Promised myself I was gonna be all happy.



(SELF-INDULGENT RANT WARNING)



A blog shouldn't be about me ranting on and on venting about trainees and family and whatever, there should be something interesting or vaguely philosophical here surely.



Currently using this as a diary of stressing out but hey decided to add the occasional pic so...it's pretty at least, less it's a freaky pic



Talking to girl in work today about her baby who has MS, the start of parkinsons and epilespsy among other problems. She was telling me what a happy child she was and I felt so...humbled? not sure if that's the right term. She wasn't complaining at all she was smiling and saying how wonderful her other children are know one is 7yrs not sure about other two. No word at how the hospital caused this in a previously healthy baby. Puts things into perspective a bit.



Course like the rest of the self absorbed world it doesn't stop me feeling my day has been shite. Total shite!!



Let rip on trainee-from-hell, my manager was breathing fire at her too!



Spoke to father just now, he didn't mention dog at all.



Then spoke to sister, her uncle died Thursday she just found out.




Families are funny things!!!!!!! hee hee, haa fucking haa




Productive, clever, witty comments....make them yourself I totally can't don't give a fuck right now.




on a lighter note; got Three Days Grace album today, listening to it now I really like it. Good buy, recommend it.



Gonna go dig out some happy-hippy music to try and lighten my mood though OR maybe go set ipod to loud, don anti social black clothes to avoid having to attack imbeciles in way and go stomp off black mood.




Mood : Totally negative and swearing..a lot

Music : LOUD

Cat : licking balls

Hubby : scratching balls

Caffiene : Like I need any fucking stimulants right now?!