Otto Rene

 

 

Otto Rene Castillo Poesia (Espaņol)

 

 

 

 

Apolitical Intellectuals

 

One day
the apolitical
intellectuals
of my country
will be interrogated
by the simplest
of our people.

They will be asked
what they did
when their nation died out
slowly,
like a sweet fire
small and alone.

No one will ask them
about their dress,
their long siestas
after lunch,
no one will want to know
about their sterile combats
with "the idea
of the nothing"
no one will care about
their higher financial learning.

They won't be questioned
on Greek mythology,
or regarding their self-disgust
when someone within them
begins to die
the coward's death.

They'll be asked nothing
about their absurd
justifications,
born in the shadow
of the total life.

On that day
the simple men will come.

Those who had no place
in the books and poems
of the apolitical intellectuals,
but daily delivered
their bread and milk,
their tortillas and eggs,
those who drove their cars,
who cared for their dogs and gardens
and worked for them,
and they'll ask:

"What did you do when the poor
suffered, when tenderness
and life
burned out of them?"

Apolitical intellectuals
of my sweet country,
you will not be able to answer.

A vulture of silence
will eat your gut.

Your own misery
will pick at your soul.

And you will be mute in your shame.

 

 

 

 

You have a gun
And I am hungry

You have a gun
Because I am hungry

You have a gun
Therefore I am hungry

You can have a gun
You can have a thousand bullets and even another thousand
You can waste them all on my poor body
You can kill me one, two, three, two thousand, seven thousand times
But in the long run
I will always be better armed than you

If you have a gun
And I
Only hunger.

 

 

 

My desire for you could be called

a fiery colt

because it leaps from my eyes

into your body's countryside

 

It gallops over you restlessly

for minutes hours whole centuries

 

With its hooves it goes stamping

through the foam of your soul

so that you'll know it's there

 

But don't believe it wild

If it prances accross your chest

or stops and rears up at your breasts' waterfall

from where your body is flowing into the world into the sea of my hands

 

Look how gentle its step is and the mist of its gait

as it passes over your belly trembling 

 

See  it also at night

resting its name on your thighs

and raising its eyes to the moon which sofly strokes it sonorous hair

 

Hear it galloping over you without ever knowing whether you know it and love it  

 

So that it's epic wont go up in smoke

 

MY DESIRE FOR YOU

 

MY LOVE

 

STRIDES

 

THROUGH FIRE

 

 

 

 

 

 

Satisfaction

 

The most beautiful thing
for those who have fought a whole life
is to come to the end and say;
we believed in people and life,
and life and the people
never let us down.


Only in this way do men become men,
women become women,
fighting day and night
for people and for life.


And when these lives come to an end
the people open their deepest rivers
and they enter those waters forever.
And so they become, distant fires, living,
creating the heart of example

The most beautiful thing
for those who have fought a whole life
is to come to the end and say;
we believed in people and life,
and life and the people
never let us down.

 

 

 

Before the Scales, Tomorrow:

 

And when the enthusiastic
story of our time
is told,
who are yet to be born
but announce themselves
with more generous face,
we will come out ahead
--those who have suffered most from it.

And that
being ahead of your time
means much suffering from it.
But it's beautiful to love the world
with eyes
that have not yet
been born.

And splendid
to know yourself victorious
when all around you
it's all still so cold,
so dark.

 

 


And Still I know : there are many ways
to give life for life .
The important thing :
to give it as it must be given !


 

Biography

Otto Rene Castillo, born 1936, was a Guatemalan revolutionary, a guerilla  fighter, and a poet. Following the 1954 CIA-sponsored coup that overthrew the democratic Arbenz government, Castillo went into exile in El Salvador, where he met Roque Dalton and other writers who helped him publish his early works. When the dictator Armas died in 1957 he returned to Guatemala and in 1959 went to the German Democratic Republic to study, where he received a Masters degree. Castillo returned to Guatemala in 1964 and became active in the Workers Party, founded the Experimental Theater of the Capital City Municipality, and wrote and published numerous poems. That same year, he was arrested but managed to escape, going into exile once again, this time in Europe. Later that year he went back to Guatemala secretly and joined one of the armed guerilla movements operating in the Zacapa mountains. In 1967, Castillo and other revolutionary fighters were captured; he, along with his comrades and some local campesinos, were brutally tortured and then burned alive .