I am sorry, but EDV will be closing its doors.

I have found my site labeled as "pro-anorexic" in so many underground pro-ana sites, and that is not my intention with this site at all. I developed it because these videos are SO difficult to obtain - when i was struggling with my eating disorder, I tried so desperately to get information on them, yet the videos were either way too expensive (over $100 each), or I just couldn't find any of them anywhere. So i thought that I'd set up an affordable place for people to come to for information to HELP them. But I think that this site has been used in the wrong way - people are using it for triggers and tips as opposed for help. I do not want to be a contributing factor in ANYONE'S eating disorder.

For all you pro-anorexics out there: I really hope that one day you will be able to find the strength and courage to realise that you are slowly killing yourselves. It may not feel like it now - I'm sure that most of you are in total denial and think that your eating disorder has been the best thing in your life since sliced bread (excuse the pun). But trust me, in a few year's time when your bones can no longer support you, you have almost no hair left, and you're absolutely miserable and alone, you will wonder why the hell you decided to choose an eating disorder over a happy, healthy life. I know that it's hard, and that somethng has happened in your life that you are extremely scared of facing, but are you really willing to sacrifice your happiness and health over it? Do you really want to live the rest of your life obsessed with calories and food - wondering what you should eat, when you should eat it, how much you should eat, etc?

I chose my health and happiness.

It was worth it.