Author: Makes Rain Woman (makes_rain_woman@hotmail.com)Title: House Arrest; this is chapter 6. Work in progress.Fandom and Genre: X-Men romantic slashDisclaimer: The X-Men belong to Marvel Entertainment Group and 20th Century Fox, not me! I'm not making any money, just having fun. No copyright infringement is intended.Pairing: Wolverine/GambitRating: NC-17 ***WARNINGS***: Light bondage, discussion of child abuse and rape.Summary: Wolverine and Gambit are kicked off the team and Cyclops sentences them to stay home while the X-Men are on a mission. Bet he never thought this would happen...Feedback: is very nice! :)Archive: Please ask me first! :)Lots of love to Bobbi, Rebop, Peg, Lee, and Chris for all their support! "Oooo, cher, s'il te plait..." Remy moaned, writhing against the scarves of red silk that tied him to the bed. Arms pulled to the sides and spliced to the posts, feet back behind him and secured to the slats of the headboard, he was left kneeling and open, achingly erect cock jetting out in front of him. He pulled again at his restraints, though he wasn't trying to get away; the bindings were plenty loose enough for him to break free if he so wished. What he was striving for was a position in which something would rub against him and bring him the release he so desperately needed. "Please what, Remy?" Logan purred over the soft sounds of Miles Davis in the background, lightly running his hands over the thief's firm torso, pausing to pinch the hardened nipples. "*Anyt'ing!*" Remy yelped, arching his back and bucking his hips at Logan's touch. "Jus' stop wit' de teasing..." He heard a low, sensuous chuckle. "Anythin', eh?" SNIKT "Alright, Cajun, hold still an' enjoy th' ride." Remy shivered at the first contact of the dull side of Logan's claws against his hypersensitive flesh. Not quite as cold as he'd expected the metal to be, but every bit as dangerous. He wasn't at all worried, though, as with his shields open he could feel all of Logan's affection for him, and he knew he was safe. He groaned at the sensation of metal whispering on skin. Along the length of his arms, across his chest and belly, down his thighs. Then a warm, wet tongue began retracing the paths the claws had taken, mouth pausing every so often to gently nip and suckle. Remy whimpered, struggling to keep his burning body still to prevent an accidental slice from his lover's adamantium blades. He threw his head back and stared up at the canopy, watching the flickering shadows thrown by the candles on both nightstands. Vanilla and cinnamon danced across his nose, invaded his senses, stoked the fire in his groin - as if that needed any more stoking. Then the sensory overload when first a claw tip...then sharp teeth...then a slick tongue attacked one nipple was just too much, and he cried out deliriously. "Yes?" Logan continued his ministrations with his mouth, but retracted his claws. "Dis is still teasing, cher," Remy gasped as that clever tongue encircled his other nipple. "Hmmm. So it is." Remy lifted his head when he noticed the loss of Logan's mouth on his body. The older man kneeled before him, naked and aroused, with an almost impish grin and a wicked heat in his eyes. He reached behind Remy and smacked him firmly on the ass. "So, what do ya want now?" "I wan' t' come," Remy sighed once he recovered from the delightful distraction. Another spank, harder and on the other cheek. "Is that what ya really want?" Remy licked his lips and returned Logan's lust-filled gaze with an equal flame. "Wan' you t' make me come." One finger slipped into Remy's cleft and gently massaged his entrance, enticing a sexy groan. "What do you *really* want me to do?" Remy allowed himself a quick devilish smile as he pushed down against Logan's finger. "Play wit' me, cher...make me your toy," he demanded, voice low and dripping with arousal. "That's what I hoped you'd say." Logan then captured his mouth in a fierce kiss as he pulled his finger out. Teeth and tongues everywhere. Remy plundered Logan's mouth as well but his lover had more leverage with the freedom to move. By the time the Canadian finally broke the kiss to retrieve some items from the nightstand drawer Remy's lips were bruised and swollen. And damn, it felt good! From the drawer Logan had brought out a long, slim vibrator and a bottle of lube. He slowly, methodically coated the shaft with the clear gel. Watching him stroke it, imagining Logan doing that to him, Remy's cock jumped. "Please, cher..." "Ooooh, I do like toys that beg," Logan laughed. he reached behind Remy again, one hand spreading the delicious cheeks while the other slowly pushed the slick vibrator inside. Remy screamed when the tip of it brushed his prostate, saw stars when Logan switched the device on to a low pulse and began rhythmically thrusting it in and out. He became vaguely aware of the sound of his own voice rambling something in Cajun French, but all he could concentrate on were the sweet things his lover was doing to him. "You're so fun to play with, Rem." There was a loving softness to his growl. Knowing fingers fondled Remy's balls while Logan began kissing and nibbling at Remy's chest again, all the while keeping up the thrusts with his other hand. A wonderful shudder ran through Remy's body as Logan's mouth moved ever lower, past his ribcage and his navel, until a rough tongue lapped at the end of his dick. At that his eyes drifted shut and he let out a low, erotic sob. He heard a rumbling laugh beneath him. "Ya know, sometimes I like ta eat my toys." Remy opened his eyes just in time to see Logan suck his cock deep into his mouth.... Remy wasn't actually sure what had caused him to bolt awake: the hot explosion of his orgasm, now coating the inside of his boxer shorts, or the ringing phone on his nightstand. Fighting to catch his breath, he answered the latter. "Hello? Dis is Remy." "Gambit! It's about time!" Scott Summers barked. "What the hell took you so long to answer?" /Oh, the wet dream I just had about Logan sucking me off.../ "Sorry. Was in de shower when I heard de phone ringing." "Oh. Well, where's Logan? I tried calling his room half an hour ago, and again just before I called you." /Good question,/ Remy thought as he suddenly realized that he was alone. The bed wasn't cold enough, though, for Logan to have been gone more than a few minutes. "Well, it rained a lot yesterday. Last night he mentioned he might get up early an' check de grounds." A complete lie, but Cyclops would never know that. He wasn't a telepath - hell, he wasn't even very perceptive. "Well, good! I'm glad to hear at least one of you still has a strong sense of responsibility. Though I really think he should have had the decency to wait for my call this morning." Remy rolled his eyes. Sometimes he wondered if Cyclops himself was sure if he disliked the Canadian or the Acadian more. "So, Cyke, what's de scoop? Y' gonna tell us where y' are?" Scott was silent for a moment on the other end of the line, as if really pondering the matter. At last he sighed. "No. I can't tell you that, Gambit. Or Wolverine. Not until I feel I can trust either of you again." The thief would never admit it, but those words cut him like a poisoned blade. "Fine, whatever. I take it everyt'ing is OK, den?" "That's affirmative. I just needed to talk to one of you personally today, make sure you're both taking your punishment seriously." "Oui, dat we are. An' keeping a close eye on each ot'er." "Good enough, Gambit. I will call the comms room and leave messages from here on out." "D'accord." Remy hung up the phone and flopped back against his pillows with a groan. Why did Scott have to call? He loved being all alone with Logan in the mansion, it was paradise, but here Scott had to go and remind him that they were on probation. But be damned if he was going to let that fact put a damper on things. Determinedly he pushed the very thought from his mind. The Cajun reached over his head to grasp the slats of the headboard and stretch. As he did so he realized he should probably get up and change his boxers before things got any stickier. This was a little embarrassing, really. He hadn't had a wet dream since he was sixteen. They'd only started that year; it had taken his damaged psyche that long to accept that sex was OK, could feel good, and could be a choice. The dream stage didn't last after he discovered ways of taking care of things himself (thanks largely in part to the stash of vintage Playboys he'd found in Henri's room), and it had been just a few months after that when he learned the wonders of making love - not having sex, but making love - in the arms of Belladonna Boudreaux. For that revelation, he would forever be indebted to his estranged wife. To be fair, though, it was no wonder his body had felt the urge to take care of itself after the largely unresolved sexual tension of the past thirty-six hours. Remy purred blissfully as he remembered the day before. After soaking in the hot tub until they were both pruney and ached from the water jets, the day had continued to progress romantically. With the rain having long since ended and the sun shining, they went for a long leisurely walk on the campus grounds (which was OK within the terms of their punishment, as far they could tell), hand in hand. Remy had shown Logan the secret place on the far side of the lake where he liked to go to get away from the mansion; Logan in turn had taken him to the clearing in the woods he used for mediation. By the time they'd finally wandered back to the mansion it had been suppertime, and as promised Remy had fixed a spicy meal of chicken creole and cornbread. That had led to a cozy evening cuddled up on the couch watching movies...and then the longest, sweetest, more erotic make-out session in Remy's entire life. Logan was one hell of a good kisser, and those hands...Mon Dieu. But speaking of that wondrous creature, where was he? Remy reluctantly pushed back the bedcovers and swung his feet over the side of the bed to rest on the floor. The clock read 8:37 am. "Prob'ly went t' get somet'ing t' eat," he mused aloud. He stood and peeled off his damp underwear just as the bedroom door began to open. "Well!" Logan chortled, entering the room with a breakfast tray in hand. "I was hopin' ta wake ya up an' surprise ya, but this is certainly good!" Remy felt a rare flush rise to his cheeks. "Yah, well, Cyke beat y' to de 'waking up' part." He tossed his boxers in the hamper as he crossed over to his dresser for a clean pair. Logan scowled. "What'd he call our room for?" 'Our room.' Remy's heart sang a little song at the sound of those words. "He tried t' call your old room first, I guess. Wanted t' act'ly talk t' one of us an' verify we ain't run off yet or somet'ing." He pulled the heart-print boxers up over his hips and turned to face his lover. "Tol' him not t' worry, we're watching each ot'er pretty close." "And that we are!" Logan was grinning broadly as he leaned against a bedpost, the tray of cinnamon rolls and coffee now sitting upon the locker at the foot of their bed. "So am I right in assuming I'm not th' only one who had a really good dream?" Remy blinked and finally noticed that Logan's pajama bottoms had changed both color and style since they'd gone to bed. He chuckled, no longer feeling quite so embarrassed. "Guess dat's what we get for pawing each ot'er like horny teenagers right before bed." Logan shrugged, still smiling. "I ain't complainin'. Not gonna ask to swap details, though, or we'll get all distracted an' never get anythin' done today." A wave of relief splashed over Remy, as talking about his nocturnal erotic ride would have inevitably led to a conversation about some more unpleasant topics. He didn't want to start the day that way. There were some things that needed to come out in the open soon, but breakfast and getting Logan moved in came first. Shaking off the thoughts of the talk yet to come, Remy instead went and smothered Logan in a warm embrace. "Mmmm, dis makes two days in a row y' got breakfast ready. I could get spoiled." Logan had noticed the quick series of emotions that had crossed Remy's face, but decided against saying anything at the moment. He simple hugged the Cajun tightly. "Don't get too comfy, now. I'm just feedin' ya good today so you'll have plenty of energy ta help me move all my things." "Pffft. How much stuff can y' possibly have in dat little room?" * * * "Mon Dieu," Remy groaned many hours later as he plunked down his half of the last load of Logan's possessions. "I never would have guessed y' t' be such a packrat, cher." "Old as I am, as many places as I've been, it accumulates," Logan explained. He followed Remy into the room carrying his final box of books. "'Sides, doesn't look ta me like ya have much room ta talk, Rem." He nodded toward Remy's massive art and music collections. "Dat's different," Remy protested with a laugh. "How?" The Acadian paused to stretch before answering, hands in the small of his back, spine arching, head rotating on neck to get all the kinks out. "I'm young an' frivolous, an' a t'ief, no less. I'm s'posed t' have lots of stuff." Logan snorted. "Whatever. Now get yer young an' frivolous thievin' self over here an' help me unpack." "So demanding!" "You'll get used to it." It was a pleasant process, fitting Logan's things in with Remy's to make everything theirs. Having seen the two's rooms as they'd initially been one never would have guessed all their possessions would blend together so perfectly. Logan's rustic leanings didn't clash with Remy's more elegant tastes; rather, they complemented each other. But there was no getting away from the fact that large amounts of flannel and silk sharing space in the same closet just looked plain wrong. One of Remy's quirks that surprised Logan a bit was how nit-picky he was about CD organization. His collection was meticulously sorted by genre, then alphabetically by artist and in order of release. Not about to interfere with what was obviously a very personal process, Logan simply sat back on the bed to watch as Remy tried to figure out where to fit Waylon Jennings and Rush in among the likes of Billie Holiday and the Stray Cats. Watching Remy do anything was a fun enough activity anyway. He loved seeing that long feline body flexing and stretching and contorting into positions most people couldn't. He lost himself for countless minutes just in the play of the muscles of the thief's back, rippling under his snug gray t-shirt like the gentle waves of Breakstone Lake. And Gambit's ass was an absolute work of art, so tight and firm. /Two perfect handfuls,/ Logan smirked to himself. Somehow he resisted the urge to see just how perfectly those tight buns fit in his hands. There'd be time enough for that later. He let his eyes travel down those long, long legs. The same legs that had been wrapped tightly around his waist in his dream. Logan tried very hard not to think about that too much. As he watched Remy, though, his gaze kept returning to one spot: the back of Remy's neck, bare and exposed with his hair pulled into a ponytail and draped over one shoulder. Logan could see now that there were five scars there, starting points staggered. Fingernails. Long, sharp fingernails. From any sort of fighting position those scars were too straight, too parallel to the spine to be spontaneous from the heat of battle. Logan quietly inched toward the edge of the bed to get a closer look. Based on the length of the scars the thumb of the attacker's hand had been nearest to Gambit's left shoulder. From the front that would have been someone's right hand...no, it had to have come from the back, the angle was such that no one could get that much leverage reaching around from the front. OK, still someone's right hand, an attack from behind. Logan was now sitting at the very edge of the mattress, Remy seemingly oblivious to his movement, absorbed in his work. The scars were too deep to be from a quick swipe. Those nails had dug into the tender flesh. And the hadn't pulled a clean cut, either; being so much nearer now Logan saw that the scars, while generally straight and parallel, were jagged, as if Remy had been struggling to get away from the hand that was... Holding him down. In that instant the horror that had been Remy's early childhood became crystal clear in Logan's mind. He had seen enough of the world to know of the awful twisted things that happened to young street boys, everywhere, in every culture, and part of his had always wondered if Remy might have been subjected to any of it - especially considering that he must have been a very beautiful little boy. He'd finally come to the conclusion that Remy had been spared the nightmare, he seemed so well adjusted and confident. But Logan knew now that Remy Etienne LeBeau was a master of emotional disguise, capable of hiding anything and everything. There were rare moments when he slipped...like this morning when they'd so very briefly discussed their naughty dreams. God, had Remy dreamt something that reminded him of his painful past? Heart in his throat, he got off the bed. They had to talk about this now. Remy felt Logan's movement as much as he heard it. He could also sense the growing unease and worry rolling off his lover. His pulse quickened as he wondered what it was that suddenly had Logan so upset. "Remy?" Logan quietly knelt down on the floor beside him. "Oui, cher?" It was a struggle to keep his voice steady. Ever so gently, Logan reached up to rest his hand on the hard ridges of flesh marring the Cajun's graceful neck. "Who did this to you?" The words were barely above a whisper, but that was all the more Logan's suddenly tight chest could choke out. Remy closed his eyes against instant burning tears. Was he ready to talk about this? There didn't seem to be much choice. Well, he'd done this once before, maybe it would all be easier the second time around. /Yah, you wish, LeBeau./ Sighing he opened his eyes and forced himself to look at his lover. "One sick bastard of an old man, cher." Logan drew in a sharp breath between clenched teeth. "How old were ya?" "Real young, too young. Was mebbe six when I got out of de Collection." "Collection?" Oh Christ, this was worse than he thought. "Dat's what de Antiquary called de lot of us, his Collection." Logan fought down a growl. /If I ever get a hold of that son of a bitch.../ "What about after you got away? Was that the end of it?" "Non. Was raped a few...non, quite a few more times. Didn't keep count," Remy murmured. "Den it finally quit once I got strong 'nough t' fight dem off." "Physically?" Logan wondered aloud. He had a hard time picturing Remy as a strong healthy youth. "Non." He tapped a temple with one finger. "De empathy. I'd been using it t' try an' make dem more gentle, mais one day I realized I could turn it 'round, make dem petrified, sick wit' fear an' horror. Make dem run off an' leave me be. Had no problems of dat kind after dat." Remy curled himself into a protective ball as he spoke, knees pulled up against his chest, hugging them tightly. The second time was definitely not any easier, and he knew only the slightest of triggers would set him bawling. Logan burned with hate toward every man who had ever hurt Remy. He forced himself to keep his voice steady as he cupped Remy's chin and turned to thief's face so he could look him in the eye. "On my honor, Rem, if I ever meet up with anyone who laid a dirty hand on you, they're as good as dead. An' no one is *ever* gonna hurt you again." That was more than enough of a trigger, that protective tone in Logan's voice, that tone that he so rarely heard directed toward him, and the tears came in a flood. He felt Logan's body wrap around him, embrace him in a warm cocoon, and nothing in his life had ever felt so good. Remy cried until his eyes were dry and the pain had begun to ebb. He rubbed his face against Logan's soft, worn flannel shirt. "Damn it, I t'ought I was over dis." "You're as 'over it' as I think anyone ever gets, Rem," Logan sighed, planting the softest of kisses on Remy's silken hair. "Christ, I can't believe how strong you've been all this time. Ya ever talked to someone else?" "Oui." Remy looked up, red eyes rimmed red. "Belle. Tol' her everyt'ing. Wouldn't have been fair t' marry her an' keep it all secret, let her t'ink it was her fault if I freaked out in bed. T'ought we'd be toget'er for a long time...I couldn't lie t' her." Logan smoothed back Remy's hair with one hand. "How'd she react?" Remy gave a short bark of laughter as he brushed away a few stray tears with the heel of his hand. "Same way you did, cher. T'reatened t' kill dem all." He wriggled out of Logan's arms to find a more comfortable position. Once seated cross-legged he continued. "But after dat, she was wonderful. So supportive, such a good listener. She talked me t'rough it, helped me see none of it had been my fault. Held me t'rough some really rough nights." He shrugged. "I know I haven't always painted de best picture of Belle, but she really was good t' me. Wit'out her...don' know if I ever could've come as far as I have. She was de first t' show me sex didn't have t' hurt." Logan felt a pang of jealousy; unwarranted, he knew, but he couldn't help it. "Ya ever think you an' her woulda worked out if your fathers hadn't interfered?" Remy leaned back on his hands, lips pursed in thought. At last he shook his head. "Non. We never could have married ot'erwise wit'out bot' leaving de Guilds, somet'ing neit'er of us would have willingly done. 'Specially Belle. Merde, cher, dere's just so many ot'er variables too... We loved each ot'er at de time. Dat's what matters t' me, de memory I carry of her." Logan nodded, understanding. Belladonna was Remy's Silver Fox: something lovely that had been ruined by circumstances beyond their control, with no safe way to speculate on what might have been. He rested a hand on Remy's knee. "I'm just real glad she was there for ya, darlin'. But no one else? Not your dad?" "Non. Didn't know how t' tell him, t'ough I'm pretty sure he suspected somet'ing of de sort. No one else. 'Specially not Rogue." He rolled his eyes. "Dat always should have been a red flag t' me dat I didn't trust her wit' my secrets. Only trusted Belle...an' you, mon cher." "I'll never betray your trust, Remy," Logan vowed. "Je sais," Remy smiled. He pulled Logan's hand to his mouth and gently kissed the palm. "Merci." "Ya don't have ta thank me," Logan assured him, moving his hand to caress Remy's flawless cheek. "Now talk to me. Tell me what we have to deal with." Remy nodded. "Really only got two hang-ups left, Logan. It's been a long time an' I've come a long way." Logan silently thanked whatever higher being might exist at hearing that; it had pained him to think that all of the Cajun's sexual confidence was an act. "Shoot." "De first one's de big one...I can't be taken from behind, 'specially on all fours. I need t' be able t' see your face." "No problem. What's th' other one?" Remy blushed slightly. "Well...I don' like t' be held down, obviously, mais...I kinda like being tied down." Logan blinked in confusion. "OK, Rem, I understand the first part perfectly..." "Lemme explain," Remy insisted. "I snuck home to N'awlins for Mardi Gras de year I was twenty. Stupid, unsafe t'ing t' do, but dat's why dey call me Gambit, neh? Anyway, I met dis beauty of a girl, an' we ended up back at her hotel room. We were messing 'round, an' de next t'ing I knew, she had me tied to de chair wit' her feat'er boa. An' I admit, I started t' freak out on her, but den she jus' started *worshipping* me wit' her hands an' mouth, an' she even had some toys..." His eyes fluttered shut at the memory. "Hey now, don't go gettin' all swoony over it!" Logan teased, his mood lighter now that he could see where Remy was going with this. "Mmmm, she was so good t' Remy," the Cajun purred, lazily opening his eyes. "Being tied up t' be pampered an' played wit'...I love dat. An' it's lots of fun t' return de favor." "Oh...really?" Logan's heart skipped a beat. A soft, sexy laugh. "Like dat idea, cher?" /Definitely./ "Maybe." Logan cocked one eyebrow. "Is this what your dream was about this morning, Remy?" "Oui." Remy nodded toward the bed. "Y' had me tied to de headboard an' posts, doing all sorts of good t'ings t' me. Dat's why I got all flustered when y' mentioned it. I knew if we started talking 'bout de dream I'd end up bringing up de abuse, not dat I wasn't going to, I was jus' waiting for de right time, an' dis morning wasn't de right time, merde, we hadn't even had breakfast yet, an'...mmrrrf!" Remy was abruptly cut off from his rambling by a passionate kiss from Logan, hot tongue thrusting deep into his mouth, hands tangled tightly in his hair, holding him still. When Logan finally pulled away, a very satisfied grin on his face, Remy was left gasping for air. "You were sayin', Cajun?" "...No idea, cher." Logan chuckled. "Good. Thought that would be an effective way ta shush ya." He lovingly massaged Remy's scalp again, just as he had a couple blissful nights before. "Don't worry, darlin'. You're the one with the upper hand here. Anythin' ya don't wanna do, we won't, simple as that. An' whatever ya *do* wanna do...well, since I'm all new at this I figure I'm game for just about anythin'." "I'll hold y' t' dat," Remy warned with a smile. "Figured as much." Logan kissed Remy affectionately on the nose. "Ya just about done gettin' the music sorted out?" Classic Remy eye roll. "I would be if y' didn't have such odd tastes, cher." "Me?!" "Yah, you!" Remy laughed as he reached over to grab a stack of CDs. "Look at dis! Merle Haggard, Black Sabbath, BTO...OK, I'll give y' dat one, dey're Canadian...mais Conway Twitty?! Dat's crazy!" "Like you can talk, Rem!" Logan retorted playfully, leaning over to scan the titles of Remy's collection. "Let's see here...Hank Williams Sr., Harry Connick Jr., Lenny Kravitz, and...Poison?" He looked back over his shoulder. "You've gotta be kidding!" Remy flashed his trademark Cheshire cat grin. "Dose boys weren't jus' every teenage *girl's* wanton fantasy, cher." Logan burst out laughing. "I would hope by this point you're over your obsession with long-haired rock stars in lip gloss an' black leather?" "Definitely." Remy snuggled up closer to Logan again. "Dese days I have an eye for dark, gruff Canadians in blue an' yellow spandex." "Funny that. I find myself fallin' all over lanky red-headed Cajuns in black an' pink body armor." Remy raised one eyebrow. "It's fuschia, cher." Logan raised an eyebrow in return. "I don't care what Crayola-created name ya give it, Remy, it's still pink. But that's OK, I love th' way it looks on ya." He was very tempted to go a step further in that moment, and tell Remy he loved him, but stopped himself at the last second. Even though it was the God-honest truth, the day had been emotional enough already. Those words could wait for a more perfect time. Logan didn't stop himself, though, before Remy inadvertently picked up on his feelings. The warmth nearly bowled him over, and it matched how he felt about Logan exactly. He smiled inwardly - when the time was right to say those words, neither of them would have a single doubt or hesitation, and that was just the way it should be. He kissed his lover softly. "T'anks, cher." "Anytime." He started to get to his feet. "Ya want a sandwich or somethin'? I'm startin' ta get hungry." "Sounds great, cher. Why don' y' go on, an' I'll finish up here? I hate t' leave somet'ing unfinished when I'm almost done." "Sure." Logan stooped down to kiss Remy on the forehead. "Be right back." Remy was just going to let him go, but he was suddenly feeling too impish to not try for the last word. "Oh, cher?" Logan stopped in the doorway. "Yeah, Rem?" "It's fuschia." The Canadian just rolled his eyes and closed the door to Remy's peals of laughter.