"ADAM" He heard the loud scream from behind.
"Adam, STOP!!! What are you doing?"
Adam spun around, tears running down his beautyful face, he looked up to the man standing on the other side of the roof with sad eyes.
"Nothing! Just leave me alone." Adam screamed he wanted to sound angry, but with his tear chocked voice it was more a weak plea for help.
"Doesnīt look like nothing to me!" The man steped nearer, then grapped Adam as he was about to turn around again.
"Leave me alone!" Adam strugeled, but couldnīt get away.
"No I wonīt!" The older man shoke his head and helt Adam even tighter as he fell against him, crying hard and mumbling incoherenly.
Adam felt so save and protected in his manīs arms and that after he just swore himself never to feel again. It was a strange feeling.
"What happened to you sweety?" The man asked sill holding Adman tight in his embrace and rubbing his back to calm him. Adam just shoke his head no and sobbed even harder.
"I was not the only one walking in on Jay and Paul, was I ?" The older man aked, despite the fact that he knew the answer.
Adam looked into his eyes.
"No Scott you were not the only one."
"Letīs go home Adam." Scott whispered.
"I donīt have a home anymore, Scott, Jay betrayed me with your boyfriend. I canīt go back!" Adam sobbed.
"Yes, You can! My hotel room is empty now and how do you think I feel? Jean-Paul betrayed me too." Scott whispered, thinking about the moment he walked in on his love Jean-Paul fucking Adams boyfriend Jason. The way Jay was bounded to the bed and Jean fucked him senseless.
*Flashback*
Scott wanted to invide Jay and Adam to a party, so that they could have some fun, instead he got his heart broken by the man he loved the most. Scott left going back to his room and throwing all of jeanīs belongings out. As Jean came back the had an argument and Jean actually laughted in Scottīs face. "Do you really thought that I loved you? I never loved you! I just used you for sometime. You were just my little love toy, youīre just a low life loser." After that Scott letf the room, running away as fast and far as he could, but at the end he ended up on that hotel roof. He was crying and he was sure about what he wanted to do as he stepped on the roof. He wanted to end his life, he wanted to jump into the darknes and forget everything about Jean and the love they once shared.
Then he saw Adam at the edge od the roof,. Ready to jump down, and he knew that he had to save Adam. He knew suddenly that nothing was worth dying for, not even the betrayal from the one you loved the most.
*End Flashback*
Scott stood up, pulling a trembling Adam with him.
"Come on sweety letīs go."
"OK." Adam sobbed, holding on the older man for support.
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Back in Adamīs hotel room, Scott watched him pack his clothes
with tears in his eyes.
Half an hour later Adam was ready to leave as he went up to the bedside table, taking as framed photo and looking at it sad and heartbroken. He looked up to Scott, holding the photp tighter.
"Iīm ready Scott." With that he threw the photo across the room. Scott jumped as the frame conected with the wall and the glas shattered into thousend pices.
Adam looked down at the broken glas and began to shiver, then began to cry again. Scott went up to him. Taking Adam in his arms, whispering soft, comforting words to him. Grabing Adamīs bags Scott left the room, Adam still tight in his embrace.
As soon as they were in Scottīs room Adam went into the shower, locking the door behind him.
Scott could hear the shower running and just hoped Adam wouldnīt try to kill himself again.
He doesnīt neeed to worry after couple of minuts Adam came back into the room, only a towel around his waist, his long blond hair wet from the shower. It was then that Scott noticed how beautiful Adam really was, but he also noticed the tears in Adamīs eyes and that masde him unbelieable sad.
`Adam is such a lovely boy, he doesnīt deserv this.ī Scott thought.
"Adam, heīs not worth your tears."
"But I love him, Scott!" Adam cried, his body shaking with the force of his sobs. Again Scott took him into his arms.
"I know, but please calm down."
"CALM DOWN?" Adam spat, pushing Scott away.
"How can I calm down? How can you be so calm? God, Scott you boyfriend fucked mine through the matress and we both walked in on them. How can I CALM DOWN???" Adam screamed, then immediately regretted his outburst as he saw how Scott broke down, curling into a ball and crying so hard, that Adma swore he could feel the floor vibrating. Adam fell down to his knees beside him, gently stroking over Scottīs curly, dark hair and speaking softly to him.
"Scotty Iīm sorry, please I donīt mean to hurt you, please Iīm so sorry."
Scott looked up, tears streaming down his beautiful face. Adam looked at him and felt something cut deep into his soul. He knew the feeling, but he refused to realize it, at least for now.
"How do you think I feel?" Scott asked with a tear choked voice.
"I loved Jean! What do you think I was going to do up that roof?"
It hit Adam then, Scott has lost his love too and sudenly he realized that Scott too wanted to end his life.
"Why did you stop?" Adam asked, taking Scott in his arms and stroking his hair gently.
"I saw you and I knew then that nothink is worth dying for, there is always a new chance. I couldnīt kill myself and I couldnīt let you die either." Scott choked out.
"But why?"
"Because...because... I saw you Adam and deep down inside me something chliked. I canīt describe it Adam I donīt understand it myself, but ... but Adam I fell in love with you on the roof." Scott tearful eyes focused on Adamīs and he aked in a small voice.
"Do you hate me now? Do you leave me now?"
Adam was skoked to hear the fear in the older manīs voice and quite before he knew what he was doing he whispered.
"No!" Then took Scottīs face in his hands and gave him a sweet, gentel kiss. The kiss got deeper, before finaly both pulled away breathless.
"Adam what...?"
"Shh Scotty I know this might sound strange but I feel the same way about you. Now letīs go to bed, itīs been a hard day."
Now Adam was the strong one as he helped Scott up. They went to the bed and sat down.
After Adam helped Scott out of his clothes and laid him down he removed the towel and slit under the covers beside him.
"I love you Scotty." Adam whispered.
"I love you too Adam."
They both curled up in each others arms and fell asleep, thinking that maybe it was too early to stared a new relationship, but they couldnīt help how they felt for each other.
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They awoke the next morning, feeling safe and protected in each others arms. Their former lovers were far away from their minds.
"Morning love." Scott whispered softly in Adams ear.
"Mmm good morning Scotty." Adam whispered back just as softly.
They kissed, a sweet loving kiss to show each other that they are not alone, that they are save and most importent that they are loved.
The kiss grew deeper, more passionat, soon they were slowly making love. Comforting, loving each other, taking all the hurt away from each other.
They lay in bed still joint as one body, one soul.
"I love you Adam." Scott smiled.
"I love you too." Adam smiled back.
Then they kissed again, holding each other tight.
*~*THE END*~*
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