I Didn't Know I Loved Him

I didn't know I loved him
Or I wouldn't see
What was so clear
Right in front of me
Is this the price I have to pay
For not saying how I feel?
I'm in a daze it hurts so much
I'm hopeing it's not real

I didn't know I needed him
Until I saw him in her arms
Didn't know I wanted him
Or that I'd fallen for his charms

My chest is tight
My arms are weak
There's moisture in my eyes
And in my throat
Are building up
A string of anguished cries

Is this the price I have to pay
For not saying how I feel?
I'm in a daze it hurts so much
Praying it's not real