The sound of Logan’s footsteps echoed loudly in the empty hallway that
lead to the med lab. He’d lost count of the times he’d made this trip in
the last couple years. It seemed to be even more now that he had a mate
on the team. Remy was somehow under the false impression that when he committed
to Logan sixteen months ago he inherited the healing factor along with
the heart and soul. The kid was just too damn heroic for his own good.
His file was easily the thickest one in Hank’s possession. The mission
his lover was on when he was hurt this time was a little different from
most. They were regularly monitoring police and fire calls because there
was an increase in FoH activity in the area. Cerebro had detected a mutant
signature at the address of a house fire so a small team was sent to check
it out. Logan paused outside the large metal door before he took a deep
breath and pushed inside. As soon as he entered he could feel his
lover, he was hurting and nervous and excited all at the same time. Storm
was already there, standing in front of Remy, blocking Logan’s view. She
turned suddenly when she heard the door and smiled. Logan relaxed, it couldn’t
be too bad if she was smiling. He walked up beside her and got his first
look at his young lover. He was a mess, covered in dirt and soot. His boots
were off and Henry was carefully lifting an ice pack off his ankle. “So
what’d he do this time Blue?” Remy spoke before Hank had a chance to open
his mouth, “ Ain’t nothin Cher, jus‘ twisted m‘ ankle, don’ need to be
here.” Hank shook his head and sighed. “ I believe he was asking me and
no it’s not twisted you crazy fool its most likely torn ligaments. Logan
shook his head and tried to hide his smile. He found it extremely funny
how his lover could frustrate the nearly unshakable doctor.
“ Darlin you just sit still and be good for Blue, okay?” He bent
and kissed his mate gently. “ Cher, did ya see Scotty? Did ya see-OW! Henri,
be careful!” He hissed in pain as Hank probed the injury. “ I’m sorry,
I was under the impression this was a minor sprain.” He smiled evilly as
he stood “ Keep him still, I’ll be right back.” Storm bent and kissed Remy’s
cheek “ I’m going to look at this bundle you found.” She turned to Logan
and smiled, “Your life just became a lot more interesting.” Logan’s brow
creased at the statement but before he had a chance to ask his lover what
she meant Hank returned. “ I’m going to get him X-rayed Logan, make sure
nothing is broken. Why don’t you go talk to Scott, he has something I think
you need to see.” Hank turned back to his patient, “ Okay Mr. LeBeau, am
I going to carry you or do you promise to use the crutches?” Remy rolled
his eyes and held out a hand for the hated things. It seemed he spent as
much time on them as the Professor did in his hover chair.
“ Gimme de darn t’ings. Cher, go see Scotty.” He was very excited
about whatever Scott had and he was going to be fine so Logan kissed his
lover again and gave him a gentle swat on the butt as he stood leaning
on the crutches.
“ Be Good.” Remy smiled at him then moved off with practiced ease toward
the x-ray room.
Logan found Scott in a small exam room on the other side of the lab.
Ororo, Bobby, Rogue and Jean surrounded him. Scott was sitting and Logan
wondered if maybe he was injured too. When he heard Remy’s name he tuned
out everything else. There was a strange scent in the small room that he
couldn’t place.
“ Cyke?” He asked from behind the crowd. Everyone turned and
smiled at him and he got the distinct impression he was in trouble. Jean
walked up to him and grabbed his hand,
“ Come here. Look at her.” Logan followed Jean the three steps it took
to stand in front of Scott. The field leader wasn’t quite as dirty as his
lover but he was obviously shaken. In his arms he held a small child wrapped
tightly in a standard issue med lab blanket. Logan frowned; he’d seem their
daughter Rachel plenty of times. Hell, he was her Godfather. Then he looked
closer, this child was smaller and when it opened its eyes… Logan blinked
… electric blue. This baby’s eyes were vivid, bright, glowing electric
blue. “ What…” he started to ask, he couldn’t draw his eyes away from the
child. “We think she’s a little younger than Rachel.” Jean spoke quietly
and looked over Logan’s shoulder at the tiny baby Scott held. It
was staring up at them holding tight to Scott’s finger. Scott smiled at
the tiny little girl, “ She must be younger than Rachel she’s not trying
to chew on me yet, are you sweetie.” The baby smiled at the attention and
the group sighed a collective “AWWW ” Logan’s frustration got the better
of him and he growled loudly “ Would somebody tell me what in flamin hell
is goin on?” The baby turned wide eyes at him and started crying.
“ Logan!” Everyone said at once as Scott placed the baby on his shoulder
and patted her back, bouncing her gently to calm her down. “ Jean, why
don’t you take Logan with you and explain what happened.” Scott said quietly
as he comforted the child, his new father instincts clearly evident. Logan
stared at Jean, he was confused and more than a little concerned because
his lover’s excitement earlier was impossible to ignore. Jean led him upstairs
to the nursery to check her young daughter before taking him to the den
to talk.
“ When the team arrived the house was already engulfed in flames.
There were a few neighbors trying to help but…” She turned toward the window
and blinked back a stray tear. “ I can guess the rest, I saw the kid’s
eyes. Why is it here? Where are the parents? Why is Remy so excited?” Jean
smiled at the last question. Remy’s love for children was well known in
the mansion. Two months after the Commitment ceremony Jean found out she
was pregnant. Remy was as excited about it as Scott and Jean. He helped
decorate the nursery and asked a million questions after every check up.
The look of awe that shone from his face the first time Jean let him feel
the baby kick inside her was something Logan would never forget. Logan
felt a twinge of regret for his young lover, there was no way they would
ever have a child. Because of his childhood Remy was determined that the
newest Summers would never be denied anything. He bought toys and clothes
and fancy mobiles for over the crib. He had Tante send beautiful crystals
from her shop in New Orleans that danced in the breeze and sent rainbows
of color through the nursery. Finally Scott sat him down and gently reminded
him that this was his baby. Remy calmed down after the little lecture but
he and Logan were the first to see and hold tiny Rachel when she was born
five months ago. Jean took Logan’s hand “ Scott found the parents in the
kitchen. They were already gone. The team assumed one of them was the mutant.
They did a full sweep of the house but it was falling down around them
and they had to get out. They were half way to the Blackbird when Remy
stopped dead in his tracks. He turned and ran back into the inferno without
saying a word. Scott followed him, he found him upstairs, his foot caught
in a hole in the collapsing floor holding the baby. When they finally got
to the plane again Remy told them that he felt her presence. He could have
been killed, the fire was out of control, but he risked everything to save
her. Scott had to practically pry her from his arms so Hank could check
him out.” Jean stopped talking so Logan could have a chance to take in
what she was saying. He looked into her eyes and saw what he feared; she
nodded.
“ He’s determined to keep her Logan.” Logan felt sick, he knew
Remy wanted a family that was truly his. He hoped that the ceremony would
take care of that. “ We’re checking to see if she has any living relatives
that can take care of her.” Logan looked at the clock, he needed to go
back and check on Remy. He had to be ready to face the young Cajun and
make him understand that this couldn’t happen. She probably had aunts or
uncles maybe even grandparents that would want to take her. It was going
to break his heart. “ I’m gonna check on Remy. The sooner he understands
we have to give her back the easier it will be for him to let her go.”
Logan found Remy resting on a bed in the med lab, his ankle wrapped
tightly and elevated on pillows. He had cleaned up and was wearing a tee
shirt and sweats that Hank kept in a locker for such occasions. He was
holding the tiny girl talking quietly to her. Scott stood beside the bed
making sure her head was supported correctly and she was warm and comfortable.
Remy beamed at Logan as he entered the room. “ Isn’ she de mos’ beautiful
t’ing in de world?” He turned adoring eyes to the baby and she reached
out a tiny hand to hold his finger. “ Cher, I’m in love.” Logan walked
up beside him and looked at Scott.
“ OH, um…I have to um…um…I have to go.” he said and swiftly left the
room. Hank entered and walked to the other side of the bed. “ Remy will
be fine, he‘s torn ligaments. He needs to stay off it for a while
but you know that already. If I catch you without these crutches,” He gave
Remy a warning glance “You’re going to regret it. He’s free to leave when
he wants to. Now, let me see this little angel.” He took the baby carefully
from Remy’s arms and she started to cry. “ Henri, she’s had a hard day.
Can’ dis wait?” He held his arms out for the baby and Hank gave up. “ Alright,
she seems happy enough. I do need to check her to make sure she didn’t
inhale any smoke.” Remy turned frightened eyes up to the doctor then looked
back at the baby, “ I covered her up as good as I could. Held her close,
she’s fine. I was real careful.” He looked to be inspecting her, checking
for any sign of distress. Hank’s smile was soft and kind, “ You did a wonderful
job Remy. There isn’t even a speck of dirt on her. I’ll have Jean send
down some supplies for… Do we know her name? I feel bad calling her “the
baby” all the time.” Remy spoke quietly without taking his eyes from her.
“ Non. De house was mostly gone by de time we got dere. De crib was tucked
in a corner of de parents’ room. We missed it in de sweep. Didn’ realize
she was even dere ’til we were leavin. I swear she called to me.” Logan
pushed the blanket down a bit to look at her face. She was beautiful. She
could have been theirs if it were biologically possible. She had fine auburn
silk covering her tiny head and those amazing blue eyes. He absently let
his hand pet her tiny head and she looked up at him and cooed. He couldn’t
help but smile. Now he understood why his lover was so taken with her.
He blinked a few times and straightened, what was he thinking. This wasn’t
a lost puppy; this was a living, breathing child. “ Darling, we gotta talk.”
He watched his young lover holding the baby and his heart ached. He knew
no one had ever taken the time to hold Remy like that. No one had looked
at him with the same love that shone from his gorgeous eyes. Eyes. There
was no evidence of FoH involvement. Had one of those kind neighbors started
the fire that killed her parents because of her eyes? Would the world be
as cruel to her as it had been to his lover because of them? Did she stand
a chance of having a decent life? Was there anyone in her real family who
would take her and love her unconditionally? At least her eyes were blue.
Maybe she would be okay. Right, someone had already tried to kill her!
Remy looked at him and from the look on his face he was thinking the same
things, remembering things he should never have to remember. Logan sighed;
he couldn’t deny his lover anything. “ She probably has relatives who will
want to take her. Darlin, I know how bad you want this. Did ya think I
forgot you mentioning it right after the honeymoon? I know what yer thinking
too but she isn‘t a pet. She would never truly be your child anyway. I
just don‘t wanna see ya get hurt.” He caressed his lover’s cheek hoping
he would understand. Remy looked up at him and whispered, “ I know it seems
crazy to you but somet’in in my gut’s telling me if we don’ help her she
gonna end up like I did or worse. I ain’ got Jean Luc’s blood but he’s
more my poppa dan whoever sired me. I promise not to get too attached
to her ’til we know for sure she’s ‘lone.” Logan kissed him deeply and
brushed through his hair. There were lines of pain beside his eyes and
he looked exhausted. “ I hear ya. Let me give her to Hank so you can rest.
Yer hurtin bad and don’t try to deny it cause you know I can smell it on
ya, can feel it too, the empathy’s working overtime kid.” Remy blushed
and tried to get comfortable but his ankle was throbbing.
“ You wanna hold her?” Logan looked at the tiny creature and
swallowed hard. He hadn’t even held Rachel yet unless he was sitting and
Jean or Scott placed her in his arms. This one was even smaller. He wasn’t
sure he could do it without breaking her. Remy needed to rest though and
Logan didn’t want him any more attached than he already was so he reached
out and took the small bundle from his lover. Remy relaxed back into the
pillow behind him and winced. “ Merci Cher, I t’ink Henri slipped me somet’in,
’m really tired.” Logan shifted the baby and bent to kiss him, “Get some
rest kiddo. When ya wake up I’ll help ya back out to our place.”
Once he was sure Remy was asleep he went looking for Hank. “ Ah
good, I didn’t think I would ever get him to release her. I take it the
sedative has kicked in?” Hank asked as Logan entered his office. He gladly
handed the child to Hank who smiled and cooed at her. “ She could be your
biological daughter if it were possible.” Logan smiled and watched the
large doctor unwrap the tiny bundle. “ Yeah, I thought that too.” He unconsciously
let her wrap her tiny fist around his finger, amazed by the strength. “
She’s got a good grip.” He rubbed her skin and realized Remy’s was
nearly as soft, making him wonder again just how young his lover was. “
She’s the picture of health.” Hank smiled.
“ I’m running her prints, we should know exactly who she is in no time.”
Jean entered carrying Rachel and an extra diaper bag full of supplies.
She smiled at Hank when she noticed Logan staring at the baby’s tiny hand
seemingly fascinated by it. “Logan, she’s probably hungry. I brought some
of Rachel’s formula why don’t you try feeding her?” Logan turned and stared
at her. “ I can’t! I don’t know how to do that stuff!” Jean and Hank chuckled
at the complete terror on his face and in his voice.
“ Logan, she’s an infant not a Sentinel! Sit in Hank’s recliner. He
took a step, “ With the baby.” Jean tried to swallow the laugh that wanted
to escape her. Logan carefully lifted the little girl who smiled and waved
chubby fists at him, and sat in the chair. Jean handed him a bottle and
smiled. “ Just touch it to her lips.” He looked down at his little charge
and did as he was told. She immediately closed her eyes and began to drink.
He turned amazed eyes to his friends and smiled. “ She’s doin it!” Jean
sat on the couch across from him and lifted Rachel to her breast. “ See?
She knows what to do. She just needs her daddy’s help, that’s all.” It
was silent in the lab except for the tiny sounds the girls made as they
nursed. Logan found himself entranced by the tiny creature he held. She
trusted him completely. She needed him desperately. Remy wanted her so
much. He thought to himself that maybe he should worry about not letting
himself become too attached but when she opened her eyes again and stared
into his he knew it was already too late.
TBC