock could have splithim wide open.
Remy tried to imagine being back atthe mansion, New Orleans, even in Logan's
arms. WhenRemy's nightmare ended he had woke to find Logan hadcollapse
on him. Remy turned and cried as Loganpanted heavily on top of him and
continuedto stay inside him. 7:45 a.m. and Remy still up withtears running
down his cheeks. Logan woke to find himself on top of his lover and hisstill
hard cock inside of him. Logan pinned him downagain, pulling in and out
of Remy to get rid of hishard on. Logan came shouting out Remy's name andfinally
rolled off of him. "I...I," Logan grabbed his pants and left."Logan wait
please,"Remy wrapped a sheet aroundhimself."Chere, please, I'm fine.""You're
not fine and I'm not fine either. I keephurting you, darling." Logan turned
and lightlytouched his bruised face. //I need you two to join me in my
office, please//Professor X asked."I'll clean up and you go to the professor.""Fine!"
Logan growled." I'm sorry darling; I'mso sorry I keep hurting you." Logan
started cryingas he went down the stairs. "I love you, Logan," Remy whispered.
//It's not ok, Remy. You're punishing yourself for noreason// //I'm losing
it, professor. Can't control the charmpower like I use too. Since I've
been with Logan I'vebeen happy, but I guess happiness doesn't last long.//
//I'll help you, child// Professor X said withcourage. //I'm scared// //Don't
be, meet me, I'll see you in 15 minutes. I'mgoing to go calm Logan down.
// The professor broke the link between the two. "Logan I believe Remy
is right about one thing,every time his happy, happiness doesn't last long.
Itseems as though this might be Sinister tangling inthis. Some where he
is out there controlling him. Keepthis between us, ok?" Professor pleated
withLogan. "Yeah, I'll get that son of a bitch if it's the lastthing I
do."Remy arrived shutting the door behind him."I decided that I'm going
to create a link betweenLogan and you. I believe he can help you get throughthis.""I
don't want him to see what's going on inhere."Remy said tapping his head.
"Please let him in, Remy."Logan looked at the very tired and bruisedyoung
man. He helped him to the couch where hefinally slept. Hours went by before
Remy's nightmares started again. "Logan keep your mind clear, I setting
the linkbetween the two of you. You ready? Logan, "Professorasked. "Ready
Chuck."Logan was first in a dark room with a beam of lightshining on two
figures. To far to see who or what itis he went closer. He finally seen
Remy tired to awall and Sinister who was violently kissing the youngman.
Struggling to get free, but no use for the young man. Sinister took has
hand and force Remy head down tosuck him off. Logan claws shot out like
firecrackers. "Youson of a bitch leave him alone.""So it was you. You think
I'm going to let him behappy, Wolverine. Please!" Remy being release fromhis
restraints continued to suck on Sinister'scock. "Your threats here are
useless; he doesn't responseto you, because he thinks your doing this to
him. Heloves you, so he doesn't fight. His charm power makehe feel lust
and love. He's fun to be with isn't heWolverine? I figure the other night
you would enjoyyour lover more with a little more...brutality.HA-HA-HA,"
Sinister laughed insanely. "This is what love is to Remy...to satisfy othersnot
himself."Logan looked at Remy who continued to suck onSinister. Logan kneeled
beside Remy pleatingfor him to stop. "It's me darling, Logan," wholightly
touch his face. Logan's powers were useless in the dream stage.Sinister
striped Remy down and spitted on him. "He is a street rat, a dog, Logan.""His
not, a dog or a street rat. All his life hewas treated like that, I've
tried to show him otherwise!" Logan shouted. "Well then... you beat him,
fuck him and degrade himand see if he still stays with you." Sinister placed
Remy on all fours,"WellWolverine you ready for the finale." He spatinside
Remy's rectum and then pushed himselfinside of him, grabbing his hips and
movingback and forth inside the young man. Remy stared blankly at Logan,
who was still kneelingbeside him and lightly touching his face. A tearescape
his left eye realizing that Loganwas there. "Hey darling,"Logan whispered."You
got tofight him; I can't do it alone."Remy mumbled,"I'm scared, chere."
Sinister was about to reach his climax. "Just say no, darling. Make him
stop." Remy started to shouted out," STOP, STOP!"A red glow came over Remy's
entire body." Leave mealone, NOW! "All of a sudden, Sinister startedburning
and finally disappeared."You hurt me too,"tears trickled outof Remy's eyes.
"Everybody has hurt me, you leaveto."The glow continued around him and
Logan finallygrabbing him and hugging him, lightly kissing him onhis neck."Calm
own Remy, please." The glow became dim."What... happen?" Remy stated. "Bad
dream ending, darling."The dark room turnedwhite. Both men were wearing
white and just look ateach other. The dream state also gave Loganthe opportunity
to see Remy's real eye color. Theywere a soothing blue, like the sea or
ocean. Logantook Remy into his arms. "Your eyes are beautiful neither way,
demon-like orblue. You're beautiful, darling. Let go home, I'mgoing to
take you upstairs and put you to bed soundsgood?" Logan asked. "Yeah!"
Remy responded before passing out in hisarms.They both woke up. "Chere?""
Yeah I'm right here." As promised, Logan tookhim upstairs and into bed,
which Remy fell asleep inabout three minutes. No one would see or hear
fromRemy for about 2 days. The nightmares hadfinally ended for him. Ororo
and Logan checked on him to make surehe was all right. "Those nightmares
really drained him and you, Logan.Why don't you rest as well?" Ororo said.
"I'm fine." Logan grunted"Your scared he won't want you after what happened?""Yeah,"
Logan confessed."He'll hateme, Ro. I hurt him, hell I beat him!""It wasn't
you Logan, go to him. "She lightlykisses him on the forehead and turned
towards thesteps." Go to him!"She hurried to meet the rest of the team
for amission. Logan, Remy and the professor were the only ones leftin the
house.Logan armed the house as Remy was coming downthe stairs."Mon amour,
what's going on?""No worries, rest darling "" Logan!"" Yeah...""I love
you! Forget about what happen, lets dealwith the now."" Logan I can't remember
a whole lot of things thathappen, but I know something happen."" What you
mean...""don't worry about it."Logan realized that the professor had decide
to erasesome of Remy's memory how or what he did, Logan didn'twant to know.
When he touch Remy he flinch a little. "You scared of me darling?""No,
Logan I wanted to ask if you would...hold me!I was nervous to ask you and.""..shh."
Logan kissed Remy's shaking hand."Calm down, darling. You tell me want
you want me to doto you."" I don't know what I want from you Logan. No
oneever really ask me expect you."Logan guided Remy back to his room,"
I'm going tohold you darling, being so gentle with you. ""What did the
professor do, it seems that something isnot right with Remy", Logan thought.The
professor started experiencing something he hadnot felt in years...he was
hard."Remy come here, darling. "Escorting him to thebed, taking off Remy's
robe. "You're beautiful!"Logan climbed on top of the thin young man. Hestarted
kissing and licking on him, causing Remy tomoan. "Can I touch you Logan?
"Remy asked shyly." Sure, you have my permission to do whatever youwant."
Remy laughed. Logan reached over to the top of his drawer tograb a tube
of lube out of his drawer." Now darlingyou know this is going to hurt a
little darling."" I'll be ok chere. Please take me, Logan."Logan started
to enter Remy slowly. He stop as Remymoan. "You ok darling," Logan asked.
"Yeah I'm fine chere! Don't stop mon ami."Logan slowly thrush in and out
of Remy and Loganstarted to quicken the pace." I'm about to come Logan.""So
I'm I darling. ""O god," they both spoke as they both climaxed. Remy realized
that there was someone or something withthem. The professor was in his
office pass out from thesexual experience he had just had. "My god what
isgoing on here, "Professor X demanded, but no answercame. Logan looked
at Remy who had this glass look inhis eyes." You all right darling?""Yeah
I just started thinking about something.""What is that? ""Can we go away
for awhile, just a little vacation.My mind feels so clear and I just want
to spend timewith you, Logan."" Sure why not. Now why don't we get was
sleep andtalk to the professor about taking some time off."" Ok, Mon amour.""Hey
Chuck, I was wondering if Remy and I could takea little vacation."" Hey,
Chuck ? "
The professor was in the sit near a window. "You ok, Chuck?"" I think
I might have over did erasing Remymemories.""Why you say that?" Logan said
with concern. "Lately I've been experiencing well some strangeevents. I'm
starting to feel what Remy feels. ""You mean to tell me..."Logan started
laughing loudly. "It's going to be a few weeks until I get over thisand
please take some time off, I believe the farther he is from me I'll be
fine."" HA-HA, ok Chuck, we'll be out in a few hours".As Logan reached
for the door, "Oh, Logan don't do anything until you reach your designation."
The professor pleaded.