can't let go

It's funny how fast it switches.
One minute it's sweet...  The next, sour.
One minute it's hot...  The next, cold.
One minute you're here...  The next, you aren't.

Everytime I see your smile, I fall...
Everytime I see your eyes, I fall...
Everytime I see your face, I fall...
Everytime I see you...
I fall...

I've tried so hard to make you not matter.
I've tried so hard to make you nothing.
I've tried so hard to let you go.

I tell myself you don't matter, but deep inside, I know you do.
I tell myself you are nothing to me, but deep inside, I know you are.
I tell myself that it won't be hard to let you go, but deep inside, it is.

I can't take this pain.
I can't take this hurt.
I can't take these games.
I can't take these feelings.
I can't take...

I'm not a toy.
Not something you play with.
Not something to be played with.

I just want to feel loved.

I just want to be loved.

By you.
Just once.
Just for one moment.
Just to hear you love me.
Just to know you love me.

It's always been you.

Take away my pain.
Take away my hurt.
Take away my fear.
Take away my suffering.
Take away everything.