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This guy is somewhat depressing to me. I painted him (oil on walnut) when I was seventeen years old. I dare say when I was at my peak. Before I was an art major. Being an art major was the biggest mistake of my life. Even beyond some really stupid personal stuff! I expected, essentially, to go to learn the technology of art. They taught style. (This was in the late 1970's) They wanted me to "Specialize" in my sophomore year. I said I hadn't adequately explored the mediums, yet, to decide on a specialty. Besides, my major was art education, and I figured I'd teach in a small town school. I didn't want to back myself into a trap. Being an art major was one of the two most expensive majors at that time. I was called an "Illustrator" not an "Artist" (??? So what's the difference?) I was told to hang around more with other art majors, and stop hanging around with the science majors. Sorry, I didn't find the other art majors very interesting, and the ones I tried to hang around with were either dopers (I'm very allergic to pot) or religious fanatics. I argued a lot. I called my instructors hypocrites. To their faces, and in the class room. I still hate impressionism and cubism. I burned out. It took me ten years to get out of that burn out. I have never regained the flair I had when I was seventeen. |
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