Tears of pain
I grab another tissue from the box,
to soak up all the tears,
cause everytime I see you,
I'm always consumed with fear,
I've tried to live up to your expectations,
but it's obvious I've failed,
so now I just sit far from you,
because I had to bail,
I shed more tears when I think of you,
because of all the pain,
so I've decided to seperate myself from you,
because I haven't gained,
I have to love you cause your family,
but I hate you all the more,
so I'm forced to see you,
but yet for the last time I say goodbye,
wishing this could have been better,
but I'm happier without you,
at the tissues get wetter.

9/7/02
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