Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.                                                                       -Alan Watts
		Leaving The World Behind
			i don't know where she is going now but i know i am going to drown...down. Your pillow dreams are soothing Go ahead and sleep my sweetest friend Go on and ignore my selfish brooding You'll never have to deal with me when i'm upset I'll set fire to my four limbs and lay on the grass I will ember in the night and watch the streaming people pass. The roses I gave you last year Are dead by now for certain The dead pedals from those flowers Are used to keep this fire burning The flames are dying down We need more wood for this fire and I am sleeping in a lonely bed finding it hard to aspire the light is fading and i kiss your forehead close your eyes and lie gently into bed don't worry about me my beautifuil girl i am stepping out of your world. -Mauricio Sandoval(c)2003.