7-31-02
MARILYN: 9:00pm. Yay, your back!!! I can't drive because my mom is a poo. But she finally let me drive, all the way to my music teacher's house (like 10 blocks). Aren't I supposed to be mature or something?? Why can't I drive real places!! AHHHHH!! I'm so pissed. I'm so angry. I hate my family. HATE!!! I need to drive away. Sail away. Get away. Is Las Vegas still an option or does that aunt really hate you?? As long as we're running away I can drive us there... I went to the mountains yesterday with Frank. Out by where the fire is, like julian sort of. Well, whatever. It was scary. We were seriously less than a mile away from it. I think I fail the psycho test I took later that day too. Life sucks. Jeez. Whats this job about?? I really don't get what you were saying. I am so thick. It sounds really cool though. My brother is watching some muder thing. Its really lame. I am waiting for Frank-wad to call. And of course working on this prettyfull website. I got a brochure from A college in hawaii. I sent back the reply card for the free booklet. hehehehe. Hawaii here i come. You can major in journalism there. A plus. I wonder how good the school is... and if it has any of my other prospective majors... my dad wants me to choose a major already. Its so sad because I don't know what I want to be. Ack help. I can't think of anything else that happened today. I guess this is it then.

7-30-02
KIRSTEN: 4:31 PM Well the fantabulous Kirsten is back. I don't know where the uniform store is cause my mom got lost on the way and somehow ended up there and then got lost on the way back, but i think it's around sorrento valley in mira mesa or something like that, or maybe it was miramar, that was our problem. So ya my mom didn't let me go with my friends to ocean beach cause she doesn't like one of my friends and thinks if i go to ocean beach in the middle of the day with lots of people i'll deffinitely be raped and do drugs before i come home and of course my friends will be trying to get me on drugs because no one can be trusted, least of all boys. So I got a letter from Erin and Marilyn (in spirit) yesterday. My gramma and aunt and uncle and cousins and cousin's cousin are all here at a hotel room. Kinda scary. I listened to my cousin read my gramma's psychology book. It was kinda funny. The guys played magic cards. DId u know those were still around? Did u know it's ten dollars for a pack of them? Did u know they have magic card tournaments?? A little scary. I think someone tought me how to play those when i was in 6th grade. Actually i think Nick did. Well anyway. Guess what?? I think i have a job, well a volunteer job, as a communications assistant at this place where they give surgery to kids who have deformities. I'm so excited, it's a job having to do with journalism and even though i don't get payed it's good experience and i'm helping people out. My mom had a cow when some strange woman called me about it saying she got my number from an email. It was from a volunteer match website and my mom thought it was like a matchmaking service, haha. She was freaked out. I have a meeting with the really nice lady on thursday. She wanted to know if i could start working then but i couldn't cause of my mom. YAY!!!! I am the journalism queen. If this works i wouldn't have to take journalism and i could be in a real journalism thingy. Maybe i could get a journalism little career going. o so perfect. OK anyway i went to this tennis tournament thing today. My mom got tickets from my dad for her birthday and she wanted to take me so i decided it couldn't hurt our relationship (which u know is a little rocky) so I went even though it didn't sound like fun to me. I didn't complain at all. I got to see jennifer capriotti play. Geeze those tennis people like to hike up their skirts almost as much as bishop's girls. Combine the 2 and it's a little scary to see the bishop's tennis girls. LIke marilyn and i, haha!! You know how much this juice blended thing cost there? 6 DOLLARS!!! And it seemed like everyone had one and didn't even flinch when they said that. I was ready to scream. I got an icecream bar for 3 dollars instead. WELL tata. Marilyn y can't u drive??

7-29-02
MARILYN: 5:24 pm. I still can't drive. And I'm wondering what that other thing is that you think might be in my cabinent. But I have to go to Floot Troop. In 15 minutes. We have a mini recital tonite. And all my new flutes came in the mail while I was gone. So now I'm trying them all out. Its very cool. So far I like the Pearl the best. Ahhhhh. I have a Psycho test tomorrow. I don't even know what its about. Ack. Ok well I pretty much have to go.
MARILYN: 10:51pm. Hey all. Where has Kirst gotten to? hmm. I wonder what happened with Erin and her boy toy. I don't know what else to say. Floot was boring. But Ice cream at the end was nice. I never had dinner. I'm so hungry. Maybe I'll go get some food. But maybe not. I could stand to shed a few pounds. And I still can't drive. Its starting to really really piss me off. I haven't evenn driven since i got my license. What if I for get how??? I want to drive somewhere. Anywhere. Away from this suckhole. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The wireless internet is having a good day. Its working while i'm in bed, a rare thingie. Ohhhh. No one is on the internet. I never get invited anywhere. Never. I never do anything. I'm so bored I would seriously consider trading lives with the guy in The Sun Also Rises who got his pee pee lobbed off in the war. Almost would trade too, if I could. At least hes not stuck at home. All the time. He gets to go out into the world pretending he has a pee pee but really lieing to himself all the time and having to watch his only true love go off with another man because of his pee pee-less condition. So sad. Yet, somehow, my life is sadder still. This is a cool quote I saw somewhere... "I cry tears of blood, do you?" I like it, it says alot. Oh well, es tiempo de me duermo. Ahora mismo. Aye Aye Aye. No tengo ganas de dormirme. Es mas malo que tu entiendes porque no me duermo bien. I can't remember any spanish. Which may prove difficult since I got into 3L. YAY!! Ok, now it really is time for bed.. G'nite.

7-28-02
MARILYN: 10:27 pm. And now I'm back. And I have exellent news. WE WON NATIONALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRANK AND I WON NATIONALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its so cool finaly being a winner. Instead of well, you know, a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! I am psyched. Where is the uniform store?? I need a new skirt and I'm thinking about braving the pants this year. I hate the way that they fit thouigh. Are they still going to give uniform violations for Dickies?? I hope not. I'd rather just get those. They don't ride so freaking high. Yuck that bugs me. BUT I WON!!! YAY!!! alright, I guess I'm done...

7-27-02
KIRSTEN: 10:44 AM Well it looks like we both lost interest over the last few days. Nothing interesting has happened except i might go somewhere with erin and nick and nick. We did stuff all last summer, it was kinda dumb cause erin and one of the nicks are going out. So we might go somewhere but most likely what will happen is my mom will tell me I have to go visit family (cause they just came here today) and so I can't go with my friends. She excels at planning my day for me. She complains about me not doing stuff and then whenever I do have something to do she schedules something else for me without asking and then demands that i "stick to my commitments" that i didn't make. I hate that. I don't think she understands at all. Like the other day i wanted to go to one of my friends birthday parties (this girl is very antisocial and has never had or gone to a party) so I was really excited but then i get home from driver's ed and my mom tells me that we're going to our neighbors house and no i can't go to the party, i have to go to our neighbors to swim. Another time: I come home and my mom tells me she invited my friend over. Since I knew nothing about it I thought that was a little weird, then she says we're going to the beach. I swear I have no say in anything. When I object she just gets all self righteous and says stuff like "I know, I'm awful, I'm making you hang out with your friends" well i'd much rather have control of my life then hang with my friends actually!! or she'll say "what, is Bob not ur friend anymore?"
On a different note. I was in the uniform store the other day getting pants and there were a few people from our school. There was one mom who was my mom's friend who has a son in my class. Well anyway she was talking to me and then she asks her 7th grade daughter if she wants to get pants and she says, "pants, eww!" I was a little embarrased but what do u expect, i'm one of like 10 people that wear pants to school in place of the icky, breezy skirt cause u can't roll pants up to ur butt and beyond. However I felt better talking to this other seventh grader who was cool, she was buying pants and stuff and didn't seem to care what people usually wore but her mom did, it was funny. The girl hated shopping but her mom wanted her to "be happy" and have all the right stuff. Her mom was really nice though, she had good intentions and didn't strike me as a person who would conform to fashion herself.
then my mom got lost 4 times in one day. Once driving to the uniform store, twice driving home and once going to jr guards. pitiful, o well she was a little out of it.

7-23-02
Marilyn: 10:16am. Yesterday was my B-Day. and Frank did eventually get home. I got a 660 on the writing SAT 2. How did you do on the Bio?? I got a 740. I BEAT FRANK"S SCORE!!!! and Erin's too. But I was really happy about the Frank thing because he got like and A+++ in AP Bio. I was stoaked. Uh oh, Frank is here. Gotta run.
KIRSTEN: 12:54 PM. Well isn't this sad how we use our website to talk to each other, no one else reads it anyway. Yesterday at night my mom came in and asked me to try on this sweater she's been knitting forever, she took it out and redid the whole thing awhile ago. She said it was for me and I was PMSing and said "no it's not, y don't u make someone else try it on" then I felt awful but I kept going, I told her that I didn't like it and i'd never wear it and I don't like that color pink (which is all true) but we were both upset and I started crying, it's such a good illustration of our relationship, we both try so hard but we're so different and believe and like completely different things so it doesn't work. That was my fault though. I told her I loved it when she first made it because I didn't want to hurt her feelings and I didn't know it would be for me. This is a good lesson!!!!! This is how white lies cause pain and hurt even if u don't think they will. There's a good bible verse for this too (not to make u mad Marilyn) it's something like: the truth endures forever but lies last only for a moment. That applies to the situation because if i had told the truth in the first place then I would be happy and truthful still but the happiness that first lie about liking that sweater lasted for about a week and then hurt someone a lot. It was another blow to our relationship and we don't need those, we have enough trouble as it is. I left my windows wide open last night with the bamboo blinds up and fell asleep sideways looking out the window. I woke up around nine and was gonna go for a walk but then my mom came in and said we had to clean our room today. Our housekeepers quit so now we have to vacuum, dust and do the beds, it's not all that hard but takes a while (i had to put away my clothes and reorganize my drawers too). Then finally I went on a walk. It's amazing how many people are unfriendly here in the suburbs, none of them say hi or anything, it's sad, they all like to keep to themselves, we only really know 2 of our neighbors I talked to the one we're closest to on the way. I like the trees, they're all so nice and shady and pretty and rustly, I'm so glad God gave us trees. I came into the house and my mom was walking around in her underwear and my brother was in a pitch black room staring at his computer screen, my dog was so hot that he didn't drink water, weird. Marilyn called me last night and so did Erin. I have a weird answering machine, I changed it but it's still weird, I need to call Lindsey. Erin just called me, that made me feel better. Her brother and all his friends decided they wanted to come home from Europe after being there 2 and a half weeks out of 4. Wimps! They just don't like it so they're spending all their parents' money getting home from Europe instead of sticking it out, just because they had to sleep in a park one night, that sounds fun to me, although Europe sounds too cultured and highclass and appearance obsessed for me. Erin and Marilyn are gonna go there after senior year, i might come just cause of my vow to see every country in the world, besides it would be fun with them and maybe Marilyn and I could be freelance writers there for a while.
KIRSTEN: 1:18 I forgot something about when we were in Mammoth, we were at the Bass Outlet and my mom was buying me school socks. Well I'll have u know that as Marilyn said the other day trouser socks (incorrectly called knee socks)are popular at our school, if ur popular u wear them, if ur not, u don't. Needless to say Marilyn and I do not wear popular socks. So we were buying socks and my mom wanted to buy me the trouser socks. I told her no, I would not wear them. She said, "y, they look so much better than the ones u wear." Well I was hurt but then again what do u expect, she was popular in highschool and has the same mind as all of them. I told her, "NO, i have abstained from popular socks for 4 years at this school and I will not give in to the popular socks now!" She was like "fine, but u'd look so much cuter if u wore knee socks" I wanted to scream!!!!! Ok another illustration of my dysfunctional relationship with my mother.
KIRSTEN: 1:33 There's some brown/green stuff growing behind my ears, that's really nasty. I'm gonna have ice cream, i finsihed my glass of milk, ice cream! I have to clean the bathrooms soon, icky!
KIRSTEN: 9:16 PM It's funny to watch the people walk by my window. There's a lot of boring people walking their dogs with their heads down or running to make themselves skinny. There's this mother and daughter who just walk up and down my street like 20 times every day. Weird. My mom got really mad because I left the back door open and my dog attacked the pesticide lady. I thought she meant not to let him in the front yard. My dog's bitten 2 people before, one was my little cousin, totally out of the blue, another was a grumpy old man who either provoked him or made it up for some money to live comfortably alone and undisturbed in the suburbs. I hate the suburbs, especially here. Then I was at the beach and there's all these people looking perfectly tanned and skinny in their skimpy bikinis. I know it's all fake but that's so sad that people here have a need to use all their energy making themselves look beautiful to play beach volleyball, depressing.
And I'm worried about Marilyn and her cabinet, it could be 2 things and I'm not happy about either one, Marilyn scares the crap out of me sometimes, well a lot of the time. This has been going on for 2 years since i met her and i'm sure longer than that and she almost gave me a nervous break down last year from all the stress and worrying she puts me through. I love her to death but she's pissing me off now. At least last year she got me to stop swearing kind of indirectly and against her will. She wanted me to say hell, but i wouldn't. I told God I wouldn't because I was so thankful for my dear Marilyn. Luv u Marilyn.
I'm gonna get Marilyn a birthday present, maybe some coke or something, i mean the soda, she loves coke, Vanilla coke's better though, i'll get her a lot of vanilla coke.
KIRSTEN: 9:50 PM how come no one in the guest book knows me, except me, o well.
MARILYN: 10:24pm. I'm going to LA for a few days. I probably won't have internet. AHHH!!! Don't worry about the cabinet, you know what it is... but I haven't used it since like June. And I'm not going to untill at least Tuesday. Hahaha. Baby steps. Oh, and big news... I PASSED MY DRIVER"S TEST!!! I'm an officially licensed driver!!!! How scary is that?? I was so close to failing, but the guy had pity on me. It was nice. Kirst, a word of advice, DO NOT USE A RIGHT TURN LANE IF IT IS REALLY A BIKE LANE!!! I was so lucky the guy liked me. Other than that i only missed 6. You can miss 15. My mom won't let me drive around though. I'm kinda pissed. Its like, now that i have my license i can't use it. So lame. Vanilla Coke. I love that stuff, but they don't sell it at the store near me. So its normally just regular Coke for me... so powdery... hahahaha. Have you done any of the summer reading yet??? I've read huck finn and my antonia. I'm in the middle of the sun also rises and 10 chapters into grapes of wrath. I'm saving the good book, a gathering of old men, for last. Although my antonia wasn't bad. The two I'm reading right now are SOOOO boring. Its hard being me. I suck at sailng. Its been so long since I've crewed. And thats what I'm doing this weekend. With el Franko. He wants to win. I hope we can. I haven't done anything like that in a while. My bro is watching the Shinning. Its scary. And I don't understand it. At all. The reason all the people that have signed the guest book know me is because i told all my frineds from the internet to come check it out. Sorry. Ack!!! I so wanna get my thingie out of my hiding place. I don't know why. I guess i'm mad at my mmom. I won't do it. I won't do it. I won't do it. I won't do it. OH MY GOD!!!!!!! Its so hard. I just can't. I don't even know why. Where is everyone?? Why am I alone right now?? Why?? HELP ME!!! Ok so how are you?? Good I hope. I have to go to bed. Ya know, I have to get up early tomorrow. Before 10. Aye aye aye. Ok so I'm going to bed. If I do anything, I'll write it here. In code of some kind. Ack, what if someone i knew read this. ohmy...

7-22-02

Kirsten: I believe it is Marilyn's birthday because I looked in my planner the other day and there it was. I thought it was the 26th though. O well, I'll send her an email card, maybe I'll call her. You wanna here a funny thing that actually happened yesterday?? Of course u do. It sheds a lot of light on how competitive our school is. I got my scores from the Writing SAT II back and I got a 730. Now wouldn't u think that was excellent?? Well I was disapointed, and so were my parents. I was in the 88th percentile and all my Dad can say is, "almost 90th" My mom says, "It'll be better after taking AP English next year" I mean seriously! What the heck is going on! My mom is also debating calling my Latin teacher because I got a 510 on my latin thing.I admit that is pretty bad, o well. But we're not even supposed to be taking SAT IIs at this point!! My life is crazy, even during the summer, everyone's doing summer school and i'm getting SAT II scores.

7-21-02
MARILYN: 4:01pm. Frank comes home in 4 and a half hours!!! YAY!!! Mommy is already calling Delta about Dad's flight. He gets in at 6. Oh boy oh boy. I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And my birthday is tomorrow!!! I get Frank. The best thing ever....
MARILYN: 4:07pm. His flight is late. Frank's flight is late. It hasn't even left yet. It it supposed to get here at about 9pm. This sucks.

KIRSTEN: Well I just got back from Mammoth, our tire blew out on the way home at 11 at night an hour from home and i had to sit in silence in a stinky car and get clausterphobic while i wait for my dad to come after being threatened by my mom and wait for the tow truck. I'm scared of the dark too. I'm getting sick of my mom being full of her self for no reason and my gramma being all out of it and making me dig through my bag for my hat so she won't get herself sunburned on the back of her neck and ruin her perfect skin when she's 73 or something. I had fun with my cousins and got some fake birkenstocks and some more flipflops to add to my collection. We looked for a cable so we can play my video camera but it didn't work, I need an adaptor or another cable. Besides I have footage of my cousin dissing my mom. My mom forgot my parent's anniversary and my dad had to remind her, it was the day i was gonna have my birhtday party, my dad was the only one to remember, not typical. I've been working on this website, I wrote a really long email to my young life leader, we both tend to do that. I feel sorry for Marilyn, it's 9:27 so he's probably not there yet. Sorry marilyn! Sorry I haven't been very consistent with this website either. My cousin's gonna name her kid Rufagus and call him gus for short. I might name my kid Gustaves and call him gus too, that would be funny, if i have kids, which I won't. I'm still debating getting married. If I do he's gonna have to want to live in South America, or I'll meet him in South America being a missionary or something. Last night I had a dream about a guy I've never met, maybe I'll marry him, heehe. Yesterday in the car when it was dark there was a car a ways behind us and i could see it's lights. It was going about the same speed as us and i was thinking what a metaphor, my mom is driving me farther and farther away from the light. I hate road trips home at night, I hate road trips home in general, especially with my mom and gramma and brother. I went to costco and had every single sample today so I wasn't hungry for lunch. We had cucumbers for dinner, i love cucumbers, did u know they're a fruit?? I have a strange tingling sensation in my shoulder, maybe I'm having a stroke, jk. My cousin stole my sunglasses so i can't look cool until i come visit her in a few weeks for a week, yay!! out of the house!!

7-19-02
MARILYN: 7:24pm. Well here I am. Its friday. Frank is on his way home, he gets nome at night on the 21st. My birthday is the 22nd. I try to get my license the 24th. FJ Nationals starts the 25th. I'll be busy so i don't know how much I'll be able to write. Or at all. I'll take notes on the road though, so i can post all the stuff later. You get all the news, just delayed. Ok babes?? I'm going to the beach tomorrow with Erin. And then spend the night at her house. It will be fun. We are going to at popular. It will be so funny. Us, popular. Out side our socks that is...
I bought some bras today. And got a TV that works. And got a school shirt. I'm going to be a tour guide next year. Hahahaha. I know my way around, which is good I think. And I certainly know how it feels to be lost as school. I still don't know what to wear to pick up Frank at the airport. I want him to recognise me, but I want to look nice too. And I don't want to do my evil little thing between now and then. Oh god I sould popular. SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!! ITS TAKING OVER MY BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7-17-02
MARILYN: 5:10pm. Can you tell I was pissed yesterday?? Anyways. Now I'm pissed at my mom. Shes a bitch. She can't get any sleep so I have to drive her around. And i hate driving with her. She like screams and hates it when I drive on the freeway in any lane but the lane thats going 12 miles an hour. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! And she like expects me to drive her around just cause she can't. Fuck her. Fuck this place. On another note. There are no other notes. I'm not in a good mood. I think I need to walk to the store for sugar. Funny how theres never any in the house.... Maybe that has to do with the two fat assholes I'm forced to live with. And the only other reasonable (sometimes) and thin one has left me. In other words, my dad. I hate himfor abandoning me in this hell hole. I like my doglet too. But he hates me I think. Which would explain him ignoring me and stuff. Ya. Dumb family.
I hate this life. The pizza is coming soon. Because mommy is too tired. Aw....

7-16-02
MARILYN: 10:05pm. I'm getting that not good enough student feeling again. Talking to a pal on the net. They did better than me on all the standardized tests i though i did well on. And they are talking summer school. And they are in all the AP classes they can take for next year. And i'm a loser. And duh. And yuck. And its not like I make up for it with my popularity. WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER!!!!!! She just beat around the bush for a few seconds and then bam! Watch me brag about my genius. AH!!!!!! I hate being only slightly above average at a way above average school. Just cause i don't devote my life to school and aspire to go to Harvard doesn't make me a moron. It makes me normal. And I keep getting all these "you poor thing how did you deal with such a low score??" and "well since you just aren't in the same league as us you did really well." Fuck them. They can go to hell.

7-15-02
MARILYN: 5:05pm. I made pickles. They were good, but not as good as jarred pickles. Thats my next project. It has come to my attention that Kirsten is in Mommoth. Or however you spell that. That is her excuse for being to evil and not writing about her life here in. Lousey Kirst. COMING SOON ON THE PAGE!!! I'll figure out the LUPE webpage and post the link, in with the other links. And as soon as lazy Kirsten gets back to San Diego she is expected to post even more links...
I've been adding stuff left and right to the page. As of now we have a: homepage, journal page, link page, news page, a page about our school, and a bio page for each of us. The lovely picture that is displayed of Kirsten on her bio page will hopefully prompt her to change it soon... And I figured out tables in html!!! I'm so excited because mow our pages will have some backbone like structure!!! I can tell all of our readers are happy too. The news page will be the most I think. Its there that we will write stories to keep us in top form for journalism when we return in the fall. I hope... I have Floot Troop in a few and I'm adding a link back to the home page to all of our pages so I think this is all for now...

7-13-02
MARILYN: 1:51pm. Nothing has happened yet. I'm going to make pickles i think. These are just quick pickles, not the jar kind. I think I'll do those if these turn out alright. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. My chapstick smells like Vanilla and Mint at the same time. My taste (I took a personality taste test) is either Tea or Vanilla. Yawn. My highschool personality (according to another quiz) is that of an outsider. I think its close to right. It was either that or Goth. That wearing all black thing is catching up with my. Hey Kirst, wanna go shopping soon?? Like at UTC???

7-12-02
MARILYN: 10:47 am. Cloud cover has yet to burn off. It is cold outside the covers of my bed. The dog needs a bath. AND FRANK CALLED!!!!!!!!! it was great. not as great as being around our beloved Kirsten or anything of that magnatude, but it was really nice. and he's already bought me at least two of my birthday presents. on has to do with a picnic or something and the other one he won't give me a hint. boys aree weird.
So right now I'm sitting next to my dear doglet. His name is Elwood, named after the surviving Blue Brother. So naturally his last name is blues. Our pets always have different last names than the rest of the family. it was the same way when we had rats, mice, and goldfish. and a bunny, briefly. and a dog when i was born. but i don't remember that. Anyhow, Elwood is a Bedlington Terrier. That means he doesn't shed and looks kinda like a poodle. Only smaller and more athletic. If he was human he'd be totally ripped. there is not an ounce of fat on his body. Hes also very nice. He pretty much lets us do whatever we want to him which includes dressing him up in clothes. I have these Yale running shorts from like when my mom went to college back in the stone age and he looks soooo cute in them. But enough on how I harass the dog.
Ya know, right now i'm going to go work on my bio, which can be found HERE!!! Cool, I'll be back though, i promise.
MARILYN: 11:42 pm. I'm sleepy. Nothing happened. My family Sucks. With a capital S. I decided to start locking up my gum, just because i can. Its kinda weird, considering what is next to the gum, but at least I think its neato. Unlock gum. Lock gum. Unlock gum. Lock gum. Hehehehehe. I should plug in my radio. It still isn't. Like it has been since i tryed to set it up on the roof with all my other stuff when i tryed to live there. We have an aluminum roof so apperently its very loud when on member of the family lives on it. Old people. You know how it goes...

7-11-02
MARILYN: So I've finally arrived. I know all of my adoring fans are thrilled. I know I sure am. But anyways, yup, life sux. My lousey boy is in stupid Europe. My mom reorganized my room while I was in Newport Beach. It pissed me off, I had to spend 20 minutes trying to figure where everything was so i could get my summer reading books back onto the floor where they belong. Some people. It was so lame. And then she couldn't understand why I didn't want to eat with the family. I think those are the worst moments of my life. This place sucks. And nothing ever happens. NOTHING!!! At least when Frank is around I have a ride out of this hell hole. And news on the trying to get my license front. I can't get it until the 24th of july because of my stupid driving school can't get me an appointment until then. I have the driving thing from 2:30 intil 4:30 and then the DMV at 4:30. Talk about packing it in.
I'm going to make pickles some time this week. I think it will be fun. And if i'm any good at it I can enter my pickles at the Del Mar Fair next year. Wouldn't that be cool??? Well I think it would be awesome. Maybe I would have many friends if i did that. Oh well, not like I'd be missing out on a whole lot of social gatherings that i'm not invited to anyways. God that pisses me off. Just because i can never get to the movies with you losers doesn't mean you shouldn't make an attempt to invite me or SOMETHING!!!
I just realized the plus side of my mom screwing with my room. I got a cabinent that locks!!! YAY!!! Somewhere to keep my uh personal things I don't want my parents to see. Ever. Its really nice. So much weight off my back. I had one up at newport. It was so scary. I was so afraid one of the boys was going to go through my purse and be like WOAH! and rat me out. Its really nice i don't have to fret anymore. OK I think that all for now.

6-30-02
KIRSTEN: well I was going to go on a long bike ride to my Grampa's house with my dad when my mom decided that my dad couldn't leave until my brother cleaned his room. (this is my family for you) So after my bother cleaned his room my mother had a nervous break down and our bike ride was postponed an hour while my dad calmed my mom down. I sat in my room and read one of the chapters of the christian book my leader got me at camp. That made me feel better and then I fell asleep half on my bed while I was praying. Then I woke up and got in my bed with my feet sticking out (because i still had my tennis shoes on) and read my magazine.
When we got to my Grampa's house I got to drive his car to the store and saw 6 policemen on the road on the way there and back. My grampa said it's because they heard I was driving today.
later my brother came over with my mom and we were hanging around. I thought it would be funny to pants him so I did, several times, and it was just as funny as I thought it would be. Then on the way home supposedly we were too "rowdy" but I can't help it, i get really hyper around 9 o clock.
my mom said we needed exercise and suggested the Jane Fonda work out tape, my brother and I were excited, when we were little we had a tradition of dressing up in random clothes and pretending to work out to the Jane Fonda tape. So my brother put on the leopard print skirt and I put on the purple scarf and we were ready to go. I went and got my camera and so he wrapped a blanket around himself (to hide his fashion choice) and stumbled down the stairs. My mom yelled at him to take the blanket off but he wouldn't so he stumbled back up the stairs with my mom yelling all the way. I covered my ears. We didn't get to do the Jane Fonda work out. I went in my room and prayed while the usual screaming between my mom and brother and dad was going on.