Suppression - 2/6/2002

Vague feelings, fleeting thoughts
Dance through my head
In a race to drive me mad.
I shouldn't be thinking the way that I am,
But there's something inside,
Something I pushed sown long ago,
A rising thought,
Gasping for air as it nears the surface.

Vague feelings, fleeting thoughts
Dance through my head
Trying to give me a sign.
I don't want these thoughts,
But try as I might, they won't go away.
Distractions are merely that,
And my thoughts soon return.