Love, Lies and Pain

A mysterious person typing on a laptop.

To anyone one that might give a damn,

I'm writing this because I have no one I can tell and I have to let some one know what's going on.

I stood out in the rain before he dragged my ass back inside, letting it soak me to the bone. I don't caring that I'm shivering. Maybe I'll get like at get sick and die.

Yeah you heard me right die. I'm already dead on the inside I might as well be for real. It may be easier for you to understand if you know who I was and why I feel empty. Let me start with the reason by the time I'm done telling you, you'll know who I am.

My reason for want to be dead is that I'm in love. Yeah I know that when you're in love you should want to live but not me. The one I love couldn't give a rat's ass about me.

It all started back when Vince and the bookers were trying to decide if they were going to give us a third tag team title run.

I made the biggest mistake of my life and told him that I was in love with him. No I'm not talking about Vince...ewwww.

I'm sure you figured it out by now that I'm a wrestler for the WWF but did you know that some of us read your stories? I'll have to say some of you writers have some of the most creative minds I've every seen, I've read twisted story angles but think that I'm in love with Vince that's enough to make me puke. I should get back to my story.

Well after telling him that I was in love with him he told me that was nice.

I say I love you and he tells me that's nice. That should've been my warning of trouble right there.

What's the line for the movie Moulin Rouge? You know the one that's in the song 'Nature Boy' 'The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return', what a crock of shit.

On with my story or reason or whatever you want to call it.

Well I told him and he said that's nice and that he had to go see Vince about something. Yeah he had to see Vince about something alright.

To make things short, he saw Vince, we got the titles and I got fuck both literally and emotionally.

If you haven't figured it out, we got the titles cause he told Vince I was into guys. Grant you it wasn't a lie but I didn't want to get fucked by my boss, who does? Ok maybe if you have a gorgeous boss but Vince's isn't gorgeous. Rich and power but not gorgeous or sexy, no matter what he thinks.

He kept needling me on it. 'If you love me you would do this' he would keep saying night after night until I did it just to shut him the hell up. Mistake number two.

Now that I soooo graciously bent over for Vince he has me doing it practically for anyone who is horny and wants a piece of ass.

I know that I could stop but then I would lose my chance with him. The chance he keeps dangling in my face. 'One more please for me? No I mean us. I have thought about that alot lately and I think you're right that maybe we should be intimate.' God how many various have I heard of that verse.

Remember how I said you gals are creative in our writing? Well you also have nailed some of guys on the head about our sexually preference and personality.

Jeff Hardy is sweet, energetic and gay, so is Matt

So did you think I was Jeff? I only wish, he has so many guys that are falling over him.

Paul or Hunter as we call him can be both sick and demented or caring depending on his mood but there is one you got totally wrong or at least in I ever read a story about him and the way he really is. And believe me I've read alot of the stories he is involved in, just to see me get him cause I know real life I will never be with him.

You have me calling him Angel or Kitten in your stories but it more like I should call him devil, bastard, anything that's not tender.

By now you know that I'm talking about the love of my live and the one that killed me emotionally William Jason Reso and that makes me Adam Joseph Copeland or as Jason likes to call me bitch, whore, pathetic, worthless. This coming from the guy that I call my best friend.

How did Jason kill me emotionally you asked? Like I said it all started with Vince. Jason then would ask me to sleep with this guy or that guy, that it would help our careers. Yeah his as the next WWF superstar and my pimp, mine as the biggest whore the WWF has ever seen.

I know what you are all saying, 'stand up to him, walk away.' Believe me I've tried that's when I found out how sick your sweet Jay is.

The first time I said that I wouldn't go on one of his so call arranged date, I had bruises that Janet our make-up lady had a hard time cover. When she asked me what happened, I lied of course. 'I fell Janet, just do what you can.'

Like if I were to tell her Jason beat the shit out of me cause I wouldn't let Paul Wright fuck me, she'd believe me, yeah right.

After Jason beat me up he called Wright up and let him into the room. I was half-conscious and the bastard still fucked me. That's also the first time I saw Jason getting paid for my services.

Oh by the way I couldn't walk straight for a few days after Wright, you see Jason stripped me so I was bare ass when Wright got there and the bastard didn't want to waste anytime with preparing me and fucked me dry.

Of course sweet Jay didn't bother sticking around. 'I let you boys have your fun.' he said as he went out the door. When he came back I was on my side hugging my knees crying my eyes out.

Did he give a damn? No. Told me to shut the hell up that he was tried and wanted to get some sleep. And when I couldn't stop right away I felt the back of his hand again.

What a wonderful fucking life I lead, huh?

Now maybe you can understand how I wish I was dead.

Maybe I'll actually have the nerve to post this at one or more the fan-fic sites but for now my whining or bitching has to come to an end, you see Jason is due back to the room soon and I'm sure that he has another date arranged.

Later babes unless you read my obituary in the paper.

WWF whore/wrestler

Adam Copeland

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What a pack of lies!

Didn't that bitch I mean Adam think I wouldn't check out his laptop when he's gone? Talk about being a total blonde.

Of course I do. I have to see what he has hidden on this thing. I have my reputation to think about.

God I asked him to do one little thing for me and it like the world is coming to a fucking end.

They weren't going to give us the titles for the third time until I talked to Vince and now look at us seven times tag team champions.

Vince was drooling at the opportunity of fucking Adam. I knew Vince love to fuck guys, hell everyone in the WWF knows Vince swings both ways, anything for a good time. Why the hell not he is one of the most riches and powerful men I know.

Anyway why in the hell should Adam complain he's into that shit not me? Ain't no way that I'll let a guy put his cock up my ass. It's strictly women for me and how every many I can get. I don't shower after having sex with them so Adam can smell it.

I know he can and he also knows that I don't want to smell that gay shit, so after he gets fucked he better shower and if he has sex in the room he better get the sheets fucking changed.

Had to have him call housekeeping after his date with Wright, of course I had to drag his ass out of that soiled bed. How could he fucking sleep in that shit?

Oh by the way I do have a bone to pick with all of you slash writers, I don't fuck guys or let guys fuck me so I expect those stories to stop or I may have to talk to my lawyer about legal actions. I don't read the shit but I do know they exist.

Back to the lying piece of shit of a best friend.

God, can one person whining so much? Kurt Angle has nothing on Adam.

Why the hell shouldn't I make a little money off of his ass? If he only thought of it he would be the one with a nice cozy bank account. That stupid bitch has no idea how much money he has made me. You see it all depends on what the guys want to do.

In Wright's case he wanted to fuck Adam dry. I charge him five hundred for that. As for Matt and Jeff I charged them a cool grand for a threesome. God, I don't even want to know what they did and tonight, well Kurt was wiling to pay three grand for Adam's ass with no questions asked.

Three grand to fuck a guy? Come on it can't be that great.

Of course I had to drag Adam's ass to Kurt's room. Hell of a way to show how you love someone would you say?

Oh come on don't give me that look, I'm the one with brains, cause I know that the whore will never post this shit and doesn't have the nerve to kill himself.

Hell earlier he was standing out if the fucking rain freezing his profit ass off. Once again I had to show him who is the intelligent one of our tag team.

I'm the brains, he's the piece of ass that makes me lots of money. Life couldn't be sweeter!

Later and remember what I said about those fucking stories.

The brains of E & C

Jason Reso

Kurt's POV

I stand here licking my lips at the sight that's before for me. The sight that cost me three grand but guess what it's fucking worth it cause I'm going to do whatever I fucking please to Adam and there's not a damn thing he can do about it. I paid Jason the money so Adam's my whore for the night.

God it's so hard not to cum seeing him there tie to the bed spread eagle, gagged so no one can hear his screams and scream he will.

I should clear up one fact I'm not gay. Yes I have a naked man on my bed but I'm not going to fuck him. What am I going to do with him you asked?

Well for starts I have this candle that I going to drip hot wax on that body of his. Don't worry I won't burn him at least where it can be seen.

One thing Adam is going to be grateful is that he was tights and not wrestling trunks or a singlet like me or maybe I should be the one that's grateful.

Oh look how his body flinches as the wax drips onto it, it's enough to make any grown man hard which of course I'm but I have some much more plan for sweet whoring Adam.

Are you wondering how I found out about Jason and his enterprise with Adam? Well it was kind of by accident. I had a room next to Jeff and Matt Hardy one night and heard Jason dropping Adam off. Jason told Adam that he better be good and please.

Now here was me an Olympic Hero wondering what the hell Jason meant by that. Thank God that the hotel had thin walls or they were loud cause it seems that Matt and Jeff are extremely attractive to each other but do have some morals and can't bring themselves to fuck each other so that night they used Adam.

The best I can tell is that at one point Adam was fucking Jeff while Matt fucked Adam. I wonder if Jason knows that Adam got some pleasure that night.

I can see Adam squirming as the wax hits his flesh that isn't cover. I wonder if he's feeling as much pain on the outside as he is does on the inside?

Yes we all know what Jason is doing to him but do we stop it? No why should we when we get pleasure from it?

Now I have to decide whether to peel off the wax or let the whip take care of it.

Sick you say? Hey I don't comment on your life so stay out of mine.

Oh sweet Adam this is going to hurt you more than me.

Adam's POV

There is no God that I now know that for sure now. I thought that Wright was bad but he doesn't have anything on Angel. Does Kurt sit around reading this kind of material or maybe he visits the storyboards.

Not that I'm blaming anyone of you for what is happening to me, no there is only one person to blame for that and that is me.

Me you question? Yes who else, Jason? I'm the one that's not strong enough to stop this, to walk away.

Why you ask? Because no matter the hell he puts me through I can't stop loving him. That's the just of it, Jason can treat me like shit, whore me out and I'll always love him.

How sick is that?

Oh God is Kurt going to ever stop? It hurts so much, the wax I could handle hell even if he didn't have a gag on me I would of never giving him the satisfaction of hearing me scream but God the whip is killing me. He keeps hitting the same spot. I know I have to be bleeding and no one can hear my pleas for help.

Though I have to question if anyone would help.

Jeff and Matt might. That's one night I don't regret whoring my ass out. You see Matt and Jeff are drawn to each other but the way they were raised it kind of fucked with their heads. They know it's wrong to have these feelings for each other but they can't help it.

So the night I was with them I acted as a go between, when I fucked Jeff, Matt was fucking me so to Jeff it was the close thing to Matt fuck him and vice-versa.

I did do some good that night, I got them to put they fears of incest away long enough to kiss. And like so many of you describe it they are night and day and belong together. At least they know love.

I can't hold on any longer the pain is too much, maybe Kurt will go to far and get it over for me.

Kurt's POV

What a beautiful site, Adam laying bleeding from the whipping, I know that he has passed out but do I care? Don't make me laugh.

Now it is time to complete my pleasure. Now remember I'm not gay so I won't be fucking him but I will be coming and he will have my Olympic seed covering him. His blood and my cum that is a sight I need to see.

I should take some polaroids, I'm sure Jason and I can sell them to some gay website for a nice profit. See I'm not thinking of my own pleasure here, I have someone else financial needs in my thoughts. Though my main thought right now is jacking off and covering Adam with my cum.

I wonder if I should wake him up first. There are some areas of his legs that aren't broking open from the whip and I do have a x-acto knife in my bag. I think a few cuts from that should wake Adam up.

Come on don't give me that look. He is a whore after all.

Adam's POV

I would've wakened the whole hotel if it hadn't been for the gag. I have no idea what Kurt used on me only that is hurt like a son of bitch.

I can see him out of the corner of my eye, stroking himself. I guess this is how he gets off. Hurts someone and then jacks off on them.

Funny thing is no matter what Kurt does to my body, he can't hurt me like the pain I feel on the inside.

I'll have a hell of surprise for him to, I'm sure he expects me to be hard as a rock but I'm not. Nope limp as can be. That's the way it is for me most of the time now. It is really takes alot to get me hard.

Not that it matters to that majority of the guys I've been with. Most of them want to get off and that's what they do and then kick my ass out, except for Matt and Jeff. I woke up with them in my arms, it was the closest thing I have felt to be wanted or needed.

Well it looks like Kurt is done coming, his untying me. Hopefully he will let me use the shower before kicking me out.

Kurt's POV

I can't believe the bitch isn't hard! I mean there has to be something wrong with him.

I think I will mention this to Jason, maybe he'll refund some of my money.

Don't you think that after the erotic treatment I gave him he should have a hardon? Just thinking about it is getting me hard again.

I guess I'm not quite done with Adam yet.

Adam's POV

I was just about to thank God that Kurt removed the gag until he shoved his cock into my mouth.

So here I'm attempting to suck his cock as he ramming it down my throat. I finally give up and let him fuck my face until he shoots his wad. I manage to get off the bed and I'm basically crawling to the bathroom when he starts to yell at me to get dress and get the hell out of his room.

I think he pissed that he couldn't get an erection out of me. Tough shit dork no one can.

I barely get my pants on when he throws the fucking sheets from the bed at me and tells me to get rid of them. I pick up my shirt and shoes and struggle to the door, as I leave I drop the sheets and tell he to go fuck himself and get rid of them himself.

I do have some of a backbone just not when it comes to Jason. Who I know Kurt will calling and I'll paying for talking back to Kurt but once again the pain the create on the outside is nothing like what I feel on the inside.

Kurt's POV

That fucking bitch!

How dare he suggest I an Olympic gold medalist touch those filthy sheets. Yes I removed them from the bed but that's as far I as should have to go.

Well we'll just see what Jason has to say about all of this.

Terry's POV

I sit here in the bar listen to everyone talk about how Jason whores Adam out and Adam loving every minute of it.

If any of them would look into Adam's eyes they would see the pain I see. All Adam wants is to be loved but unfortunately he wants from the one man that will never give it to him.

I dream of him coming to me asking me to take the lies and pain away and show him what love is.

Adam may say he loves Jason but I don't think Adam knows what love is, abuse yes but not love.

I notices that Matt and Jeff aren't saying much maybe I'm not the only one that see Adam is sinking and doesn't want any help.

Matt's POV

I don't think Jeff and I heard this much bullshit in our lives.

The night Adam spent with us was the most pleasant thing he felt in a long time or ever at least that's want he told us, making us promise not to tell Jason.

Sweet loveable back stabbing Jason. All he cares about is how much money someone will pay to sleep with Adam. They can do whatever they want to Adam for a price as Wright tells us he got to fuck Adam dry for five hundred.

I can feel Jeff squeeze my hand. Yeah I know Tigger we aren't any better but didn't we kick Adam out of bed or the room no we woke up in his arms. It was the first time we had seen a genuine smile from Adam in a long time.

Jeff's POV

God how I want to get out of this bar away from these men, how cruel can they be to one person? Have any of them truly tried to get to know Adam?

Adam is drowning is a sea of pain and there's nothing anyone can do because he doesn't want to be saved.

I know Adam doesn't think any of us know but Matt and I do and Terry does too. I see the way he looks at Adam. Terry feels Adam's pain.

If we could get Adam away from Jason, Terry could show Adam what real love is.

Right now all I want to do is get out of this bar.

Terry's POV

I've had enough and leave. I can't listen to those men talk about their escapades with Adam. There's not one caring soul amongst them. Ok I have to take that back, I can see that Matt and Jeff have left and are waiting for an elevator.

They smile at me and I can see pain in their faces too. I wonder if Jason knows how many lives he's destroying?

We don't say anything to each other the silence is an uncomfortable peace. I know of they paid for Adam but I have no idea what happened that night.

Finally the silence is broke by the ping that the elevator has arrived.

Arrived it has with a horrible sight. Jeff and Matt rush to Adam's side. His lying there on the floor of the elevator repeating a number. I can only assume it's his room number. The last place he is going.

Jeff's POV

This time it has going too far. Adam didn't deserve this.

I look at Matt for help before hearing Terry ask for help to get Adam to his room. Matt and I agree but Adam is saying no. That's when Terry bends down and tells Adam no more.

I just hope we aren't too late.

Adam's POV

Why can't they understand that I need to go back to my room? I have said my room number over and over but no Terry asked Matt and Jeff for help to getting me back to his room.

Terry tells me no more. No more what? Whoring? Oh Jason will love that.

But something in Terry's eyes that tells me differently. Could I be safe with him?

I don't have the strength to fight them. Terry picks me up and with Matt's help they steady me. I should be fighting but I have no will left.

Jason's POV

That fucking bitch! How dare he act that way with Kurt?

Kurt had one simple request and that was to get rid of the sheets that they had dirty? Is that so bad? Adam knows my feelings on this but I guess I'll have to show him when he gets back.

Oh Adam will pay. I had to promise Kurt another session at half price.

Adam knows the golden rule that the customer is always right and after tonight I guarantee you he will especially with the fact I have to send him to a doctor's to get check out. If you like being with guys, shouldn't you get aroused?

Terry's POV

Matt, Jeff and I get Adam back to my room. I start to undress Adam and he pushes me away he tries to run to the bathroom but his body has no strength, no desire to carry him. I carry him back to bed and he breaks down and cries. Matt and I are able to get him undress and that's when we all about lose our dinners.

What kind of monster could've done this? My first thoughts were of Callaway but I saw him in the bar earlier before the gang of I've fucked Copeland showed up.

Matt is trying to calm Jeff down who has going into hysterics blaming himself and Matt because they paid Jason for a night with Adam. I can hear Matt reminding Jeff that they never hurt Adam all they did was fuck. That Adam was still with them in the morning.

That's a new one, they're the only two that never pushed Adam out of bed when they were done with him. I have to believe there is more to that night then what Jeff and Matt say.

Now comes the hard part, the reason I mention Mark's name is that he's in into this shit. Even if it wasn't him he knows and possibly has what we need to treat Adam. So one of us has to go to Mark's room. I think it better be Matt or me. If Jeff were to go we probably have to rescue Jeff from Mark, you see Mark has a thing for Jeff.

Matt's POV

I can't believe Jason could hate Adam this much to let someone do this. The one name that keeps coming to mind is Mark's but Jeff and I saw Mark earlier and there was not enough time to do this much damage to a Adam's body. Which means there's monster out there.

The pain that Adam must be in, well I can't image it, I wonder if anyone could.

My poor Tigger is beside himself. Jeff blames us because we paid Jason for a night with Adam. I have to say that I'm not that far behind him in blaming us. But I keep on remembering that smile Adam had on his face when Jeff and I kissed for the first time. It was real not like the fake ones he plasters on his faces now. We didn't toss him out when we where done fucking. We all woke up together and again Adam smiled. He felt wanted and he was.

Adam has no idea what he did for Jeff and me. There's a reason why Jeff and I have never paid for Adam again because Adam got us passed the taboo of brothers being in love with each other and we now show each other. But as much as I love my Tigger I will not let whoever did this to Adam do it again.

Adam is a good person who has just lost his way.

Jeff's POV

Matt and Terry both agree that they should go together to see Mark. I'm glad that they didn't ask me but again maybe they knew I would be in trouble if I showed up at Mark's door. I know Mark likes me and wants me but I'm with Matt and I don't need or want anyone else.

God poor Adam, why can't he find love? He really needs to let go of this so call love for Jason cause it not. It's torture and Jason knows it too. He's supposed to be Adam's best friend but he's more of a devil then Callaway could ever be.

My heart is tearing, Adam is lying there rocking back and forth sobbing. Can he feel anything that is good? I sit on the side of the bed and run my fingers through his hair. He keeps saying that he needs to get back to Jason.

I can't take it any more and gather him up in my arms. I tell him no, he can't go back to Jason. Jason doesn't care. That it's time to let go of his infatuation with Jason.

Adam's POV

Could Jeff be right? I don't know but I know that Jason will not give up with a fight. Will I give up my love for Jason without a fight? I don't know anymore.

There's a little voice telling me that if Jason care one ounce for me he would've never let this happen. But he was the one dragging my ass to Kurt's when I was asking for a night of rest and possible holding Jason in my arms. Nothing more I told him but he said he would see after I had my date with Kurt.

I wish that Kurt had gone too far and killed me.

Mark's POV

Whatever the fucking problem with Copeland it better be damn important. Terry and Matt know that I don't like having my sleep interrupted.

And why in the hell should I have grabbed my healing bag for my S&M taste? Neither Matt nor Terry are in to that shit. All I can say is that they better be telling the fucking truth that I'll understand when I see Adam.

Jeff's POV

God I hope Matt and Terry hurry up. Adam keeps asking me for help, I assume it's to take him back to Jason. I don't know if I can hold out much longer.

Can't Adam see that Jason is the cause of his pain?

Adam's POV

Poor Jeff he thinks that I'm asking him to take me to Jason when I'm asking him for help to end this pathetic life of mine.

Jeff's too gentle to be put through this.

He keeps asking me who did this. Like it matters.

I hear voices outside the door and I can feel Jeff tense up until he hears Matt's voice. I feel Jeff let go I can only presume that he rushed into Matt's arms.

It must be nice to be loved.

Mark's POV

Ok right now I have Terry in a chokehold against the wall asking who the fuck he thinks he is trying this shit. It's obvious that it went too far. Adam is lucky to be alive. But then Matt and Jeff pull on my arms saying that they found Adam like this. It does make more sense.

I tell them to find out who did this I as go about treating Adam the best I can. Whoever did this was one truly sick bastard.

I know I'm bad but I would never subject my love, who is willing, to different types of torture in one night. The bastard doesn't even know how to use a whip properly. He kept hitting the same spot but then maybe that's was his plan. As I apply the lotion and can see that the fucker dripped hot wax first.

I see Matt, Terry and Jeff standing there. I suppose they are wondering how to find out who did this. Well if they can't I can. I tell Terry that I have treat Adam as far as I can and to bandage the cuts up that are on his legs.

As I'm leaving I tell them that I will be back.

Terry's POV

Does Mark really think he can find out who did this? And if he does what then? I do know one thing whether Adam likes it or not I'm telling Reso to stay the hell away from Adam. He's done enough damage.

Adam's POV

I wonder where Mark went.

I don't know if Terry, Matt or Jeff could hear Mark talk to me while he was taking care of me. But Mark kept telling me that it was wrong, that this should've never happened to me. If I would opening my eyes and heart for real I would see love and it wouldn't be Jason.

Did Mark mean himself? The rumor was that he likes Jeff and thought nothing of me more then a whore. I guess I can't get pass the truth I'm a whore always was and always will be.

If there is a God why won't he take me now?

Jason's POV

What the fuck is Callaway's problem? He's never shown any interest in Adam before. The few times I've brought up the subject he keeps telling me that he doesn't pay for it.

Well excuse me, but I know of his S&M taste and for the right price I'll let him do that to Adam.

I wish the fuck he take it easy on my hair. He's practically pulling it out by the roots. And where in the hell is he dragging me off? I was asleep in my nice and cozy bed dreaming of women and the money Adam makes me.

As I said it before life is good.

Mark's POV

What a fucking prick, Reso doesn't even give a damn where Adam is. And if he asks me again if I like to arrange a night with Adam, I'll fucking rip out his heart if he has one.

I wonder what his reaction is going to be when he sees Adam? Will he finally show that he cares for Adam or will Adam see the truth that there is no chance with Reso but death? But again maybe now that's what Adam seeks.

Terry's POV

Mark returned dragging Jason with him and what was Jason reaction when he saw Adam?

'So? What do you want me to do about it?'

Now Jason is trying to remember how to breathe after I gored him.

Mark picks him up by the hair and ask him who and how much? Jason remains silent until Mark grabs hold of him by the balls and lifts Jason off the ground. Jason at least tells us that Kurt was the last person he knows Adam was with.

I ask Adam if it was Kurt that did this to him. Adam doesn't answer me, protecting Jason to the end.

Jason's POV

What are they expecting from me? That I'll say I'm sorry? Why should I? I never promised Adam a life with me.

If he had any backbone he would've walked away. And how was I to know Kurt was going to do shit like this? Three grand is three grand and Kurt said no questions asked.

When are these fucking assholes going to realize that I don't love Adam, I never will, I'm not gay or bi.

I suppose all of you are thinking I should feel bad about all of this but I have my money to keep me warm at night and plenty of ring rats to fuck. I don't need a worthless pathetic whore like Adam Copeland.

Mark's POV

So Kurt Angle is into S&M well the son of bitch is going to learn the hard way that he still has to treat his partner with some respect. I would of never going this far with Adam and to toss him out after torture that's not right either, you help clean them up or at least let them.

And as for Reso his pimping days are over. If he thinks Vince is the only one with power he has no idea of how much power respect and fear have. Once I give the word no one will be paying for a night with Adam ever again.

The main question is what kind of effect has all this had on Adam? Will he give up on love? Does he believe in love anymore? I can tell you one thing from the night's events be it unbeknownst to Adam he is loved. I can see it in Terry's eyes and to a potion in Matt and Jeff's and I guess I wouldn't be here if I didn't care.

The problem is making Adam care, cause he doesn't. If Jason were to tell him to get his ass out of bed Adam would and got back to be whatever Jason wants.

I like pain, but this is too much.

Jason's POV

Look at them all hovering over Adam, God don't they realize Adam lives for this shit. He never fought back after that one time. But he did ask for the night off, that he wanted to rest. Am I really a bastard?

Did I do this to my best friend because he loves me? He tells me that he loves me and what do I do I tell him that's nice. What's wrong with this?

I shouldn't be caring that Adam is hurt. I want to ask Adam if he enjoyed it, it could make me more money if he's into this stuff but what will I receive in return another gore from Terry? But again maybe I have my answer when Kurt call to complain that Adam didn't get an erection.

Did I know Kurt was going to go this far? No but I guess I should of known when Kurt said no questioned asked.

What have I done? All Adam wanted was love but I can't give him that, I don't love him that way so I hurt him for wanting me. I can't stay here and see the marks Kurt has left. I need to go where it's safe and warm, where I can count my money.

Mark's POV

I tell them all to leave for a few minutes. Yes I noticed Reso snuck out a while ago, the wuss. He doesn't mind getting rich off Adam's ass but he can't stand to see what he is doing to Adam.

Well it stops now. Adam may fight it but he's not going back to Reso and I know I have help in the three men that are standing outside the door. The problem is reaching the one that is laying on the bed.

I ask him if he can hear me, which he answers yes. I ask if it was Angel that abused him. He wants to say no, I can tell to protect Jason. I have to shake my head will Adam ever know what love is?

'Adam it's time to stop protecting Jason, he let Kurt do this to you for what? Love? No for money. I know you think that you love and need to defend Jason but why? Has he ever protected you from harm? No he let you be harmed' I say to Adam in attempt to reach him.

I have seen emotional scaring but never this severe, this deliberate. Jason knew Adam loved him and would do whatever Jason wanted and Jason took advantage of it.

Adam's POV

I hear Mark's words and they speak a truth that I don't want to hear. How can I love someone that would let this be done to me?

Maybe it's not love but a safety net that I wanted. Someone that can make me feel, feel anything.

'Help me to die' I ask Mark. But he tells me death is not what I seek but love. I tell him there is no such thing as love. But he says there is, if I opened my eyes I would see it in Matt, Jeff, Terry and himself, my saviors.

My saviors or devils, if they had let me be maybe I would be dead now. Is that what want or do I want to live? God I wish I knew.

Mark's POV

I have never held such a tormented soul in my arms as I do with Adam. How do we save him? He keeps questioning on whether he should be saved.

Will he follow some advice even though it's probably the last thing he will want to do?

Adam's POV

I can't believe I'm hearing Mark correctly he wants me to let Terry, Matt, Jeff and himself show me how much they care? They can't, I've created a hell for them because I can't be strong with Jason.

'No one could possible love a whore like me.' I tell Mark but that's when I feel Mark's lips against mine for the first time. It's soft and tender the way I always thought love would be.

I was beaten with in an inch of my life and now I'm enjoying a kiss, I'm a whore.

Mark's POV

I can felt Adam respond to the kiss then pull back. I'm beginning to believe that the damage done is irreversible.

I promised Adam that Angel will pay for this but so will Reso. If it is with the last breath in my body I will make Reso see what he as done to Adam for the love of money and not Adam.

I release Adam from the kiss and see a single tear fall down his cheek. The only question is it from joy or pain. I lick the tear away. 'Let us love you Adam' I say to him as I go to let the others in.

Terry's POV

Mark lets back in and tell us to show Adam what love is. He can't be serious Adam is in no shape for that. Mark must of sense my indecision, for he pulls me off to the side.

'To show love doesn't not always mean making it. Adam needs to see the tenderness of it what it means to be love.' Mark tells me.

I look over at Matt and Jeff with Adam. Jeff is brushing Adam's hair and Matt is cleaning some of the dry blood off of him, being careful of the wounds. I know understand what Mark means.

'Hopefully in time you can show Adam that you love him.' Mark says. How did he know?

Mark's POV

How did I know that Terry is in love with Adam? One only needs to look at him and the way he looks at Adam. Terry feels Adam's pain. He didn't hesitate to gore Jason when Jason showed his true colors.

I also see that if I want any chance with Jeff I will have to deal with his brother. They have gotten closer then even I suspected.

Adam's POV

Why are they giving me all this attention? I'm not worth it.

What is going to happen tomorrow when Jason comes back for me? Is Jason going to? As miserable as my life was earlier this evening it was alot less complicated then it is now.

Why does Terry look at me that way? I have so many questions but I don't think I can stay awake any longer to find the answers.

Terry's POV

Adam has finally closed his eyes and let sleep take him. Matt and Jeff headed back to their room not before telling me that they would be back in the morning. Mark has also left. He left the lotion telling that I would need to wake Adam in a couple of hours and treat his wounds. But how do I treat his broken heart.

I gently take Adam into my arms. 'I love you' I whisper hoping he can hear me but will he want to hear those words from me?

Adam's POV

I woke up in pain and sweat from a nightmare of what Kurt did to me. I tried to get out of bed but fell, which woke Terry up. Terry asked me what I was doing and I told him that I wanted to take a shower.

I could still smell Kurt on me and wanted to get washed it off.

Terry said that he doubt if I could stand up in a shower in the condition I was in and offered to help me. Does he want to help me or fuck me? I was really in no position to refuse either way, so I tell him that I would appreciate the help.

Terry gets out of bed and comes over and helps me up and to the bathroom. Terry starts up the shower and gets undresses down to his boxers. I didn't even realize that he had sweats on when we were sleeping. I just figured since I was nude so was he.

Terry is about to step into the shower when I mention that he still has on his boxers. And when he tells me why and I can't believe someone would do that for me.

Terry's POV

Adam tried to take a shower but his body is not capable of hold him up. I can't blame him for wanting to wash Kurt's scent off, I would offer to give him a sponge bath but then I'd be touching Adam and that's more than I can handle right now. I can't control how my body is reacting.

Adam didn't notice the boner that I was sporting when he fell out of bed. I figure in the shower all I would be doing is being there is case Adam fall or collapsed. Adam could wash himself.

I start the shower up making sure it warm but not to hot. Adam is nude from when we undressed him early. Mark felt that it would be better for Adam to let the wounds from the whipping to breath, so we never gave Adam any clothing to put on just cover him lightly with a sheet from the bed.

I peeled off my sweats but I decide to leave my boxers on that way Adam would see that I'm here to help him. I'm about to step into the shower when Adam reminds me that I still have my boxers on.

I tell him I know but figure it would be easy on him knowing I wasn't going to be naked. I can see the surprise in Adam's eyes. I don't think he's used to anyone caring about his needs. Well if he stays with me, he'll get use to it.

I step in and hold out my hand to help Adam in. I can see the hesitation, not that I blame him. Would you after what he's been through? It will take a long time for Adam to completely trust someone again.

Adam's POV

Terry helps me into the shower, I still can't believe that he's keeping his boxers on to make me feel comfortable. Terry tells me that he'll hand me whatever I want. I ask for the soap and a washcloth. Terry hands them to me and smiles.

There's something about his eyes when I look into them, I can't quite put my finger on what it is but something is definitely there. I give him a weak smile. At least it's real, the last time I smile because I was happy was that night with Matt and Jeff. I felt wanted, I could see in Matt and Jeff's eyes that my feelings mattered. It was the most pleasant night I had ever had in my life and I had to keep it buried.

I made them promise not to say a word about what happened that night in fear of it getting back to Jason, that I actually enjoy being with Matt and Jeff. They have never said a word about that night to anyone and because of that I know that they care about me.

That's what is in Terry's eyes he cares, he cares for me, but why? I'm whore after all.

Mark's POV

Well Mr. I'm an Olympic freaking gold medalist ain't so tough when the tables are turned.

It took him a whole three seconds to tell me what he did to Adam but of course that was once I showed him how to use a whip properly and yes I used his ass to demonstrate on. Another crack of the whip and I find out that Angle paid three grand for Adam.

Three grand? Jesus doesn't this idiot know there are places where he can meet someone that's into S&M?

Kurt is sobbing now begging me to stop. 'You didn't allow Adam the chance for pleading for a end.' I tell Kurt as I shovel the ball gag into Kurt's mouth.

'You're going to know the physical pain that you caused Adam' I inform Kurt as I snap the whip again.

Kurt's POV

At first I was going to demand that I get a full refund from Jason when Callaway attack me but now if Mark were to flip me over he would see the raging hardon I have.

The more Mark continues to whip the more I want it and him. I wonder if Mark is going to fuck me. With each lash of the whip I get hornier if it's possible.

I loved doing it to Adam but this is so out of the world. God I can only hope that Mark fucks me senseless.

Mark's POV

I see Kurt shaking his ass as an invitation to fuck him. If the jackass thinks that I'm going to fuck him then he truly is a dork.

I didn't do this for self-satisfaction. I did a retribution for Adam and Kurt's can take care of his own fucking cock after all according to him he isn't gay.

I drop the whip on his ass and inform him that if he ever thinks about going near Adam again. I'll pay him another visit with some of my toys as I walk out the door.

Kurt's POV

I quickly remove the gag in hopes of calling Mark back but by the time I get the freaking thing off he's gone. Shit...I mean shoot now what am I to do? I don't want to jack off and I want to get fuck.

What a second I'm not gay but why then am I craving a cock or something shoved up my ass. Maybe if I were to go to Mark's room he would help me out. It can't hurt to try, right?

Adam's POV

I can't believe Terry didn't try anything in the shower and now he's drying me off. I guess he doesn't want me, that it was pity I saw in his eyes and not that he cares about me.

I keep wondering what the morning is going to bring? Has this night changed Jason's attitude towards me? I don't expect him to love me, I can see that will never happen but what of the friendship we once had, is that gone too?

Terry is telling me that he needs to reapply that lotion Mark left and change the bandages on the cuts. I nod and head out to the bed.

I have to question if Terry didn't care then why did he have Matt and Jeff help bring me here. Why not take me to Matt and Jeff's room? I know they care about me as a friend and what of Mark? He has called me a whore to my face yet tonight he kissed me with tenderness I have never felt before.

I wish all these questions would stop, I don't have the answers and I probably never will.

Terry's POV

It took every ounce of control I have not to take Adam in the shower. Even with his body as banged up as it is, I desire him. If you're wondering yes I'm a shame of my thoughts. I know Adam is hurting physical and emotionally but all I want to do is love him, I can only hope Jason hasn't ruined that for Adam and myself.

I tell Adam that we need to treat him again with the lotion and change the bandages. Adam acknowledges and heads back out to the bed. Before joining him I remove the soak boxers and wrap a towel around my waist.

As I apply the lotion I noticed that Adam is wiggling his ass, what the hell is he up to? Does he have any idea what this is doing to me? Down boy I silently tell my cock. This isn't the time or the place. Oh God what I give to fuck Adam through the mattress.

'Adam stop it.' I tell him 'Stop what?' Adam questions. 'You know damn well.' I snap. I can tell by how Adam's body went limp that he's upset. I go to pull him into my arms and he starts to fight. Adam at full strength might have a chance of stopping me but not a weaken Adam.

I tell Adam that he doesn't have to do this, that it's time to heal. Jason doesn't have to control him anymore. That's when Adam shocks me.

Adam's POV

As Terry's applying the lotion I decide to see if his interested in me at all. I wiggle my ass a little and I hear a groan from him.

So I do have an effect on him. I wiggle my ass a bit more and Terry tells me to stop it. I keep playing the game with him and ask him what should I stop doing and he tells me I know damn well what.

Well I guess I have one of my answers now. I let my body go lack. I can feel Terry trying to pull me into his arms, I'm not strong enough to push him away. I don't want his pity. I wish I was back with Jason, at least I know where I stand with him but with Terry I don't have a fucking clue.

Terry is telling me that I don't have to do this, that it's time to heal. Jason doesn't control me anymore. That's when I ask him if he if will now?

Terry's POV

I still don't believe that Adam asked me if I'd control him now.

I know what I'm about to do in not the smartest thing to do but it's the only thing I can think of. I cup Adam's face in my hands.

'I'll have no control over you, no one should expect you Adam. I'm going to say something that I don't expect you to reply to but it may help you understand where I'm coming from and why I'm here.' I inform Adam and then I go for broke and tell Adam those words that he has being dying to hear but not from me the ones he desires to hear from Jason.

'I love you Adam' There I said it to him.

Adam's POV

Terry loves me? I close my eyes. The words that I'd die to hear Jason say, have come from someone else. I don't know what to say or do. Terry loves me yet do I have any feelings for him?

Oh God why did he have to say that he loves me?

Terry's POV

Well I have just scared the shit out of Adam. Even though I spoke the truth when I said that I love him, that wasn't what Adam wanted to here from me.

'Adam open your eyes please' I ask. Adam slowly openings his eyes.

'I do love you Adam but I don't seek anything in return for now. Maybe in time we can see if a relationship is in our future but for now all I ask from you is to let me take care of you, to help you break away from Jason. Cause until you are free of him, Jason will be controlling you to an extent.' I say to Adam.

I can see the tears welling up in Adam's eyes. I have to wonder if he has ever had anyone concern about his wants and needs before. I lay back on the bed pulling Adam with me. Sleep, cry, do whatever you want I tell him and see a small smile sweep across his face.

I let out a chuckle. He must feel the erection that is throbbing for me.

Well is a pain I'm willing to endure.

Adam's POV

This is the first time anyone has been concerned about me. I think I understand what Mark meant by letting Matt, Jeff, Terry and himself show me that they care.

Terry does want me or at least that's what his body tells me. I can feel his hard cock as he holds me.

I can't express how good it feels just to be held, no one wanting anything more for me.

I'm starting to believe Terry is right that I need to get away from Jason. It may be the only way to see if there's a friendship left for there will never be anything more than that.

I can feel the heat radiate from his body, it so warm and cozy here in his arms. Terry loves me and maybe in time I will see what it means to be loved for the first time but for now all I want to do is sleep in his strong arms, protecting me from the cold world that's out there.

Mark's POV

I'll give Reso about three seconds to answer the fucking door. Grant it he ain't going to like what I'm going to tell him but at this point tough titties.

If the asshole makes me pound on the door one more time, he'll be paying for a new one.

Jason's POV

Who is the fuck that is pound on my door at two-thirty in the morning? God if I haven't been through enough tonight. If it's not Adam crawling back to me I don't give a damn they can stand out there and rot.

I look through peephole and found out it's the last person I want to see. What the hell could Callaway want now? I make sure the chain is on the door before I open it.

'What the hell do you want?' I ask him. He tells me I have about two fucking seconds to get the chain off before I'm eating the fucking door.

I ain't dumb like Adam and know better then to mess with Callaway when he's this piss. I shut the door and walk away.

Screw you prick I smile.

Mark's POV

Reso just made the biggest mistake of his life.

It takes one kick and the door is no more and the look on Reso face is worth it.

'You and me are going to have a talk BOY.' I tell him as I prop the door up.

Jason's POV

Shit! I can't believe fucker kicked in the God damn door.

I have no where to run and he wants to fucking talk. Like I believe that one.

He tells me to park it. I know I don't really have a choice and sit down on the bed.

Mark's POV

I tell Reso I'm in a foul mood every since seeing what Angle did to Adam and I won't take his shit. I want to know exactly how much money he has made off of Adam.

I hope the jerk knows better than to lie to me but we all know his going to try don't we?

Jason's POV

How much I've made of Adam, there's no way I'm going to tell them the exact amount. It's not like he's going to know the truth if I told him. What in the hell is he going to do with once I tell him?

Maybe he would like to go into business with me. Mark could train Adam to like that S&M shit and with Mark's background in it I'm sure he know lots of guys that would be willing to pay to beat and fuck a WWF wrestler.

I would split the profits with Mark say seventy-thirty in my favor of course. I'm the one that turned Adam into a whore after all.

Mark's POV

I see that Reso is dumb enough to lie. 'Five thousand that's all I earned off of Adam.' He says.

Now I know that Angle paid three grand for Adam, Matt and Jeff paid one thousand and Wright paid five hundred. Albert is another two hundred. So far I com up with four thousand, seven hundred and I know of at least eight other guys who said they paid Reso for the privilege of fucking Adam.

Five thousand my ass. I wonder what he will say if I challenge that amount with my hand around his throat?

Jason's POV

Alright so Mark's not stupid.

I would have to look at my bankbook to know exactly how much money I have because of Adam.

Why in the hell should he care about Adam? I've heard him on more than one occasion call Adam a whore that he would have nothing to do with. What changed his mind?

I finally half lie to Callaway and tell him that I really don't know how much I have made. That when he tells me it's over, my reply? 'Are you going to oversea Adam whoring ways now?'

Wrong question as I get punch in the jaw by Callaway.

Mark's POV

I inform Jason that Adam's days as his whore are over and he had the nerve to ask me if I was going to become Adam's pimp.

As for Adam I tell him that Adam is going to learn what love is. Reso starts to laugh. 'Laugh all you want Reso, Adam will know it and it started tonight with a kiss.' I tell Jason.

The look on his face was priceless. I don't think I will tell him that it was from me yet, let him try and figure out who showed Adam love can be tender and sweet.

I tell him he has five minutes to find the bankbook and when he finds it he ain't going to like what I'm going to tell him what I want done but of course he won't have fucking choice. It's not really like I give a damn.

Jason's POV

What in the hell is he going to do with my money? It's mine I arranged the dates, its not like Adam didn't enjoy what he was doing after all he's into guys.

As I'm looking for my bankbook I decide to see if I can entice Mark to join me in my business relationship with Adam. I tell him that with his experience that we could make alot more money off Adam then I have. I would even let Mark have Adam for a weekend to break him into the S&M stuff, of course at no charge seeing that we would becoming business partners.

Mark's POV

I can't believe what I just heard come out of Reso's mouth. He wants me to go into business with him? I would as he put it have the pleasure of breaking Adam into S&M at no charge, mighty big of the asshole.

Reso hands me the bankbook and when I open it, I start to give Reso's suggestion a thought.

Jason's POV

I can tell Mark is interested by the way he's staring at the bankbook. I guess he didn't expect there to be almost ten grand.

Now that I have got him interested I need something to hook him and I know the prefect thing or should I say person.

Mark's POV

Reso is talking again about going into business. Of how I can break Adam into S&M and broaden the cliental that he has right now.

Jason is saying he knows that I deserve a some consolation for having to put up with Adam and is willing to help distract Matt for a night so I can get to Jeff.

Jeff, the dreams I have had of the graceful rainbow. Just thinking about him stirs my cock to life.

Do I want Jeff bad enough to destroy whatever chance Adam has at love? This time it won't only be Adam that gets hurt but Matt, Jeff and Terry too.

Do I have the right to desire Jeff at that cost?

Jason's POV

I can see Mark is hesitant on his answer and that's when I decide to push things with him a bit further. I get up and go over and sit on his lap.

As soon as I sit down I feel his semi hard cock, just thinking about Jeff turns him on.

'We would be an unbeatable team and you would finally be with the one you want.' I purr into his ear. And I'm so graciously met with an ass dumping.

Mark's POV

'It doesn't matter how much I desire Jeff I have no right to ruin other people's lives.' I inform Reso standing up and dumping him on his ass.

'I'm telling you this once every cent you have made off of Adam will deposited into Adam's bank account. Yes, your idea intrigued me but unlike you Reso I do have a heart even if others doubt it. I've called Adam a whore on a few occasion but only because at that time I did nothing about how he was being treated. I told you earlier that Adam would know what it was like to be love, the tenderness of love and how it all started with a kiss. A kiss that I gave Adam because I desire to touch his lips!' I stated to Reso.

Jason's POV

Callaway can't be fucking serious! All of it? What the fuck did Adam to do deserve all of it? I'm the one that had to find the guys that want to fuck him, arrange the dates and most of the time drag Adam's worthless ass to the rooms.

There's no way that I'm giving Adam all of the money, it's my money I work hard for it.

Mark's POV

So Reso doesn't want to give up the money well too fucking bad.

I knew it would hurt Jason more taking away the more than cause him any physical pain. He will be in pain by losing the money he thinks is his cause he worked hard for it. Hard my ass, I'm sure that once he put the word out that you could have fun with Adam for a price the men came a flocking. Adam is beautiful after all.

'Vince may let you get away with this shit but one phone call and Linda will be on Vince's ass and who's ass do you think Vince will be on?' I ask Reso. At that point I can see the fear in his eyes.

Vince thinks of us as possessions, assets until we can't make him anymore money or our egos get to big or we cause problems for him with Linda.

It's Linda that cares about our well being. Vince couldn't give a damn expect for profits.

Adam's POV

I've been awake for a bit, just watching Terry sleep.

Is this the way love is supposed to be?

I know some of you may not think Terry is handsome but his is. It the ruggedness look he has, he looks so tough yet he is the gentlest man I have ever know.

I don't know what is going on. But there is one thought, one desire that keeps coming back to me. I don't want to leave Terry's arms, his kindness, his do I dare say it? Yes, his love, Terry will keep me safe Terry loves me.

Terry's POV

I can feel Adam's tears fall, I don't know if they are happy or sad ones. I keep silent, I'm afraid of asking, of losing him.

I know that I don't have Adam but he's here with me. After getting him to my room he never insisted on going back to his and Jason's room.

As I have said before I wonder if Jason knows how many lives he has effect by his actions.

Adam's POV

Softly I ask Terry if he's awake and he nods.

I tell him I need to do something, for me. To know where I stand with everything that has happened. Terry tells me that he understands.

I look into his eyes and I see something I have never seen in Jason's, love and desire.

I slowly inch my way up Terry's body.

I know it's torture for him to feel me this close but if what I'm feeling is true, in time Terry will be my lover. I stare into Terry's eyes just before I quickly bring brush my lips against his.

Terry's POV

I can't believe it! Adam kissed me! Yes it was quick but he made the move unforced of his own free will. As quick as it was it sent a shock through my body.

Adam tries to rest his head on my chest but I won't let him.

'Relax and enjoy.' I tell Adam before I kiss him. I never go further than just our lips touching even through my whole body ache to show him more.

I keep telling myself that I have to take this as slow as he wants and needs. Adam is what is important to me. If I have to wait years to show him how much I love him then I will.

I want him with me for the rest of my life and Adam may have now sense the truth of this.

Adam's POV

Oh my God! No one has ever kissed me like this in my life. I don't want Terry to stop. It feels so right, so tender.

It's love.

Mark said that if I would open my heart and eyes I would see and he was right I do see it and it all start with a kiss, a kiss from a man that I thought consider me nothing but a whore.

I might have been Jason's whore but no more. I want love and will have it with Terry.

The kiss ends and I smile at Terry, a genuine smile, one of love.

'It may take time Terry but I want this, I want us.' I tell him.

Terry's POV

Adam wants me, us, a relationship in time. Well I can handle that. All I have ever wanted is to know is that Adam desires me, wants a relationship with me.

'How ever slow you want to take it my love.' I tell Adam. Adam smiles at me.

He says he needs to be honest with me and I have to wonder what he means by that?

Adam's POV

Terry is the man of my dreams. Yes I know I said Jason was the love of my life but I never look at Terry than more than a friend.

After I told Jason that I was in love with him, he used it against me. Terry told me that he love me and opened my heart. He has never pushed anything. Even when we kissed his tongue never sought my mouth.

It all started with a tender and sweet kiss from Mark.

It showed me that someone can care about me without fucking my brains out. Terry has had plenty of opportunities to fuck me but not once has he tried. He does desires me, his body tells me that. The whole time that he has held, I have felt his erection.

I dreamed of being inside of Jason and now I dream of have Terry inside of me.

No I'm not ready but we can have dreams can't we? I haven't had dreams in a long time.

Terry's POV

I can feel the change in Adam's body, once that knows he matters to me. Adam nuzzles in close yet only wants to cuddle. I can't help but smile.

I will have Adam, as my lover in time and if Adam wishes, as my life partner.

No one knows how long I have loved Adam but they will know one thing that I will never give up on him.

Some may think he is the biggest whore in the WWF but Matt has always described Adam the best as a good person who lost their way.

Well tonight Adam found it and I thank God it was in my arms.

Adam's POV

I need to be honest with Terry, I have to let him know that Mark opened my eyes but it was in his arms and I that I saw love, kindness and desire. Basically everything that I have wanted in my life. Terry knows of my life and he still wants me.

Is this love? I can only hope that it is because everything that I once felt for Jason is gone. All I want and desire is Terry.

Terry's POV

Adam told me that when Mark sent Matt, Jeff and myself out of the room, Mark kissed him. Adam said it was the soft, gentleness kiss he ever felt until he opened his heart to me.

I tell Adam that I'm not mad of this but grateful that Mark saw the need for Adam to understand that love can and is good.

Adam and I have been necking for last hour and half and as much as I like to take it further it's time to get some more sleep. Matt and Jeff will be here soon enough.

I have to wonder if they will notice the change in Adam.

Adam the man that is going to let me in time love him and he will never know such pleasure once we become lovers. His body is all that I desire and need.

Mark's POV

After listening to Reso beg and plead for me to let him keep the some of money, I reluctantly agree to let him keep the interest on the money. To tell the truth I don't like the idea that Reso is getting any of the money but at least Adam will be getting the majority of it.

Now it's time to come to terms with my feelings for Jeff. I know Matt and Jeff aren't going to like it but Reso can hold it over our heads and possible pull Adam back in to his web.

Matt's POV

It's almost morning, I've been up for most of the night worrying about Adam and everything that he's going through. I look over at Jeff and see him sleeping so peaceful, so content until we hear the knock at the door.

Mark's POV

I know it's early or late depending on your time frame but this can't wait. For Adam's sake as well as for everyone that will be in this room if Matt opens the door to me.

Matt opens the door and quietly asks what I want.

Knowing that this isn't going to be easy for any of us I ask to come in before I explain. I can hear Jeff question from bed what's going on.

I wonder if Jeff is wearing anything in bed. Yes, I'm thinking with my cock but with Jeff it's hard not to. My body wants to posses him. But only if he is willing.

I know that his relationship with his brother is strong but I have to wonder how far it has gone.

Matt's POV

I have to wonder what Mark is doing here at this time. I doubt if he has gone back to sleep since Terry and I woke him up.

I see how he looks at Jeff with the same desire and need that I do. I know with the right words I could lose Jeff to Mark but I have to question if I have the right to stop it.

With Mark, Jeff could have somewhat of a normal relationship, with me we have to hide it.

Mark asks if he can have a sit. I nod knowing that this isn't going to be good.

Jeff's POV

I can sense the pain in Mark's heart. Yes the Dead Man has a heart even through most don't believe so.

There is something else that no one knows but there has been a couple of times where Mark could've fuck me and be done with it but he never did. When I asked him to stop he did.

I can only guess what he's doing here now.

Mark's POV

'It's time for us to be honest with each other' I tell the two brothers. 'I want to be with Jeff but only if he wants it too. I know that there is a deep bond between the two of you, deeper then most brothers have' I continue.

I pause and see the concern look on Matt's face that he could lose his brother to me. Jeff keeps looking at me then focusing on Matt.

I said it was time to be honest and so it is. I inform Matt and Jeff about the deal Jason offered me.

Matt's POV

He could've helped Jason and had Jeff but he didn't. Unlike Jason, Mark can see how many lives are affected by greedy actions.

I always thought Mark was about pain but maybe not, he cares about Jeff's feelings and mine.

Why does love have to be so complicated?

Jeff's POV

See what I mean about Mark, this is the third time he could've had me and he didn't give into Jason. I wish Matt could see Mark for the person he is.

I want what I'm starting to feel for Mark to go away but it's not. Can I possibly have both Matt and Mark? Would they understand my love for each of them?

Love isn't supposed to be this hard.

Matt's POV

I guess it is all up to Jeff and who he wants. I won't stand in the way of Jeff's happiness. That's how much I love my Tigger.

To be honest since Mark came clean with Jeff and me, I've seen him in a new light. I always thought of him as a man that just takes what or who he wants and damn the others. Thinking that Mark and Jason were cut from the same cloth but I'm grateful that I'm wrong.

I look over at Jeff and I can feel the weight of this decision on his shoulder. He doesn't want to hurt either Mark or me.

Mark's POV

It's been quiet every since I said that I wanted Jeff. I suppose that's my answer. Jeff must be too afraid to say it.

I stand up to leave, mentioning that I'm going to check on Adam. As I walk towards the door I feel a hand take a hold of my arm. I turn around and look into the beautiful green eyes of Jeff's. I also see the pain that's in them.

'I didn't come here to cause you pain, I can live with us just being friends.' I tell him. Jeff lets go of my arm and runs his fingers through his hair.

I did the one thing I didn't mean to, I caused Jeff pain.

Jeff's POV

How do I tell Mark that I want to be with him but I can't give up Matt? Will he understand my relationship with Matt? Will Matt understand why I need Mark too?

God this is so hard but Mark is right if we don't solve this. Jason will use it against us. Matt and I can't afford to have Vince find out about us being lovers. We'd be fired before Vince's chin hits the floor in disbelief.

Damn Jason why couldn't he love Adam. None of this would've been a problem if Jason loved Adam, even if it was just in friendship.

I don't want Mark to leave but if he stays I know Matt will leave so I can be happy.

But how can I be happy when my brother is miserable?

Matt's POV

I can see that Jeff is torn, he wants Mark but doesn't want to hurt me. It's time for me to help my Tigger out by leaving.

God knows I don't want to but as I said before Mark can give Jeff a more normal relationship.

I get up to leave and Jeff stops me. 'Tigger you can't have it both ways' I tell Jeff.

And that's when the next words out of Jeff's mouth leave both Mark and me speechless.

Jeff's POV

'Why can't I have both of you' I say to Mark and Matt.

I do believe I have shock both my brother and Mark with that comment but why can't I? I love them both and I'm sure in time Mark would want Matt and Matt would want Mark.

Mark's POV

Well I wasn't expecting that but truthfully it does solve things if Matt and I can control our jealousy when one of us is with Jeff or does Jeff plan on the three of us to be together at the same time.

Matt is gorgeous in his own dark way. I never gave it much of a thought of being with Matt because my heart and body desired Jeff but I wouldn't kick Matt out of my bed unless it is to get him on floor.

I take Matt's hand. 'I'm game, are you game?' I asked him.

Matt's POV

They can't be serious! It will never work. How would we split the time with Jeff? It's not like Mark wants me. He made it perfectly clear that he desires Jeff.

How will I feel when Jeff is with Mark?

And how come I'm feeling a tingling sensation from Mark holding my hand? Is he interested in me too?

Mark's POV

Now it is Matt who is confused or torn on what to do.

This may not help or it could clear everything up. I pull Matt into to me and taste those pouty lips of his.

Jeff's POV

Oh man and Matt and Mark hot together! And they're only kissing.

They're backing up towards the bed but not before the both each take a hold of one of my hands, bring me with them. We end up on the bed with Matt and I at Mark's sides.

Mark has relinquished the kiss with Matt and started to kiss me.

I can tell you one then for sure there's no way Mark can't have a heart with the way he kisses. He takes my breath away and all I want is more.

Matt's POV

I love kissing Jeff but there is something about Mark that is so different.

Maybe this can work. Him and Jeff are beautiful together and I can feel the passion that is in this room.

But if we are going to go any further Jeff and I have to tell Mark that we are lovers.

Mark's POV

I have definitely died and gone to heaven. Not only do I get Jeff but have the pleasurable bonus of Matt to boot.

I watch the two brothers whispering back and forth. They must be discussing whether or not to tell me about their relationship. No matter how far it has gone between them, I will not hold it against them.

Who could blame them for being drawn to each other? Jeff is the light, the free spirited one where Matt is the dark, serious, grounded one. They are the opposite of each other and as the old say goes opposites attract.

Jeff's POV

I know Matt is right that before we go any further we have to tell Mark about our relationship.

Beside Adam knowing about us, we haven't told any one else. I'm not sure what Jason knows about it.

I just don't know how open minded Mark is.

Matt's POV

I have just finished telling Mark that Jeff and I are closer then most brothers and he simply said 'So you're lovers.'

That's the second time I've been blow away by someone's comment. He doesn't mind. I know Jeff is happy he just finished kissing me and Mark smiled.

I get the feeling that Jeff's and mine lives are starting a new chapter and it's going to be an enjoyable one.

Mark's POV

So my suspicions have been right all along, Jeff and Matt are lovers.

I know some of you think that they are sick but like I said I understand and maybe if you saw them kiss each other like I just did you would understand.

Jeff is thrilled because he get to keep Matt in his life, not like I could deny my Rainbow anything, I don't think Matt can either.

Now the question is has Matt ever bottom before?

Matt's POV

I hate to end what's going on but Jeff and I told Terry that we would be by at eight and it's now a quarter to nine.

'We need to call Terry and let him that we are ok, we're suppose to be there forty-five minutes ago' I tell Jeff and Mark. Mark says no that we should go there, he has something to tell Adam and he wants to see how Adam is doing.

To tell the truth I also want to see how Adam is doing.

Terry's POV

I'm starting to worry about Matt and Jeff they're late. It's well known that Jeff is never on time but Matt would've called.

I don't want to alarm Adam, he's being smiling most of the morning and I don't want to take away that happiness that he feels.

Maybe I could give Mark's room a ring. I know I'll piss him off for calling so early but if Jason has gotten some help and went after Matt and Jeff, Adam and I are going to be next on the list.

Adam's POV

Terry is deep in thought. Something is going on and he doesn't want to upset me.

*Shaking head*

I still can't get over having someone care about me the way Terry does. I feel so good inside that the pain my body is in is insubstantial. It will fade but not what I feel for Terry.

I ask Terry what is wrong and he smiles at me.

'Already able to read me?' he questions.

I go over to him. 'I only wished that I were able to read you sooner' I say just before kissing him.

Terry's POV

Adam can already tell when I'm upset not that I mind him trying to get my mind off of it. Adam is one hell of a kisser.

I tell him that Matt and Jeff should've been here almost an hour ago. I can see the panic in his eyes.

'Yes, I'm worried Jason tired something too' I tell him.

Adam is not the only who has pick up on being able to read someone body motions.

I inform Adam that I'm going to go look for them and I want him to stay here and not to open the door for anyone. I'll have my key to get in. Adam of course asks to come with me, it's out of concern for his friends and not, not wanting to be left alone.

I'm about to tell him that I would feel better knowing that he was tuck away safely in the room when someone knocks at the door. Please let it be Matt and Jeff.

Matt's POV

We can see the relief on Terry's faces when he opens the door.

Jeff goes over to Adam to see how he is doing. I can tell there is some kind of a change in him. He seems happier than he has been in a long time.

Jeff's POV

Terry is the best thing to happen to Adam. Adam's heart is healing.

I personally can't wait to see Reso's face when he realizes that he has lost Adam.

Mark's POV

Well I'll be damn. I looked over at Adam when we walked into the room and I don't see the broken down man that Reso created. Terry's the medicine to healing Adam emotionally.

I tell them that I pay a couple of visits to two certain people last night. I know Terry is not happy that he didn't get a piece of Angle but I let him know that Adam needed him more.

Adam goes over to Terry and tells him that I'm right.

The change in Adam is good and Reso ain't going to like it. I doubt if Jason will be able to lure Adam back now that Adam has found real love.

Terry's POV

I wished Mark would of asked me to go along with him when he saw Angle last night. I would've liked to kick his ass too. But once Adam comes over to me and tell me that Mark was right that he needed me more my angry subside.

It doesn't hurt to know that Angle enjoy getting his ass whipped. Mark said that Glenn noticed Angle hanging around Mark's room wait for Mark to return.

I have to wonder where Mark went to after he was done with Angle.

Adam's POV

It's time for me to get some more answers.

I tell Mark that I appreciate what he did to Angle. But then I question him why he did it and why did he kiss me last night, when he has never thought anything more of me then a whore.

Mark's POV

Adam is trying to figure out things. He understands why Terry is there for him, because Terry loves him.

'Yes, I called you a whore on more than one occasion not so much because you were sleeping with different men but more for the fact you let Jason treat you the way he did. I didn't really understand the control that Jason had over you. You thought you were in love with him and he used that against you. For the love of money he kept giving you empty promises of a future together. The kiss was to show you that you are desirable, that love is not to be of pain but passion' I explain to Adam.

Then I mention that Jason was the second person that I went to see last night. How will Adam react to this news?

Adam's POV

Mark saw Jason. I hope that he didn't hurt Jason.

I know some of you are thinking Jason deserves whatever pain he gets but you see I just what all the pain and hurting to end.

I'm not going back to Jason, there's nothing he can say to change my mind. I care about Terry and want a life with him. Terry loves me, Jason will never love me and I see this.

I nervously ask Mark what he did to Jason.

Terry's POV

Jason still has a hold on Adam, I haven't completely broken it and I wonder if I ever will?

I'm intrigued of what Mark did to Jason too.

Jason's POV

That bastard Callaway thinks he can tell me what to do? There's no way I'm giving up the money. I leave town before them and transfer the money before Callaway can do anything about it.

And sweet pathetic Adam is going to pay and its starts with this room and his things. He always thought he looked good in this shirt, well no more.

*Ripping sounds*

The same goes for these pants and this shirt, oh hell all of his stuff.

*More ripping sounds*

Now for the bathroom.

*Evil smirk comes across face*

Mark's POV

I see a sigh of relief in Adam when I tell him that I didn't hurt Jason physically. The relief turns into shock when I tell Adam that I'm forcing Jason to give Adam most of the money he made on Adam's so called dates.

Terry laughs say that will be more painful for Jason than anything physical. I explain that's why I did.

Then everyone is shock in the room by what Adam says.

Adam's POV

Mark is forcing Jason to give me most of the money I made by whoring my body out. It's a nice gesture but I don't think any of them will be ready for what I'm about to say.

'I don't want any of it' I tell them.

Mark tells me that it's mine no matter what Jason says.

'I understand that but I'm not proud of what I did or was. Jason can keep all of it.' I say.

Jeff's POV

At first I was shock when Adam said that he didn't want any of the money but I can understand why now. It will remind him of a bad time in his life. Adam has found happiness with Terry and he unfortunately will have his memories to remind him of his past, the money would only added to it.

But Jason doesn't deserve the money that's when an idea comes to me, one that will put the money to a good use and humiliate Jason.

'What about give the money to a charity?' I suggest. Adam asks what kind of a charity and I tell him that we could look for a place that helps out abused gays and donate the money to them in Jason's name.

Adam smiles and says that he wants to do that.

Mark's POV

Always knew Jeff had a sinister side to him. Reso will flip when he finds out that Adam donated the money to a gay charity and no less donate in Jason's name.

I noticed that Matt been pretty silent through the conversation I wonder what he is thinking about?

Matt's POV

That's my Tigger. Jason will pop a blood vessel or something when he finds out. I always suspect that Jason is homophobic and did whatever he could to punish Adam for loving him more than a friend.

I ask Mark if he his going to tell Adam and Terry about Jason's proposition. I hope I'm not crossing the line with Mark but Adam and Terry have a right to know.

Mark's POV

Matt just asked if I'm going to tell Adam and Terry about Jason's offer to me. Jeff glared at Matt but Matt is right Adam and Terry need to know.

'I was just about to get to that.' I tell Matt.

Jeff is about to object but then I tell him that we need to be honest with Adam and Terry and have nothing to fear from our friends.

Jeff's POV

I don't think that this is a good idea telling Adam and Terry about Jason offering to go into business with Mark. It's only going to cause pain and Adam is starting to get past it.

Jason used to be my friend but right now I don't think I could hate anyone as much as I hate him and that's new thing for me, I don't hate anyone.

Mark says we need to, that Adam and Terry our friends and we have nothing to fear from them. I know that this is true of Adam but what of Terry? Only Adam really knows him.

Jason' POV

As I'm checking out I tell them that the guy that I'm shared the room with is still here and will pay for any extra charges. And boy will there be some. I left the room looking like a tornado went threw it.

Well all of them deserve it especially Adam.

Adam's POV

I now see how Jason really feels about me. He has never or will never care about my feelings.

It must have taken alot of self-control on Mark's behalf not to give into Jason's offer.

I don't see how Jason's and my friendship has a chance of surviving. I won't be able to trust him. I'll always be wondering if he is going to hurt me again.

Terry senses my sorrow and pulls me into his arms. 'Love me' I whisper to him and he replies that he can't do anything but love me.

Mark's POV

I knew Adam would be upset but at long last he has seen Jason and how he feels about him.

'I can't lie and tell you that I wasn't entice by the offer when I saw the amount Jason had in the bank, but if I were to of done as Jason wished you would've been destroyed and others would of surfer too. I had no right to take pleasure of having Jeff when so many would've be in pain.' I tell Adam.

'How much?' Adam asked. I can only assume he is inquiring about the bank account. 'Almost ten grand with the interest' I informed Adam.

Terry's POV

Ten grand! What other sick things did Reso let happen to my Adam? Yes I can call him my Adam, for in my arms is where he's to be going and stay.

I can tell Adam wants to cry but he doesn't want to do it in front of the others.

I have to admit even though I have only been around for a few months in the federation, Mark is a man that many don't know. He could've had Jeff, made money off of Adam with Jason but he didn't.

When I first came into the WWF, some of my friends told me to stay away from Mark Callaway that he was a cold heartless bastard. Well I can testify that he has one and that it's Jason Reso that is the cold heartless bastard.

Mark's POV

Trying to change the subject I ask Adam how he is feel physically.

'I'm in pain but I've dealt with worst.' Adam says. I bet he has.

Today is Wednesday and we don't have any shows until Friday, I suggest that we stay here and let Adam heal about bit more.

Terry's POV

I like Mark's idea of stay in this town until Friday's house show. I'm sure Reso has already high tail it out of here, holding on to the money as long as he can.

I ask Adam what he wants to do and he tells whatever I want to. No this is not how it's going to be. I place my finger under Adam's chin and lift his face up so our eyes meet.

'Adam do you want to stay here?' I ask. 'Yes, I really don't want to be around the rest of the guys for now' he replies softly. 'This is not a one-side relationship Adam, what you want or need is important' I say.

'I'm not use to mattering to anyone' Adam says. 'Well work on it ok?' I inform him as I kiss his forehead.

Mark's POV

I tell Terry that he and I need to go get Adam's things from his room.

Adam said that he wants to come along to confront Jason. Terry tells him Jason has probably already left so he wouldn't have to give up the money so soon.

That will be a little hard seeing that I never gave the bankbook back to Reso.

Adam's POV

Terry is probably right that Jason has left. I bet he's even trying to figure out a way to transfer the money so he doesn't have to give it up.

'How are we going to make sure Jason gives me the money?' I ask. That's when Mark pulls a book from his back pocket.

'It will be a little hard for Reso to do anything without this' Mark comments as he waves what must be Jason's bankbook.

Mark says that he's going to be present when Jason makes the transfer to my account seeing that he knows how much money is in it.

Terry tells me that he and Mark will be back in a half-hour and that Jeff, Matt and I should order some room service seeing that no one has had any breakfast. A quick kiss and he and Mark are gone. I let out a sigh and feel Jeff's arms wrapping around my waist.

Jeff's POV

Adam has found love.

I don't think it was so much as he wanted to go and confront Jason as he doesn't want to be away from Terry for a long time. I know how he feels that's the way it is for me with Matt and Mark not far behind.

I look over at Matt who is on the phone. That's my Matty always the dependable one.

I tell Adam to go lie down and rest until the food gets here. Adam nods his head and I let go of his waist.

'What's going on between you two and Mark?' Adam asks as he lies down. 'We are together' I answer him. 'The three of you?' Adam questions. 'Yeah kind of like the night you spent with Jeff and me.' Matt replies.

Adam shakes his head. And I ask him what's wrong. He said nothing is wrong, he just never imagined Mark bottoming for someone. Come to think of it I don't know of anyone Mark has been the bottom for either. Matt never has.

This could be a problem.

Matt's POV

Adam's right Mark doesn't bottom but Jeff and Adam don't know that I have. I didn't enjoy it but I think it was more the person I was with didn't know how to pleasure someone while pleasuring themselves.

'He doesn't but I do or should say have' I inform Jeff and Adam. I can see the surprise look on both their faces.

'Who?' Jeff asks. 'Well let's just say he didn't pass the test and leave it at that.' I reply. Adam laughs.

'You been with Martin?' I inquire. 'Yeah he was one of Jason's customers and you are right on him not passing the test' Adam answers.

'So you are willing to give it a try with Mark?' Jeff asks. 'Yeah just from his kisses, I know Mark knows how to give pleasure while receiving it. Who knows baby brother may in time you'll get to have me.' I answer.

Jeff says no that he will stick to being a bottom well I think Mark and I will have to work on that.

Mark's POV

As we are coming up to Reso's room I see some maintenance guys fixing the door. I see the curious look on Terry's face. I tell that Reso didn't answer the door quick enough for my taste. Terry laughs.

I think about what it will be like backstage now with the new angle. Terry won't be able to be with Adam in the back now that he's on the opposing side. I'll only be able to watch out for Adam some of the time. There will some of the new guys that will try to get Adam and I'm not sure how much harassment Adam will be able to handle. The word was passed around that he was a whore to the new guys and you could just see them licking their lips.

Terry and I will just have to have a little chat with them.

Terry's POV

As we get to Jason's room the maintenance guys tell us that the one occupants has checked out and the other one left quite a mess and the manager is looking for him. Mark explains that we are here to get the other occupant's things and the bill will be taken care of.

They let us in and we see that Jason has thrown a hissy fit and trashed the room along with every piece of clothing that Adam owned.

I go into the bathroom and see that is as much of a disaster as the room. Adam's comb and brush are broken, all of his hair care products are pour out all over the place. The mirror been smashed I can only assume that Jason threw the hair dryer at it, what a fucking brat!

Just because he can't have things his way and is losing money that doesn't really belong to him, he keeps on making Adam pay.

Mark's POV

The manager is yelling his head off about the condition of the room. I explain that the two friends had a fallen out and one stay the night in another room and the one that left did all this but before the end of the day the damages with be paid for. Knowing that he is going to get his money the guy clamed down.

So many people live for the all mighty dollar not knowing that there are more wonderful things out there like love.

Terry is coming out of the bathroom empty handed which means that we need to take Adam shopping.

If Reso thinks he can act like a fucking two-year-old well I guess that means I can take him over my knee and spank the hell out of him. He's not going to get away with this.

I tell Terry that we should head back to the room but not before telling the manager that I will stop by his office this afternoon and settle the bill for the damages.

Jeff's POV

Mark and Terry and back and they're empty-handed. I don't think I like the looks of this.

Terry goes over to the bed that Adam is sleep on. Adam fell a sleep about ten minutes after Mark and Terry left.

Matt is fixing Mark a plate of the food that arrived just before them. Terry asks if Adam has eaten anything and I tell him no.

I ask the question of where are Adam's things. Mark says that we should wake Adam first then he'll tell us.

Terry's POV

God how I dread telling Adam that Jason destroyed everything he owns. This is just so unfair to him. He was happy this morning and now, well I have no idea how he's going to feel.

I run my fingers through his hair whispering his name. I hear him moan mine. I tell him that he needs to wake up that the food has arrived and he needs to eat.

Adam slowly opens his eyes and smiles at me but the smile soon fades, he sees it in my eyes.

Adam's POV

I hear Terry telling me that I should wake up and eat.

Mmmmm I love feeling him run his fingers through my hair.

I'm looking forward to spending some time alone with him. I doubt we will do anything more than just necking and cuddle but who knows.

I open my eyes and smile but I see hurt in Terry's eyes.

Oh God what has Jason done this time.

Terry's POV

I sigh knowing there's no easy way of saying this.

Adam asks what is wrong, what did Jason do. 'He ruined all of your things.' I tell Adam. 'Is that all?' Adam asks. 'Yes, isn't that enough?' I question 'They're things, possessions that can be replace. I thought he figured out a way to force me back.' Adam states.

'But Adam I mean everything there's nothing left and he trashed the room leaving you to pay for it.' I reply. 'Well we do have Jason's bankbook maybe I won't be paying for it' Adam says smiling.

The smile that I love a real one.

Mark's POV

Here Terry and I were worried that this would shake Adam up and what does he say? That they are only things, possessions that can be replace, how true and his right that Jason will being pay for it.

I ask Adam if it is ok to call John Hawk. You see if Jason's bank as online banking we just might be able to hack into the account. Besides being the best financial advisor in the WWF, John is also the best hacker we have to.

Adam flinches. I now wonder if John was one of Reso's customers.

Adam's POV

Why did Mark have to bring up John's name? They are all going to wonder if I whored to him.

Yes John paid for a date but when I got to his room he wasn't there just a note telling to enjoy sometime to myself. He thought I looked like I could use some.

He paid for me yet didn't touch me. I always thought he didn't want me, that Ron pressured him into paying for me, seeing that Ron had had me twice. But now I think it was because he didn't like the situation I was in. Maybe John is another friend that cares about me?

Terry asks me if John was one of the men that paid for me. I tell him yes and no.

And now I have confused everyone in the room.

Mark's POV

Yes and No? That's one I don't get until Adam explains that John paid for a date but let Adam have the room to himself for a few hours. Now that's sounds like John.

But then why did Adam flinch when I said John's name? Adam goes on to say that he didn't understand why John did it until now.

Adam is starting to slowly understand that there are some of us that care about him.

I ask Adam again if it's ok to call John and this time Adam says yes.

John's POV

All I can say is Mark has got impeccable timing. I was about to check out when he called me on my cell asking me to stay one more night for a mutual friend.

Now I would've done it for Mark. He's been there plenty of times for me in fights but I'll have to say he's got me intrigued by saying for a friend.

So now I'm heading up to Terry Gerin's room with my laptop.

Why Terry's room and why bring my laptop? Knowing Mark I know that I'm going to like what we are about to do.

Mark's POV

John's on his way and Matt and Jeff are heading back to their room to pack up their things. I don't want them far from me so what better place for them to room then in my suite.

Matt said between him and Jeff that they should be able to find Adam something to wear when we go shopping this afternoon.

I watch Terry trying to get Adam to eat, who is refusing. I think Adam is pretending to be not hungry because he likes the way Terry is bribing him with a kiss after each mouth full.

As I told Adam last night open your eyes and you would see love.

Terry's POV

Oh Adam is being so damn cute. I hope he knows that I know that he's playing a game but isn't not like I mind. Who wouldn't want to kiss Adam?

I can see Mark smiling at us out of the corner of my eye. I have to believe that Matt and Jeff will have him wrapped around their fingers in no time.

Adam has pushed the plate away and said no more. This time I know he's not playing around.

I dig through my bag for a pair of shorts Adam can put on. Right now he's being wear just a towel. But of course I don't mind and I didn't hear anyone one else complaining.

Adam's POV

I could let Terry feed me all the time. I just wanted to see what he would do if I refused to eat. I won't play on Terry's feelings, it's just nice to have someone care about me.

Terry hands me a pair of shorts and him and Mark turn their backs so I can put them on.

*Shakes head*

Again I haven't had people show me respect or kindness like this before.

After I get the shorts on Mark says he want to check the whip marks. I shudder thinking that Jason allowed Kurt to do to me.

I lay down and Mark examines the wounds. He says there is some blistering from the hot wax torture. At least Mark said torture, knowing I didn't feel any pleasure from it.

I hear a knock at the door and Terry said he would get it.

Mark's POV

I don't think I did enough to Angle last night may need to pay him another visit. Adam has some burns on his legs. We're going to need to get some cream for those.

There's a knock at the door, it must be John too early for Jeff and Matt to be back. I wished that I went with them. I'm worry about them seeing that Jason is a rampage.

I tell you one thing if Jason goes after Matt and Jeff he will feel physical pain.

Terry opens the door and John walks in and after one look at Adam he clotheslines Terry. I have to yell at him to get his attention.

John's POV

I walk into Gerin's room and a sickening sight greets me. How could anyone treat someone like that? I knew I should've kept Adam with me after giving him a night of peace.

Well let's just say that the Man Beast felt what the clothesline from hell feels like when I don't hold back. I'm picking up the piece of shit and I'm about to get medieval on his ass when I hear Mark yelling at me.

'What!' I shout. 'Terry didn't do this it was Angle.' Mark says. 'Bullshit. I heard Angle getting his ass fuck off last night by Martin.' I inform Mark.

Did I just hear Adam laugh?

Mark is telling me it's the truth. That Reso arranged a date between Kurt and Adam last night for three grand. I ask Adam if this is the truth and he tells me yes.

I help Terry up and tell him that I'm sorry and he says it's ok, Mark at first thought he had done it to Adam too. Well, that's helps a little but I still feel bad.

Adam's POV

I couldn't help laughing when John said that Kurt was getting fuck by Martin. If Kurt thinks Andrew was any good his going to find out fast that he's the worst lay in the WWF once he gets fuck by anyone else.

My poor Terry has taken so much abuse for me. Because I here with him, people are jumping to the wrong conclusion about my injuries and he's paying the price for caring about me. But he understands that Mark and John care about me better than I do.

John makes his way over to me.

'Hey Long Legs how are you doing?' he asks. 'I'll be fine, now that I know I have friends that care about me.' I tell him. 'You always did.' John says.

John moves a stray strand of hair from my face and I hear a low growl from Terry.

John turns around to Terry. 'I'm assuming you finally told Adam how you feel about him from your reaction to me touching him?' John questions. Terry nods his head.

'John I care about Terry too and want a relationship with him.' I say.

'Does this mean what I'm fucking hoping it means?' John inquires. 'I'm not and will not be Jason's whore ever again.' I stated. 'About fucking time you stood up to that asshole.' John says.

I smile again. John says it's nice to see me smiling again.

John's POV

I can't say that I like the fact that it took Adam getting the shit beaten out of him but what I have prayed for has finally happen, Adam found real love in Terry and has left Jason.

It's time to find out why I'm here.

'So why am I here? Everything seems to be under control.' I say. Mark tosses me something

'Can you help us get to the money in this account?' Mark asks.

I look at the bankbook and see the name on the account. 'I'll damn will try.' I say as I open up my laptop.

It takes me about three minutes to find out Reso has a online account with this bank now the only problem is figuring out what is his password.

Jason's POV

God damn it! I can't fucking believe that I left my bankbook back at that hotel! There's no way I can go back and get it. I can't even call the hotel and report it missing without them wanting some reimbursement from me for the fucking room.

Maybe I can remember my account number or do I have a statement from them in my bag?

I probably don't have much more time before Callaway comes looking for me. I so glad that I caught an early flight but after all I'm the brains of Edge and Christian tag team.

Matt's POV

Jeff and I got back to Terry's room and see John hacking away on his laptop, using a few commands that I don't think it's going to accept.

Mark updates Jeff and me on what's going on. It could take us days to figure out Jason's password.

Jeff asks Adam if he wants to change and Adam tells him that he's fine for now.

We all start to brainstorm about the password. We tried Jason's birthday date, date of his first appearance in the WWF, Adam's birth date. Adam even gives the date of the first time that he whored out for Jason but none of them work.

Everyone is getting a little frustrated.

Adam's POV

The password has to deal with what I mean to Jason.

He may think I'm stupid but I know how he thinks. I'm nothing more then a whore to him, his bitch.

That's it or one of them has to be it. I tell John to try Jason's whore and if that doesn't work try Jason's bitch.

John's POV

I type in Jasonswhore knowing most passwords don't accept symbols. I hit enter and bingo we are in.

And Jason thinks Adam is a dumb blonde. Well this dumb blonde with a little help from his friends is about to clean out this account.

I explain that I will have to set up some dummy accounts to hide the path of where the money is going and forty-five minutes later, Adam is about ten grand richer.

Adam's POV

I decided to use some of the money to pay the hotel for the damage that Jason caused, when Jeff says that I should us some of it to buy new clothes.

John asks what happen to my clothes and Mark explains that Jason threw a tantrum and destroyed everything I had in the hotel room.

John is insisting that I use some of the money to get new things. How do I explain that if I buy clothes with that money I'll feel cheap, like a whore again? I degraded myself so Jason could make the money. I can't use it for myself without still feeling degraded.

Terry's POV

I ask Adam what he wants to do. I know John's heart is in the right place but we have to remember that all these events evolve around Adam's life.

Adam say he knows that he could use the money for new belongings but he won't feel good about himself if he did. It's not because of taking the money from Jason. It's because of the things he did to earn the money for Jason.

I don't think any of us could understand unless we were in Adam's shoes.

Jeff's POV

What Adam says makes sense from his point of view and that's the one that counts.

But I have to ask him what would be wrong of using a grand of it for clothes. The grand that Matt and I gave Jason for a night with him.

A night that meant something to all three of us.

John's POV

After hearing what Jeff said, I tell Adam there's another five hundred that he didn't do anything but have some quiet time to himself.

Adam's POV

Would it be wrong to use the money from those two nights? John's right he didn't do anything with me. And Matt and Jeff cared about me that night it wasn't a meaningless fuck.

I think about it for a bit. When Terry tells me to go with my heart on this.

'Let's go shopping' I say.

Terry's POV

We've been shopping for a little more than an hour and Adam only brought a few things. Matt, Jeff and Mark took off for bit. I guess they want some time alone.

Adam is checking out a couple of pairs of leather pants. I really hope he gets at least one pair. He looks so hot in them.

John mentions that he needs to get some things and will be back shortly.

Adam said that he going to try them one and I whisper to him that he will have to be care of his legs. Adam nods and heads off to the changing rooms.

Now I can make a few purchase of my own for Adam.

I saw him looking at shirt I could tell that he like it but when he saw the price tag he put it back. The other things, well I think back to a match that happened well over a year ago maybe even closer to two. He and Jason were wrestling Too Cool and I believe it was Brian that used the tights to pin and but gave everyone that was watching a very nice view of Adam's ass in a red thong.

All I can say is that Adam is going to have more thongs then he'll know what to do with.

Adam's POV

I tried the pants on the best I could but I couldn't pull them up all the way. I don't know if my legs swelled for the whipping or it was the burns but I'm still going to get them. They're the size of the other ones that I had before Jason ruined them.

God does Jason hate me that much that he will stop at nothing to hurt me?

As I leaving the changing room I run into Sean O'Haire and Chuck Palumbo from the new WCW. I don't like the way that they're looking at me.

I nod my head as an acknowledgement of their presence but as I try to walk past them O'Haire shoves me up against the wall.

Sean's POV

Well look what's coming out one of the changing rooms. The biggest whore of the WWF and he doesn't have his little pimp to protect his ass.

Looks like Chuck and I are going to get a free fuck. I give Chuck a quick wink.

Copeland tires to get past us but that ain't happening. I push him up against the wall.

'Going somewhere whore?'

Chuck's POV

Oh I just love it when Sean gets rough. I swear Copeland is shaking. Jesus for someone that is as easy as he is, he sure is a pansy.

Sean gets up real close to him, I can't help licking my lips he's so fucking hot when he dominates.

Sean's POV

Oh I think we have a scare little rabbit here. Well that's to bad. I know we are going to do something else like rabbits and that's fuck.

Ever since that they informed us that we would be working with some of the WWF wrestlers I've been wanting to fuck Copeland's ass and there is no time like the present.

'Get your ass back into the change room' I demand. Copeland stands there and shakes his head no.

Can he actually be defining me? Not a wise decision, time to show the bitch who's in charge here.

*Slapping sounds*

Terry's POV

Adam's being going longer than I thought he would be. I ask the clerk if I can leave by purchases here with her, that I have a friend that was trying something on and he wasn't feel too good and I would like to check on him. The clerk tells me that it is fine and I head off to the change rooms.

As I get through the curtain I see that asshole O'Haire slapping Adam.

I gore Palumbo into the wall and O'Haire turns around to see what's going and that's when I grab him by the balls.

'I don't never want to see you with in ten feet of Adam unless it's in the fucking ring' I snap as I'm squeezing his balls. O'Haire is only able to nod for his eyes are about to pop out.

Palumbo is starting to get up and I warn him not to even think about it.

I release O'Haire's balls and push him out of Adam's way.

I take Adam's hand and we start to leave when I hear Palumbo ask me if I'm now Copeland's pimp.

I'm about to gore the asshole again when Adam lets go of my hand.

Adam's POV

I'm grateful Terry showed up when he did but I would've died before I would let anyone fuck just because they think they can.

I swear Terry was going to squeeze O'Haire's balls off. Right how his double over in pain. Then Palumbo asks Terry if he's my pimp now.

I have had it with this shit. Yeah I let Jason whore me around but these guys don't know why I did or the fact that I'm not anymore.

I let go of Terry's hand and turn around and spear Palumbo.

Terry smiles at me and I return it.

Terry's POV

I couldn't be happy. Adam made a stand.

O'Haire and Palumbo are just the first of many that are going to learn that Adam has been take off the market. I know I will have a few fights with some of the guys but I will fight each and every last one of them to keep Adam safe.

I have love Adam too long and now he knows it and I will not lose him.

Adam's POV

We meet up with the rest of the guys and I tell them that I'm tired and want to head back to the hotel.

Jeff asks if I have gotten enough clothes to make it through the rest of the loop. Clothes yes but I still need to replace my shampoo and things I tell him. Jeff says he knows the brands that I use and would be more than happy to pick them up for me. I'm about to say no but I remember that this is something a friend would do for a friend. I tell Jeff that I would appreciate it and will repay him later tonight.

I need to think of a way to repay all of them for the help.

Terry, John and I head back to the hotel.

When we get there we see O'Haire and Palumbo in the lobby. They make a hasty leave for the elevators. John says he wonders what that was all about. I tell him that they made a play for me when I was leaving the changing room.

John's POV

God Damn it! Adam is starting to get back on track and those holy than thou WCW assholes are causing problems but how much of a problem is the invasion angle going to cause.

As you can see I don't get along with them. Alot of them walked into the dressing rooms as if they now own the yard especially O'Haire and Palumbo.

With Terry as the enemy when it comes to wrestling world, Adam is not going to be able to hang with him that much. Mark will watch his back but he can't do it all of the time. Will Terry mind if I offer to watch Adam's back?

I can't lie to you the reason I gave Adam that time alone was if he and I were going to be together it would be because he wanted to and not because he was forced. Then Terry came into the WWF, now I knew he and Adam were friends from Adam's Indies days but I could see the love that was in Terry's eyes and I kept my distance, I only wished I could of saved Adam from Kurt's date.

Terry's POV

John is about to head back to his room when I mention that we all should get together for dinner. John says it a good idea that there are some things that need to be discussed.

As we are about to part ways John hands Adam a bag. 'I saw it and knew you were meant wear it' he says.

Adam is speechless. He's still having a hard time getting use to people caring about him even when they know what he did.

John then says that he hopes that I don't mind him buying Adam something. Of course not I tell him.

I know that if I weren't in Adam's life, John would be seeing if Adam could care about him.

Adam's POV

Terry and I get back to the room and I open the bag that John gave me. I can't believe it he brought me a shirt. It's a black silk one.

I saw Terry lick his lips when I pulled it out. I think he likes it.

Terry comes over to me and wraps his arms around me.

'You'll look hot in that, especially if you were to wear it unbutton like you do to drive the female fans wild' he purrs in my ears.

I turn around to face Terry. 'I think it drives you wild' I comment before kissing Terry.

Terry's POV

Oh hell he knows me too well and we haven't been together for even a full day.

I tell Adam that I got a few things for him too. He's all giddy now looking around for the bags.

I can't tell you how this makes my heart sing.

Adam's POV

Oh Terry brought me something! I can't wait to see what he got.

It's not that I don't appreciate the shirt John got me, I do it means alot to me but for the man that I'm going to love to get me something well that's just a little bit more special.

Jason's POV

I can't believe I had to come back to the fucking town!

I couldn't remember my account number and didn't have a statement with me. It would be two days before the bank confirms the information that I gave them to get my account number.

I'll have to sneak into the hotel by the back entrance. Head up to the room and find the bankbook.

I'll tell you one thing I will find a way to make Adam pay some more for the hell that I've been going through.

Terry's POV

Adam is promising me a thong fashion show once he is healed. What more could I ask for!

Now I hope he will let me do something for him. I ask Adam to sit down on the bed.

I inquire how long it's been since he felt some pleasure. Adam tells me that it was when he was with Matt and Jeff. I suggest that I could give him some.

Adam's POV

Terry wants to give me some pleasure but what does he mean by that? I'm not ready to make love with him. And there is the small problem that I haven't gotten an erection for a long time.

How do I tell him that?

Just when I thought things had gotten simpler they haven't.

Terry's POV

I go so I'm sitting behind Adam.

'Baby talk to me' I purr in his ear. Adam says he wondering what I mean by pleasuring him.

'I want to taste you Baby.' I tell Adam and that's when I feel him tense up.

I ask him if something happen last night with Kurt that we don't know of. Adam sighs and then says that he hasn't gotten an erection in a long time.

How could he when he wasn't enjoying any of what was going on? I suggest that we just see what happens.

Adam's POV

Terry wants to give me a blowjob but how can he if I can't get it up?

Terry is moving my hair off to the side and placing kisses behind my ear. It’s a good thing that I’m sitting other wise my knees would’ve given out.

Terry is telling me to relax but how can I? I don’t want to disappoint him if I don’t get hard. I really hope that Terry knows that I am attracted to him.

He's lifting the t-shirt that I was wearing over my head.

Right now I don't think I have been so scared in my life.

Terry's POV

Adam is still tense, I’m hoping that I can relax him and take his mind off about thinking of getting an erection. I don't think it will happen if he keeps think about it.

I remove his shirt. Taken in his beauty. I still can't believe someone a handsome as Adam is wants to be with me.

I tell Adam to lie down. As soon as he does I cover his body with mine and his lips with mine. I seek entrance to his mouth with my tongue and am granted entrance. I can feel Adam's tongue snaking past my searching my mouth out as I do his.

Adam's body begins to relax and I can feel his mind has too but there is a part of his body that is tensing up or maybe I should say hardening.

My Baby has nothing to worry about.

Adam's POV

Oh God what Terry does to me and he has only kissed me. And if I'm not device I feel my cock twitching to life.

I press my body into to Terry's to make sure he can feel what he does to me.

As each minute goes by I fall more and more for Terry.

I keep thinking is this what real love feels like? I pray to God that it is cause I don't want it to end.

Terry's POV

I break the kiss with Adam not saying a word about the boner growing in his pants for it won't be there long.

I start working my way down Adam's chest, sucking and pulling on his nipples, enticing a moan from him. When I get to his waist, that's when I mention that we need to give something breathing room.

Adam lifts his hips so I can pull off his pants. And nestled in blonde curls is the most beautiful erect cock I have ever seen.

I lap at the drop of precum that is about to drop off the tip. Adam bucks his hips.

'Easy Baby I haven't even taken you into my mouth' I tell Adam. 'Please Terry, I need you' Adam requests.

Now tell me could you deny such a lovely request?

Adam's POV

I can't take it anymore I need to have Terry's mouth on me. I don't care if the whole world calls me a whore or slut but I have never need someone like I need Terry.

He has brought my whole body back to life.

Christ I might just cum from his soft tender licks at the tip of cock. Sweet Jesus! He just took all of me into his mouth at once. I'm in heaven and I don't want to leave.

Terry's POV

I just took all of Adam into my mouth and I look up to see that he has grab on hold of the sheets to the bed. If my Baby thinks this is good, just wait until he needs for me to make love to him.

As I have Adam's cock in my mouth I twirl my tongue around the mushroom head. I'm not sure how much Adam can handle before he cums but it all so goes the same for me I want to taste him so bad that start to suck him hard.

Adam's POV

Oh God! It’s like Terry knows what I want. I was just about to ask him to suck me hard and right now he is sucking with such intensity that if the hotel was on fire it wouldn't stop us, hell we might be the ones that start the fire with our heated passion for each other.

I lace my fingers through his hair forcing my cock further down his throat. Fuck! His mouth is so hot every inch of my body is alive. I can feel that it's not going to be much longer, the sensation is building up in my balls and working it’s way up.

'Terry!' I cry as I shout my load down his throat.

Terry's POV

I have never tasted anything so sweet. I will never get of enough of Adam's taste.

I lick his cock clean and crawl up Adam's body.

'Did my Baby enjoy?' I ask. Adam is unable to answer, he is still trying to catch he's breath but when he does, he says thank you.

Adam's POV

I'm having a hard time breathing right now and Terry is asking whether or not if I enjoyed that. Is he kidding me? He has brought my body and soul back to the living.

I tell him thank you in hopes that he’ll understands what I mean but if not maybe he will understand this.

I reach down and rub his cock, which is trying its damnest to burst through his pants.

'Love me' I ask. Terry tells me that he does. I say I know he does but that wasn’t what I meant, I want him to make love to me.

Terry's POV

Adam asks me to love him and I said that I do but that was not what he meant he want to make love.

After what he went through last night I couldn't possible subject him to it. I also want to make sure that Jason has no hold over us. That this is over.

I tell Adam that we need to wait until he's healed. Adam in returns tells me that he needs to feel me inside him.

How can I be so selfish to satisfy my hungry for him after who knows how ruthless Kurt was to Adam when he fucked him last night?

I tell Adam that I can't not until his healed from what Kurt did. Adam then comes back saying that it could be weeks until his legs are healed. I tell Adam that's not the area I'm most concerned with. Then Adam tells me that Kurt didn't fuck him.

Once again Adam asks me to make love to him. Should I?

Adam's POV

Terry thinks Kurt fucked me last night. I clear that mistake up by telling him that Kurt only tortured me then jacked off on me.

I need to feel Terry's love for me. I need to feel him inside me, giving me pleasure like only he can.

'Terry make love to me, please. I need to feel you, I need to feel our love.' I tell him.

Terry's POV

I how can I refuse Adam?

'I love you Adam and it would give me nothing but seer pleasure to make love to you' I tell him.

I get up and go over to me bag and get the bottle of lube that I have. I start to take off my clothes when Adam says that he wants to. Again I can't refuse him.

I come back over to the bed and Adam removes my shirt licking his way up. Adam has the shirt just about over my head when he takes one of my nipples into his mouth. Adam is sucking and tugging at my nipple and my cock is grown harder than it has ever been before.

I plead for Adam to at least let me lay down on the bed. Adam release the nipple and I toss the shirt over across the room. I lay down next to Adam and his starts sucking on my nipple just as someone start to knock at the door.

We both let out a groan but because I didn’t put the do not disturb sign out, whoever it isn’t going to go away. Adam said to ignore it but that's when we both hear Mark's voice.

I reluctantly get out of bed and Adam covers up.

Mark's POV

Shit looks like I interrupted. I tell Adam and Terry that I'm sorry but Adam and I need to take care of the bill for the other room. Adam said to give him a sec while he gets dressed.

Gets dressed?!

I ask Terry if he is taking this a little to fast. Well it was more like a statement. The last thing I want is for Adam to get hurt again. Terry informs me that he is only going as fast as Adam wants. He damn well better be.

Adam comes out of the bathroom and tells me that he is ready.

Adam's POV

As I come out of the bathroom it appears that Mark and Terry are having words. I hope it not because of me. If so I think I better straighten Mark out.

I ask Terry if he is coming with us, and he says no that he needs to take a shower. My eyes travel down to Terry's groin and see the massive bulge in his pants. He must have a serve case of blue balls.

I go over to him and tell him that I'll be back as quick as possible and give him a kiss. Terry deepens the kiss and not until Mark clears his throat do we end it.

As Mark and I are walking down the hall to the elevators I tell him that I was sorry for the little delay. And Mark tells me don't be but also not to rush into to anything just because I feel Terry needs some satisfaction.

Mark's POV

Adam tells me that he’s sorry about the hold up and I tell him not to be but also not to rush things just to satisfy Terry’s needs.

Adam explains that he wanted Terry to make love to him but at first it was Terry that was hesitant, until he explain that Kurt never fucked him last night only abused him and jacked off. That he needed to feel their love for each other.

Now there's not much that chokes me up but that was about the most beautiful thing I heard.

The elevator doors open and there stands none other then the Olympic ass Kurt Angle himself. Angle says that he'll catch the next one but I don't think so. I haul his ass in.

Angle's POV

Damn it! I mean shucks, Is Callaway ever in his room? This is the fourth time today that I’ve gone by and he hasn’t been there. If Andrew hadn't left I would go see him but I really need Mark's rough treatment.

I wish this elevator would get here. I hear the ping of its arrival. Finally!

The doors open and who should be inside? Callaway and Copeland. I tell them that I'll catch the next one but no Mark has to drag me inside this one.

Oh that's it Mark treat me rough, shit I can't get a hardon if front of Copeland, he may think that I'm no better then him.

Adam's POV

I watch Kurt struggle from Mark's grasp, not that he's really trying that hard but then that could be because Mark's treatment is turning him.

You know I think it's time for a little revenge for myself.

'So tell me Kurt, how did it feel to get your cherry popped last night by Martin?' I ask.

Mark erupts in laughter.

Kurt of course is denying it to the hill.

Mark's POV

Adam is definitely growing stronger. He just ripped into Kurt about losing his virginity to Andrew Martin. Kurt's denying it to the end.

'Kurt you might as well give it up. John Hawk had a room next to Martin last night and heard the two of you and by this Friday's show I promise you that everyone in the business is going to know. Not only is Martin the lousiest fuck in the WWF, he also has the biggest mouth. Maybe you and Jason can go into business together' I laugh.

Kurt is turning about three shades of red now.

The elevator doors open up and I force Angle out. I tell Adam to wait here by the elevators while I drop Kurt off at John's, I'm not quite done with his Olympic ass.

Adam's POV

Mark is marching Kurt down to John's room. I can't wait to see what Mark is going to do with him later.

I look down the other hall and I see a blonde head, Jason? I thought he left.

There is no time better the present to stand on my own two feet.

I walk towards Jason. It looks like he is trying to get a maid to let him into a room, our room. I bet he’s looking for his bankbook.

'Jason' I say.

Jason's POV

What in the hell will it take to get the maid to let me into the room? She keeps on saying that it's been clean and there was nothing left behind. I know it has to be in there, they just didn’t come across it, they probably can't clean worth a shit anyway.

I'm about to try again when I hear Adam’s voice say my name. Time to turn on the charm.

I ask Adam how he’s doing and what am I greeted with? His fist and my jaw meet.

Adam's POV

Jason has the nerve to ask me how I'm doing after everything that he's put me through. Well he got my answer in the form of a punch to his jaw.

'All I ever wanted from you Jason was love, even if it was only going to be in friendship but you couldn't handle it. So you abuse my feelings for you. You kept giving me hollow promises of a future together. I could've dealt with just being your friend if that is all you want but no you made me pay for that love by giving my body to others for money. Well it's over. You don't have a hold on my heart, I found what love is and I'm going to hold on to it.' I tell him.

Jason's POV

Who in the hell does Adam think he is for airing this in public?

Oh that's rich he found love. So all of the sudden he doesn't love me anymore.

'Love is not a emotion that you can turn on and off Adam, you know that you still have feelings for me' I inform him. And that's when he tells me that he was never in love with me in the first place. That he just thought it was love. He's eyes have been opened and he now seeing what it means to love someone and to be loved in returned. Even through the lies and pain that I caused him he still was able to find love.

Adam's POV

Jason is trying to tell me about love, he's not even capable of it. I tell him that I feel sorry for him, that unless he changes his way he will be old and alone.

Jason proceeds to tell me about all his ring rats that will keep him warm at night and the money he has. I have to laugh, he doesn‘t know that the money has been removed from the account.

'Where will your ring rats be in ten to fifteen years from now?' I ask.

For the first time in a long time Jason is speechless.

Mark's POV

I left Kurt with John who is more than willing to keep a hold of Kurt of a bit. I start to head back to the elevator, realizing that Adam isn’t wait there for me. Shit I knew I should've had him come along to John's room.

I’m thinking about heading back to John's room when I hear voices. I listen for a second and recognize them. One is Adam and the other is Jason's.

I start to run down the hall but I hold off from turning the corner, I stand there eavesdropping on their conversation.

Right now I feel like a proud father, Adam is letting Jason have it with both barrels. There won’t be anything left between the two of them when the dust settles. Not even friendship but I suspect that Adam knew this all long.

Jason's POV

How worse can my life get?

If Kurt hadn't been such a dork and went too far last night I wouldn’t be standing here listen to Adam, claiming his independence from me.

Well Adam may think that he's free of me but he’s still is my tag team partner and I will have plenty of opportunities to get him back as my whore.

So I will let him have his small victory.

I ask him if is done and he tells me that he is sooooo done with me.

Well we will just see Adam. I broke you once before I’ll break you again.

Mark's POV

I hear Adam tell Jason that he is done with him and that's when I decide to make my presence know.

I ask Adam if he is alright and he tells me better then ever.

Reso is looking for a place to hide but there isn't one. When I get up to Adam I inform him that he can go back to the room and that's when Reso opens his mouth again.

Jason's POV

Adam and Mark are together? I thought Mark wanted Jeff or maybe Mark's planning on going into business for himself by taking Adam from me, I intend to find out.

'Branching out into the whoring business yourself? How soon are you going to break Jeff in?' I snicker but not for long, Mark has a hold of my throat now.

See how much trouble Adam gets me into.

Mark's POV

For someone who thinks he's smart Reso really knows how to stick his foot into his mouth. How dare he think I would do want he did to Adam or to Jeff for the fact? He truly is one sick bastard.

Adam asks me to let go of him that Jason isn’t worth the trouble. Those words couldn't be truer.

I let go of Reso but not before pushing him towards the elevator. Jason is screaming about need something from the room.

I ask him if it couldn't be this? As I wave his bankbook.

Jason's POV

Callaway has my bankbook. I'm demanding that he give it back to me, I not afraid of standing up to him. Callaway says that he will give it back to me after we go see the manager.

What the fuck?!

I tell him that I have no reason to go see the manager and that's when Mark tells me that they know it was me that trashed the room and Adam's things.

I turn back and look at Adam and I see sorrow in his eyes. 'Feeling sorry for yourself?' I ask him. Adam tells me no, that’s me that he feels sorry for.

Well I don't need his pity or even want him around.

'Weren't you told to go back to Mark's room?' I question.

Adam's POV

God what a prick Jason's being! Or maybe I’m at last seeing him for who he really is.

I reform Jason's that it’s Terry’s room I’m in, the man that I'm falling in love with.

I decide it's time to be even bolder with Jason and I ask him if he never was my friend? I remember things that we did we were young but I suppose once I told him that I had feelings for him that were more than friendship that's when our friendship died.

I keep going, telling Jason that I can't believe that he hates me so much that he ruins everything that I had in the room but the worst of it was realizing that our friendship was gone.

I tell him that I'm professional and will keep this out of the business. And with that I start to walk away. Jason calls after me, at first I think that I have gotten through him but then I hear his venom words.

Jason's POV

Of course our friendship ended when he told me that he loved me.

I was so afraid that I would wake up one night with him raping me. Cause that's the only way Adam was going to have sex with me.

Oh he can be professional and keep his personal life out of the business. I tell Adam that he's really good at being professional, at least that's what all the guys say. Expect some of them recently had a complaint that he couldn't get up.

I ask Adam if he has told Terry that he doesn't get aroused anymore, which I couldn't help but laugh about.

Mark's POV

I haven't heard such hate being spewed.

Adam has turn around and is coming back to Jason.

One thing this is going to be good or bad. I'm hope for good, how about you?

Adam's POV

I get really close to Jason, I bet he's scared that I'll kiss him but that is the furthest thing from my mind.

I let Jason know that only an half-hour ago I was receiving the most incredible blowjob I have ever had and if he's forgotten something about the male anatomy is that you need to be aroused for a blowjob. That Terry has reawakened my body and soul to passions, some that he had almost killed in me.

Jason's POV

Jesus Adam it too close for comfort. I wish he would back off.

Alright so he can get an erection. I don't want to hear about his sexual activities. I just wish that he and Callaway would go away.

I finally give into to him and say that he won and he backs off. Thank God, I thought he was going to kiss me.

Yeah his won this round but I guarantee that he will be back as my whore making more money for me.

Callaway tells me not to try anything fun. One way or another I will be paying for the hotel room.

What can he mean by that?

I guess I’ll find out as he drags my ass to the manager's office.

Mark's POV

Well Reso and I just left the manager's office and the bill had being taking care of. Through Jason couldn't quite figure out why he was overdrawn at one of his bank.

You see he tried to use the account that he set up for the money he used to make off of Adam but there wasn't enough in the account to cover the damages. So that's when he had to use he personal account, money he actually earned.

As we were leaving I toss him his bankbook letting him know that it's of no use to me. Of course he had to get a shot end saying that I would've needed his password.

I head back up to Terry's room but not before making a stop back at John's and collecting Kurt. John decided to tag along.

Jason's POV

What the hell is going on with my bank? How can I be overdrawn when this morning I had almost ten grand in it?

Callaway paid for the door but he smiled when he saw that I had to use my personal account for the damages to the room.

Why did he give me back the bankbook say that he didn't have a need for it anymore?

Is he letting me keep all the money?

I think it's best if I go back to the hotel I'm staying at and check my balance.

Mark's POV

Kurt has been asking what I'm planning on doing with him and will it be anything like last night. He even whispered that he really enjoyed being whipped by me and was hoping for some more rough treatment and possibly getting fucked.

John starts to laugh, causing one thing Kurt can't whisper for a shit and hearing Mr. All American Olympic Hero using the word fuck is one of the most funniest things I've heard.

Well Kurt you are in for some treatment but the fuck is out of the questioned, he'll have to look to Martin for that I tell him.

Kurt's POV

How can I get laid by Andrew, he's not even in this town? Mark has flat out told me no way no how.

I wonder if John would. I bet his got a nice big cock, that would feel so good buried in my ass.

Oh my God! I just didn't say that, not me, the Olympic hero of the WWF.

John's POV

I don't know what Mark's got in mind for Angle but if he doesn't quit rubbing up against me, I'll get medieval on his ass.

'Are you in heat?' I ask Kurt as I push him away. Mark starts to laugh.

The Olympic jackass is trying to talk himself out of this embarrassing situation, only to make it worse.

I tell Kurt plan and simply his isn’t my type.

Kurt's POV

I'm not his type? Me? I'm an Olympic hero, who wouldn't want me? Ok besides Callaway and Hawk.

No matter I will find me a guy tonight and they will be sorry.

Terry's POV

I can't help but smile when I open the door and I see not only John and Mark but they have Angle with them.

I ask Mark what's up and he says that Kurt isn't done paying for what he did to Adam. He just thought this time around that I would like to get in on the actions. To quote Stone Cold Steve Austin 'Oh hell yea!'

Mark says he needs to make a run to his room.

Adam asks Mark if he could wait a second, he's has something to say.

Adam's POV

I figured out something I could do for everyone that has helped me.

Since I didn't have to use the money from my whoring days for the damages that Jason did, I thought it would be nice to take everyone out to a nice dinner on Jason.

Mark's POV

I was about to head to my room to get a certain black bag of mine when Adam asks me to hold off for a moment, he wants to say something.

I hope he tells everyone how he stood up to Jason. I would like to but it's not my place.

Adam's POV

I half-heartily thought about asking them to leave Kurt alone but I don't think that they're going to physical hurt Kurt, embarrass the hell out but not hurt him.

I tell everyone that I would like to take them out to dinner on Jason. Everyone smiles, so I suppose that means yes.

But wouldn't you know that Kurt has to ruin it by saying that's a very nice gesture on Jason's behave and then he asks where we are going.

Does he really think he's invited along? I think Kurt is about to find out that I didn't mean him.

Terry's POV

Am I the only one that thinks Angle is a moron?

How can he possible think that we would invite him to dinner, after what he did to Adam?

I get up into his face and explain to him in no uncertain words that he isn't invited along.

Shit the asshole is coming on to me.

What the hell did Mark do to him last night?

Mark's POV

I nonchalantly shove Kurt up against the wall.

'Christ boy what did you do take some viagra?' I ask.

Kurt about goes ballistic when I said that and stated that without a doubt he doesn’t need viagra but Adam does.

Well Kurt and Reso have one thing in common, they both are good at putting their foots in their mouths.

I swear Terry can unleash a gore without warning.

I tell everyone that I will be back in ten minutes. That should give Kurt plenty of time to recover.

Jason's POV

I don't fucking believe it! My account is cleaned out.

Callaway said I could keep the interest but there is nothing and I can't do a damn thing about it.

I follow the path of transfer to an account for Christian Cage then one for a Jason Reso, a couple more after that one and the last one I able to find was for William Jason Reso. After that I lost the trail. All that money is gone. I know that Callaway had a hand in this.

Shit I can't believe the crap I have had to endure over the last couple of days just because Adam got a little banged up. God I need a drink.

Chuck's POV

I so glad that Sean and I decided to check into another hotel for the next couple of days. I don't want to run into Gerin again.

Man I can't believe how sore my stomach is. And poor Sean has an ice pack tuck in his pants. Sean keeps going on how Gerin shouldn't of attack us, that we’re on the same side.

Gerin has to know how much trouble having Copeland for a boyfriend is going to be. I mean everyone in the back knows Copeland is a whore.

Reso made sure our first day backstage that for a price we can fuck Copeland.

Sean's POV

I can tell you one thing I'm not finished with Gerin or Copeland by a long shot.

I will fuck Copeland’s ass one way or another and if that means take Gerin out of the picture so be it.

He had no right to attack me like that. I don't know when my balls are going to stop hurting.

Come on all I was doing was have some fun with Copeland, what harm was there in that?

Jason's POV

Am so glad there is no one I know in the bar, I just want to drown my sorrows. Oh shit spoke too soon. I see Sean O'Haire and Chuck Palumbo here in the bar.

Great they're waving me over.

This sooooo will be fun....not.

I'll have one drink with them and then go buy a bottle.

Sean's POV

Well if it isn't Adam Copeland's pimp.

I think it's time to lodge a complaint with Reso about his whore's boyfriend.

I wave him over and offer to buy him a drink.

Jason's POV

I'm sitting here listening to these two bitch about what Terry did to them.

There's a small part of me that's glad. How dare they think that they could get a free fuck off Adam.

They ask me what I'm going to do about it. What can I? Adam isn’t with me anymore.

I confess and let them know that with some help Adam broke away from me and there's nothing I can do.

That's when Sean asks what I would do if I had Adam back. If I had Adam back, I would let them have their free fuck but only with the promise that they can't hurt Adam. That's what got me into trouble in the first place.

Sean's POV

See I told you that I would get Copeland's ass.

Now all we have to do is get Gerin out of the way and trick Adam into leaving with Jason.

I order another round as we put our heads together to come up with a plan.

Adam's POV

It's so hard not to laugh. I can't believe the shit Mark is doing to Kurt and the fact that Kurt likes it.

I mean I felt a twinge of pain in my nipples when Mark put the nipple clamps on Kurt. But that's not the end of it, he lube up a small dildo and pushed up Kurt's ass and told Kurt that it had to stay there all night and Kurt is agreeing to it.

Mark has him totally whip to this shit.

Mark's POV

Kurt needs to find himself master he was born to be dominated. He’s not putting up any kind of fight with my demands.

I was going to use a butt plug but Terry was going through my bag and came across the dildo and wanted to use that instead.

Adam better behave himself or Terry may show his dominating side.

One more thing that I pull out of the bag and that is a cock ring.

As I tug on the nipple clamps I restate to Kurt that no of this is to come off or out for the entire night.

Kurt finally complains and asks what if he wants someone to fuck him. Well I tell him to suck them off and they can fuck him with the dildo.

I make sure Kurt knows that I will know if he disobeys.

Kurt's POV

I can't believe he won't let me get fuck by a cock. If I want to get fuck it will have to be with the dildo that is stuck up my ass.

It's a good thing that I wear my wind breaker pants, they aren't tight so no one will know about my boner or the dildo but I'll have to go find a bigger shirt.

Mark is telling that I can leave but to be back at his room by nine tomorrow morning to return his belongs.

Shit I didn't realize how hard it was going to be to walk with a dildo up my ass but you know what? It feels good. I’ll have to do this again, even if I have to do it myself.

Terry's POV

Mark, Jeff and Matt said that they were going to head back to their room and get clean up for dinner. John also is heading back to his room to change into something a little dressier than a t-shirt and jeans.

I tell Adam that I'm going to hop into the shower, since he came back early and I didn‘t get a chance to clean up. He asks me if I want any company. The truth is I would love some but we would be running really late, I mean really late.

I tell Adam another time and he says he's going to hold me to that.

Jason's POV

I can't believe that we’re going to try to get Adam away tonight. When I said that need to get Adam away for Gerin and the rest I might in a day or so.

I still think if we waited until Friday's show, there would be times when I would be alone with Adam because he is still my tag partner. But O'Haire is insisting that it be tonight, cause when his able he wants to fuck Adam.

I hope I'm not making a mistake by trusting these two.

Chuck's POV

I starting to get a little worried about Sean. It seems like he’s obsessed with fucking Copeland. I would be jealousy but I know that I mean more to Sean than just a fuck.

Shit I think I should of drove, Sean's drive a bit fast. I tell him to slow down and he snaps at me telling me to mind my own business.

We finally arrive at the hotel in one piece thank God. Sean asks Jason what's Gerin's room number and Jason's gives it to him.

Sean's POV

Jason and Chuck don't understand I know that this is the right time to strike. They will have their guard down, thinking that they’ve won.

I go over to one of the house phones and call Gerin's room. Copeland answers it. That's a good sign.

I ask to speak to Terry disguising my voice and Adam tells me that he's in the shower and asks to take a message. I tell him that there is no message and hang up.

Now it's Jason's turn for his part in this plan.

Jason's POV

I'm going to head up to Terry's room. I'm suppose to put on a big act of how I've come to my senses and want to talk to Adam but I just want it to be Adam and me.

I’m to do whatever it takes to get Adam out of the room. Sean and Chuck will wait for me in the lobby and when I show up with Adam the three of us will escort Adam out to the car and take him back to the hotel that we staying at.

I asked Sean what I was suppose to do if Terry is out of the shower and he told me to haul ass up there and make sure I get there before that happens.

Adam's POV

I'm a little surprise that someone is already back as I hear the knock at the door, even more surprise when I open it and see Jason.

I ask Jason what he wants. To talk he tells me. I inform him that we had already done that and there's nothing left to talk about.

I begin to close the door when Jason say there is, forgiveness and trying to see if we can save our friendship.

I want to believe him but with his track record lately how can I?

Then I figure that it's me that he thinks should be seeking forgiveness. I ask Jason how can he come up here and ask me to beg to be forgiven by him.

Jason's POV

This is not going to be easy. Adam has gotten alot strong and is standing up to me. He’s already turning words around to what I really want them to mean. I guess that I'll have to go for broke.

'I knew this wasn't going to work but I had to try' I say letting a few tears fall. Adam stops closing the door. He tells me that he would like to believe me but after everything that I have done to him, he can‘t.

I inform him that I know and that's why I want to talk to him, just him and me, nobody else to influence either one of us. Adam says he doesn't know.

I beg him to please give me one more chance for our friendship. We’ve been together to long as friends to end it without try to save it. Adam tells me one second and closes the door.

*Smirk comes across face*

Gotten Copeland.

Adam's POV

I have to try one more time to salvage Jason's and mine friendship. Jason is right that we've been together too long not to try.

Terry is still in the shower. I open the bathroom door and tell Terry that I'm going to take a walk with Jason and talk to him.

Terry said something that sounded like ok. I close the door and head out the other one.

'Alright Jason, lets talk' I say as we head to the elevators.

Terry's POV

Adam opened the door and said something but I couldn't hear him clearly over the fan. All I know is that he said Jason's name.

I get out of the shower and open the bathroom door, calling out to Adam but there is no answer. I quickly dry off and get dress.

I know something is not right.

Jason's POV

Adam and I are riding down the elevator and he keeps say that we should start talking and I tell him that I want to wait until we get back to my room.

The doors open and that's when Adam asks what we are doing in the lobby. To get to my room we have to leave the hotel, I'm staying at a different one I say.

Adam tries to get back on to the elevator say that he needs to let Terry know this. That he only told Terry that we were going for a walk. I say that he can call Terry from my room.

Adam says no and that's when Sean grabs him.

Sean's POV

I let Copeland know that we have some unfinished business and of course the whore starts fight to get free. I slap him across the face and both Chuck and Reso tell me to clam down that we don't need to draw attention to us.

I decide it's time for a little insurance policy and I pull out the switchblade I have.

'If you keep on fight with me I'll stick you. Now walk towards the exit' I say to Copeland.

Chuck's POV

Shit Sean's flipped. When in the hell did he get the knife?

I ask Sean for the knife and he tells me no that it evens the equation.

I really hope Copeland will just come along with us quietly, cause I think Sean is serious about hurting him.

Jason's POV

Things have gotten really ugly fast. I don't want Adam hurt, yeah I want him back but Kurt was bad enough.

I really fucked up this time.

I can't even look Adam in the eye as he looks over at me.

Adam's POV

Jason’s final betrayal, lying to me about trying to save our friendship and putting me in the hands of someone that is possible more dangerous than Kurt is.

I ask Jason why but he’s refusing to even look me in the eye.

I know I have to do something. I can't leave with them.

Terry's POV

Is this elevator is stopping on every fucking floor? I let out a scream when the doors start to open again. Half-hoping to frighten whoever is waiting for the elevator. When the doors open Jeff, Mark and Matt are standing there.

Mark asks what's going on. I tell them I that Adam is in trouble and Jason could be involved.

They get on and the doors close.

Mark ask me why I think that and I explain that while I was in the shower, Adam said something but all I heard was Jason's name.

Mark tells about Adam seeing Jason earlier and standing up to him. Maybe Adam went for a walk to clear his head, after all a childhood friendship ended today.

Perhaps but I still have a bad feeling that something really terrible is going to happen.

Sean's POV

If Copeland walks any slower, I swear I'm make a small cut and then he'll know who’s in charge.

We are almost out of the hotel when we heard Gerin shouting Adam's name. Adam shouts back for help and I push him out the doors.

I yell at Chuck to get the car, shoving Copeland towards the street.

Jason's POV

I’m tell Sean to let Adam go that this is out of hand and he pushed me to the ground saying that he doesn’t need me anymore.

I look at Adam and can see the fear in his eyes, the same fear I feel in my heart.

I know I have to try to do something.

Terry's POV

If O'Haire hunts one hair on Adam's head, he is going to have a very big problem on his hand. That also goes for Reso.

How could he trust these assholes? Has he been blind to what has been going on backstage with them?

Adam is so scared, not knowing what to do. I know I can't rush O'Haire in fear that he will stab Adam.

Reso is looking around probably for an escape route.

Mark's POV

I instruct Matt and Jeff to head back inside and see if Vince is still in town and to get John.

We may end up letting O'Haire take Adam and follow them. Too many people around that could get hurt, especially Adam. O’Haire has a wild look in his eyes, a look of desperation.

Terry has kept his clam, which is one good thing. I would hate to have to hold him back but we can't charge O'Haire right now.

What the hell is Reso up to?

Jason's POV

I see my window of opportunity.

I sweep my legs causing O'Haire to stumble but he doesn't fall.

Shit!

He looks at me with a look that could kill.

This is not good.

Sean's POV

Stupid little prick. Does Reso really think he can stop me?

Well let’s see how he likes the feel of steel.

I go to stab Reso and Copeland grabs a hold of my arm.

I tell the cunt to get off of me and when he doesn't I make sure he does.

Adam's POV

Everything seems to be moving in slow motion.

Jason tried to help me get away but wasn't close enough to knock O'Haire off his feet. It only pissed him off more.

O'Haire lunges for Jason but I can't let that happen.

I grab a hold of O’Haire’s arm preventing him from cut Jason but that when he cuts me.

After bring my hand to me stomach and when I pull it away I see the blood.

I'm shocked that he actually cut me.

I can hear Terry yelling for me. I look over at him then at O'Haire who is coming at me again with the switchblade.

Is this how it's going to end?

Jason's POV

Oh my God! O'Haire cut Adam and it doesn't appear that he’s done.

I scream at Adam to run, to get away from him but he's in shock and stands there.

'Adam Run!'

Terry's POV

'Adam!'

He cut my Adam. This has to end now!

I start to make my way closer to O'Haire, when he tells me one more step and the whore will die.

I freeze. I don’t want Adam to die.

I pray that Adam will snap out of it and run like Jason is screaming to do.

Sean's POV

Where the hell is Chuck with the fucking car?!

I have to get out of here. I'm sure by now someone has called the police.

I finally see Chuck coming out of the corner I my eye.

I make a move forward and that's when Copeland bolts.

Jason's POV

Thank God Adam started to run.

Oh my God!

No!

'Adam look out!'

Chuck's POV

Shit! Copeland came out of nowhere. There’s no way I could’ve stopped the car in time. Granted I was going faster then most people would’ve for pulling up to a curb.

The car hit him with such a sickening thud before sending him flying.

Sean has gotten in the car and is yelling at me to go, to get the hell out of here. I hit the gas pedal and peal away from the curb looking at Copeland lying in the street lifeless.

I think Sean and I can kiss our careers goodbye.

Jason's POV

I’m the first one to make it to Adam.

This was not supposed to happen.

What have I done to my best friend?

I cradling him in my arms rocking back and forth asking him to wake up, that I'm so sorry for everything.

I can't lose my best friend.

Terry's POV

I've lost Adam.

I don't know if anyone saw how his head the pavement.

I walk over to where Jason is holding him. It looks like Adam's death has caused Jason to see what he has done.

Jason is begging Adam not to leave him that he is sorry for everything.

I bend down and to pick up Adam's hand but Jason puts Adam in my arms, asking me to save him again.

There are tears streaming down both our faces.

We know the eventual outcome.

Mark's POV

Jeff, Matt and John came out just in time to see Adam hit the pavement.

I take Matt and Jeff into my arms as the tears flow.

It looks like we were able to save Adam but only for a little while.

I can see that they brought Vince with them, he goes into mode, screaming for an ambulance. Someone say that they call for one after the guy got stab.

I'm not sure if need an ambulance or a Coroner.

Terry's POV

An ambulance arrives taking Adam out of my arms for the last time. They waste no time rushing him off to the hospital but I saw the looks in their faces.

Jason is staring at his hands. They’re covered in Adam’s blood. Blood that he helped spill but I don’t have the heart to rip into him, for he now knows the pain he put Adam through.

I hold out my hand to help him up and he looks at me with lost eyes.

Jason's POV

Adam isn't going to make it and it's my fault.

If I had only talk to him about being scared of the fact that he loved me instead of hurting him none of this would’ve happened.

What am I going to do?

I'm lost without Adam, he is....was my best friend.

Terry is holding his hand out to me, when he has every right to beat the life out of him.

I nod but stand up on my own. I tell Terry I never meant for Adam to be hurt like this, I know that I'm responsible and will own up to it.

Terry's POV

We just return for the hospital and there’s so much pain in my heart.

I go out on the balcony and let out a primeval scream.

All my dreams have slipped through my fingers.

Six months past

Terry's POV

I have just finished a loop and I'm actually getting a full week off. Mark, Matt and Jeff are going to swing by on their way to the house show that they're doing on Saturday.

It hasn't been the same traveling without Adam but life goes on or at least they say it does.

I pull into the driveway and see that someone has been busy with the garden again. So many color, so much life.

I drag my ass into the house, it so quite but then I hear the faintness of music playing upstairs. I make my way up the stairs and open the door to the bedroom.

The room is lit by the burning of twenty or more candles.

I feel his arms wrap around me.

'I missed you' he purrs in my ear.

I can't help by smile and feel the pain lift off my heavy heart when I hear his voice. I turn and around and tell him that I missed him to before I kiss him.

'So do you want that thong fashion show I promised you?' Adam asks me.

'I take it that the doctor's appointment went well?' I say.

Adam tells me that the doctor says that he’s healed and can start traveling with me if I like.

The accident left Adam in grave shape but by a miracle he pulled through. God must’ve decided that Adam had been through enough pain and deserved to live. It shocked everyone including the doctor who didn’t give him a chance to survive.

Vince covered the whole situation up but buried O’Haire and Palumbo careers. I don't think those two will ever work a Raw or Smackdown again.

The biggest surprise has been Jason. He asked for a leave of absent and has been seeing a therapist. He said that he needed to deal with his fear of have a best friend that is gay and at one time care for him a great deal.

Adam has gone to a couple of sessions and says that he has seen signs of his best friend he once knew.

Adam's POV

I can't tell you how hard it has been sit around healing with no one with me. I talked to Terry everyday and Jason has being calling once a week and occasionally stopping by.

Jason and I are finding that our friendship did survive this. It’s not completely healed but as Jason puts it, it may never be.

Terry wants to forgo the thong show and carries me to our bed. Well he at least gets to see the black one.

I ask him if he is tired and wants to sleep and he says no that he wants to make love.

I start to undress him, licking at his nipples as I slide off his shirt. I straddle him wrapping my legs around his waist, grinding my ass against his cock, which is definitely coming to life.

I don't think Terry is going to be able to take much of my teasing for I'm now flipped on my back.

Terry's POV

How I’ve missed Adam while I was gone for most of the last six months.

All I'll have been able to do is hear his voice and stare at the picture I have of him.

And now he’s torturing me with his body. Well tonight I can't take it.

I strip out of my remaining clothes noticing Adam licking his lips at the sight of my cock.

He needs me. I need my Adam, my Adam how I was afraid that six months ago I was going to lose him.

A tear rolls down my cheek and Adam pulls me into bed, licking the tear away. He tells me that he’s here and isn’t going anywhere.

I have thank God for that every night for the last six months.

Adam's POV

As much as this has been hard on me it's been harder on Terry. He thought I was dead when the loaded me into the ambulance only to find out at the hospital that I was hang on by a thread.

Vince wouldn't let him have anytime off right after the incident, said that he needed him there because of the invasion angle.

Terry and I both feel it was to help cover up everything that had happened.

But that is in the past, from now on it's Terry and me.

I pull Terry back on the bed. I need him so badly. I’ve never desire anyone like I do him.

Terry says it unfair that I’m still dress and his naked. That’s when he rips the thong off of me. Well it's not like I don't have more than enough thongs.

Terry is rubbing up against me now, God I think I'm going to cum.

Terry's POV

Adam and I are harder than rocks, we’ve waited so long for this moment and at last it’s here.

After extensive foreplay, I'm about to make love to him for the first time.

I look into his eyes and see nothing but trust, desire but most of all love.

I push the tip of my cock into his sweet hole and groan with pleasure. Even with all the preparation he’s tight.

I take possession of his lips as I thrust my cock the rest of the way in and hold still to let him adjust to my size.

Adam's POV

I know Terry is huge but he fills me like no other.

As we are gently rocking, Terry begins to slide more of his cock in and out of me. I have never felt anything this wonderful.

It’s as if I have die and going to heaven.

There’s is an erotic feeling building up in me as our passion fills the air around us.

Terry reaches down and starts to stroke my cock, I know that it won't be long before I cum.

Terry is pumping away inside me, pleasuring me as I have never been pleasured before.

I reach down and cover his hand with my and when I cum it covers both our hands.

I bring my hand up to Terry’s mouth as he brings his hand up to mine. We lick each other’s hand clean.

Terry clasps my hands with his and his lips with mine. We scream into each other's mouth as he release in me.

Terry's POV

I have never had such an intense love making session as this one. It may be the fact that I thought that six months ago I was never going to be able to make love to Adam or the fact that he and I belong together. Jason has even said that the couple of times he has talked to me.

He admitted that he was grateful that I was one of the people that found Adam that night Kurt tortured Adam. The night of horrors as Jason calls it.

I may never be able to trust Jason again after what he did to Adam but one thing he didn't lie about was owning up to what he did.

Adam is nuzzling up to me.

It's time for me to ask him the all-important question.

Will he be mine forever?

Adam's POV

Terry just asked me to be his life partner, his husband, his lover, his mate, take my pick. Well I pick them all.

I tell Terry that he has me for life and if there’s an afterlife for that too.

The words that Terry never thought he was going to hear from me he will for I do love him and you know what? It is the greatest thing to love and to be loved in return.

'I love you Terry'

'I love you Adam'

The words are exchange but they aren't just words they are the truth and passion.

I can't help but smile.

It's been a battle for Terry and me but through the lies and pain, love survived.

The End