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7-30-03
MARILYN: 10:56pm. hmmm. you may have noticed, mostly i complain. i got a 94 or something on that test, with the extra credit quiz anyways. my % is still above 100, but not alot. i have to pick up the pace. its only at 101%. i know, i'm a failure. you don't have to tell me. so yeah. fabbity fab fab to quote with out "" a book about a british girl. its a good book. so yeah. fab. one word. says it all. maybe i'll add later. i have to buy my dumb brother a present. what should i get him? worms? boogers?? pot? as in potted plants, stoner... ok i'm sick of this, later.

7-29-03
MARILYN: 12:12am. i guess its tomorrow. had a fab night. made up for the rest of my life. i have to get some stuff done at school tomorrow, and then i have a test that i haven't studied for in psych. sorry if i seem stressed out about all that tomorrow. i get like that with "school" activities. but so far it has paid off. I have a 4.0 in college!! so far anyways... its cause i'm so cool... oh well. me and my coolness are about to retire to my bed, because we are so cool. nameless elation...
MARILYN: 6:20pm. I had the day off today. it was good. i dunno what to say. ugh, i'll do it later.

7-28-03
MARILYN: 8:30AM!! just wanted to pop by and retract any comments from last night. also, only some boys are dumb, i'm not going lesbo on you guys. oh, and the reason i'm up so early. I'm on my way to work!! Hehe, se ya later, kirst if you're home for a day or something soon call me i wanna ask about the first leg of your journey. oh, and also, I LOVE PIRATES!!! thats why i've decided to work at our safeway thing. to make money, to buy a big boat, to sail for the rest of my life... so what if i'm a dreamer? i love pirates... life is less crap... i'm so the optimist...

7-26-03
MARILYN: 6:05pm. life is crap. boys are dumb. i miss kirsten.

7-25-03
MARILYN: 10:13am. I am at school. Its pretty damn lame. Last night I was at Babs' house. so she made me get up all early like this. i don't really know what else to say. i'm 17 now. as of tuesday. i also got to take a drug test that day. it was really super exciting. but my mom had friends in town, so they went out to this really nice fish place with us. uh, since then i've done nothing really. i guess nothing i want to talk about for the whole world wide webernet to read about. i don't remember how to make AIM express work on these dumb school computers. i am so sad. boo hoo. no one to talk to, nothing to do. god i'm bored. woah, i didn't know that the library made moms work during the summer. sucks for them dude. i'm bored. or did i already say that? i could go get breakfast at startbucks, but i don't want to move that much. i could also paint, but, uh, yeah, i don't really have any sort of talent for that. or the patience to develop a talent for that. i should be looking for pictures of big bird, grover, cookiemonster, oscar the grouch, etc. looking sad or bein beaten by oscar, for the rec room of course. primary colors are my god. maybe i should go find the closest home depot. we don't have any blue... oops. ok i think i'm gonan go do that then. have a super fun day, ya'll.

7-20-03
MARILYN: 11:42pm. i got the job, woo hoo, at the safeway equivolent in our pettite little town. haha. its in the top 10 big cities in america, so, uh, yeah, i was being fascicious or however the fuck that is spelled. my birthday is in 2 days, but really i'm not excitied. i get to give a urine sample tomorrow, and work like a bitch in the dumb rec room. and the same all week. and i get to take two tests in college. which i'm not thrilled about. i have a psych one tomorrow, and i haven't read most of it yet. but the same thing happened last time and i turned out fine. i went surfing today, that was fun. except for the majority of the company. my yunger brother and one of his friends. there was a member of the G Lobster club, who might have a nickname, but i can't remember it so i'll have to look that up. i think he stopped being a runnaway so i said i'd date him again if he could keep it at a pg13 level of drugginess. we'll see how that goes. theres a chapter in my pysch book about that, so i'll read it and then used him as my skinner box rat. hehehehe. behavioral psychology is freaky shit my friend. you can get someone to do anything you want with the right training and enough time. scary. i was watching blind date and this one chick was a witch, it was so funny. part of the date they went into the forest and did a spell, or whatever "verb" you use with a spell. i myself would not know. i almost bought a book fo drink spells once, but it was more along the lines of enough alcohol in any of them to make any ugly duckling (read: marilyn) look hot. but it was like $20 and i figure that i could just give them (read:anyone who will hang out with me (read: no one)) poorly made screwdrivers instead. hehehe. wow what am i talking about on this formerly G rated web site?? christ. this is what happens when kirst goes out of town. which she is. for like 3 weeks. oy vey. uh, so yeah. i gotta go download that frank sinatra song. love that man. Young at Heart. I decided it should be my "theme song" again. cause it kicks ass. i don't know what else to talk about. sorry this has been less happy and cheerful than usual (HAHA) so i could put a warning label on it, but i don't feel like. i will extend my sincere apologies to any of you who were upset by what i've said. sad that i have to apologize for what most people would call entertainment. you people need lives. why are you reading this?? go surf, go drink, go do something!! i'm totally out doods...

7-19-03
MARILYN: 11:27am. I have an interview in a little bit. my mother thinks she is being hilarious, but actually she is dumb. if only the dumb could see how dumb they are. she was going on about how much food we have in the house, and then couldn't find anything that was made for human consumption besides ancient milk and shredded wheat her mother bought back in the 50s. if thats what happens when she goes to art camp for a week, i wish she'd go again. it was well worth it not to have to deal with her. i started to grow fond of her, and then she came home. LAME. i hate her. grrr. so anyways, must eat shredde wheat (EWWWWWWWW) and go to interview. ick.

7-15-03
MARILYN: 9:50pm. Uh, i might have a job!! Yay!! Baggirl at vons. or is it bag person. well, the point is i have another meaningless way to waste my time now, and its paid. woo. uh, who knows what happened these days. iguess i won't be able to spend as much time in the rec room now. oh well, i'm not good at art, so no one will notice. lalala. i think thats all i really have. oops. well, last time i rambled a bit, so this just evens it out. later my lovers, of whom there are many, HAHAHAHAHAHA.
KIRSTEN: 6:39 PM. Well life is still good, except my mother yelling and complaining that my dad didn't say goodbye. Well dinner time. Life is perfect, no matter what's happening. Painted the sr rec room, hung out with marilyn. We met the new schedule guy, he's the coolest, u should go see him, we went twice for us and for babs. I also went to an exercise class at the Y with my mom and my neighbors. That was funny, well flexibility and then exercise, i've always wanted to see what those were like. They're like the movies for exercise, she talked about her sister in laws boob implants and liposuction, haha. Ok well dinner, byebye.

7-14-03
KIRSTEN: 3:07 PM. I went to mexico and it was probably the best thing i've ever done. I built a house and met some amazing mexican and american people and even kinda learned spanish, despite my preference for latin. I showered twice, by pouring a bucket on my head, and i got people who need b-day presents presents kinda cheap in mexico, but haven't given them to them yet. Marilyn u must have ur party before the 19th if ur having one or else u have to have another one when i get back from my 3 week stint. We also have to have that website deal, ya i have no idea what's goin on with my friends, that's cool though, its summer. I love it, life is good, everything feels right and beautiful and i'm enjoying what i'm doing instead of wishing i was somewhere else. You know what's weird?? People speak better english in mexico than they do in my thrift shop in escondido. You know what else is weird? we went to the beach everyday in front of a combustible heavily guarded power plant of some kind and i got bit by a mexican dog. Despite several guys thinking it was funny saying i was gonna die, i did not...yet. Gonna research colleges and then maybe wash my car. I worked at the thrift shop today and i'm getting good at the register, they got a new one while i was gone, and i now know spanish so i can kind of communicate with half the customers and the other half, the old ladies, love me. My boss says she loves when i'm there, isn't that great, i'm so useful, haha. byebye.

7-13-03
MARILYN: 11:10pm. the weekend, uh, blew goat nuts. saturday after 9 in the morning was ok, cause i got to bathe, shop, and paint. what else can a girl ask for? friday/night was less cool just in a general way. don't really wanna talk about, but i got little sleep. grr. it seems AP scores are slowly trickling out, but i haven't recieved anything like that yet, and the stupid college board won't tell you those on the internet. isn't that stupid? i just want 4s damn it, thats all. cause then, at the low end school i attend, i will be worshiped as a god, and double major with a 5.0 GPA and get into the grad school of my choice and so on. hopefully success lies down that path. i have a geo test tomorrow. i'm gonna wait till the break between classes to study, cause i think i can pull out an A with little effort. where's kirst? jay's leaving for virginia in the morning. that means no more summer school for him, that lucky boy. my bro and mo (fo?) have been worse than usual lately. they suck ass. i went to disney land, it was fun. that was last tuesday. and a new found glory at the fair. that one kinda sucked cause of the sucky band (sorry fans of me and them, but they really blew live) and my brother and his need to be a total and complete ASSHOLE. oops, did i type that outloud? anywyas, we shopped for paint on saturday with Blob and Mlob. i was surprised we didn't have to buy abercrombie paint. but it was good. we're starting the painting, tomorrow, monday, at 10 in the morning. please come down and help me, babs, blob, mlob and hlob. i'm too lazy to make up good nicknames for them. sorry. Seafoam Green, the color we will all come to hate by next June, but in a good way. cause its the base coat for the rec room. woo. i think thats all we'll be doing tomorrow, and probably tuesday and part of wednesday as well. but base coats are fun for non-artsy people like me. oh, might as well tell you here too, but paint throwing is strictly prohibited because paint is fucking expensive. the first violation will recieve a warning, the second and you will be expelled from the rec room until the end of the painting, hopefully on August 22nd. If we get enough help. i think i've done enough to make up for some of my recent forgetfulness. frnak left for europe today i think. good for him. i've gotta go to bed for my early morning therapy painting, it really is thereputic (sp?). cause you paint and paint, and can't get this one spot, and paint and paint and paint, and you still can get it, but all of this painting has made you forget that, as in one case, you slept in a volvo. night night ladies and gents.

7-10-03
MARILYN: 10:04pm. well nothing really to say. i've been in a bad mood. but some things have gone close to right. i went to disneyland a bit ago. that was fun. i had a test in psych, it went well. i have a 116 in the class. go me. i dunno what to say. i'll try again later.

7-3-03
MARILYN: 7:55pm. Woah, where was I? haha. Anyways. The computers all shitty so i've been exploring other options. i have to two summer college classes, which are NOT summer school. Geology 100 and Psychology 211. The psych one has to do with behavior. its kinda boring stuff so far, but maybe it'll get better. at least i only have class two days a week. for like 6 hours. bah. oh well. i took a few surfing lessons, cause i suck. and now i'm better. it was hot today though, or i guess nice out, and so i didn't waer a wet suit, and not i have a nasty rash on my belly and legs. well, upper belly, like near the cleavage (HAHA) line. i type slowly. maybe i'll go buy a mavis beacon CD. i used to have one of those actually. hmm, we shall see. theres some personal life stuff going on, but i won't bore you with that, its really really dull. oh, and i finally found a good site on the internet. i can't tell you where it is thou, so some certain people it pertains to don't find it, but if you IM me, sailorcaligali, on AIM, then i'll give ya the link. MY LIFE ROCKS!! in a way. later all ya'll.