11-30-02
MARILYN: 2:26pm. I am at Babs' place and Tree is here too. We are starting the wall. Its a little different from last time. Maybe I'll put pics of how it used to look and how it does now. Well, we've only jyust started, and so far I haven't messed it up too much. I made the cute little fuzzything look like a retarded drunken dog/raccoon. Babs was proud. Tree is drawing this Anime guy. Babs and I, well, Babs drew, it was my idea, drew the band, but its pretty vague except for that it says GET HO!! like every 2 inches. Kirst even has her plumber look going. There is a hot air balloon too. The band is on a stage, and we're gonna draw in the crowd later, like in Sk8er Boi. All the boys looking up at us drooling. Haha. So we'll be super stars, slamming on our guitars, etc. Ah, the humping as subsided briefly. Thank the Gods....
11-29-02
MARILYN: 8:51pm. I just got home from shopping with Babs a few mintues ago. So it seems I missed Sabrina the Teenaged Witch. I am sad. But I got a cute top for formal (its next weekend for all you stalkers) which totally matches my dress. It like does too. All I need is "a necklace to tie it all in" according to my mom who seems to have borrowed someone else's fashion sense for the day because shes not wearing plaid capris like she normally does. After we got my $15 top (at gorgiou mind you) Babs and I moved on to the roller coaster and with out any coaxing what so ever she got on and I think that I screamed more than her. We then spent $3 each at the arcade and got some really cool thingies that get bigger in water. There are 5 of them and we got The Little Mermaid themed ones when I started begging and pleading. I think we'll do them tomorrow but they might make a good present for a certain Kirsten when she comes back from Jerusalem. Only if they turn out cool though. Hopefully we didn't save up like 205 tickets for some lame thing. As if. Arcades never have rip off dealies. There was this one game where you got alot of tickets, but this totally obese family was like hogging it. I was sad, until they went off to buy some lard to eat. No kidding. So then Babs and I went to Wok on PEarl and had some nice sit down sushi. It was good. But I drank too much water because by the time I got home I had to pee like a race horse. And now I am here. Sancho is in disbelief that I actually went shopping today, but since it wasn't UTC I feel as though since I didn't walk 100 miles to park I did ok for myslef. And got a cute top. If only I was a boy, then I could like, I dunno, not have gone shopping and gotten some ramen together or something. All the guys were busy. Its sad. So Babs and I were talking about how cool guys are. And how much we wished there were some around because they make for better conversation. Well, thats my day. Analyze it if you must, but there are no hidden themes that you must search for.
11-28-02
MARILYN: 9:35pm. So as I may or may not have said, we had no hot water because the heater broke. So we mooched for our thanksgiving dinner. But we had to drive all the way up to RB. and now i'm watching starwars. full circle. i'm working on an advice page, using the evil page maker non-wizard but something like it you know?? ok. so the page will be dearmarilyn.html or something so look on the front page for links and so on when i get around to it ok?? Ya so I think I'm done here, because I am tired and just want to go to bed, so good nite.
11-27-02
MARILYN: 2:51pm. Wow. so kirst added a new page before she left us for her loving family. The Marilyn And Kirsten Gazette Page. You can find it HERE!!. I think. I'll check that link in a second, because i know how irritating it is when things like that don't work and you want to wring your otherwise beautiful and angelic webmaster about the neck. But I know that all of you love me even if I suck at html and you wish i would stop trying and just use page wizrd. Well tough monkeys. I am morally and ethically against Page Wizard, not to mention monkeys. One of these deay i figure I will be struck by lightening and understand frames and how to make them work on this page, but at the moment, frames make me want to cry because I DON'T GET IT AT ALL!!!!!!! Ok so maybe I'll go make a page about how much the wizard sucks, using the wizard to bring emphsis to my point. ok then i'm off, for now.
11-26-02
MARILYN: 10:34pm. Kirsten, you are so jewish, like going to mount zion and all. I'm quite impressed. Anyhow, my life. Frank is leaving for London early tomorrow morning, so i am sad, so sad i don't feel like using mypinkies to work the shirt keys so this looks like slightly professional. I just had gingerbread ice cream to comfort myself, and it seems to have work a bit. kirst, you are so lucky that anything looks good on you. frank asked for my measurements earlier and i liek started crying. my hips are HUGE!!!!! its sad that someone as young as me had already lost any glimmer of hope that they had because of freaking cottage chees thighs. and mondo largo hipsamundo!! (the fonz) god i'm fat. please help me to lose 10 lbs this break from school, rather than the 10 i normally would gain. please. to make it worth going to formal. to make me feel pretty, oh so pretty, to feel pretty and whitty and bright!!!!!!! teehee. the college boys are home!!!! SPEEDO (guess who) IS THE HOTTEST THING EVER!!!!!!! I think i will have to lurk at babs' house for another glimpse. such hotness all in one room, oh it makes me dizzy. we are painting her mural again. with chill, sancho, tree (or pee) (its the same person we can't agree on a name just cause he had the hots for kirst and she was amdly in love back am i right or what??), babs, kirst and i. well, sanch and kirst can't be there. but we'll either leave space to fill in later or do them with out them there in person. i think we should do streakers, like all of us running across the wall naked, with some well placed items to keep it from getting dirty. babs wants to do the chicks in the band and the guys doing something to do with h20polo. we'll see. streakers would be so much cooler. you know it would. plus she could wake up every morning to tree, hot as ever, and NAKED!!! woo fucking hoo. an offer most girls would pass up.
KIRSTEN: 9:45 PM. We're out for thanksgiving break, i don't really care, i'm glad i get to see my cousins, even if i don't get to paint babs' wall like last time. I wouldn't've had enjoyed it with a certain someone there anyway and it's not like they'd kick that person out just cause i don't like them. O well. It doesn't matter amyway cause i won't be there. I'm getting sloppy with remembering nicknames. Marilyn finally is getting the sweatshirts for tennis done, Poy was mad and i was a little disgruntled myself because she has taken like 2 weeks to get them done. I agree that nothing ever happens. The highlight of my week was that i woke up when my alarm went off at 2:07 last night (it's still set for the meteor shower) and i woke up to violent wind and the clouds were glowing. That was major excitement, i was giggling to myself under my covers i was so excited. I wanted to go outside but it was scary and my mom would stone me or shoot me depending on what was handy. We had thanksgiving chapel today and noone really cared, we had a good talk about community service. The chaplain's all gungho about community service like all this month, maybe it's community service month and we don't know it. O well. The singers sung a pretty song and an ugly song, everyone agreed. I miss someone that i've known for along time and now is completely different (no not babs) it's really sad. Soccer meeting today. Babs was smart and wrote down the numbers of the people that stayed and me and gave it to Ric. It was tower day (that's our school paper if u didn't know). I had 2 cover stories!! I like was the cover. Pal said "Kirsten you're like all over the front page" I was like "so are you" cause the only picture on the front page was of him "cozying up to his laptop" that i had taken. He was kinda mad but not really, he was comforted when i told him i didn't use the bald spot one (he insisted the 1st one i took showed his bald spot (whatever). Marilyn had a story in the tower!! But her name got spelled wrong (although she spelled her own name wrong on the board once by leaving out an l) and even though i told them like 50 times they didn't put her in the staff box, they were probably too lazy to think up a name for someone they didn't have to see in class everyday, losers. I wasn't allowed to go to see Harry Potter with a bunch of people cause i'm not allowed to drive with anyone before their 6 months are up. Poor Lana isn't allowed to drive with any teenagers, that was my original rule. I was rewarded for not disobeying my parents cause i got to go shopping at PLaza Camino Real with Berry. I forgot that place existed, i never go there. We had tons of fun trying on pretty dresses. Berry got her formal dress that's perfect and a blizzard and i got a pretty dress that looks somewhat good on me (very rare so i had to buy it) and an orange julius that they didn't leave in the blender long enough and diluted too much, o well, still good. Berry never had one before, she liked it a lot. I want to sneak out tonight and ride my bike to the beach and sleep there with a bonfire. Not gonna happen. I wanna go to the beach before or instead of formal. I think i'm gonna go now. Dress shopping was sooo fun. I found my prom dress too. I have to try to convince my parents to buy it. My dad will think buying a dress is dumb, my mom will think it's not worth looking good unless you have a date. One of these days i'll have to get me one of those. Bye for a while as i'm off to Vegas and Zion (not israel, the national park).
11-25-02
MARILYN: 6:24pm. Well, this is going to be short as I have Floot Troop. School was schooly. I went out with Pal and Chair. To the Walmart of coffee chains. Pal wanted to know what was up with us. I didn't tell, i don't think i could. But i have an assload of tareas and i need to go do them and some flute. Haha.
11-24-02
MARILYN: 9:46pm. The e-mail is working well seemingly. I am supposed to be writing a poem about the end in spanish. I will do it during milk break or after this, depending on how much sleep i want. I feel depressed for no reason. Perhaps that is why. Nothing is happening. I don't know why it bothers me more this time than any other. So weird. I'm just alone, its not even that late and i haven't seen or spoken with another person (in person mind you) for a few hours. No contact except through IM. Wow that is depressing. I'm off then, g'night.
MARILYN: 2:39pm. Kirsten, we do not give our phone numbers to boys, they are the tool of the devil. So you say he was stripping?? Good job!!!!!!! Um, anyhow, go get an e-mail addy at www.marilynandkirsten.zzn.com andi'll think you are really neat. E-mail me for the password to the webmaster account and make one thats just kirsten@mar.... too. i have marilyn@marilynand..... aren't i cool??? I know i am. Also, I devoted a a page to convincing you folks to get some e-mail. You can find it HERE. Love ya and goodday mates.
KIRSTEN: 2:07 PM . I woke up like 3 hours ago and got up like 2 hours ago a little after Bear called me about chem. I went to a latin convention yesterday. I walked around boredly for a long time with fichus. It was kinda fun, i made a fun foam mosaic of fichus and lupe. I made a button for me and it fell apart, i made a button for dea and it got cut off. I made a bracelet and saved some beads for dea and snizbeth. My bracelet's pretty. fichus made a water bottle/cell phone accesory. My poor dad had to accompany us and then he wandered off and drove away for the rest of the day. We got starbucks in the morning and rite aid ice cream afterwards. Some guy asked me my number, well actually he grunted with licorice in his mouth at me with a pen in his hand and some girl interprated. I gave him it, he was stripping at the slave auction. That was really sad. These guys like pimp off all these people for a scholarship fund, haha, and the more money u raise the hotter u are, kinda sad. We were hungry, i got snizbeth and someone else each to smuggle me a chocolate muffin from the lounge we weren't allowed to go in. We got in and out for lunch. Sorry i haven't said anything all week, nothing happened except babs and marilyn were sick and a latin convention and coffeehouse and biblestudy (people were worried cause i was excited about going to bible study) i watched lifetime and dad got mad cause we were up at 1:30 watching this really funny movie. We never got to finish it. o well, i was mad but probably cause i felt guilty, i get more mad when i'm guilty.
MARILYN: 10:47am. I am up. And its morning. Yuck. Yesterday was a little bit busy. I went to some lame college thing from 9 till 3 that basically told me that its good to go to college and not to party too much or you won't graduate. Also, the college students bitched alot about how their exams were 2 hours long and counted like alot and other things that seem so normal to the typical Bishop's student. I was like damn, only 3 hours of class a day and all the freedom, but as hard as Bishop's, where the fuck do I sign up??? Haha. Jee wiz, what should my major be? And after all that college shit, i went to the polo game with some rahmen beforehand. The game was good, we won, but oh my god I never want to go to a game with anyone who knows what is going on ever again. They like tell the players what they should have done, which anyone does if they know about a sport, but I mean, they are on varsity guys water polo, you are on girls jv, they know better than you, trust me. Hmmm, los pardres son aqui ahora. Fucko. Hasta.
11-22-02
MARILYN: 7:42pm. I'm going for SUSHI!!!!! Well, I'm not a big fan of raw fish, but it'll be fun. I'm freaking getting out of the goddamn house. And Frank is, this is the weird part, going out with friends!!!!! Ya, life is so strange. I have to do the sweaters tomorrow. Fuck, I will get them done with!!! My arm is throbbing. It has been all day. Fuck me. I don't know why. Well, I've have an idea, but it hurts so much more than the last time I "got a bruise". Fuck, I'm going out now. Perhaps I'll stay on the interent. But of course leave an away message up. Woo-fucking-Hoo. Wow, so I'm really pathetic. Fat, Ugly, Stupid. And the world sucks (just for Pancho I mean).
11-21-02
MARILYN: 5:24pm. Seemingly Kirsten no longer loves us. But soon there will be marilynandkirsten e-amil!!!!!!!! woo hoo!!!!!!!!! Though I do miss kirst. However, i have like 2 tests and 3 quizes to study for, and i haven't been at school for a while so it is not good. HELP!!!
MARILYN: 11:17am. I got up a little earlier today. I had to, or i would have been in some deep shit. Long story made short, i had to move stuff around early in the morning to stay alive or something. i feel like food. at least my bro isn't home today. hahaha. i'm listening to the alk trio. i can't move my left arm. i must have slept on it funny. ugh, i wanna go back to bed.
11-20-02
MARILYN: 7:07pm. I wanna go to slightly stoopid. It would be fun. Convince babs to go with me, or I'll be stuck with scavo and the snowball guy and scotch. not like tape. Anyways, added another part to my bio page. well a link from it. you can go look if you wanna. Or if you don't. Haha, well, i think I'm gonna go to bed or something, maybe do all the HW i've been meaning to all day. Hasta.
MARILYN: 3:10pm. I slept till like noon. I'm sick by the way. It hurts my head to read, think, move, and anything else that involves noticing stuff around you. Hmm, like drive I suppose. Maybe I shouldn't have gotten that film developed. Fudge. And here is the dog. He is my only companion in this world of lonliness. I feel like Everyman in that damn play we read last year. All alone when he falls on hard times. I think I need to go sleep, as my head does ot feel well with all this strenuous typing. Pooh.
11-18-02
MARILYN: 6:17pm. I'm listening to Sk8er Boi. Aren't I sad?? "and now hes a superstar, slammin on his guitar..." God its annoying. And i already had a headache. I don't think the rest of my weekend belongs here. The abbreviated version: we talked to someone late into the nite. I got home the next day. My boyfriend was pissed. I am pissed. I stay up late talking to him (could this be a euphamism??). I get depressed that i'm the one you call when the world has given up on you. I go to bed at 12am. I get up early to drive the van to school (caddy is in the shop). I goto hist, but sleep through eng cause i didn't even fake the homework. the rest of my classes are boring and long. I talk to chill. I eat too much. I hate myself. I hate the pannikan drinking walmart shopping at world. I pet my dog. I still hate the world, but realize that some good must come of it all, after all, dogs are so cute. Oh i left out the part about shopping in all the places I'll never be able to afford, especially if i do go Quaker. Or maybe they can have blow dryers. Hmmmm. I will think on this while you tell me why life is so fucking great. and kirst, i can't drive you, i don't know how saturday would have worked, i don't dig drive 5 miles an hour next to people who would rather walk. no offense. Luv ya kirstdoodle. And now its pretty girl, ah sweet sweet sugarcult. Why are they so goddamn popular. at first i typed poopular. freudian slip i guess. must go download more alk trio because i am a depressed freak and hate the society that promotes all these bad things people do to themselves. I'm not saying i'm an exception, yes, i still am not, but fuck don't do it cause its popular!! fuck...
11-17-02 (Babs' B-Day)
KIRSTEN: 8:57 PM I'm hurt that i wasn't the person u'd want to bring if u had to take someone, but i guess that's how it goes. I did nothing today. Went to church, took a nap, did latin, watched a scary lifetime movie about an anti-gov, confederate flag waving family who was put under seige and at least half of them killed by the gov because someone lied and said they randomly shot a marshall or something like that. It was the scariest lifetime movie i've ever seen. But i didn't get to see the end cause my fam came home from tennis. It had Kirsten Dunst in it, she's named after me, haha. Well she is the reason there's a kirsten song. I went to the santa clause 2 last night with rinzy and marilyn and babs called me in the middle of it, twice, kind of embarrasing, i had to turn off my phone, that thing vibrates like crazy too. OK so anyway then i called babs at like 11:30 and she was awake still (a miracle) cause there was a message on my other phone too and she told me about their day. I talked to her again today for a long time about how everyone we know is insane. O well, i'm worried about someone, i'm supposed to be extra nice tomorrow to everyone. babs says i can't use my God against her with my praying about her and pee, o well, that's not exactly how it works but whatever.
MARILYN: 1:13pm. Yesterday was a day. Well, it was long and confusing near the end, but we'll do the good parts first and maybe if i'm up to it later i'll do the less good. So i started the day by waking up when my useless boyfriend called me at 10:30. At this point i was forced out of bed and had to go to the yacht club to get the soap i got babs for her b-day, oh and my wallet. great details. So after that i showered, or i might have shorwed 1st, i can't remember. anyhoot, i smuggled the stove and pot out of my house and drove to LJ at about 12:30. I got there late, as usual, and the fun began. First, we, me and babs, drove around with out direction for a good hour or so. then we remembered about CIF water polo and realized there would be a good parking lot to chill it, especially since we didn't wanna pay the 5 bucks to go and see the actual sport. In the parking lot we broke out the pot and stove and instant coffee "baba", teehehe, brought. We also, in there somewhere, met alot of fat old people and went to vons and longs. So i put together the kerosine stove and we lit it and were having a grand old time and the stove was great it only took like 5 minutes for the water to boil. "So we decided, it'd be a friendly gesture" (from alices restaurant) to invite our good pal sancho down to chill in the lot with us. We had triscuits, chocolate, coffee, and gum so it was all good. One thing lead to another and we were at Chill's house, after a good bit of caffiene that is. So we bothered him for a bit and then after giving him my cell #, a good move we realized later, we went to sancho's to change for the dance. Babs and I changed in the DOWNSTAIRS BATHROOM. together that is. but only cause we were so afraid after all that happened there freshman year and all and not really knowing if it had been disinfected since then. (Please God, if you exist, say it was cleaned!). So from there we got Chill again and went to the marrying knoll to make some ramen, smores and coffee, again. we did that for about an hour and the food was great and the people were fun and it was the best. babs and i, later that is, were talking about how if we had to take another person, who would it be. I couldn't decide, i thought it was perfect the way it is, or was. who knows right now. so back to were i was. At that point we drove to cuvier, to park and "go to the dance." Well, needless to say, we didn't go the the dance. And so we drove in circles for a bit. Now i never really got into what babs and i were wearing. She had on the shortest tube dress ever, and striped black and grey thigh highs. there was a 6 inch gap between them. Skank. And i was borrowing her black lace see thought top which i chose to wear a white bra with, and flip up at the bottom horizontal striped capris. and both of us had large heels. so we were close to as tall as sanch. So after we drove in circles i took us down to the roller coaster in MB. Babs didn't want to go but eventually the b-day girl was forced and i think had a jolly good time. we also went on the carosel, good fucking times. So then we took sancho home. We also changed there, so babs' mom would die if she saw us. We then took shill home and began the drive to babs' house. This is where it gets ugly, so i'm going to stop. maybe later i'll shed a ray of light...
11-16-02
KIRSTEN: 6:12 PM I love how my computer has the time on it and even says if its PM or AM cause i can never tell anyway, well i can but it takes a while. Marilyn ur scaring me but i feel the same way. I agree that if i fit in here then that would be worse then whatever i am now, at least i'm not like them. Whenever i feel like i am i get sick. We'll all be scared for life, that's what sucks about family. Every family is dysfunctional. Well in some way at least. After age 12 we should be out of here, they can't do any more good and we can prevent a lot of the crap they do to us. OK so anyway we had Young Life club at school thursday. I handed out lollipops. Some people rejected them cause they were christian or what not, whatever. babs came and Bill came and sneric ditched even though he promised he'd come and marilyn was late so she didn't come in, Fiz P came and so did yoko. Haha like my names. BABS might come on the skit trip!! i would be so happy if she did. I fur reading this babs i gaurantee it'll be really fun!! as u said no parents and like 400 people from SD going. You'll have fun, i promise and maybe even come back with a date for formal, o wait that's after formal, but still... I hope babs and marilyn are having fun, they're celebrating babs' b-day and i can't go cause i'm not allowed to ride in marilyn's car. my wonderful parents again, and i can't lie, i'm awful at it and feel horrrendously guilty until the truth is all told. I hope everyone will have fun at the dance too. I'm not going cause everyone will probably leave in their cars that i'm not allowed to go in and dances just really aren't fun. I'm going to a movie with Rinzy. we'll probably see Santa Claus 2. It was really hot here today, like desert, i love the desert. It's all clear and stuff. I went to bible study at Haagen DAzs, hehe. I got to see melon and Balex's wedding album. It was so cute, they were adorable. My brother's such a jerk. He came in here and just sat down and wouldn't leave. I'm trying not to judge him but he is trying to be mean, and that is not debatable, he even says he is. I was pissed at my parents yesterday, i don't know why. Well i do know y but i don't know y especially yesterday. Yesterday there was a little fight in journalism between my editor and Mr Down. It was kinda scary. I kinda got in the middle of it too, o well. At least people were on my side and defended me. Ya i guess were not going to journalism camp but that's ok. maybe next year we can go. I totally forgot about that deadline. Today i was at target and some middle schoolers came up and asked if they could ask me some questions, i said sure. They asked me stuff about jesus. I had crappy answers. I've decided i do not have a future in film or film journalism, i have major camera fright. Any dreams in that area were crushed. After i answered the questions my dad acted a little weird. He's embarrased that i'm a christian, o well. OK anyway yesterday i found out i'm in 2 dotdots. Frank's and Tiz N's haha. I have a latin quote in tiz's that says: to great talent, no era is closed. She doesn't know why. Her and Rinzy tried to make me feel better by saying my talent was that i was hilarious and could write latin newsletters like no other, i did feel better. and frank has a picture of us in our princess dresses and says snowwhitecinderellalittlemermaid in the actual dotdots. I've always wanted to be in people's dot dots. Yay. Ok dinner then movie, bye.
11-15-02, the deadline for journalism camp...
MARILYN: 9:54pm. I can't go to the camp by the way. Another reason my life sucks. It does suck you know. I go out tomorrow. Woohoo. With babs. And who knows whats gonna happen. Us wild ones... If it wasnt so late I'd call her. I guess it can wait till tomorrow morning. Well, goodnite.
11-14-02
MARILYN: 8:51pm. I also did bad sailing today, let down at least one person, aced a chem test and tryed to barf up a hot dog. Busy day....
MARILYN: 8:38pm. I just made my mom cry. And it felt good. I think I may be evil incarnate. It was the 2nd best feeling i've had all day. She was in the kitchen composing her self and i walked to get a kleenex and she turned to look at me and started up again. I can't blame kirst for what she said about them. If they were anyone elses parents i would never go to that house again. At least i live so fucking far away from all that is safe and decent that no one will ever even want to make the long journey to my house. Or should i say their house. I don't belong here. I'm glad I don't belong here. If I fit in it would be worse than not fitting in. Only several more years. I can do it, but i will be scarred for life........
11-13-02
MARILYN: 8:28pm. Oy vey. Life is sucky. Apparently Dr. Furry-creature-slayer says i'm smart. Like as smart as frank or better. But i don't show it as well?? I still say he did too much Acid. Ah, the 70s... Its funny how Kirst talks about purging. I wish i could pull myself together and get good at it and be thin and not eat and be perfect and not have to deal with these annoying people and be on honor roll and not have a certain humanities teacher on my ass about every little thing. i wonder if i can still switch to regualr?? fuck i don't want Cs. Fuck me. Should i just delete this whole rant?? why pour your soul into a mindless void that anyone can stumble upon, readin this to laugh heartilly and think, "Ah, that marilyn, and the things she kirst and babs do! gee wiz..." i don't want to be that. I don't want to be anything. Which brings me to career day. why would i want to be any of those things?? marketing. middle management. fuck, why would i, the rebelious teen, (and not in the i wear abercrombie gym instead of abercrombie way) want a real life job. i should still be dreaming of going to the moon, being an actress, being a mom of the burbs with 2.6 kids and a dog named stinky. why can't i be one of those?? who would want to be one of those?? a mom, fuck, why a mom, the underappreciated, over worked bitch who sometimes makes you dinner?? can't i do better????? Do you think i can do better? can anyone do better?? or will we all be stuck with job titles like assistant manager in charge of assisting the manager and marketing the stuff which we sell and also developing it but not really and mostly just having a long job title. Hmph. Fuck me.
11-12-02
MARILYN: 10:13pm. Urination Proclaimation: to ba announced when we get around to writing it. Has to do with Mr. Tittydude weighing upon the bladder of babs. Who'd a thunk it. "He weighs upon my bladder like a thousand tiny men, all riverdancing, much to my displeasure." Mas Luego.
KIRSTEN: 11:41 AM. Wow i'm at school. I can't believe its not even noon yet and i've been awake for a long time. I got out of journalism early for no special reason. It tried to load pictures on the computer but it didn't work, i have a picture curse or something. I don't have to write the article I was supposed to cause my editor agreed with me that it was the dumbest thing ever to write an article about. By the way I did tell my mom but she wasn't that mad so i still felt guilty, i need her to get mad at me so i feel better, knida weird, like purging or something. So anyway i wrote an account of the day cause i thought it would be good for me and would get the whole truth out and i write much better than i talk. She didn't get mad she just said me and Marilyn were irresponsible liers, but it could be worse. I finished my trashy romance novel, the guy proposed, surprising huh?? haha. I was like laughing out loud at this book at like 1 in the morning, haha. Those books are probably the most entertaining thing in the world, and u don't even have to check em out from the library u can just take em. I was thinking maybe I should write another article, if u have any ideas email me. The library is a weird temperature and very stuffy and like the hub of life here at "the destroyer" which shows how sad our school is. I'll revert to Sancho and i think we should also revert to "pee", it's more appropriate, just kidding babs. haha.
11-10-02
MARILYN: 7:35pm. Isn't Kirsten a cutie?? Read her post, it is far more informative than anything I have ever written. I'm glad she had fun sailing and I'm glad I wasn't a meanie. From what I hear, Babs had a good time too. Oh, and by the by, The Boy know as Sancho and Panhandle preferes Sancho, I and he don't know why. But in the future... I mean don't bother changing stuff but well, ya. Chem is a bitch. Dr. Furry-creature-slayer (only in french, so i didn't have to even change it) is a big meanie. Unless he is somehow reading this and then i love him trementously and know he will give a 100 point curve as all the nice teachers at The Destroyer do (the Destroyer is our school, click on "OUr School" for more info. Who'd a thunk it??). So anyhow, I have to go off and do all that. Woo fucking hoo. I'm in freaking love.
KIRSTEN: 4:09 PM. Ya the play was good, so was sailing. We got kinda wet but not really. Marilyn was so nice teaching me to sail. She drove me around when she wasn't supposed to drive me around. I told my dad cause i figured he found it out cause they were real subtle and everything and i felt guilty. That was fun stalking panhandle and tree, well funny at least. By the way marilyn don't worry my dad didn't have a hissy fit and won't tell my mom. I might tell her cause i feel guilty but he won't. If i do tell my mom i'll tell her it was all my fault. Ok anyway I kind of helped make pumpkin pie at "snippy"s dorm today and we watched night at the roxbury, love that movie, so does she. Now i have to do HW. My parents decided they want to buy me a car and i don't want them too. They'll bribe and blackmail and guilt me to death if they have that to lord over me. My mom went to see a movie last night alone while my dad and brother went to a different one, sad dysfunctional family. Marilyn's family is extremely strange too. I don't blame her for not liking them, I didn't like them either but don't tell them that. We brilliantly wore our friday uniforms (for ushering) to downtown OB cause marilyn and babs wanted starbucks, hmm. O well it was fun. So was scaring the old ladies on Panhandles' street until we kidnapped him. We tried to throw something at his window but it hit the minivan. DOn't worry it was lightweight plastic, it won't mark. He has a fun hill for driving down, we pretended it was a roller coaster. Pee was kind of scared when we showed up at his house. Babs is like "ya we're all outside your house" haha. Riding in the motor boat and eating brownies was fun too. OK so anyway I should do HW now and research broncos. I need a bronco. not a horse, a car. bye.
11-9-02
MARILYN: 11:54pm. The play was, well, pretty good, given um, yes. Good show chaps. And chapesses. Well, I had a good day of sailing, watching, and putting off homework, which i have to do alot of on the morrow. I took Panhandle and Tree to the play. Like drove up to their houses, called them, and told them to come to the play. Twas fun. And now Erin knows how to find Tree's house. And I somehow remembered how to get to Panhandle's house. Luck I think. Hope he doesn't think I'm stalking, that would be so Frank. Hahaha. Ok, so good then.
11-8-02
MARILYN: 9:05pm. Haha. Here I am. yay. I can hear the applause. I need to go. Aren't i interesting. Oh ya. Fuck ya.
11-5-02
KIRSTEN: 6:45 PM. Geeze I'm even better at this than Marilyn now. I was pretty happy today. "beeky" asked me if i was ok but i don't know why except i was looking directly in the sun and squinting and stuff and being kinda quiet cause i was listening to people talking about FCA but i couldn't really hear them anyway. My editor wrote me a letter on my article about thanks for all the good articles and making this one interesting instead of how most people make them boring and stuff. It made me feel better. I haven't written stories for anyone else cause i like doing news stories and i'd rather write for him than any of the other editors anyway. He wrote some funny comments on my strange article and he liked it too, yay!! My parents said my editor would think i went crazy, haha. I said he wouldn't. Ok so anyway, it's voting day today. The voter house has been down the street ever since we moved here i think. I didn't walk down with mom this time. The candidates all suck. This democracy deal only works if good people run for office!!! And all the good people have no motivation to become corrupt politicians. I went for a run today, it made me feel kinda sick, but only when i stopped, and i ran almost the entire way. hehe. There was a really pretty sunset so after my run i went and laid on the lawn and watched it for a bit. I got my teeth cleaned at the dentist today. My dental assistant person said her son didn't have his license yet cause he smoked and cut class and stuff, my parents have NO good reason and mom was saying how she wouldn't let me buy my Bronco. I WILL BUY THAT BRONCO!! well if it really won't work i won't but if it does...I love that car, it's so perfect. "Berry" said she's an anarchist/totalitarian/communist. Hmm i don't know how that works but it sounds good to me. "Michus" says that republicans are selfish, I disagree and think that's awful and y political parties are dumb in general. The only reason we have them is cause people are too lazy to actually know who they're voting to take control of the government and need someone to tell them what they want. I think i'm with the idea of outlawing campaigning. Well actually i think that each candidate can publish one page about what their views are and it goes in everyone's mailbox and that's it or have one speech allowed on TV and that's it. The whole proccess has gotten way out of hand. Ok time for IM, email and more trashy romance novel, I am pathetic... O i'm really excited about the Young LIfe ski trip over christmas break though. No parents and 400 kids from SD in buses going to UTAH, it'll be awesome. I wish someone would go with me and get over their ideas that they can't hang out with Christians or whatever. They hang out with me and don't get Cancer or anything. O well. I'm probably gonna go on vacay with my fam and our cousin's fam too that same break. My cousin who's younger than me but has a car. We might go to his house and i'll have just gotten my license, if it's fixed by then maybe i can drive it!!! yay! It sounds awesome to me, old pickup and everything. My future and life is bright, I have so many years ahead of me. I hope i didn't just jynx myself. I can do anything i want in less than 2 years and even more anything i want in less than 6 years. I can be whoever and do whatever and do several whatevers. bye!
11-4-02
KIRSTEN: 5:22 PM. I remember to do this a lot more often now that I set it as my home page. I don't think many people like me all that much. O well, I don't care. I was generally happy today, happy mostly to not be at home. It made me sooo happy, to be with nice people who don't want to control me, and no mother in sight. "Babs" says she doesn't like me praying for her cause it makes her seem to godly or something like that. Well she'll be ok. She says it's not like they do have a relationship or anything, Hey maybe my praying is working. Marilyn is jealous I don't pray for her but I do. In fact I got home and prayed for her today, so there Marilyn. They tried to get me to cuss again, i didn't. We had a lockdown today, it was the funniest thing ever!!! We all walked slowly in a big crowd to the churches that they had prearranged us to go to. It was like the only surefire way to all get killed. It was fun laying on the ground in the english classroom though. We all thought it was ridiculous. There was a spider on "Babs" back and she was in the row in front of us. Like her whole advisory and our whole advisory were freaking out. We were all laughing and leaning as far away from it as possible. ONe girl ended up on the floor. I'm listening to a bluegrass online radio station, it's good. "Snalex" wasn't here today, "Sneric" was dismayed, well he'll be ok, he said he was gonna come see her after school anyway. Ok time to do my prelim bib and then read my trashy romance novel, haha.
11-3-02
MARILYN: 9:42pm. I left my bible at school. I had to use the only one that we have in our whole house. The Chatholic Heritage one. Its gilt and things. But my mom is a unitarian. She went to one of their "services" today. I sailed. It was hard. But fun. I am walking buise. It hurts to sit. It hurts to breath. Most of all, it hurts to walk. I wish it wasn't so late so I could call Becca and make her get up earlier so I could park in Cuvier so I wouldn't have to walk so far. Halloween was good. Kirst is right about the Rocky Horro Picture Show thing. It was freaky, and I'm not easily freaked. No wonder its a cult classic. Anyone else would be horrified. Maybe thats where the name came from. Anyhoot, it had the mayor from spin city in it. And that chick in that movie about the mom who had cancer and the dad's girlfriend. Not julia roberts. Susan serandon. Or however you spell it. I was the only girl out this weekend. At least in the laser fleets. It was windy, and i did badly. Its ok thouhg. I need to sleep. sorry fans. oh and i gotta move october posts out of here!!
KIRSTEN: 4:15 PM. Procrastinating homework again as always on Sunday. I just went to a tea party at this tea room thing in old town. It kinda creeped me out. It was for this mother-daughter charity club thing I'm in that doesn't do charity. My advice to u is never join a charity club of any kind, they don't do charity, they have tea parties and stuff. WE all wore goofy old-fashioned hats and had tea. It was one of those old-fashioned dusty kinda places, i hate those. At least we were by the window so i didn't suffocate. They had another college speaker!! They had that at the last tea party, it's getting really sickening, i swear that's all i ever hear. That's y everyone's in this dumb club anyway so i guess that's what they want to hear, well at least the moms. Argh. My mom has been so annoying and i've been so angry today it's almost scary. I haven't been this angry in a long time. I need to be loving but it's really hard and I need to escape now. All I can do is think of the glorious future and how i'll be the complete opposite of my mother. PLease don't let me turn out anything like her, that's my worst nightmare. WEll that and never getting to move out. Mom said something interesting about if she and dad died in a car crash i'd have to go to a UC. Well if they were dead I wouldn't really care cause i'd be free, not like i want them to die or anything but going to a UC wouldn't be such a horrible thing anymore. I still would want to explore new places but it wouldn't be so much of an escape thing anymore. besides I'd inherit all her money so i could go anywhere really. Weird logic on her part. I think that's the only way she thinks i need her anymore and i really don't need her, i'd do better without her. OK i won't let her ruin my life. She won't touch me, but she makes me soooo angry. I want to move out, i want to run away. I need to get my license. I read a trashy romance yesterday and the guy had a bronco and the girl had a jeep. Also it was about native americans and the girl was named Taylor and the old native american guy was named turtle. Ripping off from the bean trees i'd say. My mom just busted in her with her vacuum cleaner, most likely trying to read this so bye!
11-2-02
KIRSTEN:1:18 PM. I just woke up and am having breakfast, I watched the most awesome disney movie last night. A Ring of Endless Light. It was different than the book though and the girl was more annoying in the movie but o well. It made me want a functional family all the more. They had the greatest family ever in that movie and my family is so freakin screwed up. O well. I realized I'm a wimp in general, praying about that. I hate the movie Gladiator and I hate the movie Rocky Horror Picture Show. It seriously was like the scariest, most disgusting thing I have ever seen. I can't believe people watch that movie more than once. Well I guess it is so weird u either love it or hate it, but seriously who wants to watch like gay sex and stuff. O well, I was traumatized, no nightmares yet though. Halloween was fun. I wore my trench coat like all day except when marilyn was wearing it and I was a sailing zuchini. MR. "Flup" called me a closet Zuchini, hmmm. O ya i was a zuchini by the way and Marilyn was a pickle and Erin was a Cucumber. WE can't sew so we made shirts and skirts entirely without sewing, impressive right?? Well we didn't really look like vegetables but o well. Mrs. "Snawford" supposedly said to Marilyn "u must be one of the vegetables." hmmm well yes. I like sleep but wish I had more of a life than school and sleeping sometimes. One of these days I'm gonna get my license, then I'll have a life. Well and a car, then I'll have a life. it's so annoying cause the neurotic parents are the ones u have to escape and they're also the ones that won't let u escape. Hmm. Marilyn and I are gonna go live with my gramma this summer, well maybe. We have like a half a month to send in the thing for journalism camp. I don't think she can go, well then I'm not going. My brother told me my presence was annoying him and got angry cause i ate my mom's candy. My dad was asleep on the couch in the other room. I have no idea where my mom is. I wanna go to the library and get some trashy romance, cause I can take those without a library card. You can just take any paperback without checking it out, it's really cool.