Having A Blast

i'm taking all you down with me

explosive ducts taped to my spine

nothing's gonna change my mind

i won't listen to anyone's last words

there's nothing left for you to say

soon you'll be dead anyway

no one is getting out alive

this time i've lost my mind

and i don't care

so close your eyes

and kiss yourself goodbye

and think about the times

you spent and what they've meant

to me it's nothing

i'm losing all my happiness

the happiness you pinned on my

loneliness still confronts me

my anger dwells inside of me

i'm taking it all out on you

and all the shit you put me through

do you ever think back

to another time

did it bring you so down that

you thought you lost your mind ?

do you ever want to lead a

long trail of destruction and

mows down any bullshit

that confronts you ?

do you ever build up all the

small things in your head

to make one problem that

adds up to nothing