5-29-03
KIRSTEN: 4:51 PM. woah if it was yesterday me and marilyn would be here like the same exact time. SO GUESS WHO'S BACK?!! after the long hard haul. After the thing broke and we couldn't write here for like 2 weeks, i couldn't get back into the habit, but now i'm procrastinating. Marilyn's cooler anyway so its ok. So ya nothing's happened except school's over and i now have one exam left. Like marilyn i love exam week and hate studying for exams, especially the ones u have to prepare essays for, hint hint U.S., i just blew of the monkeytwits one but this one is actually important. My dog just sounded like a tea pot. maybe he's sad being stuck in here with me, he's still making weird noises, ya he was very excited to get away from me. So ya i'll tell u about this week, cause that's all i want to do. I've slept in a lot, except when i drove the bro to school yesterday cause he didn't want to take the bus. Then he nagged me to drive him home after his exam and before mine, HA! I had to ride the freakin bus at 7:30 every morning for 4 and a half years, no matter when my freakin exam was, including latin at 1:30. So i feel marilyn's pain, i'm sorry, its very depressing. I swear the one time i was ever really depressed was because of that icky bus and all the icky people on it and being trapped in it for like over 2 hours a day, in the dark. SO ya i've been kinda depressed this week too. I sleep too much when i don't have to get up, its bad for u to get up at like 12:30 like i do, and the only reason i sleep in so late is cause what's the point of waking up? On friday i was given an ultimatum: go to school or stay home. I stayed home and my mom warned me not to leave the house or they'd take away the car. Exactly the opposite of what my car is supposed to be. I swear my mom had children to exert control over helpless people. on thursday i went out for rinz's b-day with her fam. I love her fam, i want to trade her, they seem so cool and so functional and so sweet. I want her sister. I feel more at home at her house than my own. well whatever. There's some reason i was stuck with this family, at least i'm never homesick. So ya anyway this week has been freakin easy but i need more human interaction. I've been trying to just chill and recover myself before summer with this easy week but i have no freedom, and no human interaction, just nagging mother, my dad's out of town. my bro made a duct tape curtain in front of his door, its super cool. Last night i went for a REALLY REALLYY long run. I went through like the entire La schnosta, i had so much energy built up. My mom got all pissed when i got hom cause i was gone for like over an hour and she was ready to come hunt me down in her minivan. She wouldn't have found me, i was out on the trails in the little patches of wilderness we have in the suburbs. My dog dragged me through like this bushy area and we got stuck, it was funny, he fell in a ditch like 4 times. Then he got tired of running near the end so like for the first time ever he let me go in front of him. The other day when we were running this little baby girl black lab chased all the way down the street, it was cute. Java's such a stud. bye.
KIRSTEN: 5:56 PM. still procrastinating. I was reading through all the other months of ourlives and i realized we have a record of our entire junior year, and hopefully we'll have one of our senior year too. We've changed too. This year's been so fast. I was even weirder last summer than i am now. We're growing up and you can read throught the whole thing. ok i'm still weird. Now i have an obsession with reading the college book, dreaming about getting out of here and becoming a real person. You know what's sad? The schools that say the student body is mostly apathetic and white rich spoiled kids from the suburbs. I sit there and think that's awful, o wait that's me. sad sad. I'm thinking i can be bigger than my background if i try and i'm allowed to in college, i think anyone can, as soon as they escape their parents. or maybe i can now, i just use them as an excuse. I've been rather philosophical lately. bye again, maybe i'll study, i need food or something, i think i'm still a compulsive eater, hehe. bye.
KIRSTEN: 6:31 PM. Walker Texas Ranger is the best show ever, and i've been there, its so great. His partner's really hot. DO they really still have rangers? I should've asked when i was there. hehe. Daytime TV. I watched this movie called Desert Heat too, that was the best movie ever. bye.

5-28-03
MARILYN: 4:42pm. exam week is going right along. i've got two left, and they are both tomorrow. woo. bible and espanol. i hope to pass one or more of those. teehee. the other 3, english, math and uh, whats the other one... uh... CHEM. right. they all worked out okish, so i guess i'm not upset. i have a weird life. i'm gonna e-mail kirst to get her back, cause shes such a dork butt. oy vey. so i gotta go "study" spanish and i'll be back or something at some point. lateRRRR.

5-25-03
MARILYN: 1:59pm. i'm tired. and sleepy. since i only got like 12 hours of sleep. from 1 to 1 though, so that might explain the tiredness. i guess i don't have much more to say today, other than that i'm procrastinating becaus as much as i like exam week, i hate studying for exams. i'm hungry, maybe i'll go see to that.

5-24-03
MARILYN: 1:41pm. I thought I was lazy, but kirst seems to be winning that contest. we have NO MORE REAL SCHOOL DAYS!!! only a few exams, which isn't half bad, cause i kinda enjoy exams, freak that i am. my world has ben wiggy, to say the least, lately. thats all i really want to say on that. i'll get back to you on it in a week, when we decide. i swore off boys for the weekend. except sancho. haha. he was offended i think, but will be ok. i mean hes attached, so its not like hes a boy boy, a married boy. anyways, i skipped school yesterday, since i'm so bad ass, haha, and went to seaworld with, nick name... Fruffle. There were other kids from school there too, but mostly we didn't see them alot, other thn when we got lita and beeky wet. hehehe. i bet him a penguin that car tire pressure is higher than 40 psi, of however its measured. we walked on the beach and got ice cream too. i had a good day. i went to the eye dr. this morning, and i'm "trying out" disposable contacts, cause i get kinda sic of keeping track of something for more than a day or two. we'll see how this goes. my eyes only got slightly worse, which is good. so i'm not bothering updating all these glasses and what have you. off to study i suppose, but probably not. call if you know the # and wanna chat.

5-18-03
MARILYN: 1:08pm. I was hoping kirst would tell you about prom, since i wasn't there. i can tell you that someone's date (prefer not to give names) was hitting on babs and trying to get high on the whipped cream, which we hope was just part of his deranged state at 3 in the morning but still. it was akward. there seems to have not been any large problems, but really, don't ask me about prom. or really after prom for that matter, since i was wearing so much glitter i couldn't really see what was going on. i still haven't gotten all the glitter off, too. the next day, or i guess same day, but later, i went to a suburb of the nearest gigantic city and played the flute for a nice lady who gave us a SUPERIOR. YAY!! it was cool. everyone else got really worked up and bought a bunch of medals and plaques and stuff. i was like woah, these people are buying me a bunch of shit. i guess it was pretty awesome. it was a 3 hour drive up (cause of traffic) and a 6 hour drive home (cause of even more traffic). my dad was driving, and it was scary casue he doesn't like traffic much and was yelling about how dumb all these people were. and swerving a bit more than i was comfortable with. and thats alot. the freeways all had like 12 lanes and still the people managed to get into a traffic jam. i was like confused. who wasn't? now i'm writing my history about some women who died in an industrial fire in the early 20th century. i know, unique. i've got 6 and a bit pages, so i'm starting to get burnt out on it. i've just been told that bowl #3 brings my glad tidings. i won't say who, but i think we all have an idea... shoulda gone over... damn... blah... going to go work for a few minutes... hopefully have finished this draft by 5... so i can do all the busy work associated with it... fuck...

5-15-03
MARILYN: 11:43pm. Its late, and i have a bunch of crap to do for tomorrow. a crane fell into some powerlines, which fell onto the free way yesterday, and they had to close it, and it took kirst 3 and a half hours to get to school. i felt bad, cause i don't use the free way and had no problems. traffic was light if anything. anyhoot, i'm the social chair fr the senior class, if i hadn't said that yet. Its been a week since i crashed. tomorrow is prom, which i'm not going to, and after prom, which babs, banana and i will attend in full force. it'll be fun. we have a hotel room to chill at beforehand and everything. call my cell if a) you know the #, and b) you wanna come chill. when we got stood up by jose and axle, babs met saul, and hes bringing a cuz over. so it'll be fun. i have to go and get the laptop that actually works for tomorrow so we can watch colin firth in all his hotness. i mostly had a good day. after school, i took the late bus. a true rebel i tell you.

5-13-03
MARILYN: 8:37pm. I'm doing english. its not fun. its also hard. so i have writers block. i'm watching some crappy tv, cause thats waht tuesday night is all about. the latest on the caddy is a month. the vw is 2 weeks. i can't legally drive the mini or the rental. i'm stuck here. i wanna die...

5-11-03
MARILYN: 11:17pm. Well i'm writing my romance novel and watching cheers right now. and i feel alone in the world, like cliff does. its sad. he just had his appendix out and no one went to visit him. now hes using shock therepy to try andbe nicer to people. who knows. i love cheers. and ER is on next. woo hoo. my mom is ok. i mean shes not reall badly hurt oranything. we didn't have to go to the hospital yet, which i'm taking as a good sign. the caddy will be back in 12 or more working days. which should fall near the end of exams or the beginning of th week off before awards day. i'm not upset. not to much anyways. i have a senior ring buddy. el frank. so i guess that means i have to talk to a certain geiser. well i'm gonna go write now i guess. later.

5-10-03
MARILYN: 4:10pm. i took the dumb AP US History exam in pain, as it was painful and i'm still sore from previous exploits. today my mother got rear ended on the way to pick me up from the lacrosse game. we might have to go to the emergency room, but i guess shes waiting to see if it gets better or worse first. the bumper is like falling off the van, but it moves which is more than we can say about the caddy. i have early check in because i was late to school on thursday. i'm a little pissed but i guess theres nothing i can do about it. i'm taking the dumb bus anyways. stupid mr. hairpin. thats far too feminine a name for that bitch. grrr. anyways. i'm gonna go eat frozen peas and ice myself. bye bye.

5-8-03
MARILYN: 11:42am. I crashed my car on the way to school today. and chill is being a poo head. i did his lab report for him and he was generally useless. koko was very nice and actually help me. gee wiz, isn't that cool. i am in a bad mood because everything sucks and am going to go to some useless boring class. that would be chem with dr. furry-woodland-creature-slayer. the APUSH AP is tomorrow, and i am going to fail. this will be the best may of my life...

5-06-03
MARILYN: 2:19PM. Well, i hope this works. it hasn't for a while so i'm not optimistic. i had an AP today. it was really fun. the multiple choice wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. and the essays were ok. there were ALOT of people that took it who weren't in the class. including more than a few seniors. i guess they were trying to pass out of freshmen english in college or something. who knows. well i'm going to go write a really long paper now, i haven't decided which one... P.S. IT WORKS NOW YAY!!!!!!