The drive back to Adam's apartment was made quickly despite the rapidly increasing rain. Matt put his shirt back on and Adam re-buttoned his. Once they arrived, Adam parked the car and took a hold of Matt's arm, pulling him along after him as they made their way swiftly up to his apartment. After unlocking the door and ushering Matt inside, Adam fell upon him like a starving man.

He shoved Matt up against the wall and reached for his cock again. He curled his fingers over the hard ridge of Matt's erection and began caressing his hardness. Matt was a little startled over the aggressiveness and once again had to squash the urge to run. He wanted this. A lot. And he would see it through.

Adam shoved up Matt's shirt up above his nipples and scrunched it just below Matt's neck. He looked down and saw Matt's nipples standing up, small and stiff at attention. Adam couldn't resist the temptation and he lowered his head to taste the erect little buds. Matt felt his eyes roll back in his head when Adam's tongue made contact with his nipples. He felt a rush of blood go straight to his groin. He had always had sensitive nipples and having Adam lick at them repeatedly was driving him wild.

Adam focused on Matt’s right nipple and kissed slowly around its circumference. Then his mouth wrapped hot and wet around the entire nipple and began sucking. The resurgence of Matt’s arousal was swift and sharp. He groaned in appreciation as Adam’s mouth remained fastened on his nipple, sucking. Hard.

Adam paused for a moment to whip Matt’s shirt over his head, and switched over to his left nipple. He sucked slowly, taking his time and enjoying his task. Matt’s nipples felt sensitized beyond belief and he shifted to the side, trying to move away. He couldn’t go far because Adam brought him right back and continued sucking. He wrapped his right arm around Matt’s back to keep him where he wanted him. He cupped his other hand over Matt’s erection.

Matt felt like screaming. Adam was driving him slowly insane. He continued, on and on, until Matt was quivering mass of pre-orgasmic sensation. Soon his mind went blank as he concentrated on the sensations that Adam's touch was evoking. He wanted Adam to take him, right then and there. Matt's entire body felt as though it was on fire. Awareness such as he had never felt before ravaged his senses.

His eyes clouded and his breath hitched over the titillating touches Adam placed on his body. His whole body shuddered as Adam stopped sucking his nipple and treated him to another heart-stopping kiss, searing his blood by the sheer passion it contained. Summoning a strength of will he didn't know he possessed, Matt placed his hand over Adam's where it rested on his erection and pushed it away. Adam abruptly halted the kiss and looked at Matt questioningly.

Matt swallowed once, then twice, before he was able to get the words out.

"I … I'm going to come," he stammered. The look of worry immediately left Adam's face and he gave Matt a sly grin packed with arrogant pleasure before leaning down to place a teasing kiss at the corner of his mouth.

"Well, we don’t want that do we?" Adam asked before he moved back, off of Matt's body. At once, Matt missed the warmth and pressure of Adam pressed against him and felt a strange sense of loss. He was startled to discover that his knees were weak and without Adam’s support he stood shakily on his legs.

It didn't last, however, because Adam took a hold of Matt’s hand and led him back towards the bedroom. Once inside, he led him over to the bed and pushed him down until he was seated at the side. Matt looked down and saw that he had a big wet stain over the front of his pants. Adam quickly fell to his knees in front of him and began removing Matt's shoes. When he was done, he undid Matt's pants and pulled them off, leaving Matt completely naked.

With Matt sitting at the edge of his bed, Adam knelt between his legs and gazed at his hard on. He placed his hands on Matt's knees and added a gentle pressure. Adam felt a little resistance before Matt allowed him to part his thighs. He pushed until Matt's legs were splayed wide open and then he leaned forward and placed a kiss high up on the inside of Matt's thigh.

Matt's cock was painfully hard and jutted out from his sparse patch of curly black pubic hair. His penis stood up at almost seven inches and was covered with raised, dark purple veins. With Adam so close to his cock, Matt felt his erection twitch and watched as a short stream of pre-ejaculate pulsed out from the tip. Adam could feel the tension in Matt's body. He knew that Matt was scared of the unknown and tried to take things very slowly so that Matt could get comfortable.

Deciding that he had waited long enough, Adam leaned forward and gave Matt's cock a light kiss at the tip. Matt jerked in reaction and Adam looked up to see him staring intently down at him, a light sheen of sweat coating his forehead. Sustaining the eye contact, Adam licked his lips, collecting the few drops of precum that laced his lips.

He refocused his attention on Matt's penis and once again leaned forward. This time he started at the base of Matt's cock and ran his tongue up its length until he reached the tip, where he enveloped the engorged mushroom head in his mouth. Matt nearly came off the bed at the feeling of Adam's hot, moist mouth wrapped around his cock. His eyes slid shut and he let out an involuntary groan of ecstasy before his hand reached out and grasped the back of Adam's head. Taking this as a sign to proceed, Adam began sucking on Matt's dick.

After a time, he increased suction and began sliding his mouth up and down Matt's manhood, taking more and more. When Matt felt the tip of his cock hit the back of Adam's throat, his hand fisted in Adam's hair. He was about to come, but he couldn't make his mouth work. He wanted to tell Adam, to alert him to his impending orgasm, but Adam just ignored his movements and continued sucking. Hard.

Matt’s entire body felt as though it was going to crumble into a million pieces at any minute. His penis was throbbing and felt his chest constricting. He choked back a mouthful of saliva before managing to let out a gasp. All his muscles tightened in tense anticipation. He was no longer sure what was happening.

Suddenly, Matt's hand constricted further in Adam's hair, just before he felt himself erupting and splintering into a thousand shards. Pleasure, sharp and intense, the likes of which he'd never felt, coursed through his body. He felt his mind shut down as the pleasure took control. All concept of time was lost.

Matt’s body bucked violently as he orgasmed. His entire body shook uncontrollably and his climax went on and on until it seemed never ending, but in reality it was only a few moments. Adam swallowed all of Matt's come and continued sucking until Matt's penis ceased pulsing.

It took Matt several minutes before he recovered and started to come down from his orgasmic high. He felt Adam reach back and unclench his fingers from his hair. Still reeling from the force of his climax, he vaguely felt Adam pushing him back until he lay on the bed, his legs hanging over the side. Adam gave the tip of his now semi-hard penis a few flicks with his tongue before he rose up off the floor and joined Matt on the bed.

He maneuvered them both until he had both his arms around Matt's waist and Matt's ass was pressed up against his still raging erection. He rested his chin on Matt's shoulder and gently kissed his earlobe. Matt shuddered as he struggled to get his breathing under control. As his mind cleared and he began to gain a semblance of clarity, he realized what he had done.

He flipped over in Adam's arms and said, "Oh my God, I'm so sorry. I tried to warn you, but I … I couldn't … I mean, I …" his words tumbled over themselves as he struggled to get out what he wanted to say.

Adam took pity on him and said, "I know. It's okay, I wanted to. You taste so good." He said the last with that mischievous grin of his. At which Matt blushed profusely. Leaning forward, Matt kissed Adam and tasted himself on his lips. It started out slow and light but quickly progressed into a heated exchange of emotions. They both silently tried to convey all the love, passion and desire that they felt for one another.

Matt was letting Adam know without words that he appreciated Adam's understanding, was grateful for his patience and needed him with every part of his being. Adam reciprocated in kind, letting Matt know that he would always have his protection, fidelity and comfort. They poured their souls into the kiss and before long they were each panting with renewed lust.

Feeling Adam's erection butting up against his abdomen, Matt broke the kiss and asked hesitantly, "Do you want me to … I mean, you didn't … did you? … that is, do you need me to … you know?" He was curious to find out what Adam would taste like.

Adam let out a slightly hoarse chuckle and said, "Yeah, I could use a hand. But that’s okay, you don’t have to."

"No, no. I want to." Matt hurried to assure him, "and you're still hard."

Matt blushed but Adam just smiled and kissed him again saying, "It's okay. I'm kinda just enjoying lying here and cuddling with you." Matt looked unconvinced so Adam tried to distract him by kissing. He gave Matt a long, lazy, thorough kiss and when he was done, Matt had the most adorable confused look on his face. It was obvious he couldn't remember what they had been talking about. Using the opportunity, Adam reached over and hit the lamp, then pulled Matt up close in the darkness.

Matt remained still while Adam maneuvered around in the dark until he shed his clothes. When they were both naked he recaptured Matt in his arms and pulled him tight against his body. After Adam was done getting settled, Matt refused to drop things so easily, however and said, "I don't know what to do so you have to show me how to do it. I’ll try to do it right. I don’t want … to hurt you …"

He'd never given head before and Adam knew that, but he was willing to try. He was not only willing, in fact, but also eager. He would do anything for Adam. Adam, on the other hand, just kept on holding onto Matt and said, "Honey, it's okay. Right now, I just want to hold you. It's fine, really." Adam was hard as a rock, but he was trying to make a point.

He wanted to prove to Matt that his happiness was the most important thing to him. He didn’t just want to have sex with Matt so he could get off. He wanted to show Matt how much he meant to him. Adam felt hot, aching and painfully hard with Matt’s ass pressing up against his erection, but he clenched his jaw to maintain his resolve. He wanted Matt to trust him and know that it wasn’t all about sex. He would show him that he could touch him, pleasure and hold him just because he loved him and for no other reason but that.

Matt was perplexed. He knew Adam was aroused; he could feel it. He had looked into Adam’s eyes and seen that he still held the look of unfulfilled lust. And having had to wait all those months, he was wondering why Adam would choose to exercise restraint when Matt was willing to take care of him. He fell asleep wondering if maybe things weren't as fine as they seemed.

*****

Matt blinked slowly and opened his eyes. The first thing he noticed was that it was still dark outside. A glance at the bedside clock confirmed that it was still the middle of the night. He sighed as the fact that he was suffering insomnia registered and tried to clear his bleary head a little.

The first thing that came to mind was the night’s earlier events. Adam had been gentle but persistent. Matt’s first introductory course in sex play had been delightful. In fact, it had been more than ‘delightful’; it had surpassed all his expectations. Adam had been sensual, patient and tender.

But the good feelings didn’t last. Matt soon remembered that Adam had refused to let him give him head. He could feel Adam’s erection pressed up between his butt cheeks, proving once again that he hadn’t been satisfied. Matt’s happiness was marred with the knowledge that Adam hadn’t wanted him to reciprocate the pleasure that Adam had shown him.

Matt didn’t know what the reason was, but he had a pretty good guess. Adam knew about his lack of experience. He had probably figured that Matt wouldn’t be any good at oral. He wasn’t much good at anything else. Matt couldn’t help but feel upset at this possibility. Adam hadn’t even given him the chance. Given the opportunity, he was sure that he would be able to satisfy Adam.

Therein lay the problem; Adam would not give him the opportunity. Matt huffed in frustration and wished that Adam were awake so he could give him a piece of his mind. Just as that thought popped into his head, another followed it. Adam was asleep. And he was aroused.

Moving so as not to disturb Adam, Matt turned over. He carefully lifted the sheet and peered down at Adam’s erect member. Seeing Adam’s magnificent cock, he swallowed. He spent time just looking at it, taking in its hard perfection. He glanced up at Adam’s face to make sure he was still asleep. Matt just had to have a taste of his cock, but he didn’t know if he should.

What if he did it wrong? Adam had said no earlier when Matt had offered. What if he didn’t want Matt to do it? Matt was torn. He didn’t want to do something that Adam wouldn’t like, but at the same time he couldn’t comprehend Adam’s reluctance. Making up his mind, he decided that he was going to take the chance of pissing Adam off in exchange for the chance to please.

He crawled down the bed until he lay facing Adam’s organ. It was fascinating, being able to inspect Adam’s cock at close range. It was beautiful. Matt felt himself hardening as he looked at it. He decided to lick it. He warily stuck out his tongue and used the tip to brush against the tip of Adam’s penis. It was warm on the tongue and had a slightly aromatic flavor. Matt decided that he wanted to taste more. He leaned forward and engulfed the head into his mouth

His cheeks puffed and hollowed rhythmically as he began to suck. He started out gently, sucking tentatively at first. Above him, Adam stirred, and Matt immediately stilled. Luckily he didn’t awaken so Matt kept going. His motions were short and awkward. He became bolder and tried to take as much of Adam’s penis as he could into his throat, the way Adam had done when he had gone down on him. Because Matt was a novice, he couldn’t take very much and started to gag when he tried to swallow.

Realizing that he couldn’t take it very deep, Matt began to work up and down over the head of Adam’s cock. He was getting really into it and making isochronal slurping sounds, and he didn’t notice when Adam started to react.

Adam was having a very vivid dream that felt very, very real. He dreamt that he could feel Matt’s mouth around his cock giving him an electrifying blowjob. Awakening to these pleasurable feelings, it took a while for it to register that he wasn’t, in fact, dreaming and that Matt was going down on him. But he was too immersed in a pleasurable haze for his mind to truly understand.

Matt, meanwhile, was concentrating on his sucking and was so focused that soon he was giving Adam a full-blown blowjob without even noticing. One of his hands was stroking up and down on the hair of Adam’s thigh as his lips remained circled around Adam’s penis. He was totally engrossed in his task, running his tongue up and down the length of Adam’s hardness.

Matt was inexperienced, but he was determined to give Adam head anyway and make him come. He sucked with vigor and gusto, using all of his ardency to make up for his lack of skill. Adam, however, remained caught in a labyrinth of passion, unaware of the actuality of Matt’s undertakings.

Just as Adam was about to come, he realized that he wasn’t dreaming after all and that Matt was actually sucking his cock. He was startled at first and tried to use his hands to dislodge Matt from his groin. Matt refused to be stopped and continued sucking unabashedly, until Adam gave up. The pleasure increased until Adam felt like he was going to explode. His hand grasped the back of Matt’s head, pulling him further into his crotch and forcing him to take more of his cock down his throat.

When the first jet of semen hit Matt’s throat, he felt a wave of happiness that Adam was climaxing. He automatically swallowed the load and waited for more. Adam had given up trying to pull him off of his erection and was instead lost in the throes of his orgasm. Spurt after spurt of hot come flooded Matt’s mouth. He coughed once, but quickly regained his composure and continued to swallow. Adam’s come tasted a little salty and kind of organic, but Matt liked the flavor.

Matt kept his lips around Adam’s penis until he was done coming, then he crawled up the bed and settled himself back against Adam’s side. After they had both settled down and were back to cuddling, Matt’s mind started buzzing. There was something he desperately wanted to ask Adam, but didn’t know how to broach the subject. Tentatively he asked, "How come you didn’t want me to … to suck you off?"

Adam could hear the reticence in Matt’s voice and decided that he better explain.

"Matt," he began, "last night was for you, not for me."

"But - " Matt started to say, but Adam placed his index finger on Matt’s lips to stop the words. He wanted to finish what he was saying and make Matt understand.

"Just listen," Adam said. "I want you. A lot. So much so that I can barely see straight when I’m around you. But, that doesn’t mean that I’m going to let my need for you override your sexual pleasure. Sometimes that means that I have to put my desires on hold while I attend to yours." Adam was staring so intently into Matt’s eyes that Matt felt chills race up his back. When Adam leaned towards him, Matt lifted his head and met him halfway. They kissed passionately for several minutes, just letting themselves taste one another.

Adam repeatedly thrust his tongue past Matt’s lips. He took Matt’s mouth roughly, his kiss raw and hungry. Adam considered himself a pretty good lover. He did his best to be patient and considerate and to always make sure his partner was satisfied. But for some reason, when he was with Matt, he always felt as though he was very close to losing control.