The Result Of too much Geri Halliwell, insomnia, boredom, bitchy teachers and evil classmates from Hell

I am the open mind
That dances in the dark
I'm the answer that seeks to find
That little question mark

I'm the contradiction
I wont live the way I preach
Cos I'm still heading to a destination
I can't ever seem to reach

I think abuse is sick
But hit that guy a little harder
I'll beleive in pixie magic
But my logic is a little bit stronger

Don't tell me what to do!
No, I'll just follow you,
Pretty please don't put me in charge
I hate to lead, but my ego's large

I'm a cute acting, little girl
Huggles all around! ~*^_^*~
But all this fluff makes me wanna hurl
Gimme gunshots
Violent sound

I'm nice but not a goody goddy
I can be a smart ass but I'm never bad
I'm everything in between the voids
It's great, but I still feel sad

I'm not a team player
Proud little loner
Anti social rich bitch
Crying little misfit
Looking for a quick fix
Looking for an out

Queer mind and straight body
When I'm dying inside I laugh out lud
I'm different
I'm not like you
Always lying
But always true