6-27-03
KIRSTEN: 12:42 PM. Marilyn, when the heck are you coming back?? So ya we have to go kinda far north for the play so i was thinking you should come to my house and then maybe we can convince my mom u can drive me or something. Well u can at least follow me if not. Tomorrow i have to raise money to go to camp at vons, if anyone wants to tell me their vons club number to help send me to camp then email it to me, u don't have to pay, vons does. I should be working on the Tower online thing, hmm. so should marilyn. marilyn's taking classes over the summer, suspiciously like summer school...but i will forgive her because they're not at school and they're cool classes. wow, i think i'm living vicariously through marilyn, haha. Ok anyway its about time i got a life but i can't get a real life until i'm 18 and gone and my parents can't do a thing about it. I don't have to ask every time i go somewhere and i won't be denied going into dangerous situations, aka driving anywhere besides from here to LJ. I can actually do interesting and meaningful stuff because i won't be tied down. It hit me that i'm a freakin senior!! This is my last year, nex summer we want to go to europe, this is my last summer knowing i'm going back to highschool. My life will start over in a year!! I will have a new beginning and it will be wonderful. I was thinking maybe i will go to the state school i want to, but i will not tell u what state, just because then my parents wouldn't be paying tuition and would have no control over me whatsoever, except like room and board, but what are they gonna do, threaten that if i don't get good grades, i'll be kicked out on the street, haha. Not that they'll even know my grades cause if they aren't paying they won't be entitled to see them. Wow that is exciting. I at least want to go to a kinda cheap school so they can't complain about all their sacrifices and maybe i could even do work study or something to pay for it. hehe. I'm almost in college!! I can't believe it! one more easy year and i'm out! I can really have a life, and i can choose it. ok some lady with a survey called. I said no thanx and started to hang up, she said, "is this the head of the household" I'm like "no they're not here though" i don't think she believed me although i was telling the truth. its a little offensive thats who they want to talk to though, i mean what the heck does that mean?? Obviously i'm not it but i mean seriously...she was like, "ok i'll call back later" as if in vengeance. I was like "ok fine. bye" wow that was a good story, this is my life, but soon it will change. COLLEGE!! and even going back to school will be somewhat exciting. They'll be stuff to do and people to interact with and all that. I'm pretty socially impared for a people person, o well, everyone needs other people. byebye.
6-26-03
KIRSTEN: 4:55 PM. So tracy byrd was cool, you could tell who was there for the country concert. A sea of cowboy hats and trucks with us flag stickers and too tight jeans. It was kinda funny. Saw rinz at her stroller booth and slick a at his food booth. Tracy byrd sings some good stuff. "that's the truth about men, ya that's the truth about guys, we ain't wrong, we ain't sorry, and we're probly gonna do it again." "the drinkin bone's connected to the party bone, the party bone's connected to the stayin out all night long, and she won't think its funny and i'll end up all alone and the lonely bone's connected to the drinkin bone" hehe. So who wants to see the next country concert on tuesday, i bet you'll enjoy it, only if the best part is watching all the country fans jump up and down drunk in the mosh pit. then they throw their cowboy hats on stage. byebye.
6-24-03
KIRSTEN: 3:21 PM. Soon i'm off to see my country idol, Tracy Byrd. I am like jumping up and down. I was listening to his CD and stuff, then my mom turned it down. The thing is, i'm going with my mom, maybe rinz. I figured it would be a good step towards good mother-daughter relationships and all to invite her and who else wants to see Tracy Byrd with me anyway now that marilyn backed out. YAY!! I got fired from babysitting cause they realized i didn't have as much experience as they thought, i'll miss the kids, one more reason parents suck. They were a little on the scary side for parents and they tought their kids that harry potter was about satan... So ya TRACY BYRD!!! "so i went ten rounds with jose cuervo, then i lost count and started counting again...dododo one round with jose cuervo..." I hope i meet some other country fans at least. byebye.
6-22-03
MARILYN: 8:16pm. Its the day after the longest day of the year. today i went to a ball game. it was less horrible than the last one i went to, though my father decided that he should give me a huge guilt trip for wanting a hot dog. he ate 3. i still have no job. but the caddy is home. and i won a fish at the fair, thou its still at babs' house. actually there are 2. giget and maud. one has some blue. pretty cool. i bought pants. thats it i guess. later lovers. oh but, my lappy top is gonna be away for a while, so i gotta use the old hunky junky one. and i have to be off by 9, which is just after i wake up, so don't expect the correspondence to be regular ladies, and i guess gents. have a nice time, summer and all...
6-21-03
MARILYN: 10:19pm. Its the longest day of the year. Today, we made jay make us a may pole on babs' ceiling. it was all purple streamers, and we were kinda bad at weaving in and out, but it was still cool. we also ate. and sat. now i'm at jay's house, and we've been playing clue and bouncing on the trampoline, until the sprinklers went on. i was wearing a skirt. oops. it was a good longest day of the year, i mean given that it was so long and all. allen was at babs' house too, and they found water for a while, but not as long as at chill's house the other night. heheehhehehe. well i'm gonna stop hoging the computer now. oh wait, i don't have the internet for a few days, so we'll just say i'm on vay cay. later loving fans. and bob the stalker.
6-20-03
KIRSTEN: 12:01 pm. This is like being retired, your brain just kind of slowly disintegrates. I'm not depressed, i'm not happy, life is too perfect. I've decided life would be awful without suffering at all, it would be like this, nothing interesting, nothing significant to think about, just sitting around. Humans are meant to do great things and we're stuck in these houses with parents telling us everything is too dangerous until we're getting old. Well as soon as the cousins come in like a week, i'll be pretty busy with interesting stuff. I've decided i do want to be a social worker i think, that would be cool. oo the cookies are done! nope 2 more minutes. I decided my goal for this summer was to discover my talents, if i had any. Its a nice thing to know and a good goal, however where do i start? I can't paint or draw, except elwood and wheels and sewage rivers of course. Maybe i'll sing country, except i can't sing, can't play an instrument either, although i want to learn the drums. I'm not very craftsy, my mom is though. I can't cook, i can't knit, i can't sew. I just barely made break and bake cookies. I can't do math, which reminds me...There was this commercial about the only way you'll get ahead in life is to take high level math, their slogan was, "math is power" I was probably the only person listening to country radio around midnight on a thursday. Maybe my parents paid for it. HAHA. I was like, thank the lord i don't want to get ahead in life. haha. I need someone to accompany me to a concert at the fair on tuesday. Marilyn bailed out to go camping with her mother. Someone email me or something if ur free tuesday night. Saturday's the longest day of the year!! I'll be babysitting and then partying. byebye.
6-17-03
KIRSTEN: 10:41 PM. I have made a resolution. I will not go back to bed, i will not do nothing all day everyday. I am going to get out there and help people or something. I'm probably gonna be babysitting 2 days a week if the lady calls me back, thats actually for money. Then the rest of my time i'll do community service or something, or maybe I actually will try to work at vons, lots of hot guys work at the one by my house. Ok thats dumb. I'm just gonna do something. O ya i called my grampa so i'm gonna help him clean this apartment he rents out. If anyone wants to rent out a tiny house by the beach in carlsbad, tell me. I tried to but its like a thousand dollars, a month! Ok anyway, i'm gonna watch kids while their parents learn not to abuse them at this place, thats only twice a month though. If anyone has something for me to do, tell me. My life is like sitting on a hammock for like 36 hours, then maybe going for a run, then more sitting. Then going to the beach maybe. OK now i will make the air i breath not a waste. bye.
6-15-03
MARILYN: 5:13pm. my mother bought this scrabble-ish game a few days ago so we've been doing that alot, and so far, i'm undefeated. part of that is luck, but i still won. hehe. so anyways, i woke up like 3 hours ago, so as you can imagine not alot has happened. yesterday was irrelevent, but we can talk about it anyways. i snuck out, but almost got caught by some attractive neighbor boy, and also my brother. i had to run in my barefeet across this nasty pile of pine needles and whatever else happens over there. it was gross and my feet were there after covered in shit. not literally, but nasty stuff that has accumulated. i hope not shit. so i had a good time being out, but can home earlier than usual due to a curfew imposed by a parent who generally doesn't care. but whatever. word from the mother is that the caddy will becoming home soon, which is good. i've been filling out job applications for, like, ever, and still don't have a job. the one Vons chose not to respond to me, the seafood thing didn't happen cause they were overstaffed as it was, and seaworld took away the one job that i cold have done, as all the others required college degrees or the ability to lift heavy things. I went on the LJBTC website and it was useless, other than that i learned you must have experience as a beach helper before becoming a beach helper, which made little sense to me. i guess i have to go eat dinner now. later.
6-13-03
MARILYN: I bought plants today. Its all part of this having a sorta cleanish room thing. I didn't get the pl seafood job that i was going after, so now i have to try for the sea world one and the vons one. I hope I get Sea World. Cause then i'd get free tickets and stuff, plus who doesn't want to work for sea world. i mean woO! or at least thats what i have to think tomorrow when i go turn in my application. I was thinking i'd apply at Ralphs and Albertsons too. And the Ferry that goes from pl to nado. cause for that one, i have to take tickets and pictures of all the happy people riding the ferry across the bay for no reason. isn't that fun? i've been keepin a college essay idea binder so i guess i don't have as much opinionated BS to write here. So back to the plants. I've decided on names. Theres a short fatish one, with nice dark green leaves, and his name is Bob Sancho Panza Castanza, inspired by a few things. Bob cause thats just such a good name for a short fat plant. The Sancho Panza part has nothing to do with our dear friend sancho, but rather the side kick in the Don Quijote stories, whose kinda insane. And Castanza is from Seinfeld. George Castanza. The Short Fat one. hehe. And theres another plant too. A tall light green skinnier one. with lots of leaves on the top of long skinny stems. its very cute. Its name is Herbert Don Quijote de la Mancha Kramer. Herbert is a good name for a tall plant. Don Quijote de la Mancha has to do with how its a rather tall and skinny plany, much like DQ, who was tall and skinny. And the Kramer comes from how its like Kramer, also on Seinfeld. So my two darling plants. Bob Sancho Panza Castanza and Herbert Don Quijote de la Mancha Kramer. Ahhh... Summer...
KIRSTEN: 1:07 PM. did the fair open today? That would be cool. I have nothing going on, marie callendars was supposed to call me even if they didn't want me, and they haven't. O well. Got more fake birkenstocks and these funky pants with a funky waist band. Got in a fight with the rents. I've written 2 college essays. I'm trying to actually help out more around here. I have nothing else to do anyway. I was gonna fix my garden but there's dog poop and spider webs and its really bad. I went for a bike ride, cleaned my desk yesterday. If you want to go to Mexico and build a house call me NOW and get 250 dollars. We need the money by thursday. ACT tomorrow. woopdydoo! Making a country CD, thats fun. bye.
6-12-03
MARILYN: 2:36pm. it took me two tries to spell my name. and its summer. woo. so i'm gonna go partake in all the merry making associated with that. hehe. lateR.
6-11-03
KIRSTEN: 11:45 AM. I'm not really sure what day it is but that's my guess. Ya not much has really Happened... That would suck if marilyn had to leave, but i bet she won't, parents won't do that senior year because they've worked so hard for all the other years. CRAP WE'RE SENIORS!! Life as we know it is ending in a year. Actually life as we know it has ended. Senior year is completely different. So I interviewed for a job at marie callendars, they said they'd call me this week and hire me depending on how many people they wanted to hire. Ya wednesday turned in applications with rinz, we ate breakfast. Thursday was rehearsal than hung with beeky, she got me breakfast and then i was weaseled into buying her a dress, hehe. then marilyn's house, we painted. my best one was her dog. I also painted a sewage river, huck finn in art in the grand canyon, and what erin said was a wheel or a cookie but started off as marilyn. Marilyn did lots of really good flowers, she has some talent there. her elwood was a little more realistic than mine. I do abstract. hehe. So then the actual ceremony, which i thought was really cool. There weren't any spectators and there weren't any decorations or music or anything, it was just us. Probably my favorite ceremony ever. So ya my ring's kinda big so i don't wear it but everyone else wears there's. Ok friday, awards day and bro's b-day. his girlyfriend gave him a basket and i had to carry it around pretending i had a really fruity boyfriend, that was fun. Then i got peah to buy me breakfast at harry's, that was good stuff, and then we carried an entire full cooler from school to the cove. We are buff lax players. So then we hung out with YL and played football and then peah left and then we played ultimate frisby. I was on bro's and his girl's team, it was funny. Saturday I had the SAT IIS and they went ok. easy math i didn't finish, US history I was closer. Then was late to graduation cause i made dad take me to breakfast. Geeze i've got a lot of breakfasts out of people. But graduation was nice, i congratulated everyone. Chill had to help my mother and then my mom made me help his mom. Hehe, i poured punch once. hung out with fichus and baylor. That was cool. spaniel won something but i missed it. I finally saw finding nemo, that was freakin hilarious. So then sunday i had my interview and monday we had our bonfire dealio. Coolness. babs and sneric were there early. they called me and told me to come. I had to go back and get the cd player. It was a success i'd say and if anyone reads this, we're doing it again next monday and every monday from then on for that matter. moonlight beach. get off the 5 at encinitas blvd, turn left and go straight. my mom says i have to clean my desk, i said no, she said she expects me to do it. My desk has stuff on it that i need there, she doesn't care, she's power hungry. she had temper tantrums the past 2 days cause she was wrong and decided i was the easiest one to blame it on. ok have to go to ross with them now to get dad a b-day and fathers day present, they're always like within 2 days of eachother. byebye.
6-8-03
MARILYN: 6:14pm. Well, some stuff has happened. my mother and i have fought alot. and i haven't gotten a job. and the big news: i might not back to the school i go to with kirst and the gang. its my choice, kinda. like i want to go and all, but its the only leverage i have in this unfair decision my bitch fucker of a mother made. which would be that she doesn't want to have a thrid car anymore. that was her offer, not going to that school is my counteroffer. cause she wants me to go there. its just that all the kids who go there, they are spread out across the county, and since i live in the exreme opposite direction of everyone else who attends that school, i feel as though to go there, i need a car. and so i refuse to go if i can't have a car to drive there and to friends' houses. god i want to go there, but we'll see i guess. so i'm gonna go mope around. and generally be depressed. later.
6-5-03
MARILYN: 1:52pm. Kirsten is here and we are brutally slaughtering time until the ring ceremony tonight. we are both excited to finally get the dumb rings we ordered in jan. or something. my ring buddy is fruffle and kirst's is snizbeth. there was some confusion today at the rehersal because the person in charge is a bit of a ditz, and couldn't remember all the buddies. well, in other news, i've been kinda on the job hunt a little bit. i looked through the classifieds, which was a big step for me. since i'm kinda uh, whats the word, lazy? yaaaaaa... so mommy said i have to get a job this summer if i want to use the car, i guess its reasonable. who cares. i'm looking through pictures, and i look dumb, and kirst has a wawachi (chiwawa to most) and black hair. in the pic i mean. ok i'm gonna go, have a nice day.
6-3-03
KIRSTEN: 1:09 PM. This is what's so sad about summer. I really cannot find anything to do. I'm so used to having to do stuff that now that there's nothing to procrastinate, i can't think of anything to do. I want to do something constructive and useful to the world at large. I keep going for runs to get rid of excess energy, but it doesn't work, i'm still so freakin restless. I need to get out and do something important. I'm gonna get a job, that could lead to something useful, well at least something i have to do. I knew it, bishop's will leave us permanently having to be busy for the rest of our lives. I think i've discovered though that you must be working, but not too much. You can't just work and you can't just not work. Ya rinz's was fun, the class party was kinda a flop but i went and supported marilyn and even got a gift certificate from her scary mother who said she was talking to my mom and my mom said i'm not motivated by money, i said i don't know what i'm motivated by, probably nothing. Its so sad that mothers exchange information like that. I mean its bad enough my mothers scheming about how to bribe and blackmail into doing her will, but getting other mothers in on it? SO ya then watched alladin at fichus' house, i got to go to both. I actually am glad i went to the class party, at least we were outside and got exercise and stuff instead of sitting in a house as usual. We napped some too, me and marilyn that is. I took my bro on a date on sunday, that was cool, i mean i took him to his date with his girlfriend. I had to drag him out of the arcade afterward. I went and watched dogma with babs in her bed, that was fun. she was talking to her schmen though, whatever. SO ya friday we had exams over, no one hung out with me between history (which i prepared the wrong essay) and journalism. Journalism me and latie were there 3 hours, we were supposed to get out early. a certain editor-in-cheif left early because she had a doctor's appointment and was going to faint from mono. haha. She was at blast on, and she looked fine to me. SO ya then dyed hair at babs' house, it didn't really work, kinda worked on marilyn. So then blast on. Babs and marilyn left a little early cause i said they could, i had fun without them, sorry guys. we harrassed bro and his girl, hehe. Baylor was like, "Kirsten, make him stop!" haha. So anyway yesterday i went to rinz's house later, we watched austin powers with the little sis and then changed it to most valuable primate when the rents got home. haha. They like don't even notice me at their house anymore, i like live there, they're just like "o hi kirsten" its fun. mom got home and is pissing about stuff on the table. My cousin's been here since last night, i'm not allowed to drive him, although it was ok to drive my other cousin, o well. ya he's here for the week. I love cousins. I never see Chill anymore. I miss him. byebye.
6-2-03
MARILYN: 7:29pm. theres never anything fun to do. i'm so bored. anyways, today was the class party. my mther organized itand was super annoying for the whole thing. thewholedumb car ride home she whined about how i didn't dothe stupid surf lessons cause it was cold out and i'm morally against ever wearing a swimwsuit around my classmates. not that any of them know my name. oy. any parties this week? call me, please. i just wana get out and get, uh, very happy which might be fun to do. i think you are getting my drifting. ok so call me. and uh thn i miht have somehing interesting to say here, and that would be a win win situation for you people. uh, i can't think of anything else to say. oh wait. don't rent the movie "secretary" if you feel any drt of emotions. ok so have a great day and i'll see you at that party you were gonna tell me about. lateR.
6-1-03
MARILYN: 3:13pm. i have to run, since i've got a super fun sailing party in rancho at 4. anyhoot, its june!!! that means the longest day of the year is coming up!! we're gonna have a party, ok? we can have a may pole and everything!! yay!! my exas finished up alright, i got an A on the chem one, 112 out of 120. not too shabby. the rest are still up in the air, which i see as a good thing. hehe. rinz had a b-day partay and babs and i gt her a bear dressed as a dr. cute cute. i also gave her the lamp i got her for last year... oops. i've been taking these walks at 3 in the morning, and though it hasn't improved my constitution, it has een fun, since its nice walking without having to deal with other poeple, except for the one jogger i ran into once, and the paper boys who apparently get up that early, which would suck. so ya, kirst thinks we've matured, i remain doubtful. but i guess we might have, who knows. we do have a record of the year, and since i never keep diaries for more than 2 or 3 days, i think this is pretty cool. we also have our very own brand of e-mail geez, now i'm getting all nostalgic and must go.........