5-1-2002
‘Cause living in the world of all fools, breaking us down. Sudden everything which I’ve ever wanted had passed me by. I keep the memories of you and me inside.
When the moment you far from me …
That’s the moment I want you in my arms.......
And the rain will fall......
It falls for you..
And the cloud will break to tears…
And the stars will shine…
It shines for you…
Here we are in the room of all strangers and I stand in a dark corner so that no one can see. I must follow you but you did not want me to. How can you stop the rain from falling down? How can you stop the sun from shining? How can a loser will ever win? Shall tomorrow nobody talking about the sorrow and you will meet my broken heart and I can live again… May peace come at last.
11-1-2002
This is the time I miss you so much. This is the time I kiss you far. Blow the heart, lift up your wings, but you never willing to fly side by side with the sky, some day the cloud will gather together and break to tears, accidently it chases the dreaming bird away. The sky’s screaming the biggest word it have ever said : Don’t fly away ‘cause I love you so'. Circumstances created the matter. Saddly the innocent bird will never know , leaving the sky behind with the broken calling.
18-1-2002
When I grow up, first thing I did was counting my heart beat. Suddenly one day I couldn’t count it anymore , it beats so fast that made my blood pressure rised, my mind and soul was confused, my eyes are blind, the big question is: Who am I?
‘Cause that day I have found you'. Hence I didn’t want to believe the fact that I could ever counted the beat of my heart. I lost it!. I’m lost in a deep,dangerous blue sea without a habour and that day I have told myself : When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, until it seems as though you can’t hang on a minute longer… never give up then, for that is just the place and time the tide will turn. It’s truth I have found land at last.
27-1-2002
I’m gonna make a new life and I am gonna make it all over again and will never look back.
28-1-2002
You got to fall in love before you know what the sorrow of love is. You got to fall in the hole of sadness before you know the surface of happiness. You got tobe the poorest so that you can appreciate what you are owning. You got to become before you learn how hard it is for your parent to feed you up. How many people have dropped in hell and turn to God forever after. You got to earn the money so that you can understand how it's worth. You got to be betrayed so that you can learn how to get up. Finally at the moment you are dying you will recognize the value of life and how meaning it could be..
19-2-2002
There is no heaven up there or hell down here.. .Heaven and hell are right here on Earth. You are the one who make the choices. The choices will make you achieve what ever you wish for or they can lead you to the end of the road, the end of your mind and the end of your soul.
22-2-2002
How many males can say : I love your person and not your body .
How many females can say :I love your body and not your person.
25-2-2002
How many times did you swear at God when things go wrong?
How many times did you thank God when things goes fine?
27-2-2002
You didn’t drink when you want to remember. You don’t drink when you want to forget.
28-2-2002
You know…? The goal which a man always wish is to achieve in his life is : making his children , his family proud of him even ‘till his last day he still try to fulfill it , sadly some does . some doesn’t . Even then, he’s never told them the purpose of his life.
At the end all he could say is I’m sorry, but he too will never find out that he doesn’t need to say sorry at all.
2-3-2002
In my life I have seen the biggest problem of human which is : They do love each other but nobody want to tell anybody.
4-3-2002
Whatever you made which is against the law of God, must be destroyed and will be destroyed . And don’t you ever try to play with the law of God.
8-3-2002
Like I said "Valentine day can be your happiest day and also can be your saddiest day and it does hurt”.
First warning came ,
Second warning came.
Third warning came and you know it will be coming but you don’t really care , do you?
13-3-2002
I have the best woman no one could dream of, I could never have imagined finding one like her. She is a true gift of heaven and the more we live together the more we love each other.
I enter the room ,someone says “She’s gone”. Can one comprehend such words?
She whom I had seen leave looking fine this morning, she whom I expected to press in my arms this evening. I will only see her gone and it’s over forever. I repeat your name again and always, my love, my love, my love and my destiny. At last that does not make her come back, she is gone forever, leaving me nothing but desolation and despair.
20-3-2002
Are you thinking , thinking to wish for what you’re living for. Whatever you’re wishing, praying for, please just stop for a moment and listen to me. Heh! even the universe is not forever, why are you trying to make things perfect? you should just preciate whatever you are having right now, to live with it, to preciate it and to remember even when things has gone far away, at least you have had fun with it. ,OK?
24-3-2002
Lady, may I know your name, please. Or perhaps angels don’t have a name …only beautiful faces .
You remind me of the Bible when God create the universe, he created the Moon and the Sun to compare with each other and for you I, I pray to Him days and nights for Him not to destroy the Moon ‘cause it’s the only thing which can compare with you tonight.
25-3-2002
Common, tell me , ask me some questions, but hang on, you got to be careful with what you ask me ‘cause I warn you, the truth is a painfulness business. If you knew it’s a lies, my advise to you is, don’t bother, just let it go, pretending like it has never happened like you use to do before, or if you for the first time insist and curiously to listen, prepare yourself then :
“The truth doesn’t dance with the doubt..”
26-3-2002
When you are faraway . I’m desolated like the sea with out sand, no one will come to enjoy the beach and the beach without sand, harbour doesn’t exist …. Only deep and cold blue sea.
28-3-2002
Love is a strange thing, don’t you agree? It’s a kind of temptation and you do know every temptation is a sin .
31-3-2002
May the lot of the wind carry our fates to dance with the stars...
