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	09. Trust Fund  I know a couple who are in love living in the best of times, a truer true love you will never know. Next to a pain they'll never realize. Sheltered from it in a loving glow. Young and happy and oh-so politically correct. Just get it if you need it now, just buy it if you need it in your life. Don't you worry if it all runs out, don't worry because it never will. I know a young girl living in the shadow of the kind of life that she could never know. She takes it all and gives it back in love to handsome artists in her native state. She is the angel of the loser and the disenchanted soul. Just get it if you need it now, just buy it if it makes you happy. Don't you worry if it all runs out, don't worry because it never will. Just get it if you need it now, just get it if it makes you happy. Don't you worry if it all runs out. I know a couple who are in love living in the best of times.
  10. Loser makes Good I hate waking up it means that I have to die again tonight  35 years old and I'm still sleeping outside  Yeah I think I know your face I don't want to know your name  I won't give in  You say it's Christmas Eve that don't mean nothing to me  Just another fucked up day just another waste of time  You wonder why I live like this man you just don't understand  I won't give in I'm not like that  I won't give in  You smart ass college fuck  Act like you think you're tough  I was just like you  More pride than you could know  Think you pity me  I'll kick your ass if you pity me  I won't give in I'm not like that  No I won't give in to you  You college boy act like you think you're tall  I won't give in I'm not like that  I won't give in 
  11. Invisible I will live I will live for a year or two  Maybe just for a year  I will die I will die I can rest secure in that  I am goddamn sure that this thing ain't no accident  And I just can't believe that AIDS is just some act of God  I will reach for you I will reach my hand  No one will reach for me no one will touch my skin  Yes I will accept I will accept my pain  I don't deserve to die like this no one deserves to die like this  Sometimes I get so mad I just want to break the world  I will not be denied I will not be ignored  I am not invisible anymore  I will not be denied I will not be ignored I am real  I won't go away I am not invisible anymore  Sometimes I get so mad I just want to break the world 
  12. Evergleam Evergleam and I know why God is good and Jesus loves me  Heaven lives and I know where  Sounds to me a not so easy chair falling free and living  Stringing out over and over  Evergleam and I know why it isn't real and I'm not going to break  Don't die don't give in to it no way no way don't die  Please don't leave me  Evergleam and I know how pulling hair and breaking voices  Giving in won't stop the noise  Spinning wills don't give you choices  Give away the spark inside you give away the shining prize  Evergleam and I know how it isn't real and I'm not going to break  No I'm not going to break  Evergleam everywhere ever weird everyone  I won't see you there I'm not going away  No way  | 
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