EXT.
STREET - SUNSET.
We
live in a nowhere town
In
a nowhere world
In
a nowhere universe
And
we’re going nowhere.
During
the voiceover, we’re watching the sun slowly set, with a parking lot in front
of us and a gas station further back, in black and white.
The
sun sets, and it gets darker.
Film
speeds up, and we’re watching the parking lot fill up and people go inside,
past the camera. Loud, high energy rock
music is playing and suddenly,
INT. DONUTSHOP – CASH/COUNTER AREA - NIGHT
the
camera swings inside, still with the high speed film. This is where the credits take place, during
the music. We watch, in high speed,
people order coffee, donuts, soda, and such, and watch them eat it. High speed focus on SUSAN as she comes in,
grabs a cash drawer, starts counting it down, grabs an apron, and switches
places with the former cashier, and slows down once she slams her drawer into
the register. In b&w, she walks
around, refilling cups and making more coffee.
A bell rings, we pan to the door.
In walks SEBASTIAN with AMANDA.
He opens the door for her. They
walk to the counter.
SEBASTIAN
Hey,
Susan. Two coffees, please. You want anything else?
AMANDA
No
thanks. Where do you want to sit.
SEBASTIAN
Over
at the big table. Here you go.
Pays
Susan, and she deposits the money in the drawer. He picks up the coffees, and heads
confidently toward the large table that already has a large congregation around
it.
INT. DONUTSHOP – LARGE TABLE - NIGHT
NEIL
is sitting down reading from a printout (the degenerate dictionary. Along with various other people, there is
MOODY, who is playing his bass and JUSTIN, who is playing a drawing in a
sketch-pad and occasionally snickering at what Neil is saying.
SEBASTIAN
Hello,
everyone. This is Amanda. Amanda, this is Moody, Justin, Heather, Greg,
and the one who I just heard say something about taking a dump on a girl’s
chest and then proceeding to fuck her tits is Neil. He’s pure class.
NEIL
That
one’s called The Chili Dog.
SEBASTIAN
Where
did you find this?
NEIL
Under
your bed. Where do you think? The internet.
It’s The Degenerate Dictionary.
Listen to this one.
Reads
Donkey
Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and then moments before you cum, sticking
your dick in her ass, and then punching her in the back of the head. This
should give you a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl
must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up.
MOODY
The
other ones sound nasty, but that one is workable.
JUSTIN
I
always knew you were a degenerate at heart, Moody. Too bad you don’t have the skills to do
it. It would probably take more coordination
than you have to be able to pull out, slam it up her ass, and punch her all at
once.
MOODY
I’ll
coordinate you, muthafucka.
AMANDA
Um… Yeah.
So, where’d you get the name Moody?
MOODY
That’s
a stupid question.
AMANDA
Oh. I’m sorry.
MOODY
Shut
up. I’m kidding. I’m bi-polar.
And my last name is Moody.
Mostly, it’s because of my last name.
AMANDA
Oh.
SEBASTIAN
So,
how is my favorite rock star, tonight?
Sebastian
and Moody bump knuckles and elbows, in a manner which suggests it’s a
ritualistic greeting.
MOODY
Got
fired. Not doing too bad, though. My therapist is recommending that I get on
Social Security. He told me to not even
try to get a normal job, because I’ll just fuck it up like I did this one.
SEBASTIAN
Why’d
they fire you?
MOODY
Some
shit about cut-backs.
SEBASTIAN
How’d
you fuck up, then?
MOODY
They
only decided to make them after I didn’t come in and didn’t bother to call.
SEBASTIAN
Niiiiiiiiice. What are you going to do until you start
getting money from the Unistat Empire?
MOODY
Be
broke.
NEIL
Good
call, Moody. You can mooch off of all of
us. Again.
Hey,
here’s one you might like, Bastian.
Reads
The
Bronco - Back to reality with this classic. You start by going doggy style and
then just when she is really enjoying it, you grab her tits and or a large lock
of hair as tight as possible and yell another girl's name or state "Ya
know your by far the ugliest girl I ever fucked". This gives you the
feeling of riding a bronco as she tries to buck you off.
SEBASTIAN
Why
do you think I might like that one?
NEIL
Isn’t
that what you did to Lourdes last week?
Amanda
looks up at Sebastian, horrified.
SEBASTIAN
No,
Neil. You’re confused. That’s what I did to your mom last
night. Only, she didn’t get upset when I
told her she was ugly. She just kind of
seemed resigned to the fact.
MOODY
Ha-ha. Nice one.
Bumps
knuckles with Sebastian.
INT. DONUTSHOP – DOOR/COUNTER - NIGHT
The
doorbell rings, and the camera moves to the door, where KATRINA and JAMES
enter, holding hands. They walk to the
counter, and Susan comes out from around back.
SUSAN
Hey,
James. You haven’t been here in forever. Finally decided to spend one of your weekends
here, huh?
JAMES
It’s
only fair to come here, since Katrina always drives to see me.
KATRINA
Two
hours in the car, one way, every weekend sucks.
Remind me again why I’m in a long-distance relationship.
SUSAN
Because
you love him.
Katrina turns to James and snakes her arms up
around his neck.
KATRINA
That’s
right. I love you.
JAMES
Smiles
slightly and kisses her.
I
love you too.
Sebastian
appears suddenly, snatches her dramatically away, leans her back over his arm.
SEBASTIAN
Let’s
ditch our dates and run away together.
Sebastian
buries his face in her neck and starts growling. Katrina giggles.
KATRINA
Enough, Sebastian.
SEBASTIAN
Can
I at least get a hug?
KATRINA
Of
course.
They
hug and Sebastian lifts her up, which makes her squeal.
Stop! You’ll hurt yourself!
SEBASTIAN
Never! I’m superman!
I’m faster than a speeding bullet and all that shit.
SUSAN
Did
you want some coffee, Sweetie?
KATRINA
Katrina
returns to James’s side.
Two,
please. And two waters?
SUSAN
Sure. That’s a dollar ninety-two.
Katrina
takes the money out of her wallet to pay, and James attempts to give her a
dollar.
Um. No.
I’ve got it.
NEIL
Loudly,
in the background
The
Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off,
eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else.
INT. DONUTSHOP – LARGE TABLE - NIGHT
Walking,
holding coffee, to the big table and sits down.
James is following closely behind and sits next to her
KATRINA
I
don’t think that would work so well.
When my hand’s asleep, I don’t have enough control over my fingers to be
able to manipulate my clit to a high enough degree to get off.
NEIL
It
doesn’t take high motor function to jerk off a guy.
KATRINA
This
is true.
Katrina
takes a notebooks and pen out of her bag and begins scribbling.
NEIL
What
are you doing over there? Writing the
next great work of English Literature?
KATRINA
Something
like.
MOODY
Hey,
do you have the punk-mix CD I loaned you?
KATRINA
It’s
in my CD-player. I’ll bring it tomorrow,
if you want. I haven’t had a chance to
rip it, though.
MOODY
No. You can keep it until you copy it.
KATRINA
Thanks. Pass me the sugar.
Moody
passes it and drums on the table, looking bored.
MOODY
Amanda,
right? Do you know how to play bukaki?
AMANDA
What’s
bukaki?
MOODY
Sebastian
really hasn’t shown you how to play bukaki?
Sebastian, I’m shocked.
SEBASTIAN
Fuck,
Moody. Don’t do this shit, man.
MOODY
You
shut up.
Moody picks up a creamer and places it in
front of Amanda. He then puts one in
front of himself. People nearby back up
and Katrina pulls her notebook against her body.
MOODY
Put
your hand over your creamer and keep looking at my face. One, two…
BUKAKI!
Amanda
stares quizzically at Moody and his hand slams down on the creamer at BUKAKI!,
spraying white liquid all over the front of her. A look of utter horror crosses her face.
MOODY
Ha-ha. I win.
There are other rules. You should
ask Bastian here to teach them to you sometime.
Moody
throws some napkins at her and Sebastian helps her blot up the creamer.
SEBASTIAN
Sorry
about that. It’s just Moody. He can be an ass sometimes.
Moody
is laughing, amused and looks up at the clock.
MOODY
Shit! I’ve got to go help set-up for the show
tonight.
KATRINA
That’s
tonight?
Moody
puts his bass away and gathers his belongings.
MOODY
I’m
going to be pissed if you’re not all there.
KATRINA
Can’t
go.
SEBASTIAN
Can’t
go.
MOODY
You
two can eat a dick, then.
KATRINA
I
love you too, Moody.
MOODY
Later.
Various
goodbyes from the crowd. Moody exits.
KATRINA
Is
everyone else going to his show?
JUSTIN
Yeah,
actually. In fact, I have to leave now,
so I can do a few things before I have to leave for it. Want to walk me out? I wanted to ask you something.
KATRINA
Um… Sure.
To
James
I’ll
be back in a minute, Sweetie.
JAMES
Sure.
EXT. PARKINGLOT – JUSTIN’S TRUCK – NIGHT
Justin
and Katrina are standing next to his truck, underneath a lot light. They are standing, facing each other in a
manner reminiscent of junior high dances.
KATRINA
So,
what’s up?
Justin
leans in toward her and starts kissing her neck, awkwardly, as she’s not
completely responsive. It is once again
like a revisitation of junior high.
JUSTIN
I
was wondering whether you liked it better when I kissed your neck or your lips.
He kisses her mouth, this time and while she
is responsive, they do not match intensitities.
She pushes him away.
KATRINA
I
can’t believe you pulled me out here to make out when my boyfriend’s
inside. Not cool. Do you want me to get caught?
JUSTIN
Wouldn’t
be the worst thing in the world.
KATRINA
Yes
it would. I’ve got to go back inside.
JUSTIN
Alright. Will I see you this weekend?
KATRINA
Probably
if you end up here. I'm going to be with
James pretty much the whole time, though.
JUSTIN
Fine. Why don't you bring him to Moody's show.
KATRINA
We're
going to be um... Busy.
JUSTIN
Whatever. I don't want to hear about that.
KATRINA
Oh
come on. We're friends.
JUSTIN
Not
that kind of friends.
KATRINA
Then
what kind of friends are we?
JUSTIN
The
kind that want to be more.
KATRINA
I've
got to go.
JUSTIN
Alright. Bye.
KATRINA
Later.
INT. DONUTSHOP – LARGE TABLE – NIGHT
Katrina
leans over and kisses James on the cheek before sitting down in her own chair.
KATRINA
Miss
me?
JAMES
Always.
NEIL
What
about this one?
Dog
in a Bathtub - This is a proper name for when you attempt to insert your nuts
into a girl's ass. It is so named because it can be just as hard as keeping a
dog in the tub while giving it a bath.
JAMES
You
know, I’m not sure of the logistics of that one. Unless the girl’s rectum was overly used and
spread like a table cloth, I’m not even sure you could get them in there in the
first place.
SEBASTIAN
Yeah. You’re probably right.
AMANDA
We
need to go if we’re going to make it to the movie on time. I’m not even sure if it’s possible anymore,
because I need to go change my shirt, now.
SEBASTIAN
Alright.
Everyone,
it’s been a pleasure.
Sebastian
and Amanda exit.
JAMES
I
wouldn’t mind getting out of here, either.
KATRINA
I
think we could arrange that. I wouldn’t
mind some alone time with you.
Later,
everyone.
JAMES
Bye.
EXT.
PARKING LOT - NIGHT
Katrina and James gather their things, take
their cups to the counter, and leave.
Katrina
and James are walking to his car, which is an older model hatch-back. They are holding hands and saying nothing.
KATRINA
Thanks
again for coming out here for a change.
And for putting up with my friends.
Too bad more people weren’t here tonight so you could really get a feel
for what it’s like here.
JAMES
Sorry
I couldn’t stay there with your friends longer.
All the smoke was really starting to irritate my eyes.
KATRINA
It’s
fine.
Katrina
wraps her arms around James’s neck and smiles up at him in a flirty manner
KATRINA
I
get to see them every day. I don’t get
to see you nearly enough.
Katrina kisses James. James smiles coldly at Katrina and steps
back.
JAMES
Is
Justin as good at kissing you as I am?
Katrina
and James stare at each other for a few beats without saying anything.
JAMES
Nothing
to say?
Katrina
moves her mouth without speaking.
JAMES
What
was the point of cheating on me? I
thought you’d at least have enough respect for me to tell me that you wanted to
see other people instead of going behind my back.
KATRINA
I
don’t want to see other people.
JAMES
I’d
say your actions speak differently. You obviously
wanted to be with someone else. If you
didn’t, then you wouldn’t have sabotaged our relationship by making out with
someone else practically in my face.
KATRINA
Don’t do this. He kissed me. I pushed him off of me. I don’t want him. I want you.
JAMES
Maybe
you should have thought of that before you made out with him in the parking
lot.
KATRINA
Stop
fixating on that!
JAMES
It
didn’t seem like it was the first time it had happened. Hell, I suspected it was happening anyway,
from the way you talk about him.
KATRINA
James,
stop this. He’s just a friend.
JAMES
Is
that how you act with all of your friends?
Nevermind. Don’t answer
that. I don’t want to know if my
girlfriend is a whore. I mean
ex-girlfriend.
KATRINA
Don’t
do this. We can work things out.
JAMES
I
don’t want to work things out with you. Hurt
me once, shame on you. Hurt me twice,
shame on me. I’m going home now.
James starts to get into the car, and Katrina
grabs his hand.
Let
go of me. Let’s not make a bigger scene.
KATRINA
Fuck
you! I’m in love with you. Doesn’t that matter?
JAMES
Apparently
not.
KATRINA
How
am I going to get home?
JAMES
Maybe
Justin will give you a ride.
KATRINA
My
fucking heart always belonged to you!
JAMES
(disgusted)
When
we’ve calmed down some, and the awkwardness has gone away, we can try being
friends.
James
starts to pull away, and stops, opens his window and shouts to her.
JAMES
You
know, you didn’t have to cheat. I would
have let you see other people.
James
drives off while Katrina is shouting.
KATRINA
I
don’t want to see other people. I only
want to see you.
Katrina crumples to the ground, but does not
cry. She sits, looking stunned. Neil and others enter the scene through the
door leading outside. The others
continue walking, but Neil stops to talk to Katrina.
NEIL
So
your boyfriend dumped you for making out with the Beastmaster?
KATRINA
How
the fuck do you know what’s going on?
NEIL
I
pay attention, and obviously, you don’t.
Otherwise you might have noticed that Justin’s car is in plain view of
the windows.
KATRINA
You
know, fuck you.
NEIL
Someone’s
a little testy.
KATRINA
Suck
my dick, bitch. I’m not in the fucking
mood.
NEIL
Never
fear. You always have the Beastmaster to
fall back on. Maybe he can tame your
dirty mouth.
We’re
going to Moody’s show. You want to ride
with?
KATRINA
Not
with you.
NEIL
Don’t
be too mad. I’m just fucking with you.
KATRINA
You’re
an asshole.
NEIL
So?
Later.
Everyone
drives off while Katrina sits on the sidewalk and watches them.
INT. DONUTSHOP - PAYPHONE - NIGHT
Katrina
walks inside to an empty room. She walks over to the payphone, puts in her
change, and dials a number. She waits
while it rings.
KATRINA
Hi. It’s Katrina.
I’m at the donut shop. Can you come
get me?
Pause
as she listens.
KATRINA
Thanks. I’m glad you had your cellphone on you. See you in a few.
INT. DONUTSHOP – COUNTER - NIGHT
Katrina
sits at the counter on one of the stools.
Susan walks out from in the back and gets a cup from under the counter,
fills it with coffee and sits it in front of Katrina.
KATRINA
Thanks.
Katrina
pours in sugar and creamer, and stirs it with a nearby stirrer.
SUSAN
I’ve
got to go on back, but just holler if you need anything.
KATRINA
Thanks.
Black
and white of Katrina, in fast motion, drinking coffee, laying her head on her
arms, looking at the clock, looking upset, wiping the corners of her eyes,
various other things. Slow it back down,
color, enter Justin. The doorbell rings
and Susan walks out.
SUSAN
You
need more coffee, Justin?
JUSTIN
No. I’m good.
Justin
sits down next to Katrina. Susan goes
back.
JUSTIN
You
ready to go?
KATRINA
Yeah.
She
picks up her bag and starts chugging her coffee.
JUSTIN
So,
why are you here, and James isn’t? And
why do you need a ride home?
KATRINA
Not
important.
JUSTIN
Like
you said before, we’re friends. So,
talk.
KATRINA
Fine. I got dumped.
JUSTIN
What? Why?
Katrina
looks away and says nothing. Justin puts
his hand on her arm.
JUSTIN
What
is it?
Oh,
and in case I forget to tell you later, he’s a moron to give you up for
whatever reason.
KATRINA
He
knows about us.
JUSTIN
Oh. That changes things a bit. How mad was he?
KATRINA
I… Don’t know.
He was upset. It seemed mostly to
be because I went behind his back. He
didn’t seem to care too much about me actually being with someone else. He was just eerily calm.
JUSTIN
Are
you ok?
KATRINA
Not
really. He didn’t even give me a chance
to explain.
JUSTIN
What
would you have said? I mean, what could
you have said that would have made a difference?
KATRINA
I
don’t know, but maybe something. He
didn’t even give me the chance. He
didn’t get irate. He was just calm.
JUSTIN
Like
maybe it was just something he had to do?
KATRINA
I
don’t know. I guess it’s possible. Maybe he was just using this as an excuse to
break up with me. Maybe he’s been
wanting to do it for a while.
JUSTIN
Personally,
I think you cheating on him is a pretty good excuse.
KATRINA
I
didn’t cheat. It was just… I fooled around.
JUSTIN
What’s
the difference?
KATRINA
Cheating
is in your head. Cheating would be if I
dated someone else. Or if I started
developing feelings.
JUSTIN
So
you didn’t cheat?
KATRINA
No.
JUSTIN
You
just fooled around.
KATRINA
Yes.
JUSTIN
There
would be people who’d disagree with you.
KATRINA
I
don’t care.
JUSTIN
So,
what are you going to do now?
KATRINA
Probably
the same thing I did before. It’s not
like he was ever actually around that much.
I’ll just have my weekends free, now.
That’ll pretty much be the only difference. Oh, that and that fact that no one wants me,
anymore
Katrina
cries for the first time. Justin holds
her.
JUSTIN
That’s
not entirely true.
KATRINA
It
feels true.
JUSTIN
I
want you.
Katrina
pulls away from Justin and wipes her eyes with a napkin.
KATRINA
You
don’t count. You’re my friend.
JUSTIN
I
don’t have to be just a friend anymore.
What I said before, I meant it.
I’m your friend, but I want to be more.
We could start dating.
KATRINA
You
don’t want to date a cheater.
JUSTIN
I
thought you weren’t cheating.
Katrina
gets a frustrated look on her face and starts gathering her things.
KATRINA
Look,
can we just go?
JUSTIN
Just
kidding.
Justin pulls Katrina back down gently and she
settles back into her seat.
JUSTIN
Why
don’t you let me worry about that. We
can start with a clean slate. I can
actually take you places besides the back of my truck and not have to hide from
all of our friends. We could start acting
like a couple.
KATRINA
I
just don’t want things to change between us.
JUSTIN
What
would change? We’d still hang out and,
“fool around,” and goof off and have great talks that last for hours and
stuff. It’s just now everyone else will
know how we feel about each other.
KATRINA
It’s
just too soon for me.
JUSTIN
How
long do you think you need?
KATRINA
I
don’t know.
JUSTIN
Can
you at least give me ballpark? A few
days or a few weeks? Months? What kind of timeline are we looking at?
KATRINA
I
can’t talk about this right now.
JUSTIN
Hey. I’ve been really patient with you. I like you, Katrina. A lot.
I’ve been just your friend, or pretended to be, because that’s what you
needed. I’ve listened while you’ve
complained about James and all the little shit he’s done that’s hurt you and in
my mind, I was telling you to just dump the fucker. I get you like he never did. We had sex and we clicked there, too. I don’t understand why you’re not jumping at
the chance. I can keep playing your friend,
if that’s what you need, but I need to know if being just your friend is ever
going to end.
KATRINA
I
like you, Justin. I just can’t talk
about this, right now.
JUSTIN
If
you can’t talk about it now, can you at least tell me when a better time to
discuss it would be?
KATRINA
Just… Stop it, ok?
I don’t want to talk about it ever.
There’s no reason to talk about dating, because we’re not going to. It’s just not going to happen between us.
JUSTIN
Why
not? Why won’t it happen? I mean, we get along. We have fun.
The sex… You know the sex was
good. What’s wrong?
KATRINA
Just
be my friend. I don’t want to explain my
reasons to you.
JUSTIN
I
think I deserve an explanation. It’s not
like you didn’t lead me on, at least a little.
KATRINA
No.
JUSTIN
Why
not?
KATRINA
You’re
just not boyfriend material.
JUSTIN
What
the fuck? So I’m good enough to fuck,
but I’m not good enough to be in a real relationship.
KATRINA
I
wouldn’t put it like that, exactly.
JUSTIN
No,
you pretty much put it exactly like that.
So, why am I only good enough to fuck?
Why is dating me so unheard of?
KATRINA
Don’t
make me say it. You know why. Think about it really hard. You know why I can’t let everyone know we’re
seeing each other. What does everyone
call you, Justin?
JUSTIN
The
Beastmaster.
KATRINA
And
why do they call you that?
JUSTIN
Fuck
you.
KATRINA
They
call you that because everyone knows that you date the ugly girls that nobody
else wants. Well, I don’t want to be
just another one of your beasts.
JUSTIN
What
the fuck? You’re not a beast!
KATRINA
I
know I’m not pretty, but as long as I’m not the newest punchline in a long
running joke, I can deal with being everyone’s ugly step-sister.
JUSTIN
I
need to get out of here, before I hurt someone.
KATRINA
How
am I supposed to get home?
JUSTIN
Find
some other willing dick.
Justin
exits.
Susan
enters from around back.
KATRINA
Well,
that was the second ride I’ve lost tonight.
SUSAN
Wow. That was really pathetic. I can’t believe I heard all of that come out
of your mouth.
KATRINA
Fuck you.
SUSAN
No.
That really was sad. You like him.
KATRINA
I
know I like him.
SUSAN
But,
apparently not enough to get past your own insecurities.
KATRINA
I
guess not.
SUSAN
Do
you really want to live your life caring what other people think of you?
KATRINA
It’s
not just that, but sure. Let’s cover why
I will avoid having people make fun of me at all costs. I mean, it’s not like I haven’t had a bad
enough night. Let’s reveal some of my
most secret fears and talk about how stupid they are.
SUSAN
Hey-don’t
take your emotional bullshit out on me!
KATRINA
No,
let’s really talk.
SUSAN
Fine. You want to talk? Talk.
I’ll play bartender and you spill your guts.
KATRINA
I’m
not nearly intoxicated enough for this.
SUSAN
You
know, I’ve got donuts in back that need finishing.
KATRINA
Fine. Here it goes.
I’ve been the fat girl my whole life.
You don’t want know what it’s like living your life as the butt of
everyone’s jokes. I spent the entirety
of my high school career trying to pretend I didn’t care what anyone thought of
me, and going home crying at the end of the day, because yet another person
acted like there was an earthquake when I walked by.
SUSAN
Yeah. Kids can be cruel.
KATRINA
Yeah,
well, when you grow up with no friends, all you ever want is to be liked. So, I find this donut shop, and all of these
people here who don’t care that I’m the fat girl. They actually think of me as Katrina first,
and somewhere in the back of their minds, maybe I’m the fat girl, but first,
I’m Katrina. Finally, I get to just be Katrina.
SUSAN
So
you think that, given the opportunity, all of you friends would make fun of you
like they did in high school? I find
that really insulting.
KATRINA
Probably
not you.
SUSAN
Alright,
so most of your friends.
KATRINA
Why
not? I see the shit they talk about some
of those nasty girls who come in here.
You get enough of us together, and you see how immature we act. It’s just like a high school cafeteria. It’s all cliques and who’s dating who and
popular kids. It’s fucking Lord of the
Flies. And somewhere, in the back of my
mind, I wonder what they already say behind my back. I don’t need the added fuel that Justin would
bring.
SUSAN
Well,
if they do turn on you, at least you’ll know who your friends really are.
KATRINA
Who
says I want to know that I’ve fooled myself into believing I was actually
liked.
SUSAN
Holy
God! If you really believe these things
about people you consider friends…
KATRINA
It’s
not that bad. It’s just how people
are. I’m the same way. Everyone is.
SUSAN
So,
why even bother?
KATRINA
What’s
the alternative? Being alone? I don’t think so. Besides, like I said. I’m no better. Birds of a feather and all that shit.
SUSAN
That’s
something to think about. So, what are
you going to do about Justin?
KATRINA
Nothing. He’s my friend. It’s a simple concept. Why is it that no one seems to understand it?
SUSAN
I
don’t know. Maybe because you’ve been
fucking him and the whole make-out scene.
I’m sure you can understand our confusion.
KATRINA
I’m
going to get a tattoo on my forehead that says Justin and I are just friends.
SUSAN
It
might all fit. You’d probably have more
luck doing it across your ass.
KATRINA
Yeah. I could even fit all the reasons on my big,
fat butt.
SUSAN
Alright. Fine.
You’re not romantically interested in him. You still can’t leave it like that.
KATRINA
Well,
I don’t know that talking to him is the best idea. I can’t even imagine how awkward that would
be.
SUSAN
Dude,
you’ve got to. You remember what
happened last time a girl hurt him.
Katrina
starts to interrupt, but is cut off short.
SUSAN
I
know it wasn’t exactly a break-up, but you should have let him down a little
easier than that. He ended up with a
broken wrist and over a hundred stitches last time he was dumped.
KATRINA
You
know, I wouldn’t have had to have said any of that if he’d just left me alone
like I asked him to. I don’t want him to
go on another cutting-spree, but I don’t know what else to tell him.
SUSAN
Whatever. You lashed out at him because he was
convenient and you were hurt.
KATRINA
Fuck
you.
SUSAN
You’re
just mad because you know I’m right. You
know you need to patch things up with him.
You guys are such good friends.
KATRINA
Were.
SUSAN
And
could be again. And possibly more.
KATRINA
No. We had this discussion. Tattoo.
Just a friend. That’s all. I really don’t want to get all involved with
Justin. I’d rather try to fix things
with James.
SUSAN
I
think you missed the boat on that one.
Besides, think about it. Some of
the best relationships start out as friends.
There’s some reason you were cheating on your boyfriend with
Justin.
KATRINA
Hmmmmm. Simple answer. I got a tad randy.
SUSAN
Then
why were you sucking Justin’s face while James was here and available for
you?
KATRINA
He
kissed me!
SUSAN
And
why did you choose to fuck a friend rather than some random one night stand?
KATRINA
Ha! I have the answer to that one. Unlike you, I have to take what’s available
to me. I can’t just point at some guy
and have him fall at my feet begging me to bear his children. Justin was available. No one else was. Such is the plight of the ugly girl.
SUSAN
You’re
not ugly.
KATRINA
Yeah. I know.
I have such a pretty face.
Listen, I’m emotionally unstable and I’m not making sense. I need to go get something to eat or
something. Maybe fix this sobriety
problem I’ve been having lately. I’m going
to take a walk and maybe grab a hamburger across the street. Maybe make a stop somewhere else.
SUSAN
You’re
going to make up with Justin, right?
KATRINA
Stop
nagging me. I’m not doing anything
tonight. I think… I think I need some time to think. Later.
SUSAN
Bye.
INT. DONUTSHOP – ENTRYWAY - NIGHT
Moody
enters the airlock just as Katrina does.
Katrina and Moody, greet, hug, and Katrina exits and Moody enters.
INT. DONUTSHOP – COUNTER - NIGHT
MOODY
I
rock.
SUSAN
Dude,
you always rock.
MOODY
Yes. It’s true.
SUSAN
So,
why do you especially rock tonight?
MOODY
Because
I got fired, I got kicked out of my band, but I beat a level eighty-five demon
with my level forty-three assassin in Diablo Two. I am ultimate.
SUSAN
You
reek.
MOODY
It’s
the sweet smell of victory.
SUSAN
It’s
the sweet smell of alcohol. Dear lord,
you are drunk as fuck!
MOODY
You’re
right. I am drunk as fuck.
SUSAN
Did
you drive here?
Moody
holds up his keys.
MOODY
Yep.
SUSAN
Is
that a new keychain?
MOODY
Huh?
SUSAN
Let
me see!
Susan
grabs the keys, and locks them inside the register.
MOODY
What
the hell is that shit?
SUSAN
I
am so not letting you drive until I’ve judged you sober enough.
MOODY
Whatever. Like I give a fuck.
SUSAN
Coffee?
MOODY
Why
not? I’m not paying for it, though.
SUSAN
Fine. I’m buying coffee. It’ll get you out of here sooner.
MOODY
Damn
straight you’re buying it.
SUSAN
What
made you decide to come up here?
MOODY
Where
else would I go? I figured there might
be somebody here to hang out with. I
guess I was wrong.
SUSAN
Hey! I’m someone!
MOODY
Lucky
you. I get to bother you all night. Aren’t you happy? Not like I’m going anywhere since someone
took my keys.
SUSAN
It
won’t work. I’m not going to give you
your keys back just because you’re annoying me.
You might as well get resigned to playing nice right away, because I’m
giving you free coffee and donuts to help soak up some of that alcohol. The nicer you are, the sooner you’ll be able
to escape.
MOODY
Giving
me my keys along with the free food and drink would help me get out of here
even faster.
SUSAN
Or,
if you want leave so badly, call someone for a ride.
MOODY
I
don’t have anyone to call.
SUSAN
Why
not? Call one of your boys.
MOODY
I
don’t have any boys, anymore. My friends
all betrayed me.
SUSAN
I
didn’t betray you. I’m still here with
coffee and donuts and friendship.
Heh. Betrayal seems to be the
theme of the night.
MOODY
What’s
that mean?
SUSAN
Oh,
it’s just Katrina. She thinks everyone’s
going to turn on her if they find out something about her.
MOODY
What
is it?
SUSAN
Nothing
you need to worry about.
MOODY
You
have to tell me.
SUSAN
I
don’t have to do any such thing.
MOODY
Yes
you do. Look, if you don’t then I’ll
just make something really horrible up, and tell her that you’re the one who
told me. She’ll think you’re talking
shit about her. But, if you tell me,
then I’ll keep my mouth shut.
SUSAN
You’re
an asshole.
MOODY
I
know. And I’m ultimate at it.
SUSAN
Yeah. You are.
MOODY
And
you love me for it.
SUSAN
Yeah. I know
MOODY
So,
what the shit?
SUSAN
Did
you know that she’s been cheating on her boyfriend with one of our own clan
members?
MOODY
Yes,
actually. I did. If it’s the same person you’re talking about
and she just hasn’t been out slutting around with more than one of us.
SUSAN
She
hasn’t. At least I don’t think she has.
MOODY
So
who do you know about?
SUSAN
Oh,
no. You first.
MOODY
At
the same time.
SUSAN&MOODY
One… Two…
Three…
SUSAN
Justin?
MOODY
Ha-ha.
I didn’t know who.
SUSAN
You
fuck. Don’t tell her I told you,
ok? She really doesn’t want people to
know about it, even though it’s a little late after the show they put on
earlier.
MOODY
What
happened?
SUSAN
Justin
took her outside and kissed her while James was in here, only James and
everyone else saw, then James dumped her in the parking lot. I can’t believe you bluffed your way into
getting me to tell you.
MOODY
That’s
because I’m ultimate.
SUSAN
Anyway,
she doesn’t want anyone to know because she’s afraid everyone will just lump
her in with the rest of the beasts he’s dated.
MOODY
They
probably will. The people here can be
brutal.
SUSAN
I
don’t think they’d do that. They’re her
friends.
MOODY
So? I’m right; you’re wrong. They’ll call her a beast.
SUSAN
Whatever. Wait.
Did you say you got kicked out of your band?
MOODY
Did
that just now register? It still hasn’t,
for me. And guess why this place is
deserted on a Saturday night.
SUSAN
I
have no clue. Because everyone realizes
I need a break from waiting on you guys?
MOODY
My
band’s first show was tonight. The show
that I advertised the hell out of and that I got for us. That I’m not playing in because my band’s a
bastard.
SUSAN
That
really sucks.
MOODY
Yes. It does.
But, whatever. I’m fine. They can do whatever they want. I don’t care.
Moody
gets into his bag and grabs a guitar magazine and begins reading it, the whole
time he’s there, looking up only occasionally.
SUSAN
But
still, it sucks.
An
attractive, young WOMAN enters the store.
SUSAN
What
can I get you?
WOMAN
I
need a dozen donuts.
The
woman studies the donuts on display while Susan gets a box and tissue paper.
WOMAN
Three
plain. Three chocolate. Three powdered sugar. And…
MOODY
You
should get some blueberry cheesecake donuts.
They’re really good.
WOMAN
Um… Ok.
Thee cheesecake donuts.
Susan has been getting the donuts and putting
them in the box.
SUSAN
Alright. That will be four-fifty.
Susan and the woman exchange money and
donuts. The woman starts to leave, then
changes her mind and walks back.
WOMAN
One
more cheesecake donut, please.
SUSAN
Sure.
Susan grabs another cheesecake donut and puts
it in a bag.
SUSAN
Sixty-two
cents.
The
woman digs in her change purse and gives Susan exact change. Susan gives the woman the bag and the woman
gives the bag to Moody.
WOMAN
Here. Thanks.
The
woman exits.
SUSAN
Dude,
she was into you.
MOODY
No
she wasn’t.
SUSAN
She
so was.
MOODY
Don’t
be fucking retarded. Why would you even
think that?
SUSAN
She
bought you a donut.
MOODY
She
probably thinks I’m a wino and felt sorry for me. She would have given me a dollar, except she
was afraid I’d spend it on some Mad Dog.
SUSAN
What’s
Mad Dog?
MOODY
You
don’t know what Mad Dog is? You must not
have gone to any parties in high school.
SUSAN
I
never heard about them. Nobody really
liked me in school.
MOODY
I
can see why.
SUSAN
Shut
up.
MOODY
Mad
Dog is cheap liquor that tastes like fermented grape Kool-Aid.
SUSAN
Good
to know.
MOODY
Yep.
SUSAN
It
just occurred to me. Why didn’t I know
your show was tonight, if you advertised it so well?
MOODY
I
don’t know. I probably didn’t tell you
because you wouldn’t have been able to come anyway.
SUSAN
That’s
not true. I’d love to see you perform.
MOODY
Yeah,
but you’re always working, or you have your kid or something.
SUSAN
I
don’t always have my baby. I could have
had his father take him for the night and I can take a night off of work every
once in a while.
MOODY
Yeah. Ok.
I’ll keep that in mind next time I have a show. Oh, wait.
I forgot. I’m not going to have
anymore shows. I don’t have a band.
SUSAN
Still,
it would have been nice to have been asked.
Susan sits on the counter
You
know, you should have said something to that girl who came in.
MOODY
Shut
up about that. She wasn’t interested.
SUSAN
I
thought she was.
MOODY
She
wasn’t.
SUSAN
What
makes you so sure?
MOODY
Women
aren’t interested in me. That’s just the
way it is.
SUSAN
You
know, I always thought you were kind of cute.
MOODY
Who
doesn’t think that? Anyway, I thought I
told you to shut your ass.
SUSAN
You
can be such a dick sometimes.
MOODY
Try
all the time.
SUSAN
You’re
not fooling me. There’s a human in
there, somewhere.
MOODY
Fuck
being human.
Moody
looks up from his magazine.
MOODY
Cut
the bullshit. You want me to stick my
dick in you. That’s obvious. Let’s go.
SUSAN
Wha-
alright?
Moody
grabs her hand and they walk to the bathroom.
INT. DONUTSHOP – WOMEN’S BATHROOM - NIGHT
They
kiss, but Moody turns her around. He
goes under her shirt and kneads her breasts from behind. He kisses, then bites her neck, which she
appears to enjoy. She’s responding to
his touches, which seem slightly rough, but not painful. He begins unbuttoning her pants and slips his
hand into them. She leans back, and
appears to find pleasure in his actions.
He finishes pulling her pants down and turns her around, bending over
the sink. There is music faintly in the
background from the main room. He takes
off his belt and pulls her hands behind her back, wrapping them in the leather. Susan tries to look back at Moody, but he
pushes her face sideways in the mirror from the back of her head. Holding her head, he fumbles with his pants
with his other hand and abruptly enters her.
He releases her head, so he can pull her hips closer to him, and she
pulls her face away from the mirror. We
focus on her face in the mirror as she watches her-self and Moody. He has his eyes closed and is thrusting into
her.
SUSAN
This
position isn’t worki-
Moody
puts a hand over her mouth, without opening his eyes or missing a thrust.
MOODY
Shhhhhhhh.
His
motions quicken and Susan is still staring at herself in the mirror, a look of
disgust on her face.
MOODY
I’m
gonna come, I’m gonna come, I’m gonna come.
Moody’s
breathing is heavy and Susan continues looking at herself; begins crying. At the moment, Moody opens his eyes, looks in
the mirror at Susan, pulls his hand off her mouth, pulls out of her, reinserts
himself in her anus, and punches her in the back of the head. Susan slumps down, Moody continues pumping a
few times before letting out a long, relieved moan and pulling out. He grabs some toilet paper, wipes his penis
off, pulls his pants up, and walks out while Susan is still passed out.
INT. DONUTSHOP – COUNTER - NIGHT
Moody
looks around the empty main room and goes behind the counter. He’s nodding his head to the music, pours a
cup of coffee, grabs a long-john and starts eating it. He takes a drink of his coffee, puts it down,
and walks into the bathroom.
INT. DONUTSHOP – WOMEN’S BATHROOM – NIGHT
Susan
is still passed out in the same position.
He nudges her with his foot and she stirs, slightly.
MOODY
Hey,
get up.
Moody
shakes Susan’s shoulder, but fails to rouse her. Moody looks at his pastry and starts
chuckling to himself. He leans over and
smears the long-john in the crack of her ass.
He stands up, washes his hands, and walks back out to the main
room.
INT. DONUTSHOP – COUNTER - NIGHT
Sebastian
is in there when he gets out, standing in front of the register and looking at
the display of donuts.
SEBASTIAN
Hey,
kiddo. How was the show?
Moody
and Sebastian bump knuckles and elbows.
MOODY
You
seem to be in a good mood.
SEBASTIAN
And
why shouldn’t I be? I’m getting exactly
what I want.
MOODY
You
shouldn’t.
SEBASTIAN
Shouldn’t
what?
MOODY
Attain
your dreams. If you do, you won’t have
anything left to live for, and I’m not ready to lose one of my best friends.
SEBASTIAN
Whatever. Shut up.
You’re not going to ruin this for me.
I’ve got a date with the dream girl.
MOODY
What
dream girl?
SEBASTIAN
THE
dream girl.
MOODY
Oh. That dream girl. The one you compare every other girl to. The one you’ve been obsessed with since high
school. The one you’ve told mad amounts
of stories about.
In falsetto
Yesterday,
I brushed past her as she was walking to her car in the library parking lot and
smelled her hair. I think she uses that
herbal shampoo, because it smelled like outside in the country
End
falsetto
The
one who will cure you of your womanizing ways.
SEBASTIAN
Yes. That one.
MOODY
Yeah. The one you’ve never met.
SEBASTIAN
That’s
not quite true.
MOODY
Look,
standing in line behind her a few times at a cash register then obsessively
gathering information about her for three years does not count as meeting her,
if she still doesn’t know who you are.
SEBASTIAN
That
mole between your legs doesn’t count as a cock either, but we leave you alone
about it.
MOODY
You
won’t be calling it a mole when you’re taking it up the ass.
SEBATIAN
On
that note…
MOODY
So,
say she knows who you are-
SEBASTIAN
She
definitely knows who I am. Or she will
after tonight.
MOODY
Whatever. She knows who you are. What the fuck are you doing here?
SEBASTIAN
We
were talking and the coffeehouse we were at closed, so I suggested we meet back
up here.
MOODY
You’re
bringing her to this shithole? I thought
you liked the girl. Where is she,
anyway?
SEBASTIAN
She
had to stop at home to do something, but she’ll be here any minute.
MOODY
Ha-ha. She’s not coming.
SEBASTIAN
Would
you like to bet on that? I feel I should
warn you. I was the perfect guy
tonight. I was so smooth, I would have
fucked myself.
MOODY
What
happened to the girl you started out the night with?
SEBASTIAN
Oh,
yeah. Amanda. After I saw Alicia I dropped her off at home
and rushed back as fast as I could.
MOODY
That’s
fucking cold. What’d you tell her? That you saw the girl of your dreams and she
just didn’t measure up?
SEBASTIAN
No,
man. I’m too suave for that shit. Told her I was getting a migraine and needed
to go home. I’d call her.
MOODY
Not
much better. Every girl knows what I’ll
call you means.
SEBASTIAN
When
I say it, I mean it. I’m a motherfucking
actor. Recognize.
MOODY
At
least she didn’t have to deal with you trying to stick her before you dropped
her off.
SEBASTIAN
Shit,
she gave that up before we even left her place.
MOODY
You’re
a dirty pig.
SEBASTIAN
You’re
just jealous. Where the fuck is
Susan? I need some coffee.
MOODY
Yeah. She’s around.
I’ll get it for you. You can pay
her when she shows up.
SEBASTIAN
Grab
a diet cola too? And one of those
cream-filled long-johns while you’re back there.
Moody
pours two cups of coffee and gets a long-john out of the display and looks at
it.
MOODY
Do
you ever feel bad about the shit you do to girls?
SEBASTIAN
Anything
I might do to a girl is followed by both applause and gratuitous thanks.
MOODY
Like,
say a girl doesn’t say no, but you know she doesn’t like something you’re doing
and you really know she’s not going to like what comes next, but you do it
anyway?
SEBASTIAN
We’re
obviously not talking about something I’ve done. I always please the ladies.
MOODY
Yeah,
until the next day when they find a severed arm in their bed from where you’ve
had to chew it off because she’s lying on it and you want to get away without
waking her up. Good thing you keep a
supply of extra limbs in your car trunk, or you’d be up a shit-creek.
SEBASTIAN
That
was kind of funny. Too bad you got it
from a movie. Anyway, share. What heinous act did some girl let you do to
her?
MOODY
I
donkey-punched her then, while she was passed out, I smeared a long-john in the
crack of her ass.
Sebastian
stops eating the long-john and looks horrified.
He drops the donut.
SEBASTIAN
You
are vile! Why would you smear the sugary
goodness up the crack of her dirty, used ass?
MOODY
I
thought it was funny.
SEBASTIAN
Yeah,
it really is. But, no!
MOODY
Yeah. I know.
That was a shit thing I did. You
know, I don’t even know why I did it. It
was like, she wouldn’t leave me alone, even when I was being a dick, so I was
like, fuck it. If she wants my cock that
bad, she can have it.
SEBASTIAN
And
you donkey punched her.
MOODY
She
didn’t seem to care much that I was being a huge asshole to her, so I knew she
wouldn’t say no to anything else. So, I
went for it. It’s not like I’m going to
get another chance the rest of my life.
No girl with half an ounce of self-respect would ever let me do that to
her.
SEBASTIAN
So
just date girls who don’t respect themselves.
MOODY
Fuck
that, I can’t respect someone who doesn’t respect themselves.
SEBASTIAN
Who
said you had to respect them to fuck them?
Anyway, give me some form of details.
Did the donkey-punch work?
MOODY
Oooohhh
yeah.
Moody
and Sebastian give each other knuckles.
MOODY
But,
yeah. I think this girl is never going
to speak to me again, which sucks because she was a friend.
SEBASTIAN
I
know I wouldn’t speak to you.
Waitwaitwaitwait. This was a female friend who has no
self-respect? You fucked Susan????
MOODY
I’m
not saying anything else. I’ve already
fucked this girl hard enough.
Katrina
enters, and the doorbell rings.
KATRINA
Hey
guys.
She
hugs Sebastian and Moody.
MOODY
So,
what have you been up to?
KATRINA
Finding
alternate forms of existence. Seriously,
when given the choice between the red and blue pills, always take the red pill.
I
just got dumped.
SEBASTIAN
He’s
a moron.
MOODY
I
know. You suck.
KATRINA
Thanks,
Moody. You just made me feel all warm
and fuzzy. Like I have to pee.
INT. DONUTSHOP – BATHROOM - NIGHT
Follow
Katrina to the bathroom. She opens the
door. Susan is in front of the mirror
with her pants around her ankles, cleaning the long-john off of her ass.
KATRINA
Sorry.
Katrina
turns around in embarassment, then quickly turns back around.
KATRINA
Wait. Is that custard? Nevermind.
None of my business.
Katrina turns around again, then again turns
back around again.
KATRINA
No. How did-
SUSAN
I
don’t know exactly how it got there.
Susan
starts crying.
SUSAN
It
presumably happened while I was passed out.
Susan
sinks down to a sitting position and begins bawling. Katrina rushes over and puts her arm around
Susan.
KATRINA
Oh
no. I can’t handle this. You have such bad timing. I’m tripping.
No, wait. I’ll try to be a good
friend. I can maintain. See? What
were you doing passed out?
SUSAN
I
don’t know. I was having sex and it
wasn’t good and he was about to come, then I woke up. My head hurts. I think he hit me.
KATRINA
Do
you want to go to the hospital now or do you want to wait for a while and calm
down?
SUSAN
I’m
not really hurt. I don’t need a doctor.
KATRINA
You
have to get examined before you can file a police report.
SUSAN
Why
would I file a report?
KATRINA
Come
on, now. I’m the one who’s all chemically
altered and you’re the one who’s acting stupid.
You
need to file a report so that this guy goes to jail and can’t rape another
girl.
SUSAN
Moody
didn’t rape me.
KATRINA
Moody
did this? But Moody wouldn’t rape
anyone.
SUSAN
I
know he wouldn’t. It wasn’t rape.
KATRINA
Did
you ask for this?
SUSAN
I
must have.
KATRINA
You
asked to be punched in the back of the head while he fucked you? Did he at least use a condom?
SUSAN
I
don’t know.
KATRINA:
Didn’t
you bother to ask before you guys started?
SUSAN
I
didn’t think to ask. Besides, it’s
Moody. He’s clean.
KATRINA
You
didn’t think to ask. But you asked to be
treated like this?
SUSAN
I
guess I must have. Everytime I flirted
with any of the guys or slept with them and didn’t nail them for telling
everyone else about it. And I certainly
asked for it when I came onto Moody like some fucking whore.
KATRINA
Just
because you acted like a slut doesn’t give him the right to abuse you. It’s like telling a girl who was just raped
that she shouldn’t have dressed that way or something.
SUSAN
I
willingly came in here with him and I didn’t say no or fight. Why else would he do this, if he didn’t think
that being degraded was what I wanted.
It’s not like I didn’t advertise that my whole life.
KATRINA
God. Sweetie…
Why didn’t you stand up for yourself?
SUSAN
I
don’t know.
KATRINA
This
kind of thing can’t happen anymore. How
can you keep picking yourself off after you let guys just use you? You’re right.
There’s a reason guys do this kind of thing to you. It’s because they know they can.
SUSAN
Why
are you saying these things to me? I
don’t need this right now.
KATRINA
God,
you know, you’re right. I just can’t
help it. I’m fucking tripping and
honest. I should go.
SUSAN
Please
don’t go. I don’t want to be alone yet.
Katrina
stands up and starts to leave. Susan
grabs her hand and pulls her back down.
Katrina puts her arm around Susan and Susan leans her head on Katrina’s
shoulder. Katrina abstentmindedly plays
with Susan’s hair.
KATRINA
You
know, I can’t even begin to censor myself, right now, so I’m just going to tell
you how it is. You’ve got to stop giving
in to whatever these guys want and acting desperate all the time, Susan.
Susan
pulls away from Katrina and looks at her.
SUSAN
What
would you suggest I do instead?
KATRINA
I
don’t know. Not what you’ve been
doing. Do you think any of them would do
this kind of thing to me?
SUSAN
No. Of course, none of them would want to fuck
you in the first place.
KATRINA
At
least they have a little respect for me.
SUSAN
Fine. I should be like you, then. I should pretend to be one of the guys so
they never think of me as a girl and never even get the chance to reject me
because I was never attainable in the first place. That way it’s almost like I’m rejecting them,
even though they never wanted me. Or
maybe I should sabotage a relationship I really care about by cheating with
some guy I’m ashamed of being associated with because someone wanting me is
such a rare thing that I can’t let it pass me by. Yeah.
I should be more like you. You’ve
really got your shit together. You’re so
fucking transparent.
KATRINA
You
know what? Fuck you. I might have problems, but remember which one
of us is on the bathroom floor with a donut smeared up the crack of her
ass. I was trying to be nice, but fuck
that. You know what? You deserved exactly what you got. Do you think anyone’s going to respect you if
you keep panting after everyone like a dog in heat? It’s really fucking hard to respect those who
don’t respect themselves.
SUSAN
That’s
right. Keep quoting Moody. He’s another one who’s really going somewhere
with his life, right?
KATRINA
Trying
to get you to respect yourself isn’t worth ruining my trip. Just remember, if you keep humping everyone’s
legs, people are going to keep smacking you to get you to get off of them.
SUSAN
Get
out.
KATRINA
Fine. I’ll leave you here to clean yourself up.
INT. DONUTSHOP – COUNTER - NIGHT
Katrina
exits to the main room. Before she
reaches the counter, where Sebastian and Moody are sitting, Moody intercepts
her.
MOODY
Is
Susan ok?
KATRINA
I
guess.
MOODY
What’d
she tell you?
KATRINA
Sigh
I
can understand why you fucked her like you did, but what the hell was up with
the donut?
MOODY
Um… Does she hate me?
KATRINA
No,
I mean seriously. Do you know how
hardcore that fucked with me, seeing that when I was tripping?
MOODY
So,
she hates me?
KATRINA
I
doubt it.
MOODY
Do
you hate me for what I did?
KATRINA
Why
would I? It didn’t happen to me.
MOODY
Yeah,
well… You and Justin?
KATRINA
Where’d
you hear that? Nevermind. It doesn’t matter. Does everyone know? Don’t answer.
I don’t think I want to know that everyone knows. Anyway, we were just fucking. It wasn’t anything serious.
MOODY
That’s
not what I heard.
KATRINA
Doesn’t
matter what you heard. That’s all it was
on my part.
MOODY
That’s
cold. And it’s still not what I
heard. I heard that you were into him,
but you didn’t want anyone to know because you’re a bitch and don’t want to
lower yourself by going out with him.
KATRINA
What
the fuck ever. Leave me alone.
Katrina
starts to walk past Moody, but he stops her.
MOODY
Why
are you getting all upset? If it wasn’t
true, you wouldn’t be getting defensive.
KATRINA
Whatever. I’m going over there, now. You can stay here.
INT. DONUTSHOP – NON-SMOKING SECTION - NIGHT
Katrina
goes to the far-side of the room. Moody
follows.
MOODY
Am
I too honest for you?
KATRINA
Right
now? Yes, you are. You can talk to me about this when
everything’s less raw and I’m not seeing trailers. I was just dumped, you know.
MOODY
Like
you care that James broke up with you.
It just gives you more opportunity to slut around without all the guilt.
KATRINA
You
have no idea what was going on, if you think that’s how I feel.
MOODY
Call
a spade a spade.
KATRINA
I
wasn’t slutting around. I didn’t cheat
on him with anyone else.
MOODY
Then
why the fuck would you choose Justin?
KATRINA
I
don’t know. He’s nice
MOODY
Lots
of people are nice.
KATRINA
Maybe
because he was so much like me? It was
almost like we just kind of fit together.
It’s not like I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him or even
that I thought he’d make a good boyfriend.
I don’t know. I can’t explain why
I don’t want to date him, but I wanted to fuck him. Kind of.
I wanted to be close to him, at least.
Being with him made sense.
MOODY
How
could being with him ever make sense?
KATRINA
James
and I weren’t getting along and Justin always has this aching need in him, so
we were just kind of filling in the missing places in each other for a while.
MOODY
Wow. That sounded so clichéd. Why didn’t you tell him that instead of
telling him you didn’t want to be one of his beasts? It would have gone over a lot better.
KATRINA
I
don’t know. Why did you shove a donut up
Susan’s ass?
MOODY
Fair
enough. So, what now?
KATRINA
I
don’t know. I guess I try to work things
out with James.
MOODY
Do
you think he’d actually take you back?
KATRINA
Probably
not. He’s smart like that.
MOODY
You
know you don’t deserve either one of them, right?
KATRINA
Yeah. I know.
MOODY
Fuck. Maybe if you told James that you know you
don’t deserve him, you’ll be able to get him to try and work things out.
KATRINA
Want
to go get drunk?
MOODY
I’m
already drunk.
KATRINA
Want
to go get drunker?
MOODY
You’re
buying.
KATRINA
Sure. You drive?
MOODY
I’m
drunk.
KATRINA
So?
MOODY
Susan
took my keys.
KATRINA
You
should have taken them back while she was passed out.
MOODY
They’re
in the register.
KATRINA
Fair
enough. I guess we can walk to the bar
down the street. Hey, why’s it so dead
in here tonight?
MOODY
Don’t
pretend you don’t know about my show.
KATRINA
Oh
yeah. I completely forgot about it. What the fuck are you doing here?
MOODY
I’m
not allowed to be in the show.
KATRINA
Why
not?
MOODY
Because
they kicked me out of the band.
KATRINA
How
are they supposed to do a show without a bass player.
MOODY
That’s
not my problem.
KATRINA
So,
how many of them did you threaten with death?
MOODY
All
of them. And I chased Keith around with
a sword until the rest of them caught me and took it away.
KATRINA
What
are you going to do now?
MOODY
Drink.
KATRINA
And
then?
MOODY
Fuck
if I know. This band in Pheonix is about
to go on tour and they need a bass player.
They offered it to me because of the demo tapes I sent out before my
band got together.
KATRINA
You
going?
MOODY
And
leave all this? Nah. All my friends are here.
KATRINA
I
hear you.
MOODY
Hear
back on your manuscript yet?
KATRINA
Yeah,
actually. They called it juvenile but
salvageable. If I work really closely
with an editor. Fuck them. I know what works and what doesn’t. I don’t need some fucking editor telling me
how to write. If they know so much, why
aren’t they the ones telling the fucking stories? I’ll just send it to some more publishing
houses and maybe one of them will actually recognize talent.
MOODY
Good
luck with that.
KATRINA
I’ll
get there. On my terms. I’m not going to move to New York city to
work with some editor who’s going to tear my work into shreds and put it back
together into something without any meaning.
Fuck them. They want me to
compromise everything and just pick up my life and fucking go.
MOODY
I
guess. Are we leaving?
KATRINA
Yeah. Right now.
Katrina
stands, followed by Moody.
INT. DONUTSHOP – COUNTER - NIGHT
They
walk over to the counter where Sebastian is sitting, reading a movie magazine. Katrina gives Sebastian a hug.
KATRINA
You
want to come with us, Bastian?
SEBASTIAN
No. I’m waiting for Alicia.
KATRINA
Did
he say Alicia? THE Alicia? How’d he manage that?
Moody
starts to explain as Katrina and Moody exit through the main door.
SEBASTIAN
Hey,
should you be mixing alcohol with whatever you’re on?
KATRINA
Does
it matter?
MOODY
If
you want to hear the story, pay attention.
Anyway…
The
camera goes to Sebastian sitting at the counter in high speed, black and white.
He drinks coffee and looks at his
watch. Susan comes out. Sebastian gives Susan money, which she puts
in the drawer. Susan fills Sebastian’s
cup, pours herself coffee, they both smoke cigarettes. Susan brings out new trays of donuts, which
she switches with old ones, leaving the old tray on the counter and Sebastian
grabs a couple and eats them. He’s still
reading his magazine when ALICIA enters.
The camera slows down and Sebastian looks over. Susan comes out, having heard the doorbell.
SEBASTIAN
Hey! I got you a diet pop. It’s probably warm and flat by now, but I’m
sure Susan wouldn’t mind dumping it out and bringing you fresh.
SUSAN
You
know the rules, Bastian. That’s another
dollar.
SEBASTIAN
Fine. Here.
Fresh, please?
Sebastian
lays a dollar on the counter and Susan picks it up rings up the soda and goes
about drawing it from the fountain, while Sebastian and Alicia talk.
ALICIA
Sorry
I’m so late. I was on the phone.
SEBASTIAN
Anything
important?
ALICIA
Not
really. Just a friend calling to talk.
SEBASTIAN
Oh. Right.
It’s ok. I wasn’t waiting that
long.
ALICIA
Well… We talked about me at the coffeehouse, so now
let’s talk about you. What do you do for
fun?
SEBASTIAN
Well,
I just finished a local production of The King and I.
ALICIA
What’s
that?
SEBASTIAN
It’s
a play. A musical, actually.
ALICIA
Oh. That’s surprising. I thought you were flirting with me at the
coffeehouse.
SEBASTIAN
Well,
I guess I was. What’s surprising,
though?
ALICIA
Well,
just… Are you gay?
SEBASTIAN
No. Not at all.
Sebastian
leans forward and places his hand on her knee while giving her a seductive
growl. Alicia pulls back and rubs her
leg where his hand was, as if trying to wipe something off.
ALICIA
Oh. Why were you in a musical then?
SEBASTIAN
Because
I’m an actor.
ALICIA
Have
you been in anything I might have seen?
SEBASTIAN
Not
yet, but give me time. I’m still young.
ALICIA
Aren’t
you older than I am?
SEBASTIAN
It’s
impolite to ask an actor’s age.
ALICIA
No,
it’s impolite to ask a lady’s age.
SEBASTIAN
Let’s
just consider me a very manly lady, then.
ALICIA
Have
you been on any auditions for a paying job?
SEBASTIAN
Not
yet. We don’t really have a lot of
acting opportunities around here.
ALICIA
So,
you’re planning on moving somewhere there is opportunity?
SEBASTIAN
Someday.
ALICIA
So… What do you do?
SEBASTIAN
I
hang out a lot here. You should see it
sometime when it’s busier. My friends
are great.
ALICIA
We’ll
see. I mean, I don’t have a lot of free
time, but maybe I could come here some night.
But, what do you do for a living?
SEBASTIAN
Wow. Twenty questions.
ALICIA
I’m
just trying to find out more about you.
SEBASTIAN
No,
it’s fine. I work at a gas station up
the road. What about you?
ALICIA
I
don’t right now. I’m still in school,
full-time and I’m also involved heavily in my local ballet company.
Sebastian
stirs his coffee and Alicia sips her pop, both are visibly experiencing the
uncomfortable silence.
ALICIA
Hey! You know that show where they lock a bunch of
people in a house and record it?
SEBASTIAN
I
don’t really watch a lot of TV.
In
a campy, southern accent.
My
momma always told me it would rot my brain, and I don’t want my brains rotted
out.
ALICIA
Oh. I like TV.
I don’t have the time or patience for books and stuff. Besides, there’s a lot of really cool
shows. There’s this one where they put
these couples in a mansion and see who will cheat on each other. And this other one about what it’s like to
live in a sorority. And what’s funny is,
my sorority sisters and I are just like that.
Anyway, I was just thinking-you could audition for that show. The one with the people in a house, not the
sorority one. You’re not ugly and I’m
pretty sure it’d be easy to act like yourself.
SEBASTIAN
I’m
not sure. I don’t know if I could
capture all the dimensions of the character.
ALICIA
Um… I don’t know what you mean. I mean, wouldn’t acting like yourself be the
easiest role to act?
SEBASTIAN
This
might sound rude, but it’s not meant to be.
I just really have to ask-is this who you are?
ALICIA
What
do you mean?
SEBASTIAN
This
can’t be you. I did not just spend the
last three years obsessing over some vapid, reality-TV watching, inconsiderate
sorority girl who cringes when I touch her knee. This isn’t who you were supposed to be. You were the dream girl. The girl who made every other relationship
unfulfilling by comparison. You’re
supposed to be smart and sensitive.
You’re supposed to enjoy theater and want to spend long nights just
hanging out here with me and have great conversations. I refuse to accept that this might be who you
really are, so, we’re going to start over.
Hi. My name is Sebastian.
ALICIA
You’ve
been obsessed with me for three years?
SEBASTIAN
Yes,
but you’re missing the point. We’re
starting over. Hi. My name is Sebastian.
ALICIA
No,
that is the point. How can you have been
obsessed with me for that long when we just met tonight?
SEBASTIAN
Obviously
we didn’t just meet. HI. MY
NAME IS SEBASTIAN.
ALICIA
I
don’t know you and you’ve been obsessed with me? That’s creepy.
SEBASTIAN
It’s
not creepy. It’s romantic. And it doesn’t matter. I’m trying to start over, here. You’re going to forget my obsessive behavior
and this angry outburst, and I’m going to forget that you’re a moron. It’ll be a clean slate.
ALICIA
Eff
you!
Band
members, Neil, and others enter the airlock thing, laughing and starting to
come in.
Alicia
hops off the bar stool and starts grabbing her coat and bag, which are on the
back of the aforementioned stool.
SEBASTIAN
No! my world is shifting! You didn’t even say fuck you! You said eff you! You know what? Eff you for not living up to my expectations!
Exit Alicia, shoving her way through the
throng who are entering the main room.
Susan
comes out and begins taking orders while Neil approaches Sebastian.
NEIL
Did
you just say eff you? And was that the
Alicia you were saying it to?
SEBASTIAN
Not
in the mood.
KEITH approaches.
KEITH
The
show was decent. You should have been
there, Bastian.
SEBASTIAN
Yeah. I saw Moody a little while ago. He said you kicked him out of the band. The night of the show. I’m sure it was great.
KEITH
We
told him if he missed another practice he was out. And RANDY was ready to play.
SEBASTIAN
Who
the fuck is Randy? Nevermind. I don’t even care. Moody was always too cool for you guys,
anyway.
NEIL
Ignore
him, Keith. He’s just pissed because
he’s got a handful of shattered illusions.
SEBASTIAN
Fuck
this shit. I’m going to go get drunk
with Moody and Katrina. I think I’ve
earned it, tonight.
(Sebastian
exits, but camera stays on Neil. Susan
approaches him from behind the counter.)
SUSAN
Want
anything?
NEIL
Yeah. Give me a milk and a custard filled
long-john.
SUSAN
We’re
out.
NEIL
Then
just give me coffee.
SUSAN
No. I mean we’re out of the long-johns.
NEIL
Bullshit! I see them right there.
(Neil
gestures to the display case.)
SUSAN
Those
are expired. They need to be tossed.
NEIL
You
should offer them to us for free, if they’re just going to get thrown away.
SUSAN
I
can’t. The custard is spoiled. You’ll end up getting your stomach pumped.
NEIL
Whatever. Give me a cherry fritter.
(Susan
brings him the food and he gives her two dollars. Susan takes the money to the register and
Neil joins Keith and the others at the round table, where everyone else is
playing a large card game.)
NEIL
(over
his shoulder)
Keep
the change.
SUSAN’S
VOICE
Gee,
thanks. Now I can buy the car I’ve been
dreaming of.
NEIL
Deal
me in the next hand.
(A random person nods and they keep
playing. Neil turns his attention to
Keith.)
The
show was pretty tight.
KEITH
It
felt like things were going well.
NEIL
You
know what would have really made it sound better?
KEITH
What’s
that?
NEIL
Moody
playing bass for you guys.
KEITH
Randy
will get better when he’s more comfortable with the songs.
NEIL
You
know, I don’t want to give you shit, man.
It’s your band, but Moody loves being in the Highly Risen
Carpenters. It’s practically all that’s
held him together, sometimes. And how
long has Randy had to work on those songs?
KEITH
A
couple of months.
NEIL
You’ve
known for a couple of months that you were going to replace Moody?
KEITH
Dude,
I told you. We warned him.
NEIL
So,
if he’s had a couple of months to practice, then how come Randy doesn’t sound
better?
KEITH
Maybe
Moody is a better musician than Randy, but Randy learned our songs when we told
him that we just might need him someday.
And he showed up at a moment’s notice ready to play in front of an
audience. Sometimes, reliability goes a
lot further than talent.
NEIL
Yeah,
if you can call that ready.
KEITH
You
know what? Moody couldn’t even make it
to the final rehearsal before our first show.
NEIL
You
know why he misses rehearsals. Sometimes
he can’t even force himself to get out of bed, and you expect him to show up to
play music?
KEITH
I
realize he’s got emotional problems, but if want to make it, we’ve got to treat
this band like a business, and in a business, if you miss that many days, you
get fired. And besides that, he wasn’t
at home hiding in bed. He was here
fucking around. He blames a lot of
things on his emotional problems.
NEIL
That
may be, but do you know how many offers he’s had to join other bands? But no-he stayed loyal to you guys.
KEITH
No
one’s questioning his loyalty. It just
doesn’t matter. It’s done. I’m tired of trying to explain our reasoning. He’s already been replaced.
NEIL
Alright. It’s none of my business anyway. It’s getting hot in here. Let’s go outside for a while to cool off.
KEITH
Kay.
(Neil
and Keith go outside and sit on some grass at the edge of the parking lot. The film speeds up. People come and go, with a largish crowd
ending up outside and the shop empty.
People are talking and Neil starts some shopping cart jousting, while
Randy and Keith get their musical instruments out and practice. Action slows back down as we see Sebastian, Katrina,
and Moody walking up the street.)
GUY
(Reading
from a newspaper.)
Avoid
getting involved in disputes between friends.
Sometimes the clearest path is that of the middle.
NEIL
Oh
no shit?
KEITH
Who
was that one for again?
NEIL
Who
do you think? It was mine-Cancer.
RANDY
Read
mine.
MOODY
No. Read mine.
I’m a Pisces. Wait-I bet I can
guess. Your friends will all betray you. They’ll keep having fun and fucking doing
shopping cart jousting which, by the way, you invented, and jamming together
with your equipment at the place you’ve been hanging out at since you were
fourteen while you die inside because they fucking ripped away the only thing
that’s ever mattered to you in this whole fucking world. Is that what it says?
(Neil
gets off his cart and joins Moody where he, Sebastian, and Katrina are standing
near Randy and Keith, who are still sitting on the ground with the musical
instruments.)
KATRINA
This
is not a scene I want to see. I’m going
inside. Coming, Bastian?
(Katrina
starts walking across the parking lots and as they leave the shot, we hear
their voices.)
(while
we listen to the voices, we see Moody bum a cigarette off a random person.)
SEBASTIAN
Yeah. Buy me a donut.
KATRINA
Buy
your own donut. I’m tired of paying for
everything.
SEBASTIAN
If
you didn’t want your friends to mooch off of you, either you shouldn’t have
gotten a job or you need to find new friends.
(Moody
walks back to Randy and Keith.)
NEIL
Moody,
you should try to calm down a little.
Come over here and smoke your cigarette and just chill.
MOODY
What
the fuck? You were at the show. I thought you were my friend, Neil.
NEIL
I
am your friend. And I’m going to follow
my fucking horoscope on this one.
(Neil
sits on the grass embankment with a small amount of distance between himself
and the threesome.)
(Moody
approaches Randy.)
MOODY
Did
you know this was my piece you were playing with, bitch?
RANDY
Dude,
I was just borrowing it for the show while mine was in the shop.
MOODY
So
what are you doing playing it now? Or is
this another show I’m not a part of?
KEITH
Moody,
you need to chill.
MOODY
Keith,
don’t fucking tell me what to do.
(To
Randy)
Now,
I’m going to tell you what’s going to happen.
First, you’re going to put my fucking bass down.
RANDY
Fine. My mistake.
(Randy
gets up and puts the bass in its case, which is near him.)
MOODY
Now,
you’re going to get the fuck out of here and never come back.
RANDY
Man,
I fucking gave your bass back. You know,
it’s not mine. I shouldn’t have been
fucking with it, but I’m not leaving.
You don’t fucking own this place.
MOODY
The
hell I don’t. I’ve been coming here
since I was a kid. I have a coffee mug
here. Hell, I fucking started shopping
cart jousting. I’ve been here through
three third-shift waitresses. This is my
place more than it’s anyone else’s.
KEITH
Moody,
back the fuck off. Randy didn’t do shit
to you. We don’t need to do this.
MOODY
You
know what? This is exactly what we need
to happen. You fucking kicked me out of
the band a few hours ago, now this lame motherfucker is playing my god-damned
bass. So, what I’m thinking is, since
you’re the one who kicked me out of the band, maybe this feeling of wanting to
kill someone is your fault and you should be the one I’m taking it all out on.
(Moody
pushes Keith.)
GUY
Stop
that shit!
(Pulls
Moody)
MOODY
Fuck
you.
(Moody
pulls away from Guy and punches Keith.
Keith shoves Moody to the ground and tries to pound Moody’s head in the
ground. Guy and Neil pull Keith off of
Moody, and Neil restrains Moody, while Guy restrains Keith.)
KEITH
I’m
gonna call the fucking cops.
NEIL
No
you’re not. We all just need to cool
off. Moody and I are going to go inside
and sober up.
MOODY
The
fuck I am. Do you know how hard I had to
work to get this drunk?
(Neil
weavingly leads Moody inside. The bell
rings and Susan comes walking out.
Sebastian and Katrina are already sitting at a table, staring dejectedly
stirring coffee and picking at their donuts.
Susan wordlessly gets two cups and pours coffee for Neil and Moody,
without looking at either. Neil slaps
two dollars on the counter and carries the cups, leaving Moody to weave his way
to the table Sebastian and Katrina are already occupying. Neil and Moody sit down.)
NEIL
What’s
up with Susan? She’s got that beaten
trailer-park housewife look to her.
(Sebastian
and Katrina stare at Moody. Moody looks
down at the table, busying himself with putting sugar in his coffee.)
NEIL
What?
MOODY
Yeah. That’s kind of my fault.
(Moody
goes back to his coffee.)
NEIL
What’d
you do? Lock her in a basement for seven
years?
KATRINA
You’re
getting closer. You know, Moody, I hear
gimp masks are half off right now.
NEIL
What?
MOODY
Shut
up.
KATRINA
Yes,
Master.
MOODY
Eat
my asshole with a spoon.
KATRINA
How
about a spork? I need more coffee.
(Katrina
stumbles to the counter and goes behind it to get coffee, while the camera
stays on Moody, Sebastian, and Neil.)
NEIL
So,
Moody, what did you do?
MOODY
I
donkey-punched her and shoved a long-john up her ass while she was passed out.
NEIL
I
take it she wasn’t comfortable with this level of degenerate behavior.
MOODY
I
think it took her a little off-guard.
NEIL
That
was a really shitty thing to do.
MOODY
So. It was funny, right?
NEIL
Not
really.
MOODY
No. There is no denying it was funny.
NEIL
Maybe
it was a little amusing. It was still a
horrible thing to do to someone who’s always being nice to you by giving you
free coffee and donuts and letting you sit here for hours without buying
anything.
MOODY
So.
NEIL
I’m
just saying.
(Katrina
comes out from behind the counter and tries to walk carefully, spilling very
little coffee on herself. Susan comes
out from the back.)
SUSAN
Were
you just back here?
(Katrina
spins around and spills coffee all over.
Susan comes out from behind the counter with towels while Katrina tries
to clean up the mess with her bare hands.)
KATRINA
I
was just getting some coffee
(Susan
lowers herself to the ground next to Katrina and helps her clean up.)
SUSAN
You
know you guys aren’t supposed to go back there.
I could get into serious trouble.
KATRINA
I’m
sorry
I’m
so drunk.
SUSAN
I
know. Your breath is flammable. Weren’t you on something else earlier?
KATRINA
When
was earlier?
SUSAN
Wow.
KATRINA
I’m
sorry about the bathroom too. I’m such a
horrible friend.
SUSAN
That
was earlier. Weren’t you on something
then, too.
KATRINA
Maybe.
SUSAN
Anyway,
it’s fine.
KATRINA
No
it’s not. I should have supported you
instead of pointing out that you’re a slut with no self-respect.
SUSAN
It’s
fine.
KATRINA
Susan?
SUSAN
Yes?
KATRINA
I
think I’m going to be sick.
SUSAN
Let’s
get you to the bathroom.
(Susan
leads Katrina to the bathroom, quickly.)
(Join
Neil, Sebastian, and Moody in mid-conversation.)
NEIL
Yeah. This site had butt-plugs shaped like
baby-Jesus and Mary Magdalene lube.
SEBASTIAN
Why
Mary Magdalene lube?
NEIL
You
know. She washed Jesus's feet in
expensive oil and dried it with her hair.
SEBASTIAN
I
did not know that.
NEIL
Yeah.
MOODY
What
exactly is a butt-plug for, anyway?
(Neil
stares at Moody.)
(The
doorbell rings. Justin enters.)
JUSTIN
Hey. Have you guys seen Katrina?
SEBASTIAN
She's
in the bathroom.
(Moody
stands and walks toward Justin.)
MOODY
Let's
take a walk into non-smoking.
JUSTIN
Alright.
MOODY
So,
how are you doing?
JUSTIN
I'm
fine.
MOODY
That's
good. If you're fine, then why are you
looking for Katrina?
JUSTIN
I
just want to talk to her.
MOODY
I
don't think that's such a good idea.
JUSTIN
Why
not?
MOODY
Because
she's drunk and way too honest, right now.
JUSTIN
I
don't think her being too honest is a problem.
She can't say much worse than she already did.
MOODY
Yeah. I heard.
It was pretty harsh.
JUSTIN
She
was just upset. I should have left her
alone after James broke up with her the way he did.
MOODY
That
might have been why she put it the way that she did, but that doesn't mean she
didn't mean what she said. Look. She might be confused about a lot of things,
and she might be puking her guts out because she was dumb enough to think drugs
and alcohol would help clear things up, but she pretty much knows how she feels
about you. She likes you, but she likes
being your friend more.
JUSTIN
Alright. If that's true, then why did she fuck me?
MOODY
That
one's up for grabs, but I'm going to go with her hating herself.
JUSTIN
(splutters)
Fuck
off. Bye.
(Justin
walks to the men's room.)
(Susan
and Katrina are in the women's room and both are kneeling in front of the
toilet. Katrina has her cheek resting
against the seat while Susan wipes her face with a dampened paper towel. Katrina leans over the bowl and begins
heaving and Susan holds Katrina's hair back.)
SUSAN
that's
right. Get it all out.
(Katrina heaves again.)
KATRINA
I'm
dying.
SUSAN
No,
you're not.
KATRINA
I
should be. Maybe if I throw-up hard
enough whatever it is inside of me that makes me such a horrible person will
come out.
SUSAN
Shush. You're not horrible.
KATRINA
Yes
I am. I hurt everyone I touch. If you cut me open I bet you'd find an insect
or something, because there's no way I'm human.
God, I'm so fucked up. Why do I
always screw things up so badly?
SUSAN
We'll
fix everything when you're feeling better.
KATRINA
Nothing
can be fixed. It's all ruined. I even ruined things with Justin, and he
actually liked me.
SUSAN
Stop
thinking about it right now. I'm going
to get some more paper towels. Will you
be OK in here alone?
KATRINA
Yep.
SUSAN
Alright,
then.
(Susan
stands up and tosses the used paper towels in the garbage. She opens the door and almost bumps into
Justin.)
SUSAN
Hey.
(Justin ignores her and goes into the men's
room.)
(Justin paces around the men's room, seeming
to gain momentum.
Katrina once again has her cheek resting
against the toilet seat. Her eyes are
closed, and she's breathing deeply, passed out.
Justin punches the wall, then shakes it off.
Katrina begins heaving again, not waking from
her stupor.
Justin grabs his wallet out of his back pocket
and takes a razor out of it.
A thin trail of vomit leaks out the corner of
Katrina's mouth.
Justin stares at the blade in his hand a
moment, breathing heavily. He brings the
blade onto the inside of his already scarred arm. Justin sighs and wipes tears from his eyes
and slices himself again. He starts
openly crying and slicing himself deeply.
Blood is running thickly and creating large puddles on the floor. He is sobbing.
Katrina starts heaving again. She is now throwing up bright red blood.
Susan walks in with a handful of wet paper
towels and a glass of water. She stops
in shock. She rushes out of the
bathroom, dropping what she is holding and heads to the phone behind the
counter.)
SUSAN
I've
got to call an ambulance. Katrina's
puking a shitload of blood. Someone go
in and make sure she doesn't choke.
(Neil,
Sebastian, and Moody run toward the bathroom.
Susan
dials the phone and we hear her talking as we watch people jousting in the
parking lot, out the window. The lights
are still on in the gas station even though the sun is beginning to come
up. In the background, we hear sirens
and Susan's voice. It fades out.)
(Fade
in. We are once again focusing on the
parking lot. It is now a bright, noon
day. In fast motion, we see cars pulling
up and people wearing somber black clothes dresses and suits enter the donut
shop. Neil and Sebastian enter in the
traffic, and the action slows as Susan, James, and Katrina get out of the same
car and come walking up.
James
is holding Katrina's hand and Susan opens the door and starts to go
inside. James is following, but Katrina
stops short, holding James back from entering.)
KATRINA
I
can't go in there. Not with all of them
knowing that it's... That it's my fault.
(Susan
turns around.)
SUSAN
No. No one thinks that. It's so not your fault.
JAMES
Yeah. And these are your friends. You should be with them, right now.
KATRINA
It
is my fault. I just can't go in
there. I can't let them see me.
JAMES
Alright,
then. What do you want to do, Sweetie?
KATRINA
Can
you just take me home?
SUSAN
I'll
come too. Just let me grab some coffee.
KATRINA
You
don't have to.
SUSAN
No. It's fine.
JAMES
I'm
going to get some coffee, too. Then we
can head out. Do you want anything?
KATRINA
No. Thank you, though.
(Susan and James go inside.
Katrina sits down on the sidewalk in front of
the door.
Moody's car pulls up and he gets out. He is wearing a suit and his car is packed
full of stuff. He kneels in front of Katrina.)
MOODY
When
did they let you out of the hospital.
KATRINA
They
didn't. They wouldn't release me, so I
signed myself out against my doctor's orders.
MOODY
I
saw James sitting next to you at the service.
KATRINA
Yeah. He decided to come down to take care of me
while I finish recovering. Apparently,
I'm moving in with him in a couple of weeks.
MOODY
Susan
go inside?
KATRINA
Yeah. They're only going to be in there a few
minutes.
MOODY
I'm
surprised she went inside willingly after she got fired.
KATRINA
I
can't believe they canned her. I guess
they had to blame someone. Too bad they
couldn't fire me. They'd have all the
blame they needed.
MOODY
Shut
up. It's not your fault, and you know
it. Justin was seriously fucked up. Look.
You understood him. You know that
anything could have set him off. If
anyone knew that, you did.
KATRINA
Then
I should have known not to set him off.
MOODY
This
guilt-trip is annoying. You're not
making anyone feel better but yourself. It's
like you want to feel bad.
KATRINA
Fuck
your honesty. Let me mourn in my own
way.
MOODY
Fine.
KATRINA
You
all packed?
MOODY
Yeah.
KATRINA
Sucks
that band in Phoenix already found a bass-player.
MOODY
It's
my own fault. I should have gotten in
touch with them sooner. It's fine. I'll just conquer New York, instead.
KATRINA
Yeah. You should take me with you. Get me out of this twisted scene.
MOODY
Get
yourself out. Besides, you're going to
be living in sin soon. That'll be fun.
KATRINA
Not
so much.
MOODY
Listen. You have a free-ride to New York with this
publishing deal. Let's see if you use
it.
KATRINA
Maybe. When are you leaving?
MOODY
Now. I really only stopped here to say bye, but I
think I changed my mind.
(Susan
and James come out carrying styrofoam cups of coffee.)
JAMES
Moody.
MOODY
Hey.
SUSAN
Um...
MOODY
Before
this gets more uncomfortable, I wanted to tell you I'm sorry. Friends again?
SUSAN
Sure.
KATRINA
Are
you guys ready to go?
MOODY
You're
not going in?
KATRINA
I
can't face them.
MOODY
Guilt?
KATRINA
It's
my way.
(Katrina
stands up, and James takes her hand again.
Susan leads them to the car.
Moody calls after them.)
MOODY
I'll
see you around.
(Katrina
turns around and raises and eyebrow questioningly. Moody winks at her and gets in his car.
Katrina,
James, and Susan leave in their car.
Moody
sits in his car and stares inside the donut shop. Inside, Neil is reading a magazine, Sebastian
is hitting on a girl, and several people are playing cards. There are people at the counter getting
coffee.
Moody turns his car on, backs out, and begins driving down the road.)