26-01-2001 I think I can get over rc.I am in the same class as her now.I am try to interact with her. Looking back the things that I have done, I feel terribly sorry for myself and for her. An apology is for her. Sorry, RUizhen. I believe there is a better future for me. Really, I have to believe in it. Things will get better someday.The works in sec3 is tough, I feel hard to do them, but life has to go on, so I mustn't give up. NO, I will not. A friendship that I wanted for so long, let nature take its course. I had done my part. MeiQin 26-01-2001