Disappearing Boy

now you see me now you don't

don't ask me where I'm at

'cause I'm a million miles away

treated like a forbidden heel

don't say my thoughts are not for real

or you won't see me again

am I here or am I there

or am I playing on the stairs

am I in my room with my toys

i am the disappearing boy

when I walk in crowded rooms

i feel as if it my room

i know that I don't belong

i see her abnd she's with him

i turn and then I'm gone

don't call me up 'cause I'm not home

my whereabouts are now unknown

i vanished from all your joy

i'm the disappearing boy

i have my doubts

of where I belong

it's something to think about