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Evil is an abstract! It's a human construct. But true to his irresponsible nature, Man won't own up to being the engineer of evil, so he blames his dark deeds on my ilk. But his selfishness is limitless, and it's not enough for him to shadow his own existence. He turned Hell into a suffering Pit - fire, wailing, darkness - the kind of place anyone would do anything to get out of. And why? Because he lacks the ability to forgive himself. It is beyond your abilities to simply make recompense for and regret the sins you commit. No - you choose rather to create a psychodrama and dwell in a foundless belief that God could never forgive your 'grievous offenses'. So you bring your guilt and inner-decay with you to Hell - where the horrid imaginations of so many gluttons-for-punishment give birth to the sickness that has infected the abyss since the first one of your kind arrived there, begging to be 'punished'. And in doing so, they've transformed the cold and solitude to pain and misery. I've spent eons privy to the flames, inhaling the decay, hearing the wail of the damned. I know what effect such horrors have on the delicate psyche of an angelic being. Would you like to glimpse pain eternal? Look...

Welcome to my little place in the vast wide world of the world wide web. The above line is from a deleted scene from Kevin Smith's Dogma. I liked it a lot and figured it'd be something cool to add. Anyways, a little bit about me, I'm James. I'm a 21 year old Senior Airman (SrA) in the United States Air Force. I'm stationed at the USAF Academy in Colorado Springs, CO as a medical technician (4N051). I primarily work in the Family Practice Clinic, but occasionally work in the ER. Anyways, check out the site. Feel free to shoot me an e-mail if you like.

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AIR FORCE

USAF Academy

Enclyclopedia Metallica

SNOWGIRL'S WORLD
(My Friend Heidi's Page)

The Waterboy
(My Bud Rob's Page)
The Medic

Where you go, I follow
From Concord Bridge to An Khe.
I've healed the wounds of those who fill.
America's best I served - I am the Medic.

I was there at the beginning with you at Valley Forge,
Binding the bleeding feet, assuaging the fevered brow.
I saw the nation born.
America's best I served - I am the Medic.

Through the campaigns that led to New Orleans.
Old Jackson I served in bloody combat,
And helped extend the Western Frontier.
Where you went I followed.
America's best I served - I am the Medic.

In the dark days of civil strife,
Two masters I served, both blue and gray,
Through horrible carnage and illness rife,
America's best I served - I am the Medic.

I followed you up San Juan Hill,
Against the Moro too.
In every climb against the wary foe,
America's best I served - I am the Medic.

We fought together in the first world war.
Over top and stood with you while they did pass.
Many did not come back when it was over, over there.
I served America's best - I am the Medic.

A generation passed and we fought again,
Reeled back togethere from Bataan.
Together we rose as before,
And stormed the African shore.
Assualted the underbelly of Europe,
And clawed the trail to Rome.
We challenged the beach and headgerows,
Broke out and weathered the bulge.
Across the Rhine, and on we went together.
In the Pacific, island by island we did our job, to save.
I served America's best - I am the Medic.
You gathered your strength at Pusan,
Swept north and fought mid the mountains steaming heat and chilling snow.
I was there, in full array,
And flew the falled to save the day.
I served America's best - I am the Medic.

I stood with you on Lebanon's shore,
And stand with you today, angels of mercy.
Wherever brave men fight and die,
Wherever the best serve.
In the steaming jungle of Mekong.
The medic, the hospital, and Medevac are there to serve,
Serve America's best - I am the Medic, I save.

Fade To Black
By Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

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