27-11-00 Ok...so...just came back from Hong Kong, may be it's a really good experience for me as I saw some great hair styles...in fact, I don't really like Hong Kong...ok, for me...I don't like crowd, buildings, factories...well..they have to be existed..but wht I mean is, there should have some places left for plants, forests..in one sentance: Hong Kong is just an another Singapore, Lack of Nature.  It's just my personal opinion, sorry if I did offence'u'. However, I have to say that I enjoy the trip as I have experienced new things such as the Hong Kong education system and of cos the Hk people. HK ppl are nice, and they really put in lot of efforts to make our stay comfortable and enjoyable. I really appreciate it, and thanks them alot. And I make some new friends, though they might just be that kind of friends with only 'hi' and 'bye'..but i think it's worth. Erm...well, went to HK for 9 days and wht I  miss is Cindy's  bedroom...strange? I slept in the bedroom for as least 8 hours a day..and I really like it..so I can't stop myself from thinking abt it. The bedroom is very small..and there are few must things put in the room..included a computer...and there are lot of comics beside the bed..well...they are not mine..the books are all Cindy's. And in front of the bed are some cute and big soft toys...and one of the outstanding one is the extremely big MIFFY (Cindy's favourite)....I like the bedroom as it is small but COSY!!! So...i think at the 6 or 7 day of the HK trip, I got my streaming result....well...u noe...I hate to tok abt it..but...I have to tok abt it for this time..becos I have to tell you wht i am worry abt....Okie...I got into 3E1....So..from that day onwards...Alicia started to teasing me, and kenneth..and back to Singapore...still more ppl...so I asked myself...Do I really have this right to go 3e1 or should I?? My result does not up to that standard...and there is no friend in 3e1...and wht is more worse is that the group of 2e6 gals are in 3e1 too....If not because that I want the chance to make friend with ruizhen , I won't stay...and if in future my life is very miserable..then..well..Transfer sch lah...wht's the big deal...I mean..I noe one thing is that...3e1 will not make u have more friends..but in fact they make u lost more friends..see those hard working ppl..all the days in the books...and score for the high results..me???? just not that type...I don't really have a big dream..u see...what I now want is make friend with ruizhen...see...a big dream huh? Since ppl hu go into 3e1 is so clever...I dun have confident...even i have..then it will lose soon i guess...I don't know how am I going to face that group of 2e6 gals...may be I still prefer the time that I am in 2e3, they r in 2e6..we still have distance...and i can just try to imagine wht are they thinking and they can jsut ignore me...more relax for me...Will ruizhen ignore me again??? I guess she will though she tok to me one month ago, said that she dun hate me...but..hu noes.... And...now I miss linjian and weiping and linlin..I hope to see them soon..may be when I with them, I can find a better tomorrow..wooo..haha...(not a joke) Okie..I shld end here..PraY For Me....gd luck to myself....when success cum without any valid reason..I think It's creating troubles... aLL the bEst.. Jet 27-11-00