This Feeling

feeling a new rush in me
I feel like I can fly
and nothing can stop me
I don't know why this is happening now
it's so magickal and it feels so good
it feels like I am reborn
as I take the feeling in
and it's not like sex
when a man leaves you
you feel so used up and so unloved
but this feeling is so hard to describe
it's like magick
and it wraps it self around me
and holds me in it's embrace
and holds me tight
and never wants to let go
I love this feeling
is it love? or something more than that
it's friendship? or something more deep than that
is it an emotion that no persons ever found?
I think it's that. and I don't want to share it
it's all mine and no one can have  it
this feeling

© 2002 Anami B.

What did I do?

Looking out my window
The sun is gone
And the moon is low
I'm out of bed,
And out of my mind
Why did I let you go?
I'm not the serious kind
But when it is about you and me
I'm the serious person that there ever can be

What did I do?
Tell me what's wrong
What did I do to you, and me?
I know your gone
Please come back to me
I need you, and you need me
I think you should be with me

I think that my friends are partying
I want a party to
But I can't stop the fight
Between me and you
And can't stop my thoughts about what did I do
I can only party, If I know that you are back to me

What did I do?
Tell me what's wrong
What did I do to you, and me?
I know your gone
Please come back to me
I need you, and you need me
I think you should be with me
I think I'm going back to bed
The moon is already high above the sky
Are you still mad?
I wish I could fly
And just go
Away from all my pain, I'm going insane
I wish I could read your mind, and find
What I've been looking for
The answers that I need must come from your mouth
Please tell it, up loud

What did I do?
Tell me what's wrong
What did I do to you, and me?
I know your gone
Please come back to me
I need you, and you need me
I think you should be with me

© 2002 Anami B.

You were there

Night had moved in swiftly.
You were there, you were there.
Light grew so bright it made me blind
But you kept me safe from sunburn.
You were there, you were there.

I had a place for you in my hands
I had a place for you in my heart
I had a place for you in the soul
I had a place for you in the mind

You were there, you were there.
Past tense.
Dark emotions moved in swiftly
You were there, but now you're not.

I was fragile like glass
I was thrown in a pit
I was torn limb from limb
The day you decided to leave me here.

I was safe from bad dreams
I was safe from evil thoughts
You were there, you were there.
But now you're not.

© Anami B. 2004

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