ANTHEM
by Lilah
FEEDBACK: Constructive Criticism is welcome.
WARNING: Not my toys, Paramount's. I'll return them, no point in suing a broke college student unless you want $13.42 and a bizarre book collection.
SUMMARY: The Queen of Swords gets her first groupie!
"This song, I have written myself." Ignoring the surprised murmurs he re-set the guitar and began. The song was energetic as flamenco and as smooth as a waltz, with an odd flair to the chords Tessa had never heard before. Nevertheless, the song was the sort to stir the blood and Tessa felt the desire to dance. She glanced down and noticed Marta's foot tapping in time. Then Juan began to sing.
"Behind the mask, there's a secret life. Behind the mask, there's a hero's eye. Everyone wears a disguise; we've all got secrets to hide. Behind the maskà." Horrified, Tessa shot a glance at Marta, who was looking back, eyes dancing with amusement. Tessa grabbed Marta's arm and dragged the protesting Gypsy into the alley next to the cantina.
"I was listening," Marta said reproachfully as Tessa glared. "It is a good song no? Good to dance to."
"Dance to? Marta, that song is about me! Why is he singing about me?"
Still amused, Marta sighed, "You have helped many people. They begin to see you as a hero. It is not that surprising that they should begin to treat you as such. Why does it bother you so?"
"I didn't ask to have songs written about me! He ought to have at least asked..."
"And how would he have gained permission from the Queen? Get himself arrested and hope you came to save him," Marta demanded sardonically.
"He could still get arrested Marta. If Colonel Montoya hears of his playing he will be lucky if he is not hanged for treason," Tessa replied very softly, indignation dying. "The peasants already suffer from higher taxes because of me, what good am I doing if I get him arrested?"
"Perhaps that is how he hopes to gain permission," Marta said dryly. Upon seeing Tessa's unhappy face she sighed. "It is his choice to sing Tessa, and all of Saint Helena knows how the Colonel feels about the Queen. It is not your fault. And perhaps it will give them hope."
"Hope...," Tessa murmured distantly, turning back to the catina. Juan was still playing. She sighed lightly, then smiled tightly at Marta. Montoya was nowhere in sight; there would be time to deal with the danger in this later. "Let us go listen, Marta. It is, as you said, a good song for dancing."
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Later that night Juan sat alone behind the catina strumming softly to himself as he gazed at the stars. He heard a gentle scraping and stood and whirled to see the Queen of Swords standing behind him.
"Madre de Dios," he murmured under his breath, "how beautiful!" This was the closest he had ever been to the Queen, every other time she had ridden through town there were always dozens of other people running around distracting himà. but up close. Madre de Dios indeed! The Queen shifted a little, and cleared her throat.
"Why do you sing of me?" Juan was busy reeling at the thought that the realization that the Queen of Swords was talking to him when he realized that he was expected to answer. He wasn't sure his tongue was up to it, but he swallowed hard and set about croaking out some sort of answer.
"How could I not?" There, that made sense, he hoped. Apparently it didn't, for the Queen frowned.
"What do you mean? Why do you risk MontoyaÆs anger?"
"You risk more. You are strong and beautiful. You fight for us. You give us hope," Juan tried to explain. The Queen tilted her head to the side a little, considering his words.
"Hope...," she mused thoughtfully. She turned to leave, paused, and turned back. "Just take care Juan. I do not wish to give Montoya an excuse to deprive Santa Helena of such a fine singer." She turned again and strode to a horse peacefully tethered a few yards away. She mounted the horse and reared back once before galloping off.
"Mios Dios," Juan exclaimed to himself, rubbing his eyes to convince himself that it hadn't been a dream. But the hoof prints were there. He looked across the desert and sat down again, taking up his guitar. Perhaps, he mused to himself, a verse or two about that corset...
Fin
Author's note: I really, Really wasn't going to start writing anymore fanfiction. I was going to be a good little lurker. But my roomate let the muses sneak in. And then I spent a night writing a paper with the Qos theme song playing on my computer. And here we are. Don't let that song play too many times, it could happen to you too.