Diary - October
By Author X
October 5th
Jenn's got a new computer. She asked if I could set it up for her and show her how to do a few things on it. Got her hook up to an ISP and showed her how to get her e-mail and on to her hospital web site.
She wasn't very computer savvy. I helped her with almost everything. She told me her passwords and stuff to get in and on at the hospital and other personal sites. I told her she should be a bit more careful about those kinds of things. People could get into a lot of her personnel things if they had information like that.
October 19th
Was at Jenn's. She asked if I would like to go to a Halloween party with her this year. A date, you bet. She suggested we both go as nurses. She was pretty excited, but I'm not sure if I'm up for that. She suggested I would look even better if I lost a few pounds, so we started a diet together.
I thought I would humor her. I had seen guys at Halloween parties dressed as women before. They usually looked pretty stupid, big boobs and hairy legs not exactly my idea of a woman. I was thin, but I guessed almost everyone could lose a few pounds. Besides, it gave me an excuse to hang around with her.
October 24th
Jenn had me over tonight and dressed me up. She had some extra stuff from the hospital and I have to admit I looked pretty good. I'm only a half an inch taller and close to her other measurements, so I could easily fit into any of her uniforms.
I was quite impressed. Jenn thought of everything (or so I thought then.)
She had me shower and shave (my face) before she got started.
Jenn then convinced me it would be OK to shave most of my body. I would have all winter to grow it back, so I continued. She used a home electrolysis machine to pick out a few noticeable and dark hairs on my face. She also used some kind of special cream, it was suppose to remove the top dead layer of skin, leaving it younger and smoother than before.
She gave me a bra in which she had placed some silicon gel pads. After I had it on she gathered up any of my loose chest flesh and pushed it into cups. I was surprised, it looked like I had grown some small breast. She then played around with some makeup, darken a small strip between my new breasts.
It was then that I knew she knew what she was doing. The darker color made my new breast appear to dive deep into my chest. It looked like the cleavage I had seen on many women before.
Then it was on to my hair, she added a funny wig that covered only the back part of my head. After she had secured it, she combed my hair and the wig hair together and then back. When she was done it was not possible to see where my hair stopped and the wig began. One could see my natural hair coming out of my scalp, so the whole thing looked very natural.
On my face, she covered the area of my beard with a special makeup before she started with the rest. She said that my slightly darker beard and mustache roots would show though if she didn't do it.
My eyebrows were thinned abit and plucked of stray hairs, I was a bit scare at first, but she didn't do much. She just cleaned up the look.
White tights and a short dress uniform were next. Topped off, or really bottomed off with a pair of white nurse's shoes.
Within an hour I went from average guy to an average but attractive young lady. I had to admit I would have asked a young woman, that looked like I did then, out, if I did not know she was a guy.
Jenn was obviously happy with the results. She decided to take a few pictures. I posed in several poses. She took out a uniform catalog and asked me to pose like the women in several of the pictures. She gave me a few nurses' items and asked me to go at it. After playing around abit I was really enjoying it. I felt like I could walk though a hospital and know one would notice I wasn't a real nurse.
She said we should try that. She changed into another uniform and we drove over to the hospital to try it out.
I got a little scared then, but she said it would be OK, she would be with me the whole way. If it got out of hand, we would just come home.
We drove in her car, but I drove, she gave me her purse to carry.
When we got to the hospital, she said we should park in the night nurse lot. It was in a parking garage next to the hospital. I had to stop and show the guard Jenn's parking pass. He didn't bat an eye and just waved us through.
When we got in the hospital, I felt a real thrill as we walked around. I knew I was a man, but I figured most people just assumed we were two female nurses.
We walked around all the floors, through all the departments. I got a quick tour and we even helped move several patients while we were there.
We were getting ready to leave when we walked by a young girl. I could tell she saw me as a man in a nurse's uniform. I could hear her taking to her mother. I decided we should be going, so we got on the elevator and left. I don't know if the mother saw through my disguise, or just thought her daughter was seeing things, but I decided there must be something more that just looking the part.
Jenn said maybe it was in the way I walked, or the way my body moved while we walked. I decided I would watch women over the next few days and see if I could pick out the differences.
October 25th
Jenn and I had lunch at the mall. We just spend the time people watching.
I actually spent most of the day at the local mall. I meet Jenn for lunch, but I stayed after she left. I watched a lot of women and saw quite a variety, business women at lunch or on break, mothers with infants or children, couples and girl friends, some casually dressed, some more formal. It was quite a collection and covered a broad range of women and their appearances.
I put a video camera in my backpack, and positioned it so it filmed the center court from the bench I was seating at. That evening I when home and re-watched much of the footage. I tried to pick out the things that woman did that were different from men. The ways they walked and stood, the way they interacted with the people they were with and the things they said.
October 26thJenn pucked a few more hairs today and gave me another facial treatment. I hope she knows what she is doing.
Jenn was thinning out my brows, bit by bit. There was still plenty there, but they looked a bit more feminine as the week went on. I guess they really just looked more neat and trimmed that I was use to, nobody said any thing about them. But I do remember being a bit scared at the time.
October 29th
Jenn dressed me up again. She said she wanted to try a few new ideas out before the party.
Jenn wanted to try a few more tricks and see how they looked before the party.
She brought out an unusual girdle like item, however unlike most girdles for women where the idea was to make the woman appear slimmer, this item actually had pads that added to my dimensions. Jenn gave me a tight pair of her thong panties to wear. She told me to tuck my male parts back between my legs and then slip them on. Her panty should hold them out of the way. The normal male bulge in my crotch, appeared to disappear now that I was tucked back and smoothed out a bit.
I then put the padded panty on over it. My hips and butt now appeared a bit bigger and my waist appeared a bit thinner. With my hips appearing a bit broader, I actually had a bit of that hourglass like shape that was typical of women.
I remember standing there in the mirror when it just came to me.
"Honey, does this make my butt look bigger?", I said to Jenn. We both just had to laugh.
"No Sweetie, your butt looks just fine." she said.
"I saw these in a Frederick of Hollywood catalog once. I don't know who ever thought of a padded girdle, certainly not a woman, but it does seem to do the job. Here put these on." she added.
She handed me a pair of black stretch tights and I slipped them on. They had stirrups at the bottom of each leg and they really hugged my new curves.
She walked around me as I stood there. "You look great, I mean you look like you have a 'birthing' hips now.", she said with a certain amount of amazement.
"'Birthing' hips?", I asked.
"You know, large woman-like hips for birthing. You know we don't have those hips and butt for nothing. They are so we can get those babies out.", she said matter-of-factly.
"Oh, I never thought of that.", I said thinking about it.
She moved on to my chest.
She grabbed the center of my chest and squeezed my male breasts together. While holding the loose flesh together, she took a bit of medical adhesive tape and attached it to my chest just below her hand. When she let go and the loose flesh fell back into it normal place on my chest, the tape held the center flesh in a small cleft. Then she had me put the bra and breast pad I had worn the other day back on.
The way the flesh built up and the cleft in the center, made it appear as if the visible skin was part of the breast pads hidden under Jenn's bra. A gentle curve sloped down from my new breast only to meet the raise flesh raising from my new breast cleavage.
"Now that looks much better.", Jenn's said. "The other day your chest looked a little to flat to have though breasts.", she continued.
I looked down towards my chest, "This looks really funny, I've never quite seen cleavage from this angle. I mean I've seen breasts from this angle but just the opposite direction.", I said.
Then she suggested we try this new look out.
"I need to run over to the hospital and pick up something at the pharmacy. We should try out your new look.
"Jenn, you remember what happened last time.", I sounded a bit concerned. The idea really thrilled me, but I didn't want to sound too excited
"It will be O.K., remember I'll be with you and we can always just turn around and come home if there are any problems."
"OK.", I said sounding like I was still abit concerned.
We drove over to the hospital again.
"Here, just drop me off here. I'll meet you in the pharmacy.", Jenn said as we approached the hospital's main entrance.
"O.K. I'll meet you there in a few minutes."
Jenn got out and I drove to the nurse's lot. When I got there I realized I didn't have Jenn parking pass and I would need to park in the normal patients lot.
I drove around a bit more until I found it.
St. Judes was a large hospital and I was not very fimilar with how it was laid out. I found a directory just inside the entrance I had entered by.
While I was standing there, a young man dressed in a white lab coat walked by.
"Can I help you?"
I was caught by surprised. I was not expecting to have to talk to anyone while I was out.
"I'm looking for the pharmacy?", I said in the softest voice I could.
"That's over in the East Wing. I going that way right now."
I was stuck now. I had just wanted to fade into the crowd, but now I was going to have to interact with his young man.
As we walked through the center courtyard I noticed a sign for the restroom.
"Oh, I'm going to stop here. Thanks you for your help."
"Oh, sure. The pharmacy is down at the end of the East Wing. I'm sure you will see the signs."
I walked off towards the woman's restroom.
As soon as he was gone I continued on my way to meet Jenn at the pharmacy. Although I had been nervous as hell, this guy didn't bat an eye. I had carried off the ruse, he had assumed I was just another young woman here at the hospital. A young woman like any of the other real women who were here for real reasons.
As we waited for Jenn's prescription. I really thought about the fact these people were thinking I was a young woman.
These people assumed that under my clothes I had all the equipment of a normal woman. In fact, since I was here at the hospital some probably assumed I might have just had this set of equipment checked out by some doctor. This was fascinating, the power of a simple yet unmentioned suggestion. I would have to remember this.
October 31st
We did a Halloween party tonight. Wow.
Wow is right. It was a party and what a party.
Jenn and I got a lot of looks. At first I thought some people might be seeing me as a guy in drag, but as the evening went on I felt more and more comfortable, or at least more comfortable with my costume.
After we had been there for an hour or two, we ran into a guy in a wheel chair. He was a big guy and he clearly worked out a lot.
"Oh, Nurse it's a good thing I found you.."
"Who are you suppose to be?", Jenn asked
"I'm a patient. I have a broken boner."
"What?", I said, it was hard to hear with all the noise.
"I have a broken boner.", he said again as he pulled the blanket off his lap.
Under the blanket he hide a large cast. It became erect as the blanket slide off. It was 2 or 3 inches in diameter and almost 2 feet long and specifically shaped. It was obviously suppose to be his dick in a cast.
"I may need to have the dressing changed soon." he said, eyeing me.
"She is working on her dressing changing." Jenn said, pointing to me and smiling about her double entendre.
"I specialize in physical therapy, I may have to help you exercise that once you get it out of that cast.", she added.
A guy with a camera who was getting pictures of the party came by at that point.
"Are you two nurses taking good care of this patient?", he said as he raised his camera. "Shouldn't you be checking his vitals.", he added waving his hand for us to do something.
Jenn started to put the blood pressure cuff on his arm and I stuck my stethoscope to his chest.
"Great", he said as the flash went off.
"I think someone should check his wound.", the photographer continued as the camera auto-wound for the next picture.
Jenn lifted the cast abit and motioned I should do something. The guy moved my hand and that end of the stethoscope from his chest and down to his crotch. I had to bend over abit to reach. This left my new breasts right at his eye level.
He gazed down my blouse. The lacy bra allowed him to "see" the outline of one of my breast's darkened areola. "I think my blood pressure is up.", he said.
Flash went the camera once again.
These guys were really having fun. I was sure they had no idea I was not who they thought I was, even that close up. However, the lights were low and they had probably had a few drinks by that time.
However, again the whole idea fascinated me. I was sure these guys were trying to score and I was sure they really want to get their single-minded head into that nice warm pussy they could visualize I had under my uniform and panties.
I had experienced the power of the feminine form before, but I never thought I would ever be using that same form to drive some guys wild.
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