| Starr ran as fast as she could. She finally reached her house and ran to her room to write in her diary.She suddenly had the urge to cry. Tears slowly ran down her cheek. "omg....this can not be happening to me again" starr cried. "i miss you marquis" starr cried out to a picture of a handsome boy. Marquis was her boyfriend. She loved him deeply but marquis never really paid much attention to her.She had to move away, which forced her to break up with him. "omg...poor jesse"starr realized what she had done."jesse probably thinks im a big b***h now that i ran off on him"starr said. "god......i miss marquis" starr looked at the picture one more time and put it away.she walked up to her desk and took out her diary. Dear diary, yea....first day of school totally sucked. but i did meet a cutiee named jesse and the wierd thing is that his last name sounds soooo familiar....but i really cant put a finger on it. jesse mccartney........wer did i hear that before! god this is torturing me lol.....he asked me to hang out with him after school....and stupid me....i got all paranoid and ran off like an idiot......he is really cute too!! i probably ruined it now...he probably cant look at me...god i am soo pathetic!!! I MISS MARQUIS!!!!!! <sob>.......i wonder wat he is doin rite now... o well im gonna call him later.......i really miss him :' (.....im out bye Starr went to the kitchen to get something to eat. After she went back to her room and fell asleep. Jesse finished his homework and had to go to rehearsal. "mom come on were gonna be late!!"jesse yelled at his mother."coming..."mrs.mccartney said.They drove to the studio and she dropped him home and went grocery shopping. "hey sorry im late....my mom was taking forever" jesse said apologizing to the 4 guys sitting on the couch and claudia, their coreographer."its ok dude....just dont do it again"greg said as they all stood up to start their rehearsal."jesse wheres your head today??"claudia asked getting very mad at jesse performance. "sorry.....im just not feeling that good today" jesse said with a sad look on his face."alright.....15 minute break"claudia said. The guys all walked up to jesse who was sitting on the couch with his head in his arms."yo jesse wats up with you today?" chris asked."i dont want to talk about it" he replied. "come on"frankie said. "fine......well today was the first day of school and there was this.."just as jesse was about to finish...greg interupted him"girl?" greg said with a smile on his face."i am great with girl problems!"greg said."no i am"chris said."uh no i am.....whos got the most experience?"frankie said as he stood up with his hands in the air."uh me!" matt said.All of the guys looked at matt and started to laugh."who cares about who gives the best advice! i need help now!"jesse said. "sorry man"chris said."ok so wat bout this "girl"?"frankie asked "ok well she is new in my town and....."jesse told them the whole story."wow thats harsh"matt said shaking his head. "yea man....just forget about her"chris said."no i cant shes all ive been thinking about..i want her!"jesse said. "well...why dont you call her and ask her to hang out with you on friday, which is tomorrow?"greg said. "i dont have her phone number"jesse said with a sad look."umm...."greg said as he started to think. "why dont you look her up in the directory?"matt suggested."uhh did you forget that she just moved here?"jesse said as he gave matt an attitude. "oops i forgot"matt said. "just forget about it.......this isnt helping"jesse said as he stood up. They finished rehearsal and jesse left. "are you ok sweety?" mrs. mccartney asked. "yea..just tired"he said. "o ok" As they got home, jesse went to his room and layed down on his bed."starr...hmm...starr umm would you like to go to the movies with me today?....no that sounds like wat i said today....starr hey girl wassup!.....haha i sound like a girl...ok starr are you busy after school?...yea!"jesse said. He was planning to ask starr again. "god i hope she says she isnt" jesse just sat on his bed for awhile and then went down to eat dinner. "starr? honey wake up"mr. carter said. "wat?" starr asked all confused. "honey you fell asleep...diners ready are you hungry?"her dad asked. "o ok....ill be down in a minute."she said as her dad left the room" *yawn*...god wat time is it?" starr asked herself. She looked at the clock to see 8:00 on it. "whoa....i slept for a long time!"starr said as she laughed at herself.Starr went downstairs and ate dinner. After dinner she came back to her room to watch some tv."hmm lets see wats on.."starr turned her tv to see a 'dream street' commercial."O....MY......GOD!!!!!" starr shouted as she saw jesse."thats jesse!!" starr said as she pointed to the tv."omg!! so thats wer i heard his last name...hes in a boyband!"starr said as she laughed. Starr never really liked pop music. She was more into rap and r&b. "haha....aww jesses in a lil boyband!!how cute"starr laughed.As the commercial finished. She turned off her tv and went to the bathroom to get ready for bed. "hmm i guess matt was right..her name is on the directory"jesse said as he picked up the phone."ok....hey i was wondering if you are gonna be busy tomorrow after school?..ok great..ok ok jesse you can do this."jesse said to himself as he dialed her number. "*yawn*...why am i so sleepy?" starr asked herself as she tucked herself into bed and turned her lamp off. As she drifted off to sleep, her phone rang. "omg!! cant you see im trying to sleep here!" starr shouted at the phone. she picked it up and said "hello?!?" in a really mean tone."uh umm.....i--is sta--starr home?" jesse stuttered the words out."who is this?"starr said getting even more mad."uh umm jesse"he said in a scared tone. "jesse?" starr asked. "yea?im sorry did i call at the wrong time?" jesse asked. "yea umm i was sleeping" starr said in a disappointed tone. "o ok im really sorry ill see you tom"jesse said."ok?" starr said as she hung up. "damn.....now i think she really hates me!"jesse shouted at himself for acting so stupid. "o god....i did it again!"starr yelled at herself."i feel so bad for the kid.....first i rejected him....now i shout at him...ooo god"starr said as she laughed and went to sleep. "i should just forget about her...."jesse said as he went to sleep.That night he had the best dream about starr and starr had the best dream about marquis. |