10-29-02
MARILYN: 9:09pm. Oh look, i'm so sad about other things i frgot to be pissed about the paper bit. oh well, screw them all. they have direction in life. I wanna get out of school. Thats my fucking direction.
MARILYN: 9:02pm. Fuck my life. Seriously. Why fucking bother?? I' have to go do school wok and depressing things. So much for shorties on Halloween. That used to be my favorite holiday. Because people just forgot about me like normal. Not in the way that when they see you they know they have to be nice to you and pretend you exsist because tis your birthday way. Fuck people. Haha, most people. I wonder if we have any stalkers yet?? If we do, then I like you, even if you are sitting outside my window right now. Becuase you appreciate me for the freak that i am. Will you marry me??? I want you and my frankie. I'm so sad. G'nite.
KIRSTEN: 6:12 PM I just wrote this entire entry and it got deleted, makes me mad, o well. I was really happy today. Maybe cause it was paper day and i was cover story, but not just that. All the parent association liked the article a lot according to my mom the parent's association queen, which is good cause it was about them and quoted them. Well the parent pledge to be exact. "gnarly" gave me a hug and said we had to frame it. "Bear" said she screamed when she saw it, everyone was reading it. I would go up to people and make them look at my name on the cover story, it was funny. IN class we talked about why it wasn't really news and therefore shouldn't be on the cover. O well not my fault it was on the cover. That's "Snack's" fault. He elbowed me when we were talking about my cover story. Not like in a mean way, a I'm-on-the-cover way. YAY!! Marilyn was mad at him cause he didn't put her article in that he asked her specifically to do. He didn't put my SAT one in either. I'm gonna send it to my cousin though cause she wanted me to and it's relevant to her, it all works out. We're gonna have thanksgiving together, yay!! I love my "Janie" and my aunt. We talked on the phone long distance from vegas for like a half hour. I also have to send my college list to her after reading it to her. Funny. There's something about some people i want to say but shouldn't so i won't. Not like a mean comment or anything. I was so happy today!! I was laughing so much. I made "Fohna" laugh. We were talking about how when we were little we thought the yarn aeration things were turds. I said it could be a very even pooper who digs holes to poo and then misses them. Haha! I'm weird but at least "Fohna" though it was funny. We got our sweatshirts for tennis approved. Me and "babs" and "gnarly" were cloudwatching. We saw a furby and a footprint and "gnarly" said she saw a hippo with a propellor on his back. Then me and "babs" and "Matie" played a game involving throwing a crumpled up paper at me while i layed on my back. It was a beautiful day, like my favorite U2 Song. "Bear" hates U2. I don't really like them, just that song. I fell asleep on the bus. I woke up and was angry about "brad" having a car and i'm not allowed to have one no matter what i do. I went for a run when i got home. It was like 10 minutes, really pretty sunset. My dog's in better shape than me, which comes in handy for being pulled up hills but is kinda depressing cause he's like a severely overweight old lab with fatty deposits, he's sitting in here with me now. I did research the KKK yesterday, it was scary. They have sites to recruit kids that say like why kids shouldn't hang out with black people and why they should join the KKK and why they aren't bad like everyone says they are and how u'd be lucky to have a teacher in the KKK but most aren't and are mean to the KKK. Freeeekeee!!! Then the white nights of Alabama were freaking scary too. ok enough. This stuff still exists. You could buy a sticker that said "race-mixing slut" scary. So anyway my parents are at a dinner thank the lord and my brother's off watching tv. YAY!! i am at peace, this day was awesome and "babs" and "pee" didn't even come in contact in my sight!! IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!! IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAAYAAYAAAY!! ok i'm done. Sorry Marilyn about the dumb paper thing. This was a wonderful first school day of cold, dark season. I hope the rest of the year goes like this but it probably won't. Well i can make it go this way, there's no reason to be depressed. Not to sound cheesy but "If god is with me who(or what) can be against me?" that's from the bible by the way, i didn't make it up. I know i'm a bible dork, o well, it's worth it.
10-28-02
KIRSTEN: 8:27 PM I am talking to Kerry on the phone and Eric on IM cause he is trying to boost his couple contest points. It's getting to the point (haha pun) that people are sucking up to me to get higher up on the contest. It's annoying kinda. I never know when people are being sincere. People call me and IM me and hug me and are nice to me just for their status on my chart. Now i know what it's like to be a movie critic, well kind of. Went to UTC with Marilyn and "Joius" and Erin today. We had superly cool amounts of fun. Then i had to walk to my dad's office in long sleeves and jeans cause my dad said i couldn't hitch a ride with marilyn. Then "Snalex's" party. We had fun and thankfully "pal" and "sancho" hung around when my dad was late so i didn't have to hang with "Snalex" and "Sneric" alone. Dumb Dad. I told him like 50 times not to be late for that exact reason. it was really cold today, broke out the warm clothing. Cleaned the bathroom tonight, didn't do my latin. Gonna go read and go to bed. Kerry went to go take a shower. Talked to my gramma and it turns out my cousin "Brad" bought himself a clunker pick-up. I'm not allowed to buy myself a car until summer. He's 6 months younger than me and he'll be driving around in his own awesome car before i am. We were supposed to get cars at the same time and my dumb parents won't let me. My parents are the msot neurotic on both sides of the family. My dad said something sad today. he bought wrapping paper from his office neighbor's daughter. HE bought very traditional christmas wrap because he said "anything else was too unconventional for our family" or something like that. We watched Almost Famous and Breakfast at Tiffany's. they were both good but the Breakfast at Tiffany's one i really didnt understand and it wasn't very romantic like it's supposed to be, just a little weird. Ok gonna sleep or something, o wait i was supposed to look up a research topic having to do with the Klu Klux Klan. Byebye.
10-27-02
MARILYN: 12:52pm. So here I am. Putting off something as usual. Actually, I want to do what it is I have to do, but i felt bad about not having said anything here for a while. The Pickle, Cucumber, Zunchini costume making party turned out well. The sweaters we bought were horribly ugly though, so I think that on wed. afternoon we're going to have to make some tops. out of the gorgeous green stuff that i found so dilligently. Haha. My stunning singles contest notification is up. I will be distributing the entree forms in person and on the webernet. All entrees are due the 1st of November. That seems reasonable becasue that way they have time to fill it out all week long. Late entrees are accepted, but will have one point deducted for each day that they are late. My brother and I are watching Since you've Been Gone. I think its a movie about a high school reunion. I took my dog for a walk today. Almost a whole mile. We are so hardcore. My parents suck. They are making me pay for regattas even though they done give me enough to even pay for the rest of my life that they refuse to fund. I guess they figure if they don't give me enough to be a normal teenager they won't have given me enough to have left over to buy drugs with. I hate them. Ok, off to write the entree form and the tennis thingie. Haha, I'm off...
KIRSTEN: 1 PMish. Daylights savings time started, i don't know what time it is. DId u know that it changes at 2 in the morning cause that's when bars close, that's what my dad said. My dad went to Europe alone, my dad also says volvos are penus cars which is why they have the male symbol on them. Check out the next volvo u see. Marilyn thinks that's weird. My brother's school picture looks like he's constipated. Me and my dad got endless hours of entertainment about that. It's so fun to imitate him, it never gets old. I'm gonna write a catacombs article about constipation, especially my brother. I won't name names... MY brother's had constipation problems since he was really little, this is fun posting this on the internet. I should put his picture here but i won't, that's a little too far. My mom went behind my back and ordered my school picture. I look good though, it's like the best picture of me ever. I have black hair, haha. I have my picture next to my brothers in my princess wallet to boost my self esteem. I think it's still the 27th. I've been working on the site, i changed the colors, that was extremely fun. My brother's blasting the beatles upstairs, i hate the beatles. I probably shouldn't say that on the internet, i'll get hate mail. My parents have been harrassing me to clean the bathroom NOW! i don't understand what the difference is between now and a couple more hours. HAHA his beatle CD got stuck, that's even more annoying, ok i shut the door. Where should i go to college?? I have to get out of here soon!! I figured out why i can't drive yet. If i did my parents would have no leverage with their threats not to drive me around. Yesterday i helped my gramma move. O ya and marilyn and erin and i made our ravishing costumes. I kinda like the ugly sweaters though. Darn it he fixed the dumb CD and it's so freakin loud! I hate the beatles and they're always everywhere.My gramma gave my favorite thing in her house to my brother but i got a lot of funky jewelry. I got a carved wooden pineapple that is adorable. She's got some of the coolest stuff i've ever seen. I found condoms in her dresser. Ahhh!!! Don't tell! Her boyfriend was there too. Frightening. He's nice though and i want another grampa. They need to hurry up and get themselves married or something. He was nice when i was driving and he had to sit in the front seat and direct me, it was cool. I got to drive my gramma's car!!! We ate dinner at this place with funky italian wine bottles hanging from the ceiling. My mom was a little, hmmm lets just say, out of it all day. Well sweater shopping and alex's party tomorrow. We prayed for "Babs" and "Pee" at bible study, they need help, it's just nasty. I'm procrastinating. We need to get cracking on the marilyn and kirsten gazette. I also need to do a LUpis Nuntii. I entered marilyn's singles contest. I got a 90 out of a hundred in my estimation.
MARILYN: 9:49pm. I'm watching Double Jeopardy. Aren't I sad?? I'm almost caught up on English. Yay!! I hate getting blood drawn. Aren't I weird?? and Sad?? oh god. I went to a protest rally today. there were like 10 cops there, and the protesters were all either babyboomers, their kids, or old people. the 10 most useless cops in OB. haha. It was against the war in Iraq. It was totally cool. The speakers were great. The signs called bush any number of hilarious things. The guys on the drums were awesome. The beach was beautiful as usual. It was a great evening. And I totally agreed with everything. It was magical. Well, kirst just ditched me, so she'll lose somepoints on the singles thing. I should add the link to the main page. Hmmm, I'll go do that then. Alright, good bye.
10-24-02
MARILYN: 8:20pm. Junior year is catching up with me. Help me escape. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
10-22-02
KIRSTEN: wow i'm back already. I'm a little stressed so naturally i decided to do this to procrastinate. I have to like read 2 chapters and outline an essay that counts for 2 quarters of our grade for the quarter and i don't even have a thesis or character yet. My gramma's coming for birthday dinner, i don't have a present for her, kerry's b-day is tomorrow too and i still haven't given katie her present. AHHH!! my room was supposed to be vacuumed to days ago, i have to do latin. I'm supposed to do journalism but i think i'll blow it off, same with math cause he never checks it anyway. On the bright side, i'm the cover story of the next issue of our paper, "The Plower" haha, like they said i would be. I'm surprised. On the bad side "Babs" has been pursuing "pee" vehemently and it was kinda gross, she makes me sick. She wouldn't go to my locker with me cause he was on the other side of the quad. But with my mind powers i made him suddenly run over to where my locker is with no explanation. Haha, then she followed me cause she had a good view of his (buttocks) haha. I hope no one really reads this. "babs" bought me Starbucks. I went to the bathroom for 2 seconds (well really like ten minutes, i'm kinda slow) and she's off making new friends cause they're standing by "pee" and they knew her brother "Lenny" haha. well actually there was only one person but u know. then she had to give him a little hand grab thing and get a little hug before she could go to the bus, icky!!! She reminds me of someone else who's name i will not even pretend to disclose. OOO and in our assembly she was sitting in his crotch, kinda like when she fell in "Bill"'s crotch a couple weeks ago but much more frequent and deliberate, she kept elbowing me too because i was unfortunately next to the happy not-really-a-couple. Then someone moved and someone's...hand was slowly pulling my skirt up, a little disconcerting. I think it was Marilyn from the other side, haha. I kinda got a b-/c+ on like the best essay i've ever written for english. I guess she just doesn't like me. She gave me a C on the test even though i got a 12, which should've been a b-. I got like all check +s on my essay too (which is supposed to be a b, not b-/c+. What the poo, o well. I got a B on my math test though so i'm no longer risking a D i don't think. If i get an A on the test next week he said he'll automatically give anyone who does an A- or A for the quarter. most likely an A- in my case. Please lord, help me. Our discussions in english are cool. "Fry" is brilliant. He says stuff that takes like hours to understand, he's like a genius, we all agree, he's smarter than our teacher. I think i'm being more self-reliant, like emerson, haha. ok i hope marilyn says something so i don't look so dumb. Everyone was nice in journalism today, well they usually are but whatever.
10-21-02
KIRSTEN: Marilyn made me contribute to this website since i kinda don't anymore. She put something very innapropriate in our website, it makes me angry. Well not really, it's just annoying and it wasn't even funny. She's kinda weird like that. We're in the computer lab. We found all the old journalism files from last year. Our teacher "Mr. Down" has like a whole file for marilyn and one form for me. He even has a letter from erin to her, kinda weird if u ask me. She said it's cause she's blond and he was considering her for editor. He likes blonds, all the editors have been blond since like ever since we can remember. Well she's not blond anymore, that's half my fault, i'm not either although i say i never was. Well too bad for us. Marilyn was just in monterey. Our (random subject) teacher "Mrs. Twitmonkeys" decided i can't turn in my paper but she never told me when it was due. We're hard core AP princesses. SELF RELIANCE SUX!!! If u ever read that essay just fall off a moving train first. Ok anyway we need to have an intervention for erin and her new boy toy (who's not really hers) My dad said when we were eating the other day, "so erin, who was that u were sitting with at the game?" Erin: "that was "Pee"" My dad: "are u with him?" erin: "no we're just friends." My dad: "Pretty close friends it looks like to me." I slapped him, it was so funny. haha. he said i do that a lot. The computer beeped at me again. Marilyn found this thing that u can place an ad for a 99 year old mate. HAHAHA!!! She said, a 98 year old girl looking for an older man, haahha. You can also "skin your browser" haha. "Mr Al" (he thought of that name himself) said he's not supposed to hear these things.
10-11-02
MARILYN: 4:35pm. No school today. Or monday. 4 day weekend. Woohoo. I think. I'm bored. I must go yell at Kirst. Or write an article about the book club. Something. Anything.
MARILYN: 10:12pm. So i've been surfing the webernet, and discovered this: www.marilyn.com is a realestate agent's site. www.kirsten.com is a picture of a dog. no wonder kirsten is so much cooler than me. I mean how could i have possibly missed that?? DUH!
10-09-02
MARILYN: 8:10pm. So Kirst is a poo. Where is she?? POO!! Oh and I was told I'm the worst tennis player ever today. And that I can't ever take a freaking week off from school to learn real life skills in the major I want to pursue like my stupid fucking dad always says to do. This will be a fun night...
10-07-02
MARILYN: 3:10pm. After school. I am going to make Kirsten write something in a minute. She is a poo and i am the only one who ever does this anymore. Kirstne the poo sucker.
10-6-02
MARILYN: 1:18pm. I hate this house of hell. I thought for a while I might not move out the day I turn 18, like wait a day or something, but plans have definately changed. The day I turn 18 I am so out of here. If I can't get my self off to college earlier. Maybe I should take the GED and try to get into a 2 year college. Or a shitty 4 year. Anything to get the fuck out of here. My stupid parents can't see through all the lies my brther constantly feeds them and won't even listne to me with out saying something like "Well thats not what your (supreme always right) brother says." FUCK THEM.