| the real me It's funny you think that you see the real me You have no idea about this person you see You know trivial things like my family and pets What you don't realize is I'm taking your bets You may think you know me well, or ever so-so But I'm set on not letting my feelings just show Did you know that I'm not happy, clinically depressed Did you know I've tried suicide, just for a test Did you know I've been beaten one time or two Do you know when I'm happy or when I am blue I know all the answers to all the above And the whole issue of it was I just wasn't loved But everytime you look my direction All you see is this wall, my wall of protection You only have seen the person I've molded I'm ashamed so much that I'm personally scolded You think you know the when, where, and why But please just remember, it's all been a lie |
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